"This..." Fang Ran didn't know how to deal with it for a while, so he turned his head to look at Xia Chenxuan in embarrassment.But at this moment, he found that Xia Chenxuan was also looking at him helplessly.
"Okay, we'll go there in the afternoon." Fang Ran was afraid that if he hesitated for too long, people would see something wrong, so he had to agree first.
"Then after helping Chenxuan move things, do you still go shopping with Chen Yao?" Mother Fang asked after thinking about it.
"Let's not go today." Fang Ran was in no mood to think about those things now.He suddenly felt that Fang Zhongqi was really his own father, and he insisted on cheating his son to the end.
After eating, Xia Chenxuan went to help Fang's mother tidy up the tableware. During this time, Fang Ran sat on the sofa with a lot of thoughts and waited for him.At this time, Fang Ran's heart can be said to be engaged in a fierce struggle.The relationship between him and Xia Chenxuan seems to have surpassed the relationship between him and other friends, and has become the most important relationship in his heart.So even though he kept avoiding Xia Chenxuan and kept saying that he wanted to stop being so close to him, whenever he saw Xia Chenxuan, the old feeling would still come to his heart.Several times, he almost wanted to tell Xia Chenxuan to get back together.
"Why don't you help?" Zhang Xiaorou glanced at Fang Ran when passing by, and then threw a sentence at him.
Fang Ran didn't want to talk to Zhang Xiaorou, but just raised his head and looked at her unhappy, without expressing anything else.
Maybe because Fang Ran was too boring, Zhang Xiaorou turned her head and left after a "cut", and Chen Yao followed her like a little tail.There should be a lot of topics to talk about between the two girls.
Just as Fang Ran watched Zhang Xiaorou and the others leave, he thought he would be quiet for a while, but his father walked to the sofa behind him.
But it seemed that he didn't intend to sit down and chat with Fang Ran, but stood there and stared at Fang Ran for a while.
"Dad, what's the matter with you?" Fang Ran couldn't stand being stared at by Fang Zhongqi, so he had no choice but to ask.
"I'm fine, what's the matter with you?" It was rare for Fang Zhongqi not to scold Fang Ran. After he finished asking the previous sentence, he was afraid that Fang Ran might not understand him, so he added, "I'm asking you what you haven't encountered recently. okay?"
"...No." Fang Ran didn't understand what his father meant by asking this question.
"Fang Ran, if something happened to you recently and you can't figure it out, just tell it. If you don't want to tell me, just tell your mother. If it doesn't work, there will be Xiaorou, even Qin Chuan. You must never be alone. Stuck in my heart." This should be regarded as a telepathy between father and son, Fang Zhongqi's intuition told him that Fang Ran might have really encountered something recently.
"Dad, no need, nothing happened to me, don't worry about me." Fang Ran just murmured in his heart, afraid that his difficult father would find out about his relationship with Xia Chenxuan.
Fang Zhongqi didn't say anything after listening to Fang Ran's words. He glanced at Fang Ran again, and then went upstairs and returned to the house.
"Why are you so inexplicable all of a sudden?" Fang Ran couldn't help muttering in a low voice. He couldn't figure out that his father, who always thought he was wrong before, had changed his attitude so much all of a sudden.
After the surroundings became quiet again, Fang Ran fell into thinking again, and he sighed softly.Just like his dad said, he did encounter something he couldn't solve, but who could he tell?He can't talk to anyone about it.He suddenly wanted someone to listen to his troubles in this matter, and hoped that someone could help him out, but after all, this was a problem between two men, and he couldn't even get along with He Xiao. I can't open my mouth.
Not long after, Xia Chenxuan came out after cleaning up the kitchen.When he walked towards Fang Ran, Fang Ran kept his head down and didn't look at him. He didn't know if he was in a daze or avoided it on purpose.
Xia Chenxuan walked up to Fang Ran and stopped. He didn't speak, but quietly looked down at Fang Ran and waited for him to look up.
After Fang Ran raised his head, he saw those familiar eyes again, and they both looked at each other silently without speaking.For a moment, Fang Ran suddenly felt like crying, he felt his throat was dry and sore.He didn't understand what there was to cry about, but he just had this feeling all of a sudden, the first time in years.
"What are you going to do?" Xia Chenxuan asked Fang Ran softly.
"I didn't think about it." Fang Ran looked away, "Why don't I go with you to bring the things back first."
"You want me to live in?" Xia Chenxuan was surprised.
"That's the only way to do it. I can't tell my dad that I don't agree with you living at home. Besides, we don't have to live together at that time. It's the same if I clean up another room for you." So Fang Ran suddenly felt less troubled when he thought about it, as long as he and Xia Chenxuan didn't live in the same room, he could still accept it.
"Is it because I embarrass you?" Xia Chenxuan didn't want to say this at first, but he still couldn't hold back the matter.He felt that what Fang Ran gave him now was just for coping.
"No." Fang Ran categorically denied, "It's okay if you live in my house, even without me, the rest of them still like you." Fang Ran felt a little bitter in his heart as he spoke, and he pretended to be indifferent She teased: "Don't you think Zhang Xiaorou really likes you? Maybe you two can still be together? Then we will really be a family."
But Xia Chenxuan became angry when he heard what he said. He felt that Fang Ran was obviously pushing him away, and he was still pushing it to someone else. "Fang Ran, don't say such things in the future, I don't like this joke."
It may be that Fang Ran couldn't accept Xia Chenxuan's cold tone when he said this, and he immediately returned: "Really? Then I can't accept the joke you made with me a few days ago."
"What did you say?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't believe that Fang Ran could say these words, "I was not joking with you that day, I was serious, don't you know? Fang Ran, you don't have to accept my feelings, but You can't take it as a joke."
After Xia Chenxuan finished speaking, he suddenly felt an inexplicable heartache, as if his sincerity was a prank to others.
"I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong." Fang Ran felt Xia Chenxuan's emotional excitement, he could only speak out to stabilize Xia Chenxuan first. "I don't want to discuss this issue with you in the living room. If you are so loud, if my parents hear it, it will be a big misunderstanding. Why don't we go upstairs first."
In fact, although Xia Chenxuan was a little emotional just now, his voice was not very loud.It may be that Fang Ran was too resistant to this matter in his heart, and felt that it was very vague, so he subjectively magnified this matter.
This also caused Xia Chenxuan to not only not calm down after hearing Fang Ran's words, but to feel more and more broken.He felt that each of Fang Ran's words now made him feel even more chilled, making him feel that he had misjudged the wrong person from the beginning to the end.She didn't expect her feelings to be a joke or a mistake in front of Fang Ran.
"No need, your parents have gone upstairs, and now there are only the two of us on the first floor, no one will hear. If not, let's talk about it today." Xia Chenxuan's temper is sometimes very stubborn.Once there is something that makes him feel uncomfortable, then he must ask clearly.
"What are you talking about?" Fang Ran was a little impatient now, he didn't understand why Xia Chenxuan refused to listen to persuasion?He was obviously doing it for the benefit of both of them, so why did Xia Chenxuan just not appreciate it, but instead got worse?
"Don't go too far." Fang Ran couldn't hold back his words for a moment.
"What did you say? I'm going too far?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't believe his ears, he didn't expect Fang Ran to say such words to him so directly. "Where did I go too far? I just want an answer. Your words are too hurtful."
"What do I say to hurt someone? I have already given you the answer you want, that is, it is impossible for the two of us to be together. I don't like men. I can't accept being with someone of the same sex. It is physically and psychologically impossible. Even if this person is you, that's impossible." Fang Ran directly stated his attitude towards homosexuality in one breath, and because the living room was too empty, he adjusted the volume appropriately. "Don't force me anymore, okay? It's not that I hurt others, it's you that force me to do nothing. I can only say such words to make you give up."
Xia Chenxuan's heart was indeed broken when he heard the word "dead heart".It turned out that what Fang Ran wanted was to give up on himself and stop pestering him. "Is it from your point of view that my feelings for you are wrong, abnormal, or pathological, and shouldn't exist?" Xia Chenxuan looked into Fang Ran's eyes and asked.
"I don't mean to discriminate against homosexuals, I just can't accept this happening to me." Fang Ran expressed his feelings.
"Then if I told you that I am like this from the beginning, would you still approach me and become such a good relationship with me?" Xia Chenxuan didn't know the meaning of his assumption, but he just wanted to ask.
"I don't know how to answer, and I can't go back if I say it. It's already happened, and it can't be changed." Fang Ran blocked the question vaguely, "We could have been the closest friends forever, but you If I have to think about it, then I have no choice but to stop here."
"Do you feel disgusted?" Xia Chenxuan is now in a desperate state. Anyway, what they said just now, Xia Chenxuan is already desperate. He knows that they are completely finished, so just let him ask all the questions he wants to ask. Finish asking. "Do you feel sick when I touch you?"
"Okay, we'll go there in the afternoon." Fang Ran was afraid that if he hesitated for too long, people would see something wrong, so he had to agree first.
"Then after helping Chenxuan move things, do you still go shopping with Chen Yao?" Mother Fang asked after thinking about it.
"Let's not go today." Fang Ran was in no mood to think about those things now.He suddenly felt that Fang Zhongqi was really his own father, and he insisted on cheating his son to the end.
After eating, Xia Chenxuan went to help Fang's mother tidy up the tableware. During this time, Fang Ran sat on the sofa with a lot of thoughts and waited for him.At this time, Fang Ran's heart can be said to be engaged in a fierce struggle.The relationship between him and Xia Chenxuan seems to have surpassed the relationship between him and other friends, and has become the most important relationship in his heart.So even though he kept avoiding Xia Chenxuan and kept saying that he wanted to stop being so close to him, whenever he saw Xia Chenxuan, the old feeling would still come to his heart.Several times, he almost wanted to tell Xia Chenxuan to get back together.
"Why don't you help?" Zhang Xiaorou glanced at Fang Ran when passing by, and then threw a sentence at him.
Fang Ran didn't want to talk to Zhang Xiaorou, but just raised his head and looked at her unhappy, without expressing anything else.
Maybe because Fang Ran was too boring, Zhang Xiaorou turned her head and left after a "cut", and Chen Yao followed her like a little tail.There should be a lot of topics to talk about between the two girls.
Just as Fang Ran watched Zhang Xiaorou and the others leave, he thought he would be quiet for a while, but his father walked to the sofa behind him.
But it seemed that he didn't intend to sit down and chat with Fang Ran, but stood there and stared at Fang Ran for a while.
"Dad, what's the matter with you?" Fang Ran couldn't stand being stared at by Fang Zhongqi, so he had no choice but to ask.
"I'm fine, what's the matter with you?" It was rare for Fang Zhongqi not to scold Fang Ran. After he finished asking the previous sentence, he was afraid that Fang Ran might not understand him, so he added, "I'm asking you what you haven't encountered recently. okay?"
"...No." Fang Ran didn't understand what his father meant by asking this question.
"Fang Ran, if something happened to you recently and you can't figure it out, just tell it. If you don't want to tell me, just tell your mother. If it doesn't work, there will be Xiaorou, even Qin Chuan. You must never be alone. Stuck in my heart." This should be regarded as a telepathy between father and son, Fang Zhongqi's intuition told him that Fang Ran might have really encountered something recently.
"Dad, no need, nothing happened to me, don't worry about me." Fang Ran just murmured in his heart, afraid that his difficult father would find out about his relationship with Xia Chenxuan.
Fang Zhongqi didn't say anything after listening to Fang Ran's words. He glanced at Fang Ran again, and then went upstairs and returned to the house.
"Why are you so inexplicable all of a sudden?" Fang Ran couldn't help muttering in a low voice. He couldn't figure out that his father, who always thought he was wrong before, had changed his attitude so much all of a sudden.
After the surroundings became quiet again, Fang Ran fell into thinking again, and he sighed softly.Just like his dad said, he did encounter something he couldn't solve, but who could he tell?He can't talk to anyone about it.He suddenly wanted someone to listen to his troubles in this matter, and hoped that someone could help him out, but after all, this was a problem between two men, and he couldn't even get along with He Xiao. I can't open my mouth.
Not long after, Xia Chenxuan came out after cleaning up the kitchen.When he walked towards Fang Ran, Fang Ran kept his head down and didn't look at him. He didn't know if he was in a daze or avoided it on purpose.
Xia Chenxuan walked up to Fang Ran and stopped. He didn't speak, but quietly looked down at Fang Ran and waited for him to look up.
After Fang Ran raised his head, he saw those familiar eyes again, and they both looked at each other silently without speaking.For a moment, Fang Ran suddenly felt like crying, he felt his throat was dry and sore.He didn't understand what there was to cry about, but he just had this feeling all of a sudden, the first time in years.
"What are you going to do?" Xia Chenxuan asked Fang Ran softly.
"I didn't think about it." Fang Ran looked away, "Why don't I go with you to bring the things back first."
"You want me to live in?" Xia Chenxuan was surprised.
"That's the only way to do it. I can't tell my dad that I don't agree with you living at home. Besides, we don't have to live together at that time. It's the same if I clean up another room for you." So Fang Ran suddenly felt less troubled when he thought about it, as long as he and Xia Chenxuan didn't live in the same room, he could still accept it.
"Is it because I embarrass you?" Xia Chenxuan didn't want to say this at first, but he still couldn't hold back the matter.He felt that what Fang Ran gave him now was just for coping.
"No." Fang Ran categorically denied, "It's okay if you live in my house, even without me, the rest of them still like you." Fang Ran felt a little bitter in his heart as he spoke, and he pretended to be indifferent She teased: "Don't you think Zhang Xiaorou really likes you? Maybe you two can still be together? Then we will really be a family."
But Xia Chenxuan became angry when he heard what he said. He felt that Fang Ran was obviously pushing him away, and he was still pushing it to someone else. "Fang Ran, don't say such things in the future, I don't like this joke."
It may be that Fang Ran couldn't accept Xia Chenxuan's cold tone when he said this, and he immediately returned: "Really? Then I can't accept the joke you made with me a few days ago."
"What did you say?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't believe that Fang Ran could say these words, "I was not joking with you that day, I was serious, don't you know? Fang Ran, you don't have to accept my feelings, but You can't take it as a joke."
After Xia Chenxuan finished speaking, he suddenly felt an inexplicable heartache, as if his sincerity was a prank to others.
"I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong." Fang Ran felt Xia Chenxuan's emotional excitement, he could only speak out to stabilize Xia Chenxuan first. "I don't want to discuss this issue with you in the living room. If you are so loud, if my parents hear it, it will be a big misunderstanding. Why don't we go upstairs first."
In fact, although Xia Chenxuan was a little emotional just now, his voice was not very loud.It may be that Fang Ran was too resistant to this matter in his heart, and felt that it was very vague, so he subjectively magnified this matter.
This also caused Xia Chenxuan to not only not calm down after hearing Fang Ran's words, but to feel more and more broken.He felt that each of Fang Ran's words now made him feel even more chilled, making him feel that he had misjudged the wrong person from the beginning to the end.She didn't expect her feelings to be a joke or a mistake in front of Fang Ran.
"No need, your parents have gone upstairs, and now there are only the two of us on the first floor, no one will hear. If not, let's talk about it today." Xia Chenxuan's temper is sometimes very stubborn.Once there is something that makes him feel uncomfortable, then he must ask clearly.
"What are you talking about?" Fang Ran was a little impatient now, he didn't understand why Xia Chenxuan refused to listen to persuasion?He was obviously doing it for the benefit of both of them, so why did Xia Chenxuan just not appreciate it, but instead got worse?
"Don't go too far." Fang Ran couldn't hold back his words for a moment.
"What did you say? I'm going too far?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't believe his ears, he didn't expect Fang Ran to say such words to him so directly. "Where did I go too far? I just want an answer. Your words are too hurtful."
"What do I say to hurt someone? I have already given you the answer you want, that is, it is impossible for the two of us to be together. I don't like men. I can't accept being with someone of the same sex. It is physically and psychologically impossible. Even if this person is you, that's impossible." Fang Ran directly stated his attitude towards homosexuality in one breath, and because the living room was too empty, he adjusted the volume appropriately. "Don't force me anymore, okay? It's not that I hurt others, it's you that force me to do nothing. I can only say such words to make you give up."
Xia Chenxuan's heart was indeed broken when he heard the word "dead heart".It turned out that what Fang Ran wanted was to give up on himself and stop pestering him. "Is it from your point of view that my feelings for you are wrong, abnormal, or pathological, and shouldn't exist?" Xia Chenxuan looked into Fang Ran's eyes and asked.
"I don't mean to discriminate against homosexuals, I just can't accept this happening to me." Fang Ran expressed his feelings.
"Then if I told you that I am like this from the beginning, would you still approach me and become such a good relationship with me?" Xia Chenxuan didn't know the meaning of his assumption, but he just wanted to ask.
"I don't know how to answer, and I can't go back if I say it. It's already happened, and it can't be changed." Fang Ran blocked the question vaguely, "We could have been the closest friends forever, but you If I have to think about it, then I have no choice but to stop here."
"Do you feel disgusted?" Xia Chenxuan is now in a desperate state. Anyway, what they said just now, Xia Chenxuan is already desperate. He knows that they are completely finished, so just let him ask all the questions he wants to ask. Finish asking. "Do you feel sick when I touch you?"
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