"What did I say?" Fang Ran was still struggling for the last time, no matter how guilty he was, he insisted on refusing to admit it.
Fang Zhongqi glared at Fang Ran when he heard the words, "What? Are you going to stick with me? You know what to say in your heart, and tell me why you two became like this."
Fang Ran stood there with his head down and didn't speak, he felt a little uncomfortable now.Originally, he hadn't finished digesting the previous incident, and he was a little restless when he saw Xia Chenxuan today, but his father is still forcing him to tell him the reason.How could he tell the real reason, but he couldn't think of the reason for making it up for a while.What else can he do now besides insisting on not admitting it?
"We're fine." Fang Ran muttered softly.
Fang Zhongqi didn't want to talk about Fang Ran any more. He suddenly felt that it was too much effort to talk to this kind of person who pretended to be confused, "Are you all right? See for yourself that you look good? I didn't look up at him. Fang Ran, tell me the truth, is it because of you that you dare not admit it?"
Fang Zhongqi's move was meant to provoke Fang Ran. If it was the past, Fang Ran would definitely jump up and cry out as soon as he was wronged.But today, after hearing this, he didn't say a word, and still sat there silently.He just felt very angry now, and he began to feel irritable inexplicably.
Fang Ran suddenly stood up, looked at Fang Zhongqi, and said in a low voice, "Dad, I thought I'd go upstairs first, you two should talk."
After speaking, Fang Ran turned around and was about to leave.
"Stop! What are you talking about?" Fang Zhongqi didn't expect Fang Ran to have such a reaction, nor did he expect that his move would backfire.
Seeing that Fang Zhongqi was about to clash with Fang Ran, Xia Chenxuan quickly advised, "Uncle Fang, let me go upstairs with Fang Ran. Let's make it clear about the two of us, it's not a big deal."
After Xia Chenxuan finished speaking, he gave Fang Zhong a hint, then walked over and pulled Fang Ran to go upstairs.When his hand touched Fang Ran's arm, he felt Fang Ran tremble slightly, but fortunately, he did not avoid him, but followed him upstairs obediently.
After the two of them left, Fang Zhongqi sat alone in the living room and sighed. He felt that Fang Ran gave him a really different feeling this time.Although he is usually very strict with Fang Ran, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love his son. On the contrary, he may understand Fang Ran's personality better than Fang's mother.Fang Zhongqi felt that if this matter was purely because of Fang Ran, he would have started to find various reasons to justify himself, and he might still feel guilty when facing Xia Chenxuan.But judging from his performance just now, that's not the case at all. On the contrary, he looked worried, and he didn't even want to refute it. It seemed like he was disheartened.
Fang Zhongqi couldn't help feeling a little doubt in his heart, could it be that he was really wrong?Fang Ran was not at fault for this matter, but there was another reason?
Here, Xia Chenxuan took Fang Ran upstairs and took him straight to his room.Although he had only been here once before, Xia Chenxuan still had a deep impression of that room.
As soon as he entered the door, Xia Chenxuan noticed the changes in the room, because Fang Ran put a lot of exquisite decorations in the most eye-catching positions. When he came before, the room was simply piled up with random things. It looks like it's not tidying up often.
Fang Ran followed Xia Chenxuan and closed the door, then he pulled his arm back and broke away from Xia Chenxuan's grasp.
Xia Chenxuan turned his head to look at Fang Ran, and found that he was standing there quietly, apparently not wanting to say a word.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Xia Chenxuan spoke first.
Fang Ran raised his head and glanced at him, but quickly turned his head away. "Actually, there is nothing to say. Let's forget about that day."
"Why? You still can't accept it?" Xia Chenxuan was really desperate seeing Fang Ran's current appearance. "Fang Ran, I really like you, can't we be together?"
"I'm sorry, I can't accept it." Fang Ran returned lightly.He was in a very low mood at this time, and he couldn't tell whether it was sadness or unwillingness to have too much entanglement.
Xia Chenxuan's heart fell to the bottom all of a sudden, "Fang Ran, why don't we be together? It's still the same as before. Weren't you very happy when we were together? You said before that you would stay with me, don't you forget?" Yet?"
"Forget it, I can't accept being with a man, that's not love." Fang Ran didn't want to talk about this issue too much.
"Then do you hate me?" Xia Chenxuan asked from a different angle.
"I don't hate you, but what happened now makes it impossible for me to face you calmly." Fang Ran still insisted on his reasons.
Xia Chenxuan was silent for a while without speaking, he was still thinking about how to explain this matter to Fang Ran clearly.There is one thing that he has always been very clear in his heart, that is, Fang Ran did not intend to reject him, Fang Ran has been entangled with nothing more than a gender issue, as long as they pass this threshold, the relationship between them can be said to be no obstacle, but He just didn't know how to express it.
"Fang Ran, listen to me, we used to live together, eat and live together, the feeling of interdependence is similar to that of lovers, don't tell me you think of me as your brother, no, this is already beyond that category. And didn't you feel that there was something wrong when you were close to me before? This proves that you can't accept me but that you can't get over the threshold in your heart. You have been struggling with a definition. Why do you give love to me? What about such conceptual things? As long as you have feelings for me, then we should be together, right?"
Xia Chenxuan said a lot of things, and he wanted to express his thoughts to Fang Ran as much as possible.
"Brother Xuan, don't say it. You are right to think so, but I am not. I really can't accept being with a man...in love." Fang Ran hesitated for a while before saying this word, Indeed, in front of Xia Chenxuan, he couldn't say anything about love.
"Then do you mean that we are over here? We will no longer have any contact, as if we have never known each other?" Xia Chenxuan asked this sentence almost in despair.
"It may not be like this." Fang Ran is also feeling uncomfortable now. When he thinks that he and Xia Chenxuan will never be the same as before, he feels that a lot of things are missing all of a sudden, his heart becomes empty, and he feels that he can't find it anymore. to the filling stuff.Fang Ran thought for a while and said: "We can get along like friends. Although we may not live together anymore, we can still keep in touch. There is no need to pretend that we don't know each other like strangers."
Xia Chenxuan smiled bitterly, "I know I was too reckless that time, but are you really going to forget what happened between us? Are you not even willing to give me a chance to try?"
"Brother Xuan, I really can't accept it. Don't say it anymore. I have never felt that way towards you, and it is impossible for me to try to love you." Fang Ran raised his head and looked into Xia Chenxuan's eyes and said, but After looking directly at Xia Chenxuan for a few seconds, he couldn't hold on anymore and turned his head elsewhere.I don't know why, but when he saw Xia Chenxuan, he felt very confused, not that kind of bored feeling, but a little heartache.
Both of them stood there without speaking.But the two of them can no longer care about any embarrassing feelings, and are trying their best to calm down.
"Fang Ran." After a long time, Xia Chenxuan softly called Fang Ran's name, his eyes were a little red now. "You know, I've been waiting for your news for the past few days. I hope to meet you so that I can explain something and say something to you face to face. With the feelings you have accumulated, you should not leave me easily, and you will promise to stay by my side. But I didn't expect that it would be like this after we actually met. "
Fang Ran didn't react to Xia Chenxuan's words, and stood there quietly.
"Maybe I think too well, or maybe I overestimate my position in your heart." Xia Chenxuan closed his eyes resignedly as he said, "I don't have you by my side these days, I Becoming boring and suddenly being alone again is really unbearable. You are really important to me, just in the time you entered my life, I found that I changed a lot, you made me Life is no longer so monotonous. It’s really good to be with you. Although I have endless worries, I find it very interesting. At that time, I was thinking here, if there is really someone who can stay with me all the time If you are around, then I think that person should be you."
On the surface, Fang Ran stood there quietly and listened to Xia Chenxuan speak his mind, but in fact, his heart was not at peace.Especially when Xia Chenxuan said that he hoped that he could be by his side all the time, his heart really tightened suddenly.Xia Chenxuan had never said this to him so heartily.
Fang Ran didn't dare to look up at Xia Chenxuan now, because he was afraid that he would not be able to bear seeing Xia Chenxuan sad.In the past, what he hated most was Xia Chenxuan's heartbreak alone. At the beginning, he was like this when he faced Ye Ze, and he was like this when his parents got married. Fang Ran tried his best to help Xia Chenxuan share these two times. , but he did not expect that he himself has now become the "culprit" that caused Xia Chenxuan's sadness.
Fang Ran felt that if he continued like this, his heart might soften, so the only thing he could do now was not to face Xia Chenxuan directly, and kept telling himself in his heart that this was impossible and absolutely uncompromising.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Although they will both be sad if they are separated now, it will not be good for both of them in the future if they don't do so.
Fang Zhongqi glared at Fang Ran when he heard the words, "What? Are you going to stick with me? You know what to say in your heart, and tell me why you two became like this."
Fang Ran stood there with his head down and didn't speak, he felt a little uncomfortable now.Originally, he hadn't finished digesting the previous incident, and he was a little restless when he saw Xia Chenxuan today, but his father is still forcing him to tell him the reason.How could he tell the real reason, but he couldn't think of the reason for making it up for a while.What else can he do now besides insisting on not admitting it?
"We're fine." Fang Ran muttered softly.
Fang Zhongqi didn't want to talk about Fang Ran any more. He suddenly felt that it was too much effort to talk to this kind of person who pretended to be confused, "Are you all right? See for yourself that you look good? I didn't look up at him. Fang Ran, tell me the truth, is it because of you that you dare not admit it?"
Fang Zhongqi's move was meant to provoke Fang Ran. If it was the past, Fang Ran would definitely jump up and cry out as soon as he was wronged.But today, after hearing this, he didn't say a word, and still sat there silently.He just felt very angry now, and he began to feel irritable inexplicably.
Fang Ran suddenly stood up, looked at Fang Zhongqi, and said in a low voice, "Dad, I thought I'd go upstairs first, you two should talk."
After speaking, Fang Ran turned around and was about to leave.
"Stop! What are you talking about?" Fang Zhongqi didn't expect Fang Ran to have such a reaction, nor did he expect that his move would backfire.
Seeing that Fang Zhongqi was about to clash with Fang Ran, Xia Chenxuan quickly advised, "Uncle Fang, let me go upstairs with Fang Ran. Let's make it clear about the two of us, it's not a big deal."
After Xia Chenxuan finished speaking, he gave Fang Zhong a hint, then walked over and pulled Fang Ran to go upstairs.When his hand touched Fang Ran's arm, he felt Fang Ran tremble slightly, but fortunately, he did not avoid him, but followed him upstairs obediently.
After the two of them left, Fang Zhongqi sat alone in the living room and sighed. He felt that Fang Ran gave him a really different feeling this time.Although he is usually very strict with Fang Ran, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love his son. On the contrary, he may understand Fang Ran's personality better than Fang's mother.Fang Zhongqi felt that if this matter was purely because of Fang Ran, he would have started to find various reasons to justify himself, and he might still feel guilty when facing Xia Chenxuan.But judging from his performance just now, that's not the case at all. On the contrary, he looked worried, and he didn't even want to refute it. It seemed like he was disheartened.
Fang Zhongqi couldn't help feeling a little doubt in his heart, could it be that he was really wrong?Fang Ran was not at fault for this matter, but there was another reason?
Here, Xia Chenxuan took Fang Ran upstairs and took him straight to his room.Although he had only been here once before, Xia Chenxuan still had a deep impression of that room.
As soon as he entered the door, Xia Chenxuan noticed the changes in the room, because Fang Ran put a lot of exquisite decorations in the most eye-catching positions. When he came before, the room was simply piled up with random things. It looks like it's not tidying up often.
Fang Ran followed Xia Chenxuan and closed the door, then he pulled his arm back and broke away from Xia Chenxuan's grasp.
Xia Chenxuan turned his head to look at Fang Ran, and found that he was standing there quietly, apparently not wanting to say a word.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Xia Chenxuan spoke first.
Fang Ran raised his head and glanced at him, but quickly turned his head away. "Actually, there is nothing to say. Let's forget about that day."
"Why? You still can't accept it?" Xia Chenxuan was really desperate seeing Fang Ran's current appearance. "Fang Ran, I really like you, can't we be together?"
"I'm sorry, I can't accept it." Fang Ran returned lightly.He was in a very low mood at this time, and he couldn't tell whether it was sadness or unwillingness to have too much entanglement.
Xia Chenxuan's heart fell to the bottom all of a sudden, "Fang Ran, why don't we be together? It's still the same as before. Weren't you very happy when we were together? You said before that you would stay with me, don't you forget?" Yet?"
"Forget it, I can't accept being with a man, that's not love." Fang Ran didn't want to talk about this issue too much.
"Then do you hate me?" Xia Chenxuan asked from a different angle.
"I don't hate you, but what happened now makes it impossible for me to face you calmly." Fang Ran still insisted on his reasons.
Xia Chenxuan was silent for a while without speaking, he was still thinking about how to explain this matter to Fang Ran clearly.There is one thing that he has always been very clear in his heart, that is, Fang Ran did not intend to reject him, Fang Ran has been entangled with nothing more than a gender issue, as long as they pass this threshold, the relationship between them can be said to be no obstacle, but He just didn't know how to express it.
"Fang Ran, listen to me, we used to live together, eat and live together, the feeling of interdependence is similar to that of lovers, don't tell me you think of me as your brother, no, this is already beyond that category. And didn't you feel that there was something wrong when you were close to me before? This proves that you can't accept me but that you can't get over the threshold in your heart. You have been struggling with a definition. Why do you give love to me? What about such conceptual things? As long as you have feelings for me, then we should be together, right?"
Xia Chenxuan said a lot of things, and he wanted to express his thoughts to Fang Ran as much as possible.
"Brother Xuan, don't say it. You are right to think so, but I am not. I really can't accept being with a man...in love." Fang Ran hesitated for a while before saying this word, Indeed, in front of Xia Chenxuan, he couldn't say anything about love.
"Then do you mean that we are over here? We will no longer have any contact, as if we have never known each other?" Xia Chenxuan asked this sentence almost in despair.
"It may not be like this." Fang Ran is also feeling uncomfortable now. When he thinks that he and Xia Chenxuan will never be the same as before, he feels that a lot of things are missing all of a sudden, his heart becomes empty, and he feels that he can't find it anymore. to the filling stuff.Fang Ran thought for a while and said: "We can get along like friends. Although we may not live together anymore, we can still keep in touch. There is no need to pretend that we don't know each other like strangers."
Xia Chenxuan smiled bitterly, "I know I was too reckless that time, but are you really going to forget what happened between us? Are you not even willing to give me a chance to try?"
"Brother Xuan, I really can't accept it. Don't say it anymore. I have never felt that way towards you, and it is impossible for me to try to love you." Fang Ran raised his head and looked into Xia Chenxuan's eyes and said, but After looking directly at Xia Chenxuan for a few seconds, he couldn't hold on anymore and turned his head elsewhere.I don't know why, but when he saw Xia Chenxuan, he felt very confused, not that kind of bored feeling, but a little heartache.
Both of them stood there without speaking.But the two of them can no longer care about any embarrassing feelings, and are trying their best to calm down.
"Fang Ran." After a long time, Xia Chenxuan softly called Fang Ran's name, his eyes were a little red now. "You know, I've been waiting for your news for the past few days. I hope to meet you so that I can explain something and say something to you face to face. With the feelings you have accumulated, you should not leave me easily, and you will promise to stay by my side. But I didn't expect that it would be like this after we actually met. "
Fang Ran didn't react to Xia Chenxuan's words, and stood there quietly.
"Maybe I think too well, or maybe I overestimate my position in your heart." Xia Chenxuan closed his eyes resignedly as he said, "I don't have you by my side these days, I Becoming boring and suddenly being alone again is really unbearable. You are really important to me, just in the time you entered my life, I found that I changed a lot, you made me Life is no longer so monotonous. It’s really good to be with you. Although I have endless worries, I find it very interesting. At that time, I was thinking here, if there is really someone who can stay with me all the time If you are around, then I think that person should be you."
On the surface, Fang Ran stood there quietly and listened to Xia Chenxuan speak his mind, but in fact, his heart was not at peace.Especially when Xia Chenxuan said that he hoped that he could be by his side all the time, his heart really tightened suddenly.Xia Chenxuan had never said this to him so heartily.
Fang Ran didn't dare to look up at Xia Chenxuan now, because he was afraid that he would not be able to bear seeing Xia Chenxuan sad.In the past, what he hated most was Xia Chenxuan's heartbreak alone. At the beginning, he was like this when he faced Ye Ze, and he was like this when his parents got married. Fang Ran tried his best to help Xia Chenxuan share these two times. , but he did not expect that he himself has now become the "culprit" that caused Xia Chenxuan's sadness.
Fang Ran felt that if he continued like this, his heart might soften, so the only thing he could do now was not to face Xia Chenxuan directly, and kept telling himself in his heart that this was impossible and absolutely uncompromising.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Although they will both be sad if they are separated now, it will not be good for both of them in the future if they don't do so.
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