Tiandao through the live room

Tang Qingfeng's mood was very unstable, his breath was spouting white air in the snow, I could only lean my back against the tree trunk and stare at him with wide eyes.

Tang Qingfeng squeezed my wrist tightly, and repeated again: "Did I not treat you well...?"

In all fairness, he is indeed very good to me, although he is not meticulous, but... he is as considerate as possible where he can, even when I said that I don't want to see him, he didn't show much presence in front of my eyes... His love for me Considerate, can do the ultimate.

But...the relationship...is based on that...it's hard...it's hard for me to trust it.

"...You treated me very well..." There is no way to deny this kind of thing, I...I...

Tang Qingfeng took a deep breath: "...Since you can't deny it, why do you treat me like this?"

"Probably because in those 12 years I've learned how to fake my feelings, smile at people I don't love or care about, and talk to them! Fake feelings for someone who's not me at all! With you Father, mother, and sister are laughing and playing together! No one can even tell!" Although those days were a period of improvement for my acting skills, speaking of it, I would rather not have those days.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Didn't you do something wrong?" I was angry from the bottom of my heart: "Tang Qingfeng, although those 12 years have passed, the damage and impact will never be erased! Indeed, the past is not to be blamed, but do you know it! Everything! It's all because of you!"

"........." Tang Qingfeng said slightly: "...you...you have such a big resentment...why never tell me...?"

"Because, because, I, no, believe, believe, you." I simply said all my thoughts and thoughts in the past 12 years: "Yes, I was really willing to help you do something at that time to save you from being too mentally exhausted , but Tang Qingfeng, you simply ignored my feelings! Everything is pushed into my hands, what do you take me for! Do you know that I don't like those martial arts classics and formations at all? Do you know You know that I have no sense of belonging to the Tang Sect? But what about you! You insist on asking me to behave in the way of thinking of your young master Tang Sect! Do you know that I can only act as a substitute for it! But what? Even if I How many times have you called my parents and sisters! They have no blood relationship with me!" I tore off all the warm veils between the two of us, and neatly exposed the bloody things: "From the moment I attached to you until now, I They all live like ghosts."

Tang Qingfeng's face turned slightly pale, he looked at me blankly, his eye circles became redder, and his nose turned red from the cold: "...you...you...Chu Yanjun..."

Because of all the tossing just now, all my hair fell to one side, and I just looked at Tang Qingfeng with my hair scattered.When I said these words, my heart was sore, numb, and slightly painful.

Probably... I also like it, if I just treat him as a stranger, I don't want him to take care of my feelings and protect my self-esteem, but... just because I have expectations, when he doesn't do it It becomes even more uncomfortable.

If there is no love, there is no hate.If the knot in my heart cannot be untied, then I will be trapped by him for the rest of my life.

I couldn't help coughing twice, paying attention to Tang Qingfeng's reaction.

"... Is that how you think of me? In those years, what you said to me... was all faked...? Just like when you pretended to be me in front of my parents...?"

In fact, some words are true, but I had to treat him well at that time. If it were changed today, I would never be obedient to him.I am silent.

He still held my hand, but finally let me go: "I know..."

He seemed to have given up any hope, and smiled at me shallowly, with the usual gentleness of the leader of Shuilongyin: "When I cared about a person, she had no body or appearance, but only one that was carried in my body." Soul, the temper is not too good, the only communication between me and her is the mind-now, since the mind is pretending...then there is no need to be obsessed."

"...?!" Is he... completely desperate?

I... I suddenly feel panicked and sad... Don't go...

I was scared and grabbed his sleeve.

Tang Qingfeng didn't speak.

I don't know what to do, I... I did too much, I know this very well... But Tang Qingfeng... I don't want to lose him.

During those 12 years of getting along day and night, he was not the only one who changed?

"...What?" Tang Qingfeng took the initiative to speak because I was holding my sleeves and kept silent.

I didn't stop doing anything, I went all out, stood on tiptoes, held Tang Qingfeng's face in my arms, and kissed him directly.Even if he is ridiculed or molested by him in the future, he can't take care of it.

His lips are very cold, I don't know if it's because he has practiced too much Ming Yugong, or it's simply because of the heavy snow in Qinchuan.But I failed to appease him.

But Tang Qingfeng pushed me away gently and firmly: "Miss Yanjun, please respect yourself." The action was not violent, but the attitude was obviously unaccommodating.

"...!" I never dreamed that he would have such a reaction. The last time I kissed him... he was still very involved and fascinated...

"You...Tang Er...?" He pushed me too firmly, which is completely different from the previous painting style.

"...I remember you once told me that after you have been kissed by a person once, you don't care about the second kiss by the same person." Tang Qingfeng pursed her lips tightly: "But I do care."

After finishing speaking, he didn't stay any longer, and slowly moved away from me, and then slowly walked away in the heavy snow in Qinchuan.The heavy snow blurred his figure, and his water-blue shadow quickly disappeared into a touch of white.

I looked at his back and didn't know what to do, how to say, how to keep him.

What can I say...?In the eyes of many people, I have been obsessed with Yan Nanfei for so long, and probably everyone believes it except myself... Now I am still his girlfriend on the surface...

What am I to love? ...Because my heartlessness before... completely hurt Tang Qingfeng.

I looked at my wrist, which had been pinched green, and didn't know what to say.

But tears, aggrieved, could not stop falling.

I don't know if I have the right to be wronged, but I just wanted to cry, so I slid down the tree trunk to the ground and cried out in the most childish way.

The author has something to say: Thank you for the "craggy" mines~

Girl: ... woo woo woo, how can I coax my boyfriend to be angry when he has done too much?Waiting online is very urgent!