Memoirs of the Emperor of Heaven

"Commander, Lingguang Shenjun is really not in the house..."

But Runyu refused to be perfunctory like this.

"It's okay, I'll wait for her."

The maid looked at him in embarrassment: "The commander-in-chief is busy with official duties, why not go back and finish the official duties first, and wait for our girl to come back..."

Runyu flicked his sleeves, and a large pile of documents had appeared on the ground, the pile was as tall as a person.

"I have brought all the official documents, and I will deal with them here."

The maid couldn't help? _ dumbfounded: "This, this..."

A faintly tired voice came: "You go back first."

The maid Nuonuo stepped back, only to see Suzaku coming out of the inner room, dressed in a dark vermilion-colored gold ruffle luan costume, with grand and grand decorations, and her hair was only decorated with jade, which looked noble and alienated.

She smiled gently: "What do you want from me?"

Very polite, very polite, but a little too deliberate.

Runyu couldn't help being embarrassed, she didn't know what to say, but she couldn't speak for a while.

Suzaku waited for a few minutes, and saw that the person on the other side remained silent, and frowned slightly: "If the commander has nothing else to do, I'll go back to my room."

After all, he really planned to turn around and leave.

"Miss Suzaku." Runyu stepped forward to stop her, so she had to stop.

Runyu looked at her: "Miss Suzaku, I was drunk in the world that day, thank you for saving me."

Suzaku said, "It's just a small matter, you saved me too."

The implication is to repay his kindness.

Runyu said: "Miss Suzaku, I have something to ask, and I hope you can tell the truth."

Suzaku said, "Say it."

Runyu said hesitantly: "When I was drunk that day, it was the girl who took me back to the sky. I don't know if I—"

He hesitated for a while, and finally finished speaking.

"I don't know if I offended the girl?"

Suzaku didn't move a single bit on his face, but he was surprised in his heart. He had obviously erased his memory with the Forgetfulness Curse, so how could he still have the impression?

She stabilized her mind: "Why do you ask that?"

I was nervous but had a faint expectation, not only hoping that he would remember, but also hoping that he would completely forget.It turned out thousands of times, full of contradictions.

Facing Suzaku's question, Runyu couldn't answer, because he had no memory of what happened after he was drunk that day.

No matter how drunk he is, it's impossible for him not to remember even a few fragments, so completely forgotten.The only possibility is that someone erased his memory.

The memory loss was too perfect, too clean, and instead became a loophole.

Only Suzaku could have this ability and was by his side at that time.The question is, why did Suzaku do this?

unless--

He looked up at Suzaku and decided to tell the truth.

"When I woke up, I found that I didn't have any memory of my drunkenness. The girl must have erased it? If Runyu did something inappropriate to the girl while drunk, I am willing to bear all the responsibilities. The girl wants to be beaten, scolded, killed or cut, just let the girl deal with it."

So that was the case, the corners of Suzaku's mouth curled up in a slight sarcastic arc, and he sighed slightly in his heart.

This man is truly terrifyingly smart, and also terrifyingly charming.

What's the use of her beating him, scolding him, or even killing him?

What he was willing to give her, she didn't want; what she wanted, he couldn't give.

Suzaku wrote lightly: "You really want to know?"

Runyu said sternly, "Seriously."

Suzaku frowned and said, "Seeing that you are considered gentle and gentle on weekdays, how can you become so drunk and crazy?"

Runyu couldn't help being stunned: "Drinking crazy?"

Suzaku said: "After you drank, you cried and laughed, hugged the pillars in your room and climbed up, and finally rolled on the ground—"

Runyu's face turned red all of a sudden, and she just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.

Suzaku sighed: "I finally knocked you unconscious. I thought that if you sobered up, you would be ashamed when you remembered the way you were when you were drunk? Dan? I just erased your memory, who knows that you thought—"

When Runyu heard this, her face became even redder, and she hurriedly bowed: "No matter what, I still want to thank Miss Suzaku."

Until this time, a big stone in his heart just fell to the ground. Before that, he had been anxious and worried that he would make a big mistake after getting drunk. Now that he knew the truth, he could only silently recite it several times in his heart.

Seeing his rejoicing look, Suzaku could hardly keep his expression on his face, so he had to take a deep breath and forcefully calm down.

She decided to find a topic and change it: "Why did you drink so much that day?"

Runyu was disappointed and didn't answer, Suzaku immediately guessed something, so he could only comfort softly: "Since Rongle has made a choice, don't be too sad."

Presumably, he must have been so stimulated by seeing the love between Rong Le and Zong Zheng Wuyou.

Runyu said in a very low voice: "Even so, I still want to meet her and listen to what she has to say."

He thought about it later, and felt that he was too impulsive that day. It was biased to believe that Rong Le had betrayed him based on the princess's one-sided words.

Suzaku saw the suppressed and lost look in his eyes, and suddenly felt a slight pain in his heart, as if being pricked by a needle, for both him and himself.

She thought of the charming scene between the two of them yesterday, with their lips and teeth intertwined, their ears rubbed against their temples, and they were only one step away... Her heart was bumping like a deer, her face was on fire, and on a whim, she reached out and held his hand With the palm of your hand, said softly: "As the saying goes, there is no grass anywhere in the world, so why are you clinging to one person?"

Runyu didn't expect Suzaku to confess his love at this time, so he couldn't help being startled.Seeing his dumbfounded look, Suzaku thought to himself that since he had already talked to this point, he might as well explain it all at once.

There was affection in her eyes, her lips parted slightly, she was ashamed to speak.

"My mind, you really don't know at all?"

The look in Runyu's eyes was complicated, as if she couldn't say a word, after a long time, she pulled her hand away, and said: "I thought, the girl already knew what I was thinking from the first time I met."

Suzaku's heart suddenly fell, and slowly, inch by inch, it froze.

When she met him for the first time, she used Rong Le's life to threaten him to do things for her.He knew it was a trap, but still decided to step into it.

At that time, she still sighed in her heart, it's a pity that this man attaches so much importance to the woman named Rongle that she takes advantage of his weakness.Who would have expected that the world is impermanent, going round and round, and he would be willing to fall into this love net for him, addicted to it and unable to extricate himself.

If I had known today, why bother to pay back the debt I owed at the beginning.

She pursed her lips, not willing to give up after all.

"Rong Le is just an ordinary person, and her lifespan is limited after all. Even if you are really with her, it will only be a few decades. How long can she stay with you? Since you already know her and Zongzheng Wuyou If you love each other, why not try to accept others?"

Runyu looked at Suzaku. She didn't know the reasons why Rongle became a mortal, so she couldn't blame her for thinking so.

He has always known Suzaku's affection for him, but he has habitually avoided it. Now that there is no way to avoid it, there is no way to avoid it, so he should cut the mess quickly, so that she can no longer be trapped in this hopeless relationship. deeper.

He stared into the distance, and suddenly said: "Miss Suzaku, I probably never told you about my family."

Suzaku didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this, and replied, "No."

Runyu said slowly: "My father used to be the ruler of a large territory. He was powerful, but he was also very personable. He used to use tenderness and sweet words to please women. His wife came from a wealthy family and was staunch. Jealous, as long as he finds a woman who has something to do with him, he must kill him quickly. He knows his wife's temperament, but he is still used to messing around outside. , Forget about it, let her slaughter those women who have had skin-to-skin relationship with him, and even their families."

Suzaku couldn't help asking: "Then your mother—"

Runyu's expression was calm, and she didn't seem to be angry about the scar being uncovered: "My mother is naturally just one of his many victims."

Suzaku apologized, "I'm sorry." She hesitated for a while, and then comforted her, "Your father's wife is so vicious, she will definitely suffer retribution."

She didn't mention his father because she was afraid that he still had a father-son relationship in his heart, but she saw Runyu raise her eyebrows coldly.

"That woman is unforgivable, but my good father is the real culprit."

There was a trace of deep indifference between his brows: "Both of them deserve to die."

A thought flashed in Suzaku's mind, and he couldn't help showing shock on his face. Could it be that he actually killed his father himself?

Runyu didn't care about her expression, and continued: "Although my mother was used and abandoned by him, and even died indirectly at his hands, she also told me before she died that she regretted knowing him, but from all the things she left me But it can be seen from the relics that she still regards him as the only man she has ever loved in her life."

He spoke softly, revealing deep thoughts.

"At that time, I was thinking, how many shares can a person's love be divided into? After all, the concentration of emotion is limited, and the more people share it, the thinner it will be. My father, who seems affectionate and affectionate, treats everyone Women are gentle and considerate, meticulous, but in fact they are the most ruthless. Spend time in your spare time, love each other, once the test comes, you can throw away your wife and the love of your life, not to mention, like my mother—"

He stopped suddenly, after all he couldn't say anything contemptuous to his mother.

After a while, he said calmly: "Those so-called involuntary and involuntary emotions are just excuses for my indiscriminate love, which will eventually harm others and myself."

His tone seemed flat, but there was a hint of gold and stone in it.

"I once swore that I would never be a man like my father. For the rest of my life, this heart and this body will only be given to one person. It's okay to be indifferent, but I hope it will last forever. I will never let go of a woman in my heart. Just go to provoke or accept the other woman."

There was a flash of light in Suzaku's eyes. She had always known that Runyu was a gentleman, but because she had Rongle in her heart, she didn't want to leave it to her.

If the person he loves is her...

He looked at Suzaku, with a somewhat apologetic voice: "Miss Suzaku, the matter between me and Rongle is very complicated, many of which are not humane, but I will definitely not give up on her easily. I also hope that in the future, you don't have to worry about it again." Put your mind on me."

Suzaku looked at him, although he was rejecting her, but this was the first time he opened his heart to her and confide in her.I don't know if it's luck or misfortune.

For the rest of my life, this heart and this body will only be given to one person forever. Such a dedicated man, but he is also outstanding in appearance, resourcefulness, and spiritual power. If you look around, how many people can there be in the upper heaven and even the six realms?How could she give up, how could she be willing to give up.

She knew that he said this to make her quit, but it just made her want to stop even more.

If there was still the idea of ​​quitting before, now there is only one obsession left.

She said softly: "You have your oath, and I have my persistence."

Runyu couldn't help raising her eyes to look at her, she didn't expect that such a straightforward refusal would not make her give up.

She stared at him with a calm face that could not hide the hotness in her eyes, her tone was gentle but decisive.

"I believe that I can always wait until the day when you have me in your heart."

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