The Pretender--Liang Yan Dangshuanggui

The author has something to say: I have been thinking about this scene for a long time, and I imagined how the two of them should reach a relatively harmonious place long ago.The small details of life can show the care for each other, and the daily psychology can show the uncertainty of this relationship.To be honest, they missed each other for many years, but they are still imprinted in each other's lives.I just want them not to miss again after cheating each other and hurting each other.After all, the past will pass, but the future has not yet come.

Please forgive me for the inadequacies, I think I wrote the teacher a little bit. . .

The sunshine outside the house is very good, and it can be regarded as a rare good weather since the beginning of autumn.The thick suede curtains in the room were so tightly covered that not a gleam of light came in.Minglou and Manchun are people with very accurate biological clocks, and today it is rare for them to sleep until the sun is three poles before getting up.

In fact, Wang Manchun had already woken up. The bed in the bedroom was so big that she couldn't occupy it even if she arranged herself in a large font.She tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, perhaps because the recent plan was very troublesome, she wanted to stay in bed very much today.The room was dark, and she didn't know the time, but according to her usual living habits, it was estimated that it was almost nine o'clock.Wrapped in a thin quilt, she rolled a few times, then turned back to the original position, making sure that she was fully awake and could not sleep anymore, turned over and sat up, got out of bed, and tiptoely opened a corner of the curtain to let in the abundant sunlight from outside.Turning around, he saw Minglou was still asleep on the sofa.Well, judging from the sound of his breathing, he should still be asleep.Wang Manchun looked at Minglou for a while, then took out casual clothes from the closet to wash up.

Minglou was not still asleep as Wang Manchun thought.He woke up earlier than Wang Manchun, and he never slept well, not to mention that his sleeping environment had not improved for such a long period of time.Minglou heard Wang Manchun's breathing when she woke up, heard her grumbling when she just woke up, heard her turning over and over on the bed, the sound of the quilt rubbing against the fabric of the bed sheet, and heard the sound of her getting out of bed and gently opening the curtains , felt that she was looking at her sight and adjusted her breathing, making her think that she was still in a deep sleep.

He heard the sound of the bathroom door closing, and opened his eyes slowly after a while. The room was still dark, but he could already see things. He relaxed his back and arms that hadn't moved much all night, sat up and stretched. Lazy.Estimating the time for Wang Manchun to wash up, he changed his clothes.

The knock on the door rang at this moment.

Ming Lou thinks it will be Ah Cheng.

It was Wang Tianfeng who opened the door.

Minglou frowned instantly.Wang Tianfeng lived in the annex building of Ming's house for a week. Minglou first asked Axiang to keep it a secret from Mingjing, and then Axiang followed Mingjing to Suzhou.The news of Li Shiqun's death was received yesterday, but Wang Tianfeng didn't show up either. It's so early in the morning, so why did he suddenly come here?

Wang Tianfeng saw that Minglou was standing at the door and he was not in a hurry to speak. His eyes fell on the set of bedding on the sofa, and he shook his head, "You and Wang Manchun are really hypocritical." Looking at Minglou about to speak, "You are enough!" Nothing."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and said, "I'll wait for you in the reception room."

Minglou closed the door, feeling that he was irritated, whether it was his decision or Wang Tianfeng's decision.

"What's wrong?" Wang Manchun came out of the bathroom and handed him a hot towel. Ming Lou always liked to use a hot towel to wake up in the morning.

Minglou took it over and covered his face with it, feeling the steam waking him up.He took down the towel, "It's nothing, Wang Tianfeng came and said he wanted to see us."

Wang Manchun thought for a while, but didn't figure out what Wang Tianfeng was going to do, so he bumped Minglou with his elbow, "Go wash up."

In the reception room, the three people sat in a three-legged posture. Wang Manchun and Minglou had a breakfast, sandwiches and coffee in front of them. Wang Manchun thought that Ah Cheng probably made them before he went out to do errands.

She opened the sugar bowl, took out two pieces of sugar, put one piece into her own cup and the other into Minglou's cup, and then poured some milk into Minglou's cup.Minglou watched Wang Manchun finish these things with a smile, he bet he saw Wang Tianfeng's face twitching from the corner of his eye.

Wang Tianfeng turned the wrench in his hand, took a sip of his own water, and said, "You two are so hypocritical."

"Mr. Wang is not going to make an annotation for this sentence?"

"You two have been married for more than a year." Wang Tianfeng crossed his hands on his lap and leaned back on the back of the chair, "Sleeping separately, most of the talking is for work, or just to communicate My own spiritual beliefs. I lived here for a week, and I was really embarrassed by the two of you."

Wang Manchun was silent, and took a bite of the sandwich in her hand. She still doesn't know what Wang Tianfeng will say next, and she probably won't be what she likes to hear.She knew clearly about the back and forth between her and Minglou, and Minglou probably knew it too.But the two of them had a tacit understanding not to discuss their personal relationship since two years ago. Occasionally, when they thought about it in their hearts, they would quickly suppress it with reason.

"Are you two planning to divorce at the first chance?"

"Impossible!" Wang Manchun heard Minglou quickly retort.

"Then you two didn't intend to live until the end of the war, and planned to die by yourself?"

"It's even more impossible." Wang Manchun said, "No one will die."

"You're so sure, Ms. Wang really has the potential to be a savior." Wang Tianfeng mocked.

"It's Mrs. Ming." Minglou said.

Wang Tianfeng ignored him, and went on talking on his own, "I've been beaten by the dead a few times, and I've been working for so many years, and I'm goofing around on small things like personal feelings. I really don't know what to say. Do you respect each other, or do you have excess inferiority complex?"

"Crazy Wang, you are here to be a guest, not to teach." Wang Manchun couldn't sit still.

"Sorry, I'm one level older than you, and I've been working as a political commissar lately."

Wang Manchun pursed his lips and said nothing.

"Both of you, you were brought up to fight for the future of the country, not to make you two suspect each other of your personal feelings. If someone makes a fuss about your husband and wife relationship, this will be your fatal injury." Wang Tianfeng's tone instantly became severe , "You might as well know how you died when the time comes."

"Both of you are sensible people. It's not good to talk too much. Don't be so sorry for your advanced thinking and organizational education." After speaking, Wang Tianfeng walked out.

"Manchun."

"I'll go back to my room first."

Wang Manchun sat on the sofa in the room, and there seemed to be some residual warmth left by Minglou in the blanket.

It's not that she hasn't thought about what she and Minglou will develop into, but she thinks that there will always be unstable factors when thinking about it at this time.Wang Manchun always thinks a lot, considering the current situation, future arrangements, how to maintain a delicate balance between the two, and even thinking about what to do if this marriage becomes a dangerous product.She thought that she avoided thinking about one thing, that is, whether she still loves Minglou or not.

She was sure that if she hadn't spoken, Minglou would not have talked about it first. She knew Minglou better than herself sometimes.She understands all his guilt, all his apologies, his tenderness and caring these days, he is trying his best to mend the relationship between the two of them, he is trying his best to make up for her, and loves her as always.

Does she still blame him?

Wang Manchun thought about this issue and concluded that if she should resent Minglou, then Minglou should also resent her.To put it bluntly, in the game a few years ago, the two of them were acting and deceiving each other, and both of them were hurt. She single-handedly planned her own death and pushed Minglou to a corner.

Maybe one day looking back at the past, she will take these things as an episode in their life, a long episode, but it is just an episode.

Then does she love him or not?

Wang Manchun asked himself, and then found that this seems to be the same as 'Tobeornottobe', a difficult question to choose.But she already had the answer in her heart.She would be angry that Minglou turned the wedding photo of the two of them into a means of completing a task, she would feel happy when he proposed, and she would feel sad when she saw another pair of rings, because it seemed like a beautiful thing that could not be returned. As a witness of the old days, I will feel scared when Minglou was injured at the wedding, and I will also feel sweet in the little things we have been getting along with over the past year.

Wang Manchun remembered that Minglou put the other pair of rings in the drawer of the bedside table, on the other side of the bed, within reach of him.She opened that drawer, opened that box.Take off the ring on the ring finger now, and put on the female ring in the box, which is a very suitable size.She remembered the changes in the circumference of her finger. It seemed that Ming Lou had already changed the ring.She smiled slightly, looked at the year marked on the bottom of the box, and felt that the answer in her heart was more certain.

Of course she loves him.

That kind of love has become the imprint of her soul, imprinted in her bones and blood, and has become a habit of her every move.She suddenly remembered watching Minglou this morning. It turned out that she had been subconsciously paying attention to Minglou's every move, familiar with every frequency of his breathing, and understood his every movement.

Just like the footsteps she heard now, the sound of going upstairs, the first step, the first step, the first step.He stopped at the door of the bedroom.She could almost imagine every movement of Ming Lou, he should be hesitating now, how to say the first sentence when he came in, his hand should be on the doorknob.

"What on earth do you mean?" Ming Lou followed Wang Tianfeng into Wang Tianfeng's guest room. He ran very fast, and his breathing was a little unsteady when he stopped.

"I'm helping you."

Minglou felt like going berserk.The balance between him and Man Chun was broken just like that, under the circumstances that he never thought about, "I finally..."

"What's so hard about you, do you want to just procrastinate like this?" Wang Tianfeng asked.

"Don't teach me with the tone of someone who has experienced it. You are not a few years older than me. When it comes to feelings..."

"I'm not as good as you Young Master Ming. I stayed in France for several years and never fell in love. I finally came back, but I was designed by someone else. You can only be so stupid if your head is muddled. Marriage For more than two years, even a layer of window paper can’t be pierced.”

"What do you know! Manchun and I, the two of us..." are in love.Minglou couldn't say it.He was afraid to say the word love, he was not sure how likely it was that the love he had killed with his own hands would come alive.He was afraid that if Wang Manchun had the slightest chance of not loving him, he would leave far away.He was afraid that those nightmares he had had would come true.

Wang Tianfeng looked at Minglou silently, "Coward." He said, "You are also brave and resourceful, and you are also very smart. Why are you emotionally cowardly like this? You were beaten for her back then, and now I have lost the courage to speak! It’s a shame to have a partner like you.”

"Wang Tianfeng, I didn't know you like meddling so much."

"I'm not meddling in my own business." Wang Tianfeng turned the wrench in his hand, caressing the emerald inlay on it. They are all people who are alive on the tip of the knife, and they are all people who may die at any time. When he left Shanghai, he told himself to live every day as his last. When he gave up his love to pursue his ideal, he never thought that one day he would hold love in his hands again.

"You who have been single until now, teach me about love here, madman, what do you know?"

"I don't understand anything, I never understand." The jadeite on the finger has been warmed by his touch, Wang Tianfeng looked down, thinking about the pendant that came out of a piece of jadeite, wondering if she still kept it .

"I once asked you, we can all die, but your brother can't die. I want to say now, we may die at any time now, if you die tomorrow, won't you regret it?"

Minglou was speechless, he heard Wang Tianfeng continue to say, "I regret it, for one person, when I was about to die."

"Minglou, feel your heart and ask, how much time do you have to waste?"

Minglou and Wang Tianfeng have been partners since they entered the military academy. They have quarreled and fought, but they have to admit that they are the most suitable partners. He and Wang Tianfeng always discuss business affairs, only this time when they discuss private matters. Feel.Every sentence of Wang Tianfeng can touch his heart.

"That's all I'm talking about. If you're still a man, you can handle it yourself!" Wang Tianfeng pushed Minglou out the door, and slammed the door shut with a bang.

Minglou stretched out his hand to hold his forehead, he felt his temple throbbing and hurting.The messy things in his mind were colliding randomly, and he couldn't figure out any clues.

He had never felt such a long distance from the annex building to the door of his room.He felt like he was dragging his legs to walk forward.He planned what he should say and what he should do. He felt that getting along with her for more than a year was useless. He didn't know what he should do to keep her if she finally decided not to love him.He laughed at himself and wondered if he could only use the task of getting married to restrain her.

He said that he would wait for her, no matter how far the distance was between them, as long as she stood still, he could work hard, and he could walk towards her.But what if she doesn't want to make him wait?

Finally at the door of the bedroom, Ming Lou felt that he was not as nervous as he was when he completed his first task after graduating from school.His hand rests on the doorknob.

How to say the first sentence, is it better to say 'Manchun, let's talk', or 'Manchun, ignore that madman'.It doesn't seem to be very good.

The wise and mighty Chief Ming Da stood at the door of his room as punishment.

Wang Manchun sat on the bedside, took off the ring on his hand, put it back in the box, and put on the diamond ring which looked more expensive.Counting 'one, two, three' in my heart, I heard the sound of the doorknob turning with satisfaction.

As soon as Minglou entered the room, he saw Wang Manchun sitting on the bedside, the sunlight outside the room shone on her body, and her whole body was filled with warmth.He quickly saw the drawer beside the bed opened, and Wang Manchun seemed to be holding something in his hand.But he felt that what he was thinking just now was completely unimportant, the person he wanted was still here.He didn't need to think about the past that hurt people, or worry about the future that hadn't come yet.If she's still here, that's fine.

He walked to her and sat down, the sunlight was a bit dazzling, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he saw the small box in her hand.So she knew, Minglou thought to himself.

Wang Manchun turned her head to look at him, but she couldn't see clearly because of the sunlight, so she stretched out her hand to block the sun, and finally saw clearly the face that could not be mistaken in the dark.

They should also grow up, in the love of two people.

Minglou took the box from her hand.

"Crazy Wang's head is abnormal, but today is unexpected." Minglou smiled wryly, and he put his arms around her, "Manchun, we don't have so much time to repeat our mistakes."

"Maybe you'd like to wear it now." He slowly opened the box and took out the female ring that Wang Manchun had just worn.

Wang Manchun didn't speak, which made Minglou extremely nervous.It seemed like a light-year distance, and he finally saw her take off the diamond ring on her hand and stretch her hand out in front of him.Then that simple ring was finally put on her ring finger.Minglou stubbornly believed that this was the happiest moment in his more than one year of marriage.His little girl was finally willing to return to his side.

Minglou held Wang Manchun's waist tightly, and Wang Manchun's hand gradually climbed up Minglou's neck.They kissed quietly in the sun, lips and teeth attached to each other.

Until Wang Manchun felt suffocated, Ming Loufang hugged her tightly in his arms and rested his chin on her head, feeling the urge not to let go.

"Manchun, let's keep all the good things in the past, and I promise you the future, okay?" I will slowly wear away those misunderstandings and pains until one day you completely forget them.

After a long time, he heard a muffled voice in his arms, "Okay."