Gu Jianqi, Tan Fanghua, like a dream

更新时间2015-11-2623:47:35字数：3971

<Soundtrack: The Sound of the Galaxy (Instrumental Music)>

I don't know how many rounds of drinking, the two altars of peach blossom wine have been drunk, and the empty altars are thrown aside randomly. Both Baili Tusu and Yuyang are a little bit drunk, and red clouds fly up on their faces, and they are no longer as upright as they were at the beginning. Sitting cross-legged on the cushion, casually tilted to the side.

"Yuyang..." Baili Tusu took the third altar of peach blossom wine, smashed the seal, and filled the crystal cup in front of Yuyang: "Tell me about you and your uncle...from your memory rise……"

"As far as I can remember..." Yu Yang picked up the wine cup, thought for a moment, then shook his head: "Every day is pretty much the same, until I return to Tianyong City, it's a little different."

"Let's talk, Wuling Mountain... how did you and your uncle get along?" Baili Tusu held up the crystal cup to Yuyang: "I missed it... I regret...not being able to accompany you... I haven't been able to watch you grow up day by day... just listen to it... it's okay..."

Yu Yang hurriedly picked up the crystal cup, straightened up, and kowtowed on the Baili Tusu cup, then slowly sat back, looked at the crystal cup full of peach blossom wine in his hand and said in a low voice: "As far as I can remember, Master Uncle It is to practice swords, practice, go out, come back with a body of injuries, sit by the pool at night, play the song "Phoenix Comes", or stare at the stars and the Milky Way in a daze..."

Yu Yang raised his head and drank the wine in the cup, looked at the empty cup and said, "Uncle Master seldom talks to me, and rarely teaches me anything, except "There Comes the Phoenix."

"Is it because of me? Because you look like me...your uncle...she...don't like you?"

"No! On the contrary! Uncle loves me very much!" Yu Yang sighed softly: "She just doesn't want me to hold the sword. She said that I should be a man who is good at playing the piano and as gentle as jade."

"A man who is good at playing the piano and is as gentle as jade?...The prince plays the piano?" Baili Tusu's mouth curled up into a wry smile, and he said in his heart: "...I know my son...but you want to be more like him...Keyu Yang...is my son after all! A cultivator who is destined to hold a sword! Even fate is the same...Being a sword becomes a spirit! How can you bear it...my Yuyang...poor child..."

But I heard Yu Yang say again in a low voice: "The uncle often holds the meteorite snowflake hairpin and weeps silently... always in the dead of night... thinks I'm asleep... right next to my small wooden bed...holds me Gently stroking my face... and said: 'Brother with long braids...you see how Yu Yang looks like you...let him be a simple mortal...don't hold a sword... Don't cultivate immortality...the reincarnation of life...every life is a new beginning...whether happiness or pain...always have a new beginning...new choices...don't be like us...with painful memories Endless coldness and loneliness...'"

"Brother with long braids!" Baili Tusu's heart twitched suddenly: "Yiyi..."

"Master Uncle's illness..." Yu Yang suddenly stopped, took a deep breath, and Fang continued: "It often happens... more and more frequently... I can't help... When it happens, she will take me Drive out of the cave and apply the triple seal. She doesn't want me to see her life is worse than death. But I can easily penetrate the triple seal since I was a child. Although I haven't learned it, the seal has no effect on me. I hide in In the rattan cabinet next to the hole, looking out through the gap..."

Yu Yang covered his face with his hands, and choked up: "Master's uncle is in pain...I saw her wanting to stab her heart with a meteorite snowflake hairpin countless times...suicide...but countless times...meteorite snowflakes The hairpin stopped within a hair's breadth of my heart...I...have thought countless times: 'Don't stop...let's stab it...' I would rather my uncle be free...but she gave up countless times..."

Baili Tusu suddenly picked up the crystal cup and drank it up. Most of the wine was spilled on his face and body. His face was wet. He didn't know if it was wine, sweat or tears.

"When I can't bear it any longer, the uncle always holds the meteorite snowflake hairpin tightly, and calls 'Brother with long braids' with tears, as if those five words have some magical power, the uncle just like that, coming through again and again .”

"It wasn't until I first saw the sword-holding elder on the sword tower that day that I realized that those five characters are really powerful. 'Brother with long braids' turned out to be the sword-holding elder..." Yu Yang said with tears: "Master... Miss you very much... love you very much...you are her all support...you are her belief in living..."

Baili Tu Su choked up with sobs, grabbed the wine jar, and poured it into his mouth indiscriminately.

Yu Yang hurriedly leaned over and pressed Baili Tusu's hand holding the wine jar: "Elder holding the sword! Don't do that! If the uncle knows that you don't cherish yourself so much... how sad will she be...how heartbroken?"

Hearing this, Baili Tusu slowly put down the wine jar: "Treasure...myself...I wrote it down..."

"The wound of the heart, the elder holding the sword, must also restrain it." Yu Yang clenched Baili Tusu's hand: "I can see that the elder holding the sword... cares... uncle...she must be very comforting... Hello...she will be fine...be sure...don't teach her...you can't feel at ease..."

Baili Tusu closed his eyes and nodded heavily.

Only then did Yu Yang feel relieved, and slowly loosened and retracted the hand holding Baili Tusu.But Baili Tusu grabbed him back.

"Why, call her uncle?"

"It's been like this since I was a child." Yu Yang said with a wry smile: "Uncle Master said that she had chosen a master for me, and it was Master Lingyue."

"She forbids you to call her...mother?"

"In Yu Yang's heart, 'Uncle Master' means father and mother. Every time you call 'Uncle Master', you are calling 'Mother'." Yu Yang smiled and retracted her hand: "It's not different."

"Your master said...you mentioned me to others...you always like to use...'that uncle'?" Baili Tusu murmured, with uncontrollable hope in his heart.

"Yes, it's 'that uncle'!" Yu Yang bowed his head and said, "Yu Yang is no different from ordinary children, and also wants...father..."

Baili Tusu's heart was shocked, and he couldn't help stretching out his hand to hold Yuyang's hand tightly.

"I just don't know...that uncle...is he considered a father... Would you like to be called 'Father' by Yu Yang in his heart..."

Baili Tusu pulled Yu Yang into his arms and hugged him tightly: "Yes, that is! What counts, what do you want!"

Yu Yang's eyes turned red on Baili Tusu's shoulders: "So... I can rest in peace!"

"Don't say such stupid things..." Baili Tusu said softly, "Your uncle is gone... From now on... I will always be with you! Don't teach others to bully you!"

"Uncle Master..." Yu Yang called out in a low voice.

"Stupid boy!" Baili Tusu scolded softly, "Father is father, so he is called 'Father'!"

"...Father..." Yu Yang called softly, with a strong nasal sound.

"Hey!" Baili Tusu responded, crying.

"Uncle, she... if she can know... she will be happy!"

"Yuyang...call her 'mother'...call her 'mother'!" Baili Tusu caressed Yuyang's silver hair and said, "Tonight...our family of three...reunite!"

"We? A family of three?" Yu Yang repeated in a daze, as if she couldn't believe it.

"Yes! We are a family of three." Baili Tusu patted Yu Yang's back and said softly, "You, me, and your mother. Let's have a good talk and have a good reunion."

"But tonight... is the wedding night in father's bridal chamber...is it appropriate to leave...feng...uncle...uncle...in the bridal chamber...?"

"The night I got married to your mother, I also left your mother behind and stayed with Qingxue." Baili Tusu took a deep breath and said, "Yuyang, do you know that I was shaken by others and made a big mistake to your mother?" , I doubted her, and waved a sword of wisdom at her... I promised your mother that I would never doubt her again. So, at the wedding hall, your mother asked me to accompany Qingxue for the first time, and accompany Qingxue through the last life of her soul Cheng, and she, will be with me for thousands of years, I believe it. I believe her, so I let go, because I believe that your mother will wait for me until I come back, and then walk with me, Let's walk together for thousands of years. Your mother and I have the same life, and we will go to the end, and then fade into ashes together... Otherwise, how could I leave her and leave with other women. "

"Father……"

"Back then, when Nirvana was reborn, the flower goddess Huanchunping interpreted the words for me. She once predicted that 'although there are red luan lotuses, there will eventually be white chrysanthemums.' The white chrysanthemums imply 'I will never lose my love', and they will turn into June snow with the wind. I I only know that Bai Riju is Qingxue, her soul power is exhausted, and she will leave me forever, in exchange for your mother to return to my side... Isn't your mother "June Snow"? But the moment the red hijab was lifted , I saw that it was Qingxue who came back. Your mother never called me 'Susu', she only called me 'Brother with long braids'. At that moment, I suddenly understood...I was wrong...It was so wrong... I will never lose my love... What I lost was not Qingxue... I lost your mother..."

"I thought I'd lose Qingxue forever... that's why I stayed with Qingxue for a moment longer... I came back a moment late... Yu Yang...but I didn't understand... it was because I came back a moment late... Do you doubt my heart?" Baili Tusu said with his head down, "I am in your mother's heart...so unreliable and unreliable?"

"Is it because of this that the wound in my father's heart is hard to heal?" Yu Yang straightened up, looked at Baili Tusu with burning eyes, and sighed: "Don't blame yourself so much. My mother's choice has nothing to do with your late return .”

"Irrelevant?" Baili Tusu smiled wryly, "Your master almost broke ties with me because of this, how can you say it's irrelevant? I know you want to comfort me...you don't need to be like this...I know my sins."

"Father, you should be the person who understands my mother best, so why are you suddenly not confident?" Yu Yang sighed and said, "Based on what I know about my mother, it is absolutely impossible for her to think about it just because you came back a moment late. Loosen, let yourself turn into ashes. My mother is extremely proud, but you are an exception... She is willing to love you very humble... She will sacrifice no matter what."

"You mean..." Baili Tusu's heart skipped a beat.

"That's right...you thought of it too." Yu Yang showed a trace of sadness on his face: "My mother's mind is so resolute, she has no reason to let her mind loose, and let herself be turned into ashes. Her original plan was to tear her soul apart in exchange for The rebirth of Uncle Feng and Elder Fu Qu."

Baili Tusu tightly closed his eyes, his heart throbbing endlessly.

"So...no matter when you come back...my mother can't wait...because she was waiting...it was never you...she was waiting for Uncle Feng's soul to disperse...this is...she thinks ... the best ending."

"Let go... is to let go forever... Is this the best ending?" Baili Tusu asked softly, as if he was asking Yu Yang, and he seemed to be asking himself.

"This is the best ending my mother can think of." Yu Yang smiled and said: "If Uncle Feng is gone, how sad you will be, my mother knows you too well, you will never let Uncle Feng go, No matter what, I can't let Uncle Feng go. Let Uncle Feng be with you for thousands of years... This is the happiness that only my mother can give you."

Baili Tusu shook his head lightly: "But hasn't she thought about it? She is gone... I will be sad too..."

"Father doesn't have to be like this. Master's happiness is also in my mother's hands." Yu Yang smiled and comforted: "This is really... the best choice... the best ending. Both of you are happy... My mother... is also... happy!"

"But I...will find it hard to face...don't accept...I'm sorry Qingxue...accept...I'm sorry for your mother..."

"Father... accept it... Mother, she... is satisfied... Uncle Feng is back... Mother must be happier than her coming back... Happier..." Yu Yang choked up, but smiled: "You should Go back to the bridal chamber with flowers and candles... Uncle Feng... is waiting for you."

"Yuyang...don't force me...at least tonight...I just want to be with your mother...to be with you...tonight...don't care about anything...just our family of three...how about it?" pray.

"Father..." Yu Yang slowly filled Baili Tusu's and her own crystal cups with peach blossom wine, and slowly filled the third crystal cup that had been vacant on the table: "Tonight... only us... a family of three!"

Yu Yang picked up the crystal cup and toasted Baili Tusu: "Father!"

Baili Tusu smiled, picked up the crystal cup, and lightly touched Yuyang's crystal cup.The two raised their glasses to the third crystal cup with a smile. With drunken eyes, a woman in a snow-white gauze dress with long hair tied up in a silver-blue meteorite snowflake hairpin smiled and held up the third crystal cup. The three crystal cups touch each other and are tightly attached to each other, as if, forever and ever, they will never be separated again.