little widow

The rain, which had been brewing all afternoon, fell in a patter when the car approached the church.

Shi Qi woke up with the sound of rain, and sat up straight in the darkness.

He asked in a daze, "Are you home?"

Gong Xingchuan held Shi Qi's hand and led him out of the car.

The outside of the church was covered with roses, and He Lan hurried past holding the balloon.

Before Shi Qi could react, he yawned and took two steps forward. When he stepped on the grass, he was slightly taken aback.

Not so at home.

He raised his head and smelled the sea in the wind.

They are still in Linshi.

Shi Xi pulled off the blindfold, even the gloomy sky became dazzling.

Gong Xingchuan took him into the church.

Those lights passed through the stained glass and came to Shiqi's side.

Everything he ever wanted appeared in front of his eyes without a sound.

And the one who accompanied Shi Qi was Gong Xingchuan who accompanied him to organize the wedding of his dreams.

Shi Qi suddenly became flustered, desperately thinking about what month and day it is—he wanted to record this date forever and ever.

But the more you want to remember things, the more you can't remember them.

And Gong Xingchuan said: "Xiaoqi, I haven't forgotten."

The pure white feathers fell from the ceiling of the church along with the man's words, and more light seemed to penetrate through the window. He raised his head and saw the brightest starlight.

That was the light he never saw after he left Gong Xingchuan.

Dazzling and warm, it came back to him.

A feather fell on Gong Xingchuan's shoulder, like a bird resting on its feet.

Shi Xi's heart beats like a drum.

It's actually still raining.

There was also a rain in Shi Qi's heart, and the warm raindrops nourished his dry heart, allowing him to break free from his illusory fantasies, and stand firmly on the ground of Yu Gongxingchuan.

On the road of life, some people are smooth and smooth, while others are bumpy all the way.

Shiqi probably belongs to the latter.

But he was lucky, because Gong Xingchuan would pull him up from the bottom of the muddy pit every time he fell.

Gong Xingchuan didn't dislike his embarrassment, nor did he dislike the scars all over his body.

Gong Xingchuan wanted to spend the rest of his life with him.

When the dust settled, Gong Xingchuan took out the ring from his pocket.

A simple ring without any complicated patterns, only the initials of the name are lightly engraved on the inner ring.

"Now that you have received the certificate..." The man pulled up Shi Qi's cold fingers and squeezed them to play with, "Just put them on."

He originally thought that his uncle would follow the tricks on TV and say the oath affectionately, but Gong Xingchuan didn't play cards according to common sense, and couldn't help curling his fingers depressedly: "That's it?"

Gong Xingchuan directly put the ring on his ring finger.

"I can't wait." When the man spoke, his eyes were shining brightly, "It's been three years, Shi Qi. I really can't wait."

Can't wait to end this wedding, can't wait to go into the future of Youqi.

A tear welled up from the corner of his eye, and he also took his uncle's hand, and put the ring on tremblingly.

Gong Xingchuan's fingers were long and slender, with distinct joints, and a thin silver ring perfectly wrapped around the root of the ring finger, like a gentle light.

They interlocked their fingers and kissed in the deserted church.

Who said that only Gong Xingchuan was anxious?

Shi Qi is equally eager.

When he came out of the church with feathers all over the floor, Shi Qi pulled Gong Xingchuan, patted their holding hands, and then posted on Weibo.

There is no need for any matching words, this time he sent a heartfelt love in a fair manner.

Blessings came like snowflakes, but Shi Xi stopped looking at them.

Standing in a garden full of roses, he grabbed the balloon prepared by He Lan and tried to climb onto Gong Xingchuan's back.

"What's wrong?" Gong Xingchuan bent down.

Shi Qi climbed up Gong Xingchuan's back three times and twice: "I want uncle to carry it."

"tired?"

He shook his head: "I just want to."

He could only act like a baby in front of Gong Xingchuan alone.

Gong Xingchuan walked slowly in the flower garden with Shiqi on his back: "I ordered the flowers when I went abroad last time. There was a problem on the way back to the country by air, and it was delayed for a day. Otherwise, I could have brought you to the church yesterday." .”

Only then did Shi Qi understand why Gong Xingchuan didn't mention anything to Xiaoyu for three days after coming to the city.

Not forgetting, but preparing.

He also remembered that the last time Gong Xingchuan went abroad in a hurry, the meeting was fake, but the flower ordering was real.

He put his face on the back of the man's neck, heard the steady heartbeat gradually speeding up, and suddenly realized that Gong Xingchuan was as excited as he was about the wedding and the promise.

Pure white seagulls soar over the beach not far away, and the waves turn up white foam.

He closed his eyes, feeling his own heartbeat.

Just like when he saw Gong Xingchuan for the first time, he was so excited that he almost jumped out of his chest.

Happy times are always short-lived.

At that time, Suhe Miyayukikawa finally left the church and embarked on the return journey, the sky was dim, and the setting sun was burning like fire on the coastline.

Thin and dense raindrops fell on the car window, and he yawned with the sound of the rain, holding the rose specially prepared by He Lan, and fell asleep in the back row.

"Go to sleep." Gong Xingchuan said to him.

Shi Qi hesitated and shook his head: "I'm sleeping now, I won't be able to sleep when I get home."

He still has class tomorrow morning, it would be bad if he couldn't fall asleep.

"Then listen to the song." Gong Xingchuan suggested, "There is still more than an hour to get home."

Shi Qi didn't go to listen to the song, but asked, "Uncle, don't you have to go to work tomorrow?"

"Go." Gong Xingchuan glanced at him in the rearview mirror, "But there is nothing important."

The implication is, don't worry, even if you go back late, it doesn't matter.

Shi Qi hugged the rose in his arms, and buried most of his face in the petals.

His brain was spinning rapidly.

Uncle is not in a hurry to go to work, does that mean you can do more activities tonight?

Today is a special day, Shi Qi finally has his own little feather, and if he doesn't do anything, he seems to be sorry for himself.

How could Gong Xingchuan not know what Shi Qi was thinking?

As soon as his eyes changed, he must have made a bad idea.

"Tonight is fine." Gong Xingchuan said without waiting for Shi Xi to speak, "But the number of times can't be too much, you have to go to class tomorrow."

Shi Qi quickly sat up and lay on the back of the chair: "Uncle, how do you know what I'm thinking?"

Gong Xingchuan smiled without saying a word, chatted with him some more, and returned downstairs in the blink of an eye.

According to Gong Xingchuan's intention, it would be good to put the roses on the car, but Shi Qi was reluctant and insisted on holding them.

It wasn't enough for him to hug the flowers, he insisted on holding his uncle's arm with the other hand, and moved into the corridor with difficulty.

The voice-activated lights not far away suddenly lit up because of their footsteps.

Shi Qi ran two steps forward, then stopped again, his thoughts of calling his uncle suddenly dissipated when he saw the two familiar figures downstairs.

"Xiaoqi?" Gong Xingchuan, who followed closely, noticed his strangeness.

"Don't come over!" Shi Xi turned around abruptly, with obvious panic in his voice.

Gong Xingchuan frowned slightly: "Shi Qi."

"Don't come here..." He lowered his head and begged in a low voice, "Uncle, I beg you not to come here."

The rain in Linshi fell on Gong Xingchuan's body again, and the cold wind blew through his internal organs.

Shi Qi also felt cold all over his body, he looked at the couple in front of him, and let out a short sigh with his dry throat.

He asked, "What are you doing here?"

Shi Xiangguo and Ding Xin hunched over, because they couldn't open the access control on the first floor, they cowered in the corner and shivered.

Shi Qi almost couldn't recognize them.

Once upon a time, Shi Xiangguo could flaunt his fists on him and force him to leave Gong Xingchuan.Ding Xin also raised a sharp dagger and swiped it back and forth on his own neck.

Shi Qi regards them as two insurmountable mountains on the road of life, but now it seems that they are just one of the most ordinary middle-aged couples in the world.

What's there to be afraid of?

His cold hands and feet gradually warmed up: "Didn't I make it clear when I left last time? You don't want to get anything from me again."

Hearing this, Ding Xin's expression changed drastically, and he took a step forward, as if he wanted to quarrel with Shi Qi, but Shi Xiangguo forcibly stopped him.

It was rare for Shi Xiangguo not to drink, and wearing a tattered jacket, he walked up to Shi Qi cautiously: "We don't want anything else, we just want some alimony. As long as you give the money, I promise, I will never I'll bother you again."

After finishing speaking, as if afraid that he would not believe it, he added: "I will never post any unfavorable videos on the Internet again."

"It's bad for me?" Shi Qi laughed, "Do you still think that video is bad for me?"

Naturally, Shi Xiangguo also saw the subsequent development of public opinion, and a unwilling light flashed in his eyes.

He was still more reconciled than Cen Jin.

Cen Jin's failure lies in not completely defeating his rival Shi Xi, and Shi Xiangguo and Ding Xin's failure lies in...they finally let Shi Xi return to Gong Xingchuan's side.

The dirty secret they've been hiding is about to be revealed.

But Shi Xiangguo thought about it calmly, and felt that Shi Qi had a cowardly personality since he was a child. If they took the initiative to show weakness and played the emotional card, maybe the family could sit down and have a good talk.

If you can maintain a relationship with a promising star, you will have more money in the future, not less.

Shi Xiangguo's abacus was crackling, but he didn't know that Shi Qi was no longer what it used to be.

"Shi Qi, look, you are married now, even if your mother and I don't want you to be with Gong Xingchuan, there is nothing we can do, right?" When Shi Xiangguo said these words, he kept pulling Ding Xin's wrist.

Ding Xin lowered his head, and the hands hanging by his side trembled fiercely, as if he was going to rush to Shi Qi's side in the next second, punching and kicking him.

"We are still a family, and you are still our child." Shi Xiang Guoyue said, the more he felt that what he said was reasonable, "It was not easy for us to raise you from a young age, you will not forget, right?"

"Your mother doesn't work, and my legs don't work. If you don't help mom and dad, mom and dad really can't live..."

Shi Xi stuck a thorn in the tip of his finger holding the rose.

Ten fingers connected to heart, but he didn't feel the pain.

Because Shi Xiangguo's words crushed the last bit of hope for his family in his heart.

Yes.

Shi Xiangguo and Ding Xin couldn't work, and their family had no money, so they forced him to go to nightclubs to catch money.

After catching it, I despised him for being dirty.

He is dirty, but some people don't dislike him.

Shi Xi closed his eyes, took a deep breath, let the early spring wind wash his chest, and then smashed all the roses representing happiness on Shi Xiangguo's face.

The dark red petals were scattered, and under the dim light, a dark and fragrant rain fell.

Shi Qi smiled with tears in his eyes, "Then why don't you die?"

This is what Ding Xin once said to him.

Not one word is bad, one word is not bad, Shi Xi returned the hatred in his heart to his parents.