little widow

Three years ago, Shi Qi stood in front of the mirror and asked, "Why are you still alive?"

Three years later, Shi Qi held the blade, unable to do so for a long time.

He no longer has nothing, even though all the negative emotions have exploded, he still remembers the promise made by Gong Xingchuan.

Roses, churches, little feathers.

That was his true paradise.

"But uncle isn't here." Shi Qi muttered to himself.

In the absence of Gong Xingchuan, his world gradually lost its color. He stood in the black and white world, as if he should not have come to this world.

Shi Qi's cell phone was still ringing persistently, the ringtone continued along the fluffy carpet, and the tone had undergone a subtle qualitative change.

Who is it?

Lily, Lu Hang, Pei Yun, Lou Heng...anyone is possible.

Unfortunately, they have become Shi Qi's concerns in the world, and perhaps after he cuts his wrist with a knife, he will be given the notoriety of being a "legal coffee" friend for life.

Shi Qi's hand holding the blade suddenly loosened.

Even without Gong Xingchuan, there is still meaning for him to exist in this world.

Even if not for yourself, live for those who believe in you.

And Shi Xiangguo and Ding Xin... Shi Xi pinched the blade again.

The dark childhood, the never-ending abuse, they turned him into such a bad person that there was not even a semblance of room left.

Then, he, a terrible adult, will also let them taste the taste of despair.

When Gong Xingchuan got off the plane, he saw the news.

Shi Xiangguo and Ding Xin, he remembered these two names.Three years ago, although they didn't often appear in Shi Qikou, Gong Xingchuan did a rough investigation.

Parents without income, poor living conditions... These superficial things are too common, and I usually don't find the undercurrent under the stagnant water in Gongxingchuan.

Gong Xingchuan picked up his mobile phone and called Shi Xi.

The first one didn't pick up, and the second still didn't pick up.

"Go home." Gong Xingchuan made a decisive decision and said to Chen Han, "Ten minutes, don't let me see these news again."

The Internet has memory, he understands that no matter how clean it is, it will leave clues, but he can't let Shi Xi keep looking at these things.

"Go and check again, and find out who recorded this kind of thing for me, and who secretly posted it on the Internet."

Chen Han agreed one by one, and sent Gong Xingchuan home as quickly as possible, and helped drag the luggage, and went upstairs together.

This is not the first time Chen Han has come to this apartment, but this is the first time he feels that the apartment has a sense of home.

Gong Xingchuan didn't have time to change his shoes, so he went straight into the bedroom and was the first to see the phone that fell on the floor.

There are countless missed calls on it, some from him and others.

The sheets on the bed were crumpled and the quilt was bunched together.

"Shiqi?" Gong Xingchuan's eyes fell on the closed bathroom door.

A slight sound came from inside.

"Shiqi?" Gong Xingchuan's heart sank, and he called out again.

This time there was no response.

"Mr. Gong, do you need help?" Chen Han's voice came from outside.

Gong Xingchuan took off his coat and frowned: "Don't come in."

After finishing speaking, it seemed to confirm something: "Don't come in until I call you."

Gong Xingchuan pushed open the door of the bathroom.

The bloody smell on his face made his face darken instantly, and Shi Qi, who was standing in front of the sink trying to destroy the evidence, fell into a daze because of his sudden intrusion.

Shi Qi shrank back, and shrank again, and shed a few tears in the sound of splashing water.

"Give it to me." Gong Xingchuan slammed the bathroom door and approached Shi Qi step by step.

He didn't even dare to lift his head, praying that Gong Xingchuan would forget everything in front of him, but unfortunately Gong Xingchuan had already come to his side, and snatched away the blade he rinsed under the faucet.

There was an oppressive silence in the bathroom.

Shi Qi put his hands behind his back, hiding the blistered white wound on his arm.

He didn't dare to cut his wrist, and in the struggle between reason and collapse, he cut his upper arm, and the sound of Gong Xingchuan opening the door brought him back to reality completely.

Shi Qi only wanted to destroy the evidence of self-harm in the shortest possible time, but unfortunately...

Gong Xingchuan grabbed his icy wrist, fixed his eyes on the wound, then lowered his voice, and said angrily, "What do you want to do?"

Shi Qi didn't speak, just shed tears silently.

"Shiqi!" The yell was so harsh that even Chen Han outside the bedroom couldn't help knocking on the door.

"It's okay." Across two doors, Gong Xingchuan said to Chen Han first, "Go back first, and deal with the matter on the Internet as soon as possible."

When "online" was mentioned, Shi Xi trembled nervously.

"If I don't come back, what are you going to do?" Gong Xingchuan asked him again after hearing the sound of closing the door.

Shi Qi couldn't tell why, and could only use the weakest resistance to express his inner escape.

Gong Xingchuan did not allow him to do so.

The man grabbed Shi Qi's wrist, dragged him out of the bathroom, threw him on the bed, and then searched for the medicine box.

"Uncle..." Shi Qi said cautiously, "Uncle?"

Uncle ignored him.

"Uncle!" Shi Qi panicked, stumbled and crawled under the bed, and then bumped into Gong Xingchuan's arms who came back from the door, his eyes blurred, and tears welled up again.

Gong Xingchuan's whole body was shrouded in low air pressure, his face was as black as the bottom of a pot, he threw Shi Qi onto the bed again, and skillfully bandaged the wound on his arm.

Fortunately, the incision was not deep, and after a simple disinfection, the air can be isolated with a bandage, and there is no need to go to the hospital.

It is impossible for Shi Qi to want to go to the hospital, Gong Xingchuan knows this well.

Shi Qi knew he had done something wrong, so he didn't dare to speak again, so he stared at Gong Xingchuan with his wet eyes without blinking.

Gong Xingchuan was determined not to talk to him, but he was not sad, as if just looking at his uncle like this, there was hope in life.

Shi Qi really thought so.

After bandaging the last wound, Gong Xingchuan put away the medical kit and put it in a closet near the bed in the bedroom, then sat beside Shi Xi.

Shi Qi drooped his head, hugged his bandaged arm, and rubbed against Gong Xingchuan bit by bit.

After a long time, Gong Xingchuan finally asked hoarsely, "Does it hurt?"

Shi Qi nodded instinctively, then shook his head desperately.

Gong Xingchuan was silent.

"It doesn't hurt." He desperately explained, "It's just a skin injury. I didn't scratch my wrist. I don't want to die...I'm waiting for you."

The upside-down explanation made Gong Xingchuan remain silent for a few more minutes.

"Uncle..." Shi Qi was about to despair, "Don't kill me."

"Xiao Qi." Gong Xingchuan suddenly got up from the bed, "Change clothes."

Shi Qi showed a frightened expression: "Uncle, you don't want me anymore?"

Gong Xingchuan originally wanted to pat his head, but after seeing Shi Qi's fearful expression, he rubbed his head instead: "What are you thinking? Let's go get married."

Shi Qi was shocked.

"Your ID has been brought back, we only need a photo."

"Can……"

"If you don't want to go out, I'll ask the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau to come to our house to notarize our marriage." Gong Xingchuan gave him another choice.

Shi Qi accepted it easily.

In the next few hours, he confusedly changed into a suit, confusedly took wedding photos at home, and finally got his own red book confusedly.

When Gong Xingchuan sent the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau out of the house, Shi Qituan sat on the sofa, staring intently at the marriage certificate lying on his lap.

he has married.

Excited emotions jumped on the tip of his heart, even when Gong Xingchuan walked over, Shi Qi forgot the cold war between the two before receiving the certificate, and exclaimed excitedly: "Sir!"

Miyako Chuan held his hand.

The slender fingers pierced through the icy crevices, taking all his tiny tremors into his palms.

"I'm sorry." Gong Xingchuan said.

Shi Qi didn't react for a while.

Gong Xingchuan said again: "You shouldn't be left at home alone."

He wanted to laugh at himself, that he was no longer a child, but when the words came to his lips, they all turned into whimpers.

Shi Qi whimpered at his uncle.

Gong Xingchuan wiped his tears distressedly for him, and as he wiped it, he felt that he was crying cutely, so he couldn't help laughing again.

Shi Qi whimpered louder.

"This is not allowed in the future, you know?" Gong Xingchuan held him in his arms, "In a few days, I will accompany you to see a doctor."

Shi Qi nodded his head desperately, sticking his hands in front of his uncle.

"Ok?"

"It's legal."

"..."

"The injury on my waist is almost healed."

"..."

"uncle?"

"What have you been thinking about all day?" Gong Xingchuan poked his forehead with his finger.

Shi Qi just laughed.

"Xiaoqi." Seeing that he was no longer depressed, Gong Xingchuan straightened his expression, "Leave me to deal with the matters on the Internet. In the future, there will definitely be good journalists asking relevant questions on purpose. You can't avoid it every time."

Shi Qi pouted.

"Be obedient." Gong Xingchuan pinched his chin.

Shi Qi reluctantly agreed, not thinking about the news at all.

When Gong Xingchuan was not at home, he couldn't stand a little blow, and when Gong Xingchuan was at home, he could hold on to anything.

Gong Xingchuan was obviously also aware of this problem.

But now is not the right time to address this issue.

Gong Xingchuan took Shi Qi who was lounging in his arms aside, picked up his briefcase, and walked into the bedroom.

Shi Qi hurriedly followed, and from time to time tugged at the hem of his uncle's clothes.

Gong Xingchuan ignored him, and frowned thinking about the news on the Internet.

Gong Xingchuan's overseas account has been found out, the problem is how to tell Shi Qi the truth, he has never thought about it.

But Gong Xingchuan knew what to do now.

Chen Han must have deleted the video on the Internet, but the traces left on the Internet can never be erased.

Gong Xingchuan stopped and sent Chen Han a message when Shi Qi graciously helped carry the briefcase into the house.

Five minutes later, another video appeared on the Internet.

The video was secretly recorded and edited.

"Ask Shi Xiangguo? Oh, old Shi, he's amazing. He usually gets money when he's lying at home... You ask me why? You don't read the news, that kid from his family married into a wealthy family! Just gave them a house."

"Shi Xiangguo, good luck. A girl died in the family before. It's a long time ago! His son didn't even know about it. If I hadn't lived here with him for decades, would I know? He and his My wife was very happy when she got a boy, but then for some reason, she suddenly didn't like it... Oh, baby, how can it be so easy to take care of? I see, they were beaten by them. Whose child was beaten up? How many days and nights can I still kiss my parents?"

"Old time, why do you ask old time? Didn't he take his wife to the small clinic over there to see a doctor... What kind of disease? What kind of disease can he have? Isn't it because he beat him...Crime? Beating his wife and boy is nothing Well, the police don't care!"

"That guy from Shi Xiangguo has nothing but good luck. If he hadn't had such a rich son, who would care about him? Hey, his son is cheap. He was beaten up when he was young, but he still Willing to give him money!"

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As soon as the video was released, Shi Qi didn't see it, so his fans went crazy first.