little widow

Shi Qi sat by the sea and cried all morning.

The waves whined to him, and he whined to the spray.

Shi Qi doesn't like to cry, like all boys who haven't fully come out of puberty, he thinks that only cowardly people cry, but he really can't help it.

It turned out that what he missed was not only his uncle, but also the wedding that he had been looking forward to for a long time and carried all their love.

When Shi Qi was whining, Gong Xingchuan received a call from Chen Han.

"Mr. Gong, Mr. Shi has gone to church."

"Church?" Gong Xingchuan paused while holding the pen, and signed the last document, "Has he come back? If not, I'll pick him up."

Chen Han's voice was mixed with the sea breeze, vaguely: "Mr. Shi...Mr. Shi is sitting on the beach, as if crying."

"Crying?" Gong Xingchuan sighed, "I see."

Shi Qi's sadness, Gong Xingchuan felt the same.

Three years have passed, and Gong Xingchuan still remembers the feeling he felt when he called to cancel the wedding, as if the soul and the body had been separated—the soul was tormenting on the fire, and the body coldly severed all relations with Shi Qi.

Sitting on the beach, Shi Xi rubbed his eyes and hiccupped, feeling like a conch, and when the sea breeze blew, he whined louder than anyone else.

But he cried out all the sadness in his heart.

So no matter what you experience in the future, you can no longer shed tears.

After Shi Qi vented his emotions, he got up and patted his buttocks, shook off the sand, and drove home.

He originally thought that Gong Xingchuan hadn't come back yet, but when he opened the door, his uncle was already sitting on the sofa in the living room reading a newspaper.

"Are you finished with the meeting?" Shi Qi had a sore nose, kicked off his shoes, threw himself on the sofa, and squeezed between the newspaper and Gong Xingchuan, "Uncle, I'm back."

Gong Xingchuan wore a pair of low-prescription gold-rimmed glasses, and kissed him on the bridge of his nose with a smile.

The cold frame rubbed against Shi Xi's cheeks, like snowflakes melting in a blink of an eye.

"Are you tired from driving?"

"Not tired." After crying all morning, Shi Qi's voice was still a little hoarse.

Gong Xingchuan sighed behind his back.

Shi Qi built a nest in Gong Xingchuan's arms, lay down comfortably for a while, squinted his eyes and read the social news in the newspaper one by one, but he couldn't hold back until his uncle asked him a question. : "Didn't you ask me where I went?"

"Do not ask."

Shi Qi choked for a moment, and settled down for a few minutes, eager to try again: "You really don't want to ask?"

"Ah."

He was shocked: "Aren't you afraid that I will go out and have a tryst with other men?"

Gong Xingchuan's answer carried the conceit unique to a successful man: "Xiao Qi, you can't do without me."

Shi Qi was speechless again.

Miya Xingchuan's romance may have all been spent on the little feathers in the church.

He folded his arms sullenly, occupying his uncle's arms, and confessed unwillingly: "I went to church."

"Oh?" Gong Xingchuan lacked interest.

"Uncle, you are getting ready for the wedding, right? Three years ago, you wanted to marry me." Shi Qi leaned over, trying to find a trace of panic in Gong Xingchuan's eyes, but it was a pity that Gong Xingchuan was as motionless as a mountain, His dark pupils reflected his anxious shadow.

Shi Qi was instantly discouraged, and lay back to sulk.

"Well, I'm preparing for the wedding." After a long time, Gong Xingchuan waited for him to calm down before saying, "In the church you like, I invited a pastor and roses you like."

"Little Feather." Shi Qi added in a low voice.

Gong Xingchuan laughed: "Yes, there is also Xiaoyu."

They looked at each other for a moment, Shi Qi hugged his uncle's neck and kissed him impatiently.

"Which day will I go to get the certificate?" Gong Xingchuan held his buttocks, his tone was finally tinged with eagerness, "Shi Qi, you have made me wait for three years."

He was so kissed that he couldn't speak, and he groaned on the sofa.

In order to get an answer, Gong Xingchuan reluctantly let him go.

The little peacock was still thinking about proposing: "The ring..."

"Yes." Gong Xingchuan was angry and funny, "There are both."

"Then let's get the certificate tomorrow!" He was actually more anxious than his uncle, "Oh, no, I'm going to record "Double-Faced Pie" tomorrow!"

Shi Qi sat up straight suddenly: "Uncle, you have to record it too."

"Then register after recording." Gong Xingchuan didn't take variety shows seriously at all, "Where's your ID?"

His face turned pale: "The certificate is in the company..."

Shi Qi put the certificate in the company, it was really forced by the situation.

After Gong Kai's death, he lost his backstage and had a bad relationship with the company's top management. Except for the ID card he carried with him, his household registration book and other documents were all in the hands of his agent.

Gong Xingchuan comforted: "It's okay, I'll take care of it. Xiaoqi, you have me now."

Shi Qi slowly came back to his senses, and smiled with difficulty.

Yes, he is no longer alone, he has uncles and fans, and he is already qualified to live well in the world.

"Then uncle, can you give me a little reward?" Shi Xiaopeacock suddenly wanted to push forward.

"Yes." Gong Xingchuan asked, "What do you want?"

Shi Qi lay next to his uncle's ear and said softly, "Jing..."

Gong Xingchuan's breathing became heavy all of a sudden.

He blushed and looked forward to it: "Is it okay?"

"There are times when you can't eat." Gong Xingchuan angrily pulled Shi Qi to the bedroom, pressed the excited little peacock on the bed, stripped off his clothes... and applied ointment.

Shiqi: "..."

Shi Qi: "Uncle, if you keep doing this, I will doubt you."

Gong Xingchuan slapped his butt lightly: "I asked the doctor, you need to take good care of your waist injury."

Otherwise, in another few decades, sometimes it will be uncomfortable.

Shi Qi didn't take it seriously: "Then when we all become grandfathers, you support me and I support you. At that time, I must have made a lot of money. Let's go to a place without people and find a small House, I will support you with the money I saved."

He was just joking at first, but he was slightly moved when he said it later.

Gong Xingchuan also fell silent, only their intertwined breathing was left in the room.

The wish is very simple, the important thing is the person in the wish.

Shi Qi recalled the past again, and said softly, "Uncle, Gong Kai hates me very much, do you know that?"

"He donated the building to my high school not because he liked me. I didn't know until later." He fell into the memory and trembled involuntarily, "He wanted to humiliate me and let me understand that even if I No matter how much you hate him, you can’t escape his control.”

Gong Kai is a lunatic with a beastly face.

Only after Shi Qi married him disheartened did he understand this truth.

At that time, he had just cut Ding Xin's neck with a fruit knife, and he had nightmares every night.

In the dream, he stabbed his mother again and again with a dagger in his hand. Hot blood splashed on his face. He wiped it nervously, and then continued to swing the knife frantically.

Shi Xiangguo looked on coldly, scolded him as a shameless bitch, scolded him for not being worthy of living in this world, and scolded him for tarnishing the blood of their old Shi family.

Shi Qi gradually became dazed, and he asked himself: Should I live?

"Uncle, where can I go?" Shi Qi hugged his head, "My mother was stabbed by me. That was the first time... the first time I stabbed someone, blood gushed out and sprayed all over me. My body...is so dirty, I'm really dirty."

Seeing that Shi Qi was about to collapse, Gong Xingchuan didn't bother to apply the medicine, and pressed him tightly against his chest: "Don't recall, Shi Qi, be good, we won't recall anymore."

Shi Qi stubbornly shook his head: "Uncle, listen to me... No one wants to listen to me except you."

Ding Xin held Shi Xi's hand and pressed the knife to the side of his neck, but Shi Xiangguo would not tell the police this.

In their mouths, Shi Qi is a murderer, an executioner, and a white-eyed wolf who abandoned his parents after making a lot of money with a benefactor.

Lying on the hospital bed, Ding Xin complained to the doctors and nurses over and over again, describing Shi Qi's cruelty when he swung a knife at her, while Shi Xiangguo sat beside her, blaming himself bitterly: "I didn't teach my son well. .”

Shi Qi went from vehemently rebutting to ignoring it, and was pointing and pointing at the nurses until he broke down: "What do you really want?"

Ding Xin, with a gauze wrapped around his neck, closed the door to Xiangguo when he signaled, changed his weakness in front of outsiders, and triumphantly picked up the fruit knife on the bedside: "Did you forget what I said?"

"...Shi Qi, one day I will make you kneel down and beg me, beg me to let you marry Gong Kai."

"Just because you guys don't like Gong Xingchuan?" Shi Qi couldn't figure out why his parents did this.

Ding Xin's expression twisted subtly, but quickly returned to normal.

She lowered her head and peeled the apple slowly: "Son, don't think about that Gong Xingchuan. If you go to see him again, I will hold your hand sooner or later and cut your neck open. You may hide, but you There are always times when you are tired. When you are too sleepy and I hold your hand, will you still have time to resist?"

"...And, have you already felt the feeling of blood spraying on your face? Are you afraid? Can you sleep at night?"

"I won't let you succeed again." The time is like falling into an ice cellar.

"Why, want to run?" Ding Xin laughed loudly, "You are the key observation object of the police station now, even if you don't come to the hospital, you can't escape. As long as you can't escape, I will always find you. As long as I find you You, you will always be a mother-killing murderer!"

When Shi Qi panicked, he rushed out the door, and ran to the roof of the hospital under the strange eyes of the world.

The ant-like figure moved on the ground, Shi Xi jumped out of the railing, and stood blankly on the edge of the eaves.

The world is so big, the wind is so gentle.

But no one wants him alive, he's a dirty mistake in this wonderful world.

Shi Qi closed his eyes and almost jumped down.

At the critical moment, he thought of Gong Xingchuan.

It was the only light in his dark world.

Even in death, he would bid farewell to his own light.

So Shi Qi came down from the rooftop, found Gong Xingchuan, and broke up.

From then on, he walked alone in the world full of thorns, enduring a life that was more painful than death.

"Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi..." Gong Xingchuan hugged the cold Shi Qi in his arms, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

Three years ago, after breaking up with Shi Qi, Gong Xingchuan was hit no less than him.For a long time, He Lan dared not even mention Shi Xi's name.

Later, when Shi Qi entered the entertainment industry, Gong Xingchuan inevitably saw the commercials he made, and started to investigate the truth of the breakup belatedly. However, the hospital where Ding Xin lived was too small and too informal. There are no medical records left, and even the doctors in the hospital have changed several batches.

So no matter how much Gong Xingchuan wanted to investigate, he couldn't find any useful information.

Furthermore, he blamed Shi Qi's change of heart on himself not being good enough.

But now, they meet again.

And Shi Qi never forgot Gong Xingchuan's love.

Not only did he not forget, but he also walked in the hell called the human world with this heavy love.