After wearing a white moonlight, I just want to break up [Transmigration Book]

At six o'clock, the alarm clock on the bedside rang on time, no more than three times, and the alarm clock was turned off by a hand stretched out from under the bed.

Yan Lu sat up from the bed, his eyes were very clear, not hazy at all when he just woke up.

He stared fixedly ahead, although there was nothing in front of him, but he still watched very intently, as if a thrilling drama was being staged there.

After a long time, he slowly closed his eyes and let out a breath, as if he wanted to expel all the stagnant air in his chest.

Failed again.

In his mind, he was still recalling what he had experienced not long ago, the guy who looked like the person he liked said that sentence to him.

"I'm just interested in your money. Do you think I really like you? Why don't you be so naive, young master."

That voice was exactly the same as the person he liked, and even the tone was the same, casually speaking cruel words, like a sharp knife, cutting the bloody truth for him to see.

The knife pierced his heart, there was no bleeding, and he couldn't feel any pain.

Numb.

It's not the first time I've heard such words, and I've heard more extreme ones, so it's nothing.

It's just a counterfeit. Even though the appearance is the same, the inside is very different.

It's just... a poor imitation.

Yan Lu slowly raised the corners of his mouth, pulling out a self-deprecating smile.

But even so, even if he is just a fake, I still look for the slightest possibility in him.

It's just because he has the appearance, voice, name, and everything about the person he likes.

Trapped in this inexplicable world, unable to connect with the real person, he can only seek a sense of familiarity in this fake.

Even he himself despised this humble and pitiful act, but even so, he couldn't suppress his yearning for that person, even if he just looked at the same appearance to comfort himself.

He knew how insincere the counterfeit was when he was with him, how insincere, how duplicitous, how duplicitous, he knew everything, but he pretended not to know, and acted as an obedient and well-behaved little follower, just to have a place by his side place.

He watched the impostor's clumsy performance as if he was watching a farce, and he was indifferent, and even became more and more disgusted.

And the more he hates the counterfeit, the better the person he likes in his heart, the more he likes him, the more he can't let him go.

Obviously, in reality, I only spent a few months with that person, but my feelings for him have grown deeper and deeper through the years of self-torture.

The result of this kind of self-brainwashing sometimes makes him painful, but as time goes by, he gets used to it, becomes numb, and even willing to self-abuse like this.

Yan Lu raised his hand to his heart, and every time his heart beat, there would be a sharp pain.

In fact, it still hurts.

He lowered his eyes and slowly pursed his mouth.

The phone vibrated at first, then the ringtone rang, and the word "Senior" was written on the caller ID.

He answered the phone immediately: "Hello, senior."

There was a gentle smile that was almost overflowing in the voice, and that affection seemed to melt even an iceberg.

But the impostor on the other end was still hard-hearted, willfully ordering a very troublesome breakfast to him, and then, without giving him a chance to speak, hung up the phone with a snap.

The voice in his ear disappeared instantly, and Yan Lu's hand holding the phone was clenched tightly, and then slowly loosened.

He bowed his head, bangs slid down over his eyes.

After a long time, he raised his head again, reached for the phone beside the bed, dialed a number, and then conveyed the instruction he just received into the microphone, which respectfully agreed.

After he packed everything up and went down to the kitchen on the first floor to get breakfast, he heard such a conversation at the kitchen door.

"I really don't know why the young master dotes on that surnamed Gu so much, busy all day bringing him things."

"That's right, he's obviously a poor ghost, and he's quite particular about torturing people early in the morning every day."

"Isn't it because the young master likes him! Hey, I really don't know why the young master likes him?"

"Heh, I guess he's a bit pretty, but also a bit cunning. Our young master is innocent, and he's still in his adolescence. He's just in love, so he's bound to be cheated."

Yan Lu walked in, startling the chef and the servant who were talking, and they immediately stood at attention tremblingly.

"Young master, why did you enter the kitchen..."

Without answering her words, Yan Lu asked the chef, "Is breakfast ready?"

"Yes, it's already packed!"

Yan Lu took a glance, and sure enough, he saw an insulated box placed on the desk.He walked over and mentioned to go outside, but when he reached the door, he stopped again.

"After you finish this month, let's go."

"Master?" The voices of both of them were full of fear.

Yan Lu's voice sounded a little cold: "Senior is not what you said, I don't like what you say about him."

"Yes, I'm sorry young master, we won't talk nonsense anymore in the future!"

"I hope you can change your mind about him." Yan Lu looked at them with calm eyes, but with a full sense of intimidation, "But as a punishment, you still can't stay."

After finishing speaking, Yan Lv walked out of the kitchen with the thermos box in hand, letting the two people behind him feel annoyed.

"What's the matter, Lil?"

Walking to the hall, I met my mother head-on, she was puzzled, "I seem to hear you two have some disputes?"

"Yeah." Yan Lu nodded, "They're talking bad things about the senior."

Madam Yan covered her mouth in surprise: "Oh, this is not very good, how could they do this, he is someone you like."

Yan Lu smiled and said, "Mom, do you like senior?"

"I like it." Madam Yan smiled and said, "Of course my mother likes such a beautiful person in your mouth."

"That's good." Yan Lu smiled, "Mom, I'm leaving first."

"Okay, goodbye Lil."

After going out all the way and getting into the car, Yan Lu leaned his head on the armchair and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Knowing that what they said was true, he still couldn't bear it, and couldn't help standing up to defend that fake.

Yan Lu clenched his hands.

Don't hate him, don't hate the person I like, even... he's just a fake.

How many times is this reincarnation?

Yan Lu tried hard to recall, the last time seemed to be No.90 nine times, so this time, it must be the hundredth time.

How inferior myself, even after trying 99 times, I still can't make that impostor like me.

It's probably like playing a game so many times, but still can't play a happy ending.

Maybe he really doesn't have the talent to make people like him.

What kind of failure will it face this time?

He thought pessimistically.

Will that impostor just take the money and leave when his mother gives him the money?Or withstood the test of money, and then abandoned his real boyfriend for his male god?

It doesn't matter, it's not the first time I've experienced it anyway, just get used to it.

He took a deep breath, pushed open the door of the coffee shop and ran in.

He saw the impostor, looking puzzled at the two little cards.

Huh?

The other party's beautiful eyes also looked at him.

The two looked at each other, and Yan Lu's heart suddenly felt a sharp pain.

There was a slight surprise in those eyes, and then they became clear, but soon became confused again.It can be seen that the other party is trying to cover up this, pretending to be nonchalant.

It was not as coy as before, but a kind of natural nature.

Yan Lu shook his hand secretly, and there was an inexplicable sense of familiarity in this look.

He couldn't tell what the sour feeling in his heart was, it seemed a little happy, but also sad, intertwined, and he was at a loss for what he had never felt before.

No, now is not the time to be in a daze!

Yan Lu adjusted his mood and continued this scene that had been repeated countless times.

This time was very different from the previous experiences, and he was a little caught off guard by the development of the situation, as if something was different.

Where is it?

Who are you?

The so-called reincarnation is just repeating what happened again and again.

How many times has he attended Meng Chenyi's birthday party?How many times have you been begged by that impostor to take him there?

Can't remember.

But this time the development was really beyond his expectation.

For the first time, his senior was invited to Meng Chenyi's birthday party in a dignified manner, instead of trying his best to beg others to take him with him.

Will it be different?

Oh, it's the same, the senior gave me the exact same pen as before, which happened to be what Meng Chenyi lacked.

What a thoughtful gift.

They chatted and laughed, and he felt a little uncomfortable.

He was puzzled, he had seen such a picture countless times, why was it so painful this time?

Yan Lu raised a smile, as always, he looked obedient, and he couldn't see anything unusual.

But the heart is still aching.

Ah, it doesn't hurt anymore.

He smiled at me.

Yan Lu laughed at himself, how satisfied I am, as long as you smile at me with this face, I will heal without medicine.

Yan Lu took a step forward, standing in front of Xie Chao, and protecting the people behind him tightly.

My panacea, don't be afraid, I will protect you.

Yan Lv was still in a state of confusion until he was pulled out of Meng's Manor by the other party.

what happened?Why doesn't he speak?Am I making him angry again?

Apologize.

There is nothing to be ashamed of. I have never had any dignity in front of him.

The words of apology were spoken out, but in exchange for the other party's confusion.

The other party asked him why he cared about Meng Chenyi's life.

Why?Don't you care about him?Don't you care?Have you given up on him?

Or, are you willing to accept me?

"You are mine, so you care about what other people do, why, want to cheat?"

Huh?

I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart at this moment, the joy is almost overflowing.

That means, do you admit me?

Yan Lu looked at the other person's face, it was so vivid and bright, as if it would glow, it was so attractive that people couldn't help but keep looking at it.

It was exactly the same as his favorite look in memory.

"I want to protect you."

because……

"I like you."

After saying this, his breathing almost stopped, and even his heart beat extremely slowly, even a little painful.

After waiting for a long time, he finally got a response.

"Oh, I see."

Yan Lu smiled, and went up to hold the other party's hand. For the first time, it was not obedience under resistance.

So he tightened his grip.

He looked at the other person's cheeks with a thin layer of red, and a glimmer of hope slowly surged in his heart.

This time, can I ask you for a happy ending?

The author has something to say: Well, this is probably the mental journey of the little milk dog, it is really miserable.

I was abused by counterfeit goods 99 times, but it doesn't matter, for the hundredth time, I got the happy ending from the owner!