Can I skip class?

During the exam week, the school was filled with panic and tense atmosphere. The students who usually chased and fought began to huddle together, and the always noisy corridor became surprisingly calm and peaceful.

Chen Xurong returned to the office by stepping on the lunch break bell, and immediately noticed the flowers on the corner of Su Heng's desk.Surrounded by three pure white platycodon flowers, they were placed in a simple vase modified from a mineral water bottle. The petals in the shape of a pentagram are unique and beautiful, exuding the fragrance of vegetation and morning dew.

Chen Xurong asked: "Are you two so romantic?"

Su Heng put the mineral water bottle on the window sill, letting the delicate little platycodon flower bathe in the sunlight, shook his head and said, "It wasn't from Qin Wei."

Chen Xurong frowned lightly, speculating: "Fan Ruyi?"

Su Heng shook his head again: "It probably wasn't him either. I collected the flowers in the reception room in the morning. I don't think they were sent by someone close to me."

Chen Xurong asked again: "Did the person who sent the flowers not leave a name?"

Su Heng was speechless, and asked her back: "If you have left your name, then why am I still analyzing with you here?"

Chen Xurong clicked his tongue twice: "Brother, should I praise you for your prosperity, or should I worry about your personal safety? Being sent flowers for no reason, and I don't know who sent them, I always feel that it is not a good thing."

Su Heng didn't speak, his eyes moved, and he looked unnaturally at the half-open drawer on his side, where there was a postcard with a drawing on the paper, a handsome young man in a school uniform, turning his body slightly, There is a gentle warmth in the clean smile, which almost breaks through the black and white paintbrush, vividly displayed in front of my eyes.

Su Heng picked it up, and the fragrance of platycodon flowers diffused into the air.

He stared blankly, looking a little dazed.

He is no stranger to the boy in the painting.

That was him ten years ago.

Su Heng said on the surface that he didn't know the origin of the flowers, but in fact, the moment he saw the postcard, he already vaguely had the answer in his heart.

Only one person saw Su Heng most often from that angle.

There is only one person whose style of painting is like this.

Su Heng's back desk is Leng Zhao, a master of art.

He was also Su Heng's ex-boyfriend, the last thing Su Heng wanted to mention.

Leng Zhao, who was a student when he was a student, was recognized as a school grass by the whole school.If life is a Mary Su novel, and Fan Ruyi can be regarded as the character of a domineering school girl, then Leng Zhao is definitely the opposite of him.

Leng Zhao was very quiet, he didn't like to talk, but he was cold and handsome. At that time, many people called him Bingshan.Su Heng also felt that he was difficult to get in touch with at first, but after getting along for a long time, he realized that the reason why Leng Zhao didn't speak was because he was not good at words, but he was actually a very gentle boy.

Sixteen or seventeen-year-old Su Heng is in love for the first time and has no experience in relationships.The heartbeat may be the long-term relationship, or it may be just a momentary look at each other. Unknowingly, he will always think of Leng Zhao, always want to talk to him, occasionally giggle, blush, and have some palpitations Thoughts flashed by.

Back then, Su Heng was also very good-looking, and had a gentle and approachable personality, and there were not a few girls who secretly flirted with her.Su Heng rejected everything, and always thought that the girl she was destined for hadn't shown up yet. It wasn't until he fell in love with Leng Zhao that he suddenly realized that he had no feelings for the opposite sex at all.

The last straw that crushed Su Heng was that he gradually discovered that Leng Zhao was indeed a quiet and indifferent temperament. The so-called gentleness and inarticulateness turned out to be only when facing Su Heng.

It turned out that he liked him too.

The two-way secret love became self-evidently clear in the gradually ambiguous relationship.From the beginning to the end, they have never made their relationship explicit. It seems that everything happened in a logical and logical way.

At that time, Su Heng didn't know how to restrain his emotions, he only knew that he liked Leng Zhao very much, and Leng Zhao liked him the same.He doesn't know that feelings will deteriorate, and he doesn't know that immature love in adolescence is difficult to last for a long time, and he doesn't know how difficult the road of homosexuality is.He naively thought that as long as there is love, there is nothing insurmountable.

During their two-year relationship, they did many things they shouldn't do at that age, holding hands, hugging, and even having sex.

That tearing pain, until now thinking about it, Su Heng still couldn't help his scalp numb.But at that time, Su Heng actually endured everything, obviously he couldn't walk because of the pain every time he finished it, and even went to the hospital for an examination, but he refused to tell Leng Zhao.

Su Heng's memories came to an abrupt end. He stuffed the postcard back into the drawer, sighed, and muttered to himself: "Maybe I'm a fool."

Chen Xurong heard it, and looked up at him wonderingly: "What are you thinking?"

Su Heng said vaguely, "Think about some past events."

Chen Xurong: "Is it because there is a high school reunion?"

Su Heng rubbed the center of his eyebrows, but did not respond.

Chen Xurong played with the pen, and asked for no reason: "Do you know why there have been no gatherings for so many years, but this year?"

Su Heng replied sincerely: "I don't know."

The pen cap was tapped on the table regularly, making rhythmic light sounds. Chen Xurong rested his chin and looked back and forth on Su Heng's face: "Because Leng Zhao is back."

The corners of Su Heng's mouth were tense, and he didn't respond.

"It's been ten years in a blink of an eye." Chen Xurong said leisurely, "I don't know why I came back after staying abroad for so long. Yesterday I chatted with Tang Yuan, she said that she saw Leng Zhao when she was shopping a few days ago .”

Her voice stopped abruptly, as if waiting for his reaction.

Su Heng raised his eyelids to look at her, and asked, "And then?"

Chen Xurong asked in a bad tone: "You still care about him?"

Su Heng: "..."

Su Heng was speechless to the extreme: "I don't care about him, it's because you deserve a beating if you don't finish halfway through your sentence. I can tell you a woman, a person who tantalizes his appetite is ten pounds fatter."

Chen Xurong pursed her lips, and stated in a neutral manner: "Tang Yuan said that Leng Zhao was more handsome than before. At that time, she almost knelt down and hugged her thigh, crying bitterly and wailing for the male god to come forward. I'm done, what do you have? Want to say something?"

Su Heng's tone was surprisingly cold: "No."

Chen Xurong still wanted to ask something, but at this moment the door of the office rang, and she shut it knowingly, and swallowed back the words she didn't ask.

"There were too many students asking questions in the first class, which took up some time." Qin Wei walked to Su Heng's side, and conveniently put the biology book in his arms on his desk.

Chen Xurong asked, "You two going out for dinner?"

Su Heng nodded and stood up.

Qin Wei glanced at the window sill, and asked Su Heng with great interest: "Pianisco flower? Did you buy it?"

Su Heng paused, then subconsciously looked at Chen Xurong.

Chen Xurong immediately understood, and said in words: "I bought it. I passed by the flower shop in the morning and bought a few flowers to decorate the office atmosphere."

Qin Wei smiled when she heard this, and praised politely: "It's pretty good-looking."

Chen Xurong dryly laughed a few times.

The next day, Su Heng received three platycodon flowers again. This time, he was still pictured on the postcard. Su Heng turned half sideways in his youth, looking intently at the exercise book in his hand, with the corners of his lips curved slightly. , smiling softly and quietly.

In high school, Su Heng's grades in science were not good, and Leng Zhao at the back desk was a top student with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique and aesthetics. In the whole year's life at the front desk, Su Heng asked Leng Zhao a lot of questions. A scene like this Should be common.

It turned out that he was like this at that time.

Su Heng looked at the postcard quietly, feeling very complicated.

Chen Xurong watched the platycodon flowers change from three to six, and the number of bellflowers increased in turn in the next few days, and the originally empty mineral water bottle was filled to the brim. She couldn't help but asked Su Heng again: "You really don't know who it is?" Sent?"

Su Heng lied without changing his face: "I don't know."

Chen Xurong's expression froze: "Then can you put it away when Qin Wei comes? It's too miserable for me to be carrying a black pot for no reason."

Su Heng refuted her: "Why do you blame yourself for buying flowers? Buying flowers cultivates your sentiments, doesn't it show that you live a delicate life?"

Chen Xu smiled softly and said, "Then why didn't you tell your boyfriend that you bought the flowers yourself?"

Su Heng said solemnly: "You don't understand this, I call it avoiding unnecessary suspicion and conflict."

Chen Xurong couldn't help laughing at him, and reached out to fiddle with the flowers in the bottle a few times.Even though these beautiful platycodons were well maintained by Su Heng, they were flowers after all, and it would be difficult to last long only with the nourishment of water, and the edges of some petals had turned yellow.The delicate petals trembled, and Chen Xurong's fingertips were slightly wet. She sighed and said to Su Heng, "Do you know the flower language of bellflower flowers?"

Su Heng hummed: "Eternal love."

"It has two flower languages, besides eternal love, there is also hopeless love." Chen Xurong joked, "Three flowers represent I love you, those who love you come and go, and the person who gave you flowers - it seems to be true I love you very much."

The tip of Su Heng's tongue lightly rested on his cheek, but he didn't speak.

Leng Zhao loves him?

Ten years ago, Su Heng would have firmly believed this kind of statement, but now, he only finds it extremely ridiculous.

In the second year of high school, they were divided into classes. Leng Zhao was in science, and Su Heng was in liberal arts. They were no longer the front and back desks, and they had to cross floors every day when they met. Su Heng.

At that time, Su Heng could see the obvious love in Leng Zhao's eyes. They just looked at each other and said a few words, and Su Heng could drown in his eyes.

That's great, the people he likes also like him.

There is nothing more blissful than this.

But I forgot the day since, Leng Zhao no longer looked at him.He began to gradually become indifferent and alienated from Su Heng. He came to Su Heng less and less often, his eyes began to dodge, and when he looked at Su Heng, he was always separated by some invisible and cold barrier. tenderness and love.

Their breakup was unhappy, and Leng Zhao found a girlfriend, then left the country, leaving the relationship intact.

Only Su Heng got deeper and deeper.

Until the end, Su Heng didn't know why Leng Zhao suddenly abandoned him. How could he say that he loves someone so deeply that he doesn't love him anymore?He can't figure it out, he still likes it, and he can't let it go.

Persistence has no results, the long time healed Su Heng, buried his love, along with his youth, into the past memories, and left a knot in his heart.

Now Su Heng has matured a lot, the love in his youth can no longer move him, and he can no longer understand the kind of love that is desperate, but his feelings for Leng Zhao are too complicated to express in a word.

It should not be like, nor hate.

More like uneasy.

Su Heng didn't dare to tell Chen Xurong these words, Leng Zhao was an out-and-out scum in her heart, and a dead scum who broke her best friend's heart.

Chen Xurong's scolding skills improved by leaps and bounds during that time, and finally Leng Zhao was afraid that she would die. When he saw Chen Xurong tens of meters away, he turned his head and ran away. Unfortunately, even so, Chen Xurong still failed to wake up Su Heng at that time.

In fact, not only Chen Xurong, Su Heng also felt that he was quite sick at that time.

After paying so much, what did you get in the end?

It might be better for people to be cooler.