Can I skip class?

The chat box was silent for a long time.

Su Heng's hands were cold, and his blood was almost frozen by the chill in his heart.

Qin Wei's state changed to typing, and Su Heng's mood couldn't be described as complicated.He typed out a sentence first, wanting to say that he wasn't serious just now, but was joking to ease the atmosphere.

Knowing that it is a weak excuse, although it is useless, at least it can give each other a step down.

But before he sent out his message, he saw Qin Wei's answer.

Qin Wei: "Should I pretend I didn't see it?"

Su Heng's eyes moved, not knowing how to answer.

Qin Wei: "Su Heng, I don't reject it."

The corners of Su Heng's lips moved, and he typed: "Thank you."

Qin Wei: "After all, my parents are from the older generation, with conservative thinking, and they always feel that they are right and it is for your own good. It is normal for them to be unacceptable for a while. To be honest, this is a protracted battle. You can't rush, and you don't have to urgent."

Su Heng: "Yes."

Qin Wei: "Have you gone home?"

Su Heng: "Not yet."

Qin Wei: "It's almost ten o'clock, where are you going if you don't go home?"

Su Heng: "At the entrance of the hospital."

Su Heng briefly told Qin Wei what happened today, but Qin Wei didn't reply for a long time, and after a while, he called Su Heng.

Qin Wei's tone still sounded familiar, but this time it was a little too gentle: "Su Heng, go home, it's getting late."

Su Heng hummed, stood up, and strolled out of the hospital.

Qin Wei said softly: "It's good that people are fine, don't be sad, other things can be solved, can't they?"

After Su Heng listened quietly, looking at the endlessly flowing road, he suddenly felt a little dazed.The lights in the night turned into circles of light, dotted in his pupils, like a glass ball that cut off the rainbow.

Su Heng: "Thank you."

Qin Wei: "Thank you again? What are you thanking this time?"

Thank you for not hating me because of my sexual orientation, and thank you for calling me to comfort me.Su Heng said all these words in his heart, but when they came to his mouth, it was like a stick in his throat, making it difficult to speak.

Qin Wei teased him: "Are you dumb?"

Su Heng said sincerely: "Qin Wei, you are quite a nice person."

Qin Wei paused for a moment, and said, "Su Heng, I didn't do this to ask you to send me a good person card."

Before Su Heng realized the meaning of this sentence, Qin Wei continued: "Don't you want to ask why I don't reject it?"

Su Heng didn't speak, he heard Qin Wei say:

"Because me too."

"I have walked the road you have walked."

Qin Wei...

Qin Wei is the same as him?

Su Heng couldn't describe his mood at the moment, he didn't have time to think about it, so he took a deep breath and tried to calm his mood, but he still couldn't restrain the subtlety in his tone: "Are you too?"

Qin Wei was quiet for a few seconds and asked him, "Is it surprising?"

Su Heng faltered dryly. It was a bit of a surprise, but it wasn't particularly surprising.Su Heng's brain unconsciously recalled every detail of the relationship between him and Qin Wei before. If it was placed on two men with normal sexual orientation, it would not seem to be a big deal, but if both of them are crooked...

Su Heng stammered and asked, "Then...the two of us..."

Qin Wei couldn't help laughing: "Don't you think I'm interested in you?"

"..."

Su Heng blushed and denied it: "I didn't."

Qin Wei seemed to be amused by Su Heng, laughing so much that Su Heng felt embarrassed, and couldn't help but yell at him: "You laugh with a hammer."

Qin Wei stopped smiling, and said slowly: "Then what if I say I am?"

This sentence knocked Su Heng in place on the spot, his mind went blank, and countless thoughts suddenly rushed in, almost knocking him out of his mind.

Qin Wei said softly: "Su Heng, you are really stupid."

"Do you know? I'm not sick today, it's just that there is an idiot who has been typing. I think he must have something to say, but he is arrogant and unwilling to speak. He refuses to take the initiative, so I have to take the initiative. "

Su Heng: "..."

Su Heng explained: "I..."

Forget it, I can't explain it.

A strange silence spread over the phone, Su Heng's face was a little red, his heart beat a little fast, and he was a little speechless.

Regarding Su Heng's reaction, Qin Wei seemed to have expected it, and did not force him to respond, but changed the subject without haste and asked Su Heng, "Aren't you home yet?"

Su Heng was talking on the phone and walked aimlessly on the road for a long time. Hearing Qin Wei's words, he realized that he should take a taxi home.

When Su Heng took a taxi, Qin Wei said, "Hang up, wechat will tell you."

Su Heng wanted to hang up the phone immediately to calm himself down, but he didn't want to show it in his tone, so he pretended to be calm and said: "You hang up."

Qin Wei: "You hang up."

Su Heng got into the taxi and refused: "You hang up."

Qin Wei had no choice but to say, "Just hang up."

With a black line, Su Heng raised his hand and pressed the phone.

On WeChat, Qin Wei sent a message.

Qin Wei: "Su Heng, I didn't want to tell you this at first, but after hearing your confession just now, I suddenly felt that it's good for both of us to be open and honest. You told me the truth, and I can't keep it back. I'm looking after you. Besides, it's good to comfort and enlighten you with empathy. What I mean by this is that I want you to relax. I don't expect anything."

Su Heng could tell that he was afraid that he would have a grudge because of the expression of his heart just now.In this way, he didn't know what to say. After thinking about it, Su Heng came up with a golden sentence: "Yes."

Qin Wei: "But if you agree, it's okay."

Su Heng: "..."

Qin Wei: "Just kidding."

The corner of Su Heng's mouth twitched, but he didn't know how to reply.I don’t know if it’s a joke or not, but there must be temptation. Su Heng himself didn’t know what he was thinking, and he didn’t dare to say it out loud, so he could only use ellipses to perfunctory him .

Qin Wei: "Anyway, we still have a long life, right?"

Su Heng stared at the screen in a daze for a long time, not knowing what to reply, but became even more upset, so he simply turned off the phone and stopped looking at it.

The road at night was fairly clean, taxis were speeding through the traffic, and the scenery outside the window whizzed by. The night scene was beautiful, but in Su Heng's eyes, it was indiscriminately colorful.

He looked out the window, his eyes unfocused.

The brain is constantly recalling what happened today, from the extreme panic and worry when he learned of his father's car accident, to the anger when he quarreled with his mother, to the mixed feelings after confessing his sexual orientation with Qin Wei.

Qin Wei...

Su Heng found helplessly that his mind was already full of Qin Wei.

How did he and Qin Wei develop into this?

An hour ago, wasn't it just an ordinary friend talking heart-to-heart?

Although it is still limited to friends now, I always feel that the taste is different.

Although there was a quarrel, Su Heng felt that it was necessary for him to visit his father and Fan Ruyi by the way.

He carried the fruit basket and walked into the ward.

Su Hongshan was already awake, chatting with Yang Zhi, seeing Su Heng standing at the door, the two fell silent in unison.

With such an atmosphere, Su Heng didn't even have the desire to go in.

Su Hongshan looked at him: "Come?"

Su Heng leaned against the door frame and hummed muffledly.

Su Hongshan asked: "Aren't you going to come in and sit down?"

Su Heng glanced at Yang Zhi: "No, I won't have to get lost in a while."

Yang Zhi turned a blind eye, Su Hongshan said to him: "Come in, we haven't seen each other for so long, let's chat."

Su Heng put one fruit basket by the door, the other by the bed, and sat on the window sill far away.

Su Hongshan asked: "How are you doing recently?"

"Very good." Su Heng said, seeing that Su Hongshan was hesitant to speak, he quickly said, "If you have the same position as Ms. Yang, then I would ask you not to talk and try to persuade me."

Su Hongshan laughed: "Su Heng, your rebellious period is over, don't be like this. Some things can still be discussed calmly, can't you?"

Su Heng said: "We can talk, but I want to explain my position to you first. I don't regret choosing a Chinese language major as a Chinese teacher. Although I'm gay, I'm not sick. I don't regret it either. You still want to be with me. talk?"

The atmosphere was tense for a moment.

Su Heng smiled and stood up: "Take good care of your illness."

It wasn't until he reached the door that Su Hongshan slowly said: "Su Heng, come back and take a look when you have time, we won't mention these."

Su Heng hummed, stopped for a while, wanted to say something, but left anyway.

Fan Ruyi's ward is downstairs. Fan's father is not here today, and he is alone in the room, lying down and playing with his mobile phone. When he saw Su Heng coming, he was both surprised and surprised, and struggled to sit up.

"Don't move, just lie down." Su Heng hurriedly persuaded him.

Fan Ruyi said bravely, "I'm fine."

"Okay, I know you're fine." Su Heng casually put the fruit basket aside and sat beside Fan Ruyi, "If you break the knife edge, you'll be fine."

Fan Ruyi didn't argue, he looked at Su Heng: "Why are you here?"

Su Heng asked back, "Can't I come?"

Fan Ruyi didn't speak.

Su Heng asked him, "Where's your father?"

Fan Ruyi said, "I'm on a business trip."

Su Heng frowned: "Just throw you here?"

Fan Ruyi glanced at him: "I don't need anyone to accompany me."

Su Heng looked around and found that there were dinner plates on the table not far away, which were still full, so he asked, "Have you had lunch yet?"

Fan Ruyi said, "I don't want to eat it."

"..." The corner of Su Heng's mouth twitched, he forcibly suppressed the urge to beat up Fan Ruyi, and asked him, "Are you only able to eat liquid food now?"

Fan Ruyi didn't speak again.

Su Heng was speechless: "You have cut your appendicitis because of eating problems, don't you know what to pay attention to now? Do you know when it's time to eat?"

Fan Ruyi muffled: "Oh."

Seeing that he didn't move at all, Su Heng simply stood up and took the bowl of porridge on the dinner plate. After feeling it was a little cold, he went to warm it up again, and when he came back, he pushed the bowl to Fan Ruyi: "Eat the head office by yourself. ?”

Fan Ruyi looked at him for a moment, sat up propped up, and took the bowl.