I beg you to give me a way to live

"..." This sentence Mu Cisu often said to others, and often hugged others, but when he became the object of comfort, the indescribable sourness really made his eyes turn red.

But in the end, Mu Cisu still pushed his brother away, shook his head, and said nothing.But his face was a little paler than before.

"I'm fine, senior brother, go in and see him. I'll go get some air." After speaking, Mu Cisu turned around and left, but it was a bit like running away.

As the brother said, he was very uncomfortable, and it could even be said that he was in pain.The case in his hands was a cloud of fog, and Fu Zhaohua was admitted to the hospital because of him.The pressure of all these gathered together, and at the same time involved chaotic emotions.No matter from which point of view, it made Mu Cisu's spirit exhausted and even collapsed.

But even so, he couldn't lean into his arms and be vulnerable like what his senior brother said.

In other words, Mu Cisu didn't dare.

People are dependent.Especially when encountering difficulties, the first reaction is to hope to get help from others.But what Mu Cisu has experienced the most since he was a child is what it means to have nowhere to ask for help.

Even after he met the system in his last life, he was also precarious for a long time. After eating this meal, he didn't know where the next meal was.

And after such a long time, Mu Cisu became timid.He doesn't dare to let himself rely on others easily, and he forces himself to become stronger all the time, and often even subconsciously becomes others' reliance, and is willing to become others' umbrella.

It seems that only in this way can he go down steadily, will not become isolated and helpless again, will not be unable to guard the people or things he wants to protect because of his weakness, and will not regret for life because of his powerlessness.

He has always lived like this, but now that he has walked 99 steps out of a hundred, his senior brother asks him to rely on him. How could he really do this?

But now he is exhausted both mentally and physically.

An indescribable anxiety enveloped Mu Cisu's emotions, Mu Cisu leaned on the railing and his eyes gradually became lax.

There were many people talking around, and Mu Cisu could hear them clearly, but in the end he couldn't give any response.He subconsciously clenched his hands.The tingling pain from his palm allowed him to regain some control over his body.

As if he had received a hint, Mu Cisu always felt that if he made himself hurt, he could regain control of his body.

Biting the tip of his tongue fiercely, the moment the blood flowed out, Mu Cisu finally became much more sober.

He shook his body for a while, and then stopped holding on to the railing.A gust of cool wind blew by, and Mu Cisu was shocked, and immediately regained his lost consciousness.

"Is the young man here to see someone?" Someone next to him spoke to him.

Mu Cisu lowered his head and found that it was an elderly aunt.His hair was gray and he was wearing a thick cotton jacket.

Mu Cisu subconsciously pushed her wheelchair to a place sheltered from the wind.

"You have a good heart!" Auntie nodded, taking advantage of the opportunity to chat with Mu Cisu for a few words.

Mu Cisu has always been patient, so he quietly listened to her gossip, about the house that was about to be demolished, about the cancer that happened not long ago, about those sons and daughters-in-law who were invisible in the past but are now hanging around her.

"Then you actually know that they are here for the inheritance?" Mu Cisu was very surprised when he heard his aunt talking about the difficult experience in a brisk tone.

But the smile on the aunt's face never faded, "Yes! But think about it, even if it's for money, serving an old lady like me is exhausting. Cancer is like a terminal illness! After that, as long as I can control it, I can survive for a few more years. If they want the money in my hand, they have to serve me for the rest of my life first."

"But this person! He always has feelings. After all, I am my own mother, and I also raised them with my own hands."

"You see that standing over there is the boss of my family. Does he look like a jerk? I have cried three times since I was a child, one time when we wronged him when I was young, one time when his father left, and one time when I had surgery."

"..." Mu Cisu looked along the old lady's hand, and there was indeed a tall middle-aged man standing there with an impatient face, but he was holding a thick scarf in his hand.

"My eldest daughter-in-law wove it for me. In the past, our mother-in-law and daughter-in-law always quarreled. For two or three years, I didn't bother to come back to see me during the Chinese New Year. They said they bought it from outside, but I'm not blind. I really bought it so rough. thread?"

"It's normal for a child to have a lot of calculations in his heart when he has his own little family. Maybe he was serving in front of my bed, no matter what the reason is, why isn't he sincere?" The old lady patted Mu Ci after she finished speaking. Su's hand, the middle-aged man opposite also hurried over and pushed her back.

The old lady was about to leave, and she turned her head to tell Mu Cisu, "Don't worry about it, young people. You can live well no matter what."

So this aunt is afraid of jumping off by herself?Mu Cisu was stunned for a while, and then suddenly realized what he had just done.

This is the seventh floor, and it is the window on the farthest side.With Mu Cisu's stature, it's not difficult to jump off.

"Thank you." Mu Cisu raised his voice and shouted at the aunt.Then he took the initiative to leave the window.But it just so happened, I don't know if it was because what the aunt said gave Mu Cisu some inspiration. After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly felt that his heart has opened up a lot.

But at this time, because of Mu Cisu's sudden departure, the senior brother who stayed at the place felt more and more uneasy. As for Fu Zhaohua, who heard the content of the conversation between the senior brother and Mu Cisu in the ward, his eyes were also full of worry.But Fu Zhaohua's silence was quickly broken by the teacher.

"Why do you still force him when you know he can't do it?" The teacher obviously knew what Fu Zhaohua had done.

But Fu Zhaohua couldn't help but sneer when he heard this, it wasn't the softness he had when he was beside Mu Cisu, "Then the teacher knew what I was thinking, why did you let me be my brother's assistant?"

"Do you really believe in my character, or do you value the benefits I can bring to my brother? Or, is it the benefits I can bring to the Legal Aid Center in the future?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Did I say something wrong? My surname and my abilities are what the Legal Aid Center does not have now and urgently needs. You will retire in two years. But the Legal Center has no one who can succeed you smoothly. Except for my brother .”

"But my brother is too young. Maybe he is more tactful professionally than those old foxes, but he can't do it when it comes to conflicts of interests. So you have taken a fancy to me and want me to be used by him, and you hope that the Fu family can become a law The backer behind the aid center. In this way, the fairness and notarization you hope can continue!"

"Those who have nowhere to ask for help will always find a Buddha who can worship and make a wish. But you are so thoughtful, why haven't you thought about what kind of thoughts I need to stay by my brother's side and never betray?"

"..." The teacher was forced to ask and was speechless.

And Fu Zhaohua finally smiled, with a cold look on his face, "I didn't force him, but we all forced him." Fu Zhaohua hit the nail on the head, "You don't have much time, my brother will take the entire legal aid The center is holding on, isn't it?"

"I..." The teacher wanted to argue, but was quickly interrupted by Fu Zhaohua.

"What kind of character and talent is my brother, leaving here is the real sea and sky. Don't you rely on the original friendship to trap him alive?"

"If it were an outside law firm, I'm afraid my brother would be worth millions! Will he be cornered by a villain like Shi Jin just because of a house that is tens of square meters?"

"When he had no money in the provincial capital, he even figured out a way to go to the forum to answer questions. When he brought those children to fight the Yu family, he didn't even get a full night's sleep for more than a month. Back to Yan After Beijing, because of Shi Jingchun's case, he broke the sky, and in order to save a little girl, he almost broke up in Rong Yun's hometown."

"You clearly know that if he doesn't do it like this, there will be problems. Why didn't you correct him when there was a sign? He even struggled so hard, why did you deliberately guide him to let him go your way, and be a Guanyin who saves the suffering? Buddha?"

"Teacher, do you really not know, or did you find out afterward that you might feel too guilty and just pretend you don't know!"

"!" The teacher stood up and left the ward in embarrassment.

But Fu Zhaohua sat on the edge of the bed, motionless, but the hand holding the quilt was almost clenched with blood.

As for the brother standing at the door, he was even more stunned as if he had known the two of them for the first time.

Fu Zhaohua turned his head and said a very cruel word to him, "You are his closest senior brother, don't you realize that there is no reason for Mu Cisu's selflessness and kindness at all?"

"..." The brother's face suddenly turned pale, and he remembered what happened at the time when he was studying.

Mu Cisu is good-looking, has a good personality, and was introduced by a teacher. As soon as he entered the dormitory, he became their favorite junior.In particular, none of them have any younger brothers. After knowing Mu Cisu's life experience, they wished to treat him like a younger brother.

And Mu Cisu has always lived up to their love, he is better than anyone else, except for his relationship with Shi Jin.

But after careful calculation, during the whole university period, except for Shi Jin, no one else really pursued Mu Cisu.Even those girls who were interested in him at the beginning, after touching him twice, they are no longer throbbing for him.

No, not only school, but also after work.Mu Cisu has a gentle personality, good at comforting and strong enough to protect others from wind and rain, and there is no case he can't handle, no lawsuit he dare not fight.Regardless of the identity of the other party, Mu Cisu only cares about right and wrong.

But even so, many people regarded him as his elder brother, but no one was really tempted by him.

If you talk about the reason carefully, Mu Cisu is too perfect, too perfect to be a living person.It seems to be a paper setting for placement in this position.