People...are still affectionate after all

In the following two months, Mei Changsu tried his best to severely injure the Dayu army. Even Qing Lie himself was killed in Meiling. At the same time, he also selected a group of young talents from the army. With Jun by his side, he taught him everything he had gained for many years, and made himself like a spinning top every day, without a moment's rest, even on New Year's Eve, Nihuang and others couldn't persuade him, so they had to take care of To improve his daily life, force him to eat more food, and let him do the rest.

After Qing Lie died in battle, Da Yu was powerless to fight back. The deputy commander who was temporarily acting as the commander in chief ordered the withdrawal of troops immediately. Less than half of the menacing Da Yu army of more than [-] when they came could go back. Seriously injured, I don't know when I will recover.

Since Dayu had already withdrawn, Mei Changsu's mission as an army supervisor had been completed, but he had no intention of returning to the capital, and continued to teach the generals and train the sergeants until Xiao Jingyan issued three imperial edicts ordering him to return. Jing, the wording became more urgent each time, and he reluctantly returned to Jinling under the persuasion of everyone.

Not long after Mei Changsu and the others came back, they caught up with Lin Shu's 32nd birthday and Xiao Linyan's catching week. Naturally, they had to make a big deal. The Su residence was very lively that day. All the relatives and dignitaries of the family and officials should be present. Fortunately, Xiao Linyan is not a shy person. Under the watchful eyes of the crowd, he picked out a gun from a pile of wood carvings made by Gao Zhan, and then took the gun The little wooden gun happily threw himself into Mei Changsu's arms, raised his head and shouted inarticulately, "Daddy...Daddy".

Mei Changsu naturally responded lovingly, while Xiao Jingyan who was at the side seemed extremely excited, and even announced on the spot that Mei Changsu was conferred the title of Marquis of Wenying due to his military achievements, Nihuang was the first-rank wife, and Lin Yan was the son of Marquis Wenying.In fact, just a few days ago, on the day when the Changlin Army in the Northern Territory was established, Xiao Jingyan was going to make Mei Changsu the first-rank Marquis of Marquis Changlin, but because of Mei Changsu's strong opposition, he had to change the title to first-rank Marquis of Wenying.

Because Marquis Wen did not hold real power like Marquis Jun, and Mei Changsu was originally a county horse, he was considered a relative, and he made a great contribution to this expedition. Therefore, although there was an accident, the ministers did not object. What they were curious about was why Mei Changsu's son was named Lin?Isn't Mei Changsu his real name?But from this point of view, the emperor must know the inside story. Since the emperor and Mei Changsu have no intention of explaining, they naturally won't say anything, but some transparent people such as Liu Cheng, Shen Zhui and the like seem to be After thinking about something, he looked at Mei Changsu with a bit of regret.

After the banquet was over, the relatives and ministers all left, leaving only Xiao Jingyan's family and the other families close to Mei Changsu chatting together. In the end, Yan Hou and his son, Ji Wang and Meng Zhi insisted on staying in the Su residence. Said that he hadn't had the celebration wine after Mei Changsu's triumphant return, and that he would live in Su's residence for a month to make up for it. Mei Changsu agreed with a smile, because he knew that "that day" was less than a month away.Xiao Jingyan also wanted to stay, but looking at the gorgeous and noble dragon robe on his body and thinking about the responsibilities on his shoulders, he could only sigh from the bottom of his heart, and took the queen mother and queen back to the palace, because the eldest son of the emperor Xiao Qila Seeing that Lin Yan would not let go, he simply let him stay in Su Zhai.

The days after that seemed a bit dull, Mei Changsu hardly ever went out, just lived day by day in Su's residence which had been changed into Wenyinghou's Mansion, and the people in the Hou's Mansion were laughing and chattering during the day, but At night, I would count the remaining days with tears on my fingers.Xiao Jingyan would come to the Marquis Mansion under the pretense of looking after Xiao Qi after dealing with state affairs every day. Sometimes even if he didn't talk to Mei Changsu, just sat aside and looked at him who was still in high spirits, Xiao Jingyan was willing.

But this way of heaven is extremely fair and cruel. If you gain something, you will lose it. If you don’t get the reward you want, it must be because the price you paid is not enough. It depends on each person’s choice.Most people in this world worry too much and are unwilling to pay the corresponding price, so there are very few people who achieve what they want, so the world creates the word "fate" to comfort themselves. It's not that I didn't work hard enough, it was me. As it should be.But people are always greedy, and everyone expects God to be merciful and perform miracles, but no one knows that God is the least merciful.

The day just dawned, Mei Changsu began to dance in the courtyard, and people from the Hou Mansion also came to the courtyard one after another. In fact, counting the days, Mei Changsu has been delayed for several days. , But everyone knows that that day will come after all, maybe today, or maybe tomorrow, even if everyone has a little luck, they hope that day will never come.

Nihuang stood closest to Mei Changsu, beside her were Lin Ting with red and swollen eyes, and Xiao Qi and Lin Yan who were held by Lin Ting one by one. The two young ones were still sleepy, just looking at More and more adults don't know what's going on.Nihuang didn't bother with them at the moment, she just watched Mei Changsu or Lin Shu in the courtyard practicing marksmanship one by one, and she knew from childhood that although he was a genius, his martial arts were not just for nothing As a result, the first time she saw him was on the Lin family's school grounds, a young boy was dancing with a pole shirtless in the flying snow. That scene shocked her greatly. The little figure was deeply engraved in her mind, and she can't get rid of it ever since.After getting acquainted with him, she also once asked him why he loves Mao so much, and he rarely answered seriously: "Because on the battlefield, the only way to behead the enemy is to advance, and to protect the comrades by retreating!" She firmly remembered the sonorous and powerful words. After the incident 15 years ago, it was a gun and the marksmanship taught by him to accompany her through the most difficult days, and then she went to the battlefield Every time she used the gun in her hand to kill the head of the enemy and protect her comrades, the words he said would ring in her ears, and then she felt that he had never left.

The young man who had been hiding deep in her heart gradually merged with the person in front of her eyes, and Nihuang felt extremely proud. Her husband has always been an indomitable hero!

At this time, Lin Shu's marksmanship has reached the most exciting point. A beautiful return of the carbine drew applause from everyone, but the killing intent that followed made everyone feel cold. He is such an invincible young marshal !

No matter how wonderful the marksmanship was, when the dance was over, Lin Shu stood holding the gun and smiled brightly towards the crowd, but just as the crowd on the opposite side wanted to respond, they were frightened to death by the blood gradually flowing from the corner of his mouth. They came to their senses and were about to call Lin Chen for help when they saw a figure flash in front of them. Lin Chen flew towards Lin Shu with a medicine bowl in his hand, "Drink it quickly, please, Chang Su, No, Lin Shu!" Lin Shu looked at him and smiled, "You know it's useless~" With a sound of "pop~", the medicine bowl in Lin Chen's hand fell to the ground and shattered, Lin Chen seemed to have lost his mind. With all the strength in his body, tears fell unconsciously, "Lin Shu...can you return...Changsu to me?" "How about returning you in the next life?" "...Okay!" Replied.

Lin Shu tried his best not to let himself fall down, he felt the strength in his body disappearing little by little, he thought that there was not much time left, he looked in the direction of the palace, Jingyan should be in the morning court, I don't know Can I wait for him to come? If I can't wait, I don't know how sad he will be.Still looking at the palace, Lin Shu said, "In this life, Lin Shu has grievances, but no hatred!" Then he turned his eyes one by one to Nihuang, who had red eyes but was struggling to smile. Lin Ting, who was in tears, and Lin Yan, who was terrified of calling "Daddy" all the time, "I have regrets, but I have no regrets!"

……

In the distance, a red sun is rising.

☆、Lin Yan Extra Story ([-])

Your name is Lin Yan, Yan of the Red Flame Army, you have told me that since I was a child, but what exactly is the Red Flame Army?It sounded very imposing, but my mother refused to say it.There are many things my mother refuses to say, for example, I am the son of Wen Yinghou Mei Changsu, but why is my surname Lin?For example, where did dad go?Do you want to stop Yan'er?These mothers refused to speak.

Mother not only refused to speak, but also ordered everyone in the mansion not to speak, so I had no choice but to secretly ask the adoptive father who seemed to be idle for several months and only came back once. The foster father gave me a sideways look and said angrily: " Your father is an asshole, he..." "Lin Chen~" At this moment, a very beautiful elder sister suddenly appeared on the roof of our house, she was looking at the adoptive father angrily, and the adoptive father panicked when he saw her , ran as soon as he ran, and asked little uncle Fei Liu to stop that sister while running, and then that sister became my adoptive mother somehow.Alas... there are so many things these grown-ups don't understand.

Since I can't figure out what these grown-ups are thinking, I don't care about it, and went to play with my brothers.The biggest of the children in our family is naturally my elder brother Lin Ting who is the young suzerain of the Jiangzuo League. By the way, why the elder brother is not the son of the world is not willing to say, and then there is the prince Xiao Qi, He is my best friend, and the next third child is me, followed by Wei Lin from Uncle Wei Zheng's family, Nie Jun adopted by Uncle Nie Feng's family, Zhen Zong from Uncle Zhen Ping's family, Li Zhu from Uncle Li Gang's family, Yan Le and Yan Yao from Uncle Yujin's family, Xiao Zhe from Uncle Jing Rui's family, by the way, Uncle Jing Rui also refused to say why Xiao Zhe was not the young suzerain. The two youngest are Mu Si, who was named by his uncle's mother, and Lin Shu, who was named by his adoptive father's family. Both of them are not yet one year old. Except for Yan Yao, the others are all boys. Except for the elder brother, Mu Si and Lin Shu, everyone else They are all very close in age, no more than five years old, so they often play together. Of course, they have to wait for the buffalo to come out of the East Palace, or they will ignore people when they get angry.

We are almost living a life of getting into trouble under the connivance of our parents. Of course, there are times when the trouble is too big, but it doesn't matter. With His Royal Highness, the buffalo is still very big brother at this time. They all took the initiative to stand up and take the blame, and those elders had no choice but to laugh it off.But every time after this kind of thing happens, it’s okay if the mother doesn’t know. If she knows, she will be punished severely. , that is the crown prince, who will be the emperor in the future, he is a king, you are a minister, you can't treat him like an ordinary brother, why can't you remember?" I always said yes, but I didn't think so in my heart, I don't care if he is the prince or not, he is my best brother!

When I was ten years old, the empress dowager who loved me the most passed away. The emperor, who was so sad, ignored the ministers’ dissuasion and announced that he would observe filial piety for three years. , the prince and I can no longer run around like before. Of course, sneaking out is indispensable. During this period, whenever I sneak out and my mother finds out, she no longer punishes me, but just looks at me without saying anything. I took one look, let out a long sigh, and followed me.I just took it as my mother and acquiesced, and slipped out to find the prince more often.

Three years later, my filial piety was born, and it was not long before my 13th birthday. My birthday was the most enviable before my filial piety. At that time, Aunt Gong Yu, the number one music master in Beijing, would come to play the last piece.Speaking of this Aunt Gong Yu, she behaved very strangely, she only came after the banquet every time, and left immediately after the performance, without saying a word, I asked Mother, and Mother answered, but the answer was to listen to her. I don't understand, Niang said that Aunt Gong Yu wrote everything she wanted to say into the song.

I really couldn't understand it, so I went to ask Uncle Yujin again, because every time I came to her from Aunt Gong Yu, Uncle Yujin's eyes were on her, and he didn't care about the aunt who was sitting next to her. Uncle Yujin just said A sentence "Once the sea was too difficult for water".What on earth does this mean?Why are these adults so hard to understand?

☆、Lin Yan Extra Story ([-])

The process of celebrating every birthday is fixed, and this time is no exception. In the early morning of this day, my mother took me and my eldest brother who came back from Langzhou to the Lin Ancestral Hall. We went to pay homage to a man named Lin Shu. , although I have worshiped for so many years, I still don't know who he is, I only know that he should have a good relationship with the emperor's uncle, because every time the emperor's uncle arrives before us, and then the emperor's uncle will stay alone in the ancestral hall During the entire day, no one was disturbed, and it was said that it was because he hadn't been able to see Lin Shu for the last time.

We went back to the mansion after worshiping as usual. At this time, the queen's aunt and the prince had arrived. After saying hello, I naturally dragged the buffalo away. I took him to the lakeside of my house, pretending to be mysterious. I took out a gourd from the crevice of the stone, this is Zhaodianhong that I stole with Wei Lin and the others yesterday behind my mother's back.When I was young, my family was always strictly controlled and alcohol was not allowed. In the past three years, because of filial piety, I have never tasted alcohol since I was 13 years old. Xiao Qi is similar to me, so we have been gluttonous for a long time. It's time, although we should be able to drink tonight, but the mother and the queen's aunt are here, we will definitely not let us have a good time, so I went to steal some, and first used it to satisfy our brothers' hunger.

This buffalo has been with me for so many years, so naturally it is not a good boy, so we imitated those knight-errants and proudly drank a whole gourd of wine by the lake. Although the wine was delicious, we However, I overestimated my drinking capacity, and soon we were drunk when the strength of the alcohol came up, and we were a little unsteady when walking. Xiao Qi was closer to the lake, and his feet slipped and fell. I was surprised, this kid can't swim, He hurriedly jumped down.The lake water in this early spring was still a bit chilly, I woke up from the wine immediately, and hurriedly dragged the unconscious Xiao Qi up, at this time a servant had already found us, and soon, the queen and mother also came over, the queen As for the son Xiao Qi, seeing that he was unconscious, he was naturally distressed, so he hurriedly asked people to send Xiao Qi to the house, and repeatedly sent people to call the imperial doctor. At this time, my mother also wanted to pull me into the house to change clothes, but she saw the queen Pointing to our mother and son, he said: "If there is anything wrong with my son, I want you mother and son to be buried together!" I have never seen such a queen, and I couldn't help but shouted in horror: "Aunt..." "Who is your aunt? Even if your father is Lin Shu, he is still a minister! What right does he have to call the emperor a brother? What right do you have to call me aunt? Haven’t you heard that the king must die and the minister must die? Now, all the people in Marquis Wenying’s house You are all kneeling here and waiting for the crime, if my son is fine, it’s okay to say, if my son is in trouble, you just wait for the family to be wiped out!"

It was a coldness that I had never felt in the past 13 years. The early spring wind seemed to blow into my bones, and the cold seemed to freeze my heart.Although the family members kneeling next to me straightened up to shield me from the wind, and Uncle Zhen and Uncle Li even took off their clothes and gave them to me, I still felt cold, and I thought over and over again what the queen said just now, The more I think about it, the colder I feel.In fact, I know why the queen is dissatisfied with our mother and child, because whenever the queen mother and the emperor's uncle reward something, our family is the best, and when it is the queen's and the prince's turn, it is often second-class, and whenever the emperor's uncle rewards something, our family is the best. When I have any troubles, I will come to my house to chat with my mother, Uncle Wei, Uncle Nie, and Aunt Nie. Every time we chat for a long time, they will laugh and cry loudly together. The mood will be very good, but the emperor's uncle seldom talks about his troubles with the queen, and rarely releases his emotions in front of the queen.Although my mother has deliberately kept a low profile these years, after all these years, the queen should be very dissatisfied with us. In the past, the queen might have cared about the queen mother's grandmother, but now the queen mother's grandmother is gone. She is the biggest in the harem, so she also There is no need to put up with it any longer.

At this time the imperial doctor arrived, and after examining the pulse, he said that Xiao Qi was fine, but he drank too much and fell into the cold water, the alcohol stagnation in the body could not disperse, just use some decoction to disperse it, the queen listened to his words, Only then can I rest assured.But she didn't let us get up. I don't know if she forgot or deliberately wanted to express her previous grievances.

☆、Lin Yan Extra Story ([-])

I also drank a lot of wine, and I couldn't change my soaked clothes, so I knelt for about an hour, and then I passed out. When I woke up again, I was already on my own bed.My mother has been watching me by the side, seeing me wake up, she hastily dragged me and asked me if there was any discomfort, and she was relieved when she saw that I was fine.

When my mother saw that I was not as lively as usual, she knew that I had a knot in my heart. She stroked my head and said, "Unknowingly, my mother's Yan'er is 13 years old. Your father is like you!" When I was a child, I already started to go to the battlefield", Dad?I suddenly remembered what the queen said before, she said my father is Lin Shu, but isn't my father Mei Changsu?I looked at my mother, since she said this today, it means that I can ask, I tried my best to suppress the excitement in my heart, and said what I had buried in my heart for many years: "My father... is... people?"

When my mother heard what I said, a shy expression appeared on her face. I have never seen such a mother. The mother in my memory before was always strong and full of commanding demeanor. Looking at her now, I have to admire my dad.Afterwards, my mother told me all about my father's life, from Lin Shu to Mei Changsu, and then from Mei Changsu to Lin Shu. Dad, you are an indomitable hero!" When Dad was dying, how many people in this world can do that, "Have no resentment, no hatred, no regrets"!A life like dad's is the true character of a man, and it is not in vain to go through this life in the world!

I feel strong pride and pride that I am the son of such a person, and I also feel deep self-blame and guilt that I doubted my father like that before.After finally these two emotions calmed down, I had time to think about what happened today. My mother seemed to see my thoughts, and before I could ask, she said: "After you fainted, Yan Le, Yan Yao and the others Seeing that the situation was not good, he replied to Yanfu and asked the old marquis to go to the emperor. The emperor came over immediately when he heard about this matter. Seeing us like this, he blamed the queen. Before the prince woke up, he forgot that we were punished to kneel by the lake, and immediately knelt down to apologize to me, how could I dare not to do so, and finally this matter can only be let go."

"First she swears at each other, and then she knelt down to make amends. What is this queen thinking? What is she trying to achieve by acting like this today?" I asked in confusion. Mother seemed very pleased that I hadn't been fooled. Shang Yang said, "Liu Cheng, the former Zhongshu Ling, is a smart man. He should have guessed your father's identity very early, and he will definitely tell the Queen about your father's identity and everything about our Lin family. I guess Boss Liu People's original intention is to let the empress understand the relationship between the emperor and your father, and then treat us kindly to draw in the relationship with the emperor. Unfortunately, the empress doesn't think so, like her, a famous lady who grew up in the capital, will never She doesn't understand the friendship formed by those of us who lived and died together on the battlefield. What Elder Liu told her will make her feel that our Lin family may hold a grudge and wait for an opportunity to retaliate, or use the emperor's guilt to obtain more There are many benefits." Speaking of this, the mother sneered with disdain, and then continued: "So the emperor and the empress dowager's preference for us has become the biggest evidence for her to confirm her own ideas. It is not easy to wait for the empress dowager to pass away. With no one who can suppress her, she naturally wants to make plans for her son's future. What she said earlier today actually has only one meaning, that is to let us recognize our identities, no matter how wronged we are Minister, the king let the minister die, the minister has to die, this is the warning she gave us, but she just said, ransacking the family and exterminating the family? She doesn't have the guts yet, among other things, your uncle's [-] iron cavalry are not What a mess!"

"Then she is not afraid of the emperor... Your majesty..." "Will she be abolished? Let alone the current power of the Liu family in the court, is there any prince who is more suitable to be a prince than Xiao Qi? It's not Prince Jing who followed his temper before, he has too many things to weigh."After my mother said this, there was a deep sense of nostalgia in my eyes, but at this moment my heart was turbulent. After listening to what my mother said, how should I get along with Xiao Qi in the future?

☆、Lin Yan Extra Story ([-])

My grandfather died because of "imperial power", my father's life was turned upside down because of "imperial power", and my elder brother also fled far away because of "imperial power", so our Lin family is left with only our orphans and widows. The fate of our Lin family?Will I be next?Should I forget the friendship with Xiao Qi and be an obedient courtier?Or just abandon the identity of Wen Yinghou's son and take his mother back to the world?

Many questions came to my mind, and it was difficult for me to make a decision at the moment. I was a little overwhelmed and confused by what I learned today when I was just 13 years old.I looked up at my mother and found that she was looking at me with pain and worry on her face. My heart was sore and I was about to cry, but I finally held back and couldn't let my mother worry about me.In the end, I just asked my mother a question: "If father is still here, how will he get along with the emperor?" Mother looked at my expression, and it was clear: "Mother knows what you really want to ask, but mother I can't answer you, because the situation between you and Xiao Qi, your father and the emperor are not exactly the same. Although they have played together since childhood, King Qi at that time was the most promising candidate to become the heir. Ascending to the throne, your father and Prince Jing were both courtiers, so they had no worries when they met at that time. Afterwards, they experienced the same life and death, life and death, and lost and found. The relationship between them is far from that between you and Xiao Qi. The time is comparable, and the most important point is that Xiao Qi is the crown prince. If there is no accident, you and Xiao Qi will be emperors and ministers in the future. Every time you see him, you have to pay respects. How much friendship is left between them?" After saying this, the mother seemed to be caught in some kind of memory, shaking her head and laughing: "Your father said before that mothers will have a common problem, as long as there is something about their children I always think of the worst outcome when things happen, and I am afraid that my child will suffer, so I will plan for the child early. At that time, I vowed that I would not be like this. Now it seems that in this respect, the mother and the queen are the same of".

The mother seemed to want to understand something, the brows that were slightly frowned were relaxed, and the whole person became clear. With a bright smile, she said to me without seeming to me: "No matter what the men of the Lin family do, If you decide, the women of the Lin family will follow without hesitation."

I tossed and turned that night. Although my mother said that I would support any decision I made, the fate of more than 100 people in the whole Marquis Mansion rested on my shoulders. How could this decision be made so easily? I barely fell asleep until dawn.

Unexpectedly, after I had only slept for about an hour, the quilt was roughly lifted off, and then a somewhat hasty "Yan'er... Yan'er..." came from my ears. At the same time, my wrist was also locked. Grasp it firmly, no need to ask, it must be that the little uncle Feiliu who went out to play with his adoptive father has returned, and I responded without batting an eye: "Little uncle, you are back." "There is no blood...can talk... It's hot...the flame...is still there!" Growing up, every time he learned that I was sick, my little uncle would "check" me as anxiously as before, and after the "check" results were satisfactory, The little uncle would relax and repeat that sentence.In the past, I was just a little uncle who didn't understand anything, but now I realize that the person who doesn't understand the most is actually me.

Somehow, when I heard my little uncle say this again, my tears couldn't stop streaming down. I didn't open my eyes, and I didn't make a sound. I just shed tears silently, but I knew that little uncle I must have discovered it. After a while, the quilt returned to its original position. After that, I felt my little uncle pat me lightly and hard as he coaxed me when I was a child, and kept saying: "Yan'er Be good...sleep..." My tears became more and more, but I don't know how long I cried like this, but I fell asleep, and I slept soundly, maybe because my little uncle has seen too much of this method I probably only learned it from the scene when my father coaxed me.

☆、Lin Yan Extra Story ([-])

When I woke up again, it was already high in the sun, and little uncle Feiliu had disappeared, but my foster father appeared out of nowhere and was sitting beside my bed, drinking tea leisurely. Uncle is not here.

The slander belongs to the slander, I still have to have the proper manners, I got off the bed and stood up, bowed and saluted, and said: "My child greets the adoptive father, how is the adoptive father recently?" The adoptive father crossed his legs and said jokingly : "Okay~ Especially when I heard that someone is 13 years old and has to be coaxed to sleep by Fei Liu, I'm even better, Xiao Yan'er, you really impress my adoptive father~" I was blushing, Some became angry and said: "Is the father-in-law just to see the children's jokes?" "Of course not, although watching the jokes is also part of the reason~" "Father!" It's not like your father's son~ Your adoptive father and I are mainly here to deliver letters." "Send letters?" "Yeah, when your father was still alive, he wrote you a letter and asked me to keep it for you. Said that I will hand it over to you after I feel that you have taken on the responsibility, do you think your father is too callous~"

When I heard that there was a letter from my foster father, I almost wanted to get it right away, but I was not sure if I was qualified to get it now. I looked at my foster father and said solemnly: "My foster father thinks Is the child responsible now?" "If you had come to me immediately to ask for it, I might have hesitated, but now, I can tell you with certainty that you have the qualifications to open this letter", The foster father rarely spoke seriously, and then he took out a letter from his pocket. He didn't know how the foster father kept it, but it didn't look old at all, as if it hadn't been more than ten years.

My throat was a little dry, my body was trembling uncontrollably, and my outstretched hand was trembling all the time. It was hard for me to accept the letter, and it was rare for my foster father to not laugh at me.I saw that the envelope was written "My son, Lin Yan, from my father's hand". It was very different from the words I usually saw on my father. These words were strong and powerful, like iron drawn with silver hooks, and more like Lin Shu's writing. word.

I slowly opened the envelope and unfolded the letter paper, only to see Dad wrote in the letter:

Flame:

Dad doesn't know how old you were when you read this letter, but according to our family's situation, you should be a boy of thirteen or fourteen now. If you are a few years late, Dad will be very happy, because this It means that your mother and Jingyan have protected you very well, and father is not worried that you will not see this letter. How can the men of my Lin family not take responsibility?

Since your adoptive father handed over this letter to you, it means that you are ready to shoulder the fate of the entire Lin family. Although your adoptive father usually seems unreliable, in front of serious matters, he Still very trustworthy.

Your Uncle Yujin once said something to Dad, and Dad thought it should be able to relieve your worries at this moment, so he gave it to you: What is the fate of all of us in the future, what will happen to us, now no one can predict , what can be grasped is only this heart.

As he said, the future is unpredictable. If you look forward and backward, shrink back, or even make a decision that goes against your own heart just because of what may happen, you can live a long and prosperous life , what's the point?If you can grasp your own heart, although you may not live long and be poor, how happy it will be!

Yan'er, always remember that everything depends on human effort, if it is really impossible, at least you will not regret it!

Father has no regrets in this life, but he has regrets in the end: it is one regret not being able to grow old with your mother; There are four regrets about Yan creating a prosperous world.

I only hope that when my son looks back on his life, he will have fewer regrets than being a father. Being a father is enough to make a smile.

Finally, Yan'er, give your mother another hug for your father.

父

Lin Shuzi

☆、Lin Yan Extra Story ([-])

I read Dad's letter word by word, and for the first time, I felt that Dad is not just the annotations in the book I read every day, not just the gun that I practice every day, not just the elders and brothers The hero in the mouth, father can still be alive, he will joke, he will comfort me, and he will miss me and mother very much.I suddenly wanted to cry, but in the end I tried not to let the tears flow, because I think what Dad wants to see is my strength and responsibility, and I don’t want the tears to wet the letter paper, and I don’t want to blur Dad. Handwritten words.

After a long time, my emotions calmed down, and I realized that my adoptive father hadn't left yet, and was looking at me with a painful expression on his face. I checked my whole body and found nothing abnormal, so I had to ask helplessly: "Where did my son offend you again?" It's okay if you don't ask, but when you ask this, the adoptive father looks heartbroken and explodes: "Why don't you cry? It's hard to see your father's handwritten letter. Shouldn't we cry bitterly?" I didn't know why, but I replied firmly, "Men from my Lin family bleed but don't shed tears!" "Ah~ my private possession of monkey wine~ Lin Shu, you old fox!"" Adoptive father, what does this have to do with my father?" The foster father gritted his teeth and said: "When that fox wrote this letter, he told me that you would definitely not cry after reading it. I didn't believe it, so I bet him that If you didn't cry, I'd pour him the tube of monkey wine that he's been coveting for years, and you...why didn't you cry~" I suddenly caught a glimpse of a big bamboo tube hanging from my adoptive father's waist , "Didn't you plan to pour the monkey wine to my father no matter whether I cried or not?" I said while motioning my father to look at the bamboo tube, "I did it just in case, hmph, no I played with you, the whole family is a fox!" After finishing speaking, the adoptive father floated out, presumably he was pouring wine for his father.

I turned around and sat by the bed, and read my father's letter carefully again, then reluctantly folded the letter paper and stuffed it back into the envelope. Just after stuffing it, my mother came in, saying that she seemed to hear the voice of the adoptive father. I came over to have a look. I didn't answer, but put down the letter and stood up to my mother, stretched out my arms and hugged her gently. At first, my mother was a little surprised, but when my mother, who was half a head taller than me, saw me The letter on the bed, at the moment when I saw the words on the envelope clearly, she, who has always been strong, couldn't help crying. She let me hold her, crying like a little girl who was complaining to her loved one. All I can do at this moment is to increase the strength of my arms, hold her tightly, and let her tears fall drop by drop on the top of my head.

This afternoon, my elder brother, Uncle Jing Rui, Xiao Zhe and others who came to Beijing to celebrate my birthday came to bid farewell, preparing to return to Langzhou early tomorrow morning.Uncle Jing Rui handed over the Jiangzuo League to his elder brother when he was 20 years old, and abdicated himself to become an elder, so the current eldest brother is the suzerain of the largest gang in the world, in charge of the fourteen prefectures of Jiangzuo, so majestic!

We all tacitly didn't mention yesterday's incident, but just chatted about some world news, and we were very happy. When it was almost dinner time, Uncle Jing Rui and Xiao Zhe left first, leaving only the elder brother who seemed to have something to say , but the eldest brother just raised his hand and touched my head, and didn't speak for a while.In order to break this disturbing silence, I turned my head away feigning displeasure, and complained, "Brother, what are you doing? I'm already past Mel's age, I'm already