[Comprehensive + Sword Three] Wu'an World

Mao Jie originally thought that people like him would go to hell after death, but he didn't expect that when he opened his eyes again, he would have a chance to do it all over again.

He went back to the past.

Mao Jie knew that his final choice would definitely make Su Yunqing sad, and he would make many people sad, but he still made such a choice.

It doesn't matter if he is selfish or cowardly, but in fact he doesn't know how to face the future at all.

It wasn't the first time he had thought of death, in fact he had thought about it a long time ago, but he knew he couldn't die.

He hasn't finished the things Cao Cao entrusted to him, he can't live up to Cao Cao's expectations and trust in him, and after that, he can't live up to Su Yunqing, he hasn't finished the things the master entrusted to him, right?

And when he's done with everything, he knows it's time.

Maybe Su Yunqing would feel sorry for him, but Su Yunqing's subordinates did not lack resourceful people, and even without him, there would be many, many other people willing to do things for her.

Mao Jie knew that this was his own selfish choice. In fact, he could choose to live if he could, but he didn't.

He ended with death, ended all his pain and self-blame, and then left all of this to Su Yunqing.

Look, even at this time, he is betraying the kindness of the lord.

So, how can someone like him deserve a chance to do it all over again?

If there really is hell, Mao Jie thinks he is willing to go, and has no complaints.

He's pretty bad, isn't he?

The bright sunlight outside the house came in through the half-open window, shining a golden beam of light. Mao Jie stared at it for a long time, and finally got up and closed the window.

How can he continue to live?

When he first finds himself back in the past, that's all Mao Jie's thoughts.

Mao Jie originally thought that if possible, no matter who it is, it would be his greatest wish to let him assist only one person.

But now, Mao Jie found that he was still the coward who could only escape by death, and he couldn't choose either Su Yunqing or Cao Cao.

Everyone treated him well, everyone treated him very well, but he also failed everyone.

How could he be qualified to stand in front of them again and live as if nothing had happened?

But besides Cao Cao and Su Yunqing, he didn't want to choose anyone.

There is no better choice.

Mao Jie closed his eyes, he thought, it seemed a very good choice to live in seclusion until the end of his life.

At least for him, he couldn't choose, so it seemed good to be alone.

Whether it is Cao Cao or Su Yunqing, the affairs between them do not require his participation.

When he was young, he was full of pride and ambition. He saw the decay of the dynasty and the sadness of the collapse of the building. He wanted to change it with his own strength, he wanted to help the world, and he wanted to make contributions.

Now, he just wants to live his life in peace.

It's not that he didn't think about choosing death again, but Mao Jie found that after dying once, he seemed to have no courage to die.

He didn't want to face such a dark and silent world again.

Now that he saw the light again, he wanted to keep watching. He wanted to see Su Yunqing, Cao Cao, and witness everything about them. He couldn't give up, let alone choose to die again.

So, Mao Jie feels that he has always been a coward, that's what he is, isn't he?

Mao Jie quickly persuaded his family and moved to the mountains alone to live in seclusion. He built a simple thatched hut in the mountains, planted fruits and vegetables not far away, raised a dog and a few chickens, and occasionally returned to the market. Adding some necessities to life, listening to people talking about the big and small things that have happened in the world recently, and reading books and playing the piano in his spare time, except for farming every day, is his whole life.

Mao Jie originally thought that he could remain so quiet until the end of his life.

But when he got Cao Cao to take control of Yanzhou, but his men had no money, no food, and no one, and Yanzhou was in trouble with the Yellow Turbans, he still couldn't hold back when he was in a very difficult situation.

The situation Cao Cao is currently facing has already been experienced in his previous life, and whether it is with Su Yunqing or Cao Cao himself, they have finally solved the problem.

Even did a great job.

Mao Jie didn't want to care about it at all, but he went to Cao Cao at this time in the early days, and he also gave Cao Cao a lot of ideas, so he couldn't help feeling a little worried at this time.

How is Guo Jia?Can Xun Yu survive alone?Can anyone else help him through it?

There are too many questions in his mind.

Then when I went to the market next month, I heard that Cao Cao's life became more and more difficult, almost to the point where he couldn't live on. Mao Jie knew that he couldn't just sit back and watch.

He couldn't stop Cao Cao from going on this road at the beginning just because he let him do it.

Back in the thatched cottage, Mao Jie finally picked up his pen.

Within a few days, Cao Cao received a letter from someone anonymously, which wrote a detailed strategy for his current situation, and even roughly planned for him how to take the next few steps.

Cao Cao's eyes became brighter the more he looked, and finally he grabbed the messenger and asked, "Where is the person who wrote this thing? Take me to see him!"

Who knew that the man shook his head: "I don't know, that man left early, he just said that if I bring this to the adults, the adults will reward me ten taels of silver."

For a guard like him, ten taels of silver is really not a small amount.

Cao Cao immediately asked someone to take the silver and gave it to him, but then he ran to Xun Yu holding the silk all the way.

When Mao Jie found out that Yanzhou was implementing the policy for Cao Cao step by step, he finally felt relieved.

Cao Cao is indeed not an ordinary person. He dared to use this kind of thing that was sent to the door by a mysterious person without hesitation after seeing it. This alone surpassed many people.

Mao Jie thought for a while and went back to pack his luggage. He had stayed in Yanzhou for many years, probably because the news that ordinary people could hear was limited, and he had never heard of Su Yunqing.

Considering the traffic congestion and the difficulty of delivering news, Mao Jie did not express any surprise.

It's just that if the news doesn't come through, he can still go there in person.

Although seeing the weather getting colder, it might be winter when he arrived in Bingzhou, but Mao Jie didn't mind.

Perhaps for other Yanzhou people, Bingzhou in winter is a very uncomfortable place, but for Mao Jie, he has long been used to the cold winter and the heavy snow that seems to bury the world when it falls.

When Mao Jie arrived in Bingzhou, it was already the first snowfall. Instead of going to Jinyang, he stopped in the Xiangyuan area of ​​Shangjun.

He just wanted to know some news about Su Yunqing, and he had no face to go to Jinyang to meet her.

But when Mao Jie lived in Xiangyuan for a few days, he found something was wrong. There were many people talking about it, but there was never the name of Bingzhou Mu Su Yunqing.

Mao Jie hurriedly inquired carefully, only then did he realize that there had never been a woman named Su Yunqing in this world. Although the fierce general Lu Bu existed, Bingzhou did not belong to Lu Bu. He even heard that after the death of the governor Ding Yuan, Lu Bu had He took refuge in Dong Zhuo.

--How is this possible? !

Mao Jie couldn't believe it, let alone accept such a thing!

Since everyone exists, why, why is the person he wants to see the most but the person he dares not see the most missing?

He didn't believe in evil and went to Jinyang in person when the weather was better. To Mao Jie's disappointment, there was no news of Su Yunqing here.

But he still didn't give up, Mao Jie vaguely remembered that he had said that Su Yunqing was from Shuofang, so he hurried to Shuofang again, but he still didn't get the answer he expected.

Mao Jie stared blankly at the heavy snow outside the window, he didn't know why.

Is this his punishment?

He knew everything, but he would never be able to see that person, and he didn't even have the chance to say sorry to her in secret.

If this is punishment... Mao Jie smiled wryly, and he admitted that this was the best punishment for him.

The punishment was not physical, but it hurt him more than a sword wound.

When Mao Jie returned to Yanzhou again, it was already the end of summer in the second year, and the coolness of autumn came out early.

He returned to the thatched hut where he lived, but unexpectedly found that he had been away for so long, but the hut was the same, not even a speck of dust fell on the bamboo slips in his study, everything was as if he had just left.

Walking into the kitchen, you can even find fresh rice noodles in the rice tank.

Could it be that during the time he was away, this hut was accidentally occupied by other people?

Mao Jie thought so, but he didn't see anyone until the evening.

Mao Jie frowned, he looked around carefully, and finally denied the guess that someone else was staying.

Everything here is the same as when he left, even the half-volume of Zheng Xuan's article that he forgot to put away when he left and was half spread on the bed by the window is the same as it was then.

Mao Jie finally settled down here, no matter who did all this, at least the other party did not have any malice towards him, and was even full of good intentions.

Mao Jie lived here for six consecutive days, and it was not until the seventh day that he finally saw the person. He was stunned the moment he saw the person, and he couldn't make any more moves until the person walked in front of him.

Cao Cao stepped forward and respectfully bowed to Mao Jie: "Thank you, Mr. Cao, for helping me through this difficult time. If not for Mr. Cao Cao, I am afraid that Cao Cao would have starved to death in Yanzhou."

Mao Jie didn't realize it until now. He forced Cao Cao to sit down calmly, and then asked, "How did Mr. Cao find me?"

Cao Cao smiled: "I found you last year, but it is a pity that the husband has not been here. I used to come every day, but the husband must have traveled far away. I have not been able to wait for the husband, but after ten days and a half months, I will always come to see you again." Look, I only hope that one day the master will come back, and I can talk to him."

Mao Jie looked at Cao Cao and said nothing, but Cao Cao stood up and bowed to him again.

"Cao came here just to ask Mr. to come out of the mountain to help me. Mr. is a great talent, how can he be buried in the mountains, forests and fields?"

Mao Jie looked at Cao Cao: "Don't you even ask me my name?"

"I just ask my husband to promise me, everything else is not important."

Mao Jie looked at Cao Cao, he knew he couldn't refuse.

I only hope that in the next life, I will be able to understand the Lord alone, from one to the end, and never change until death.

The relationship between Mao Jie and Cao Cao can be regarded as the relationship between the monarch and his ministers. Cao Cao respected and treated Mao Jie very much. Needless to say, Mao Jie's talent is also, and he even has the wisdom and experience accumulated in the previous life.

Mao Jie felt that no matter whether this life was a gift or a punishment, he was content with it.

Until Cao Cao attacked Xuzhou and Lu Bu took the opportunity to attack the rear of Yanzhou, if Cao Cao hadn't made a decisive decision, he would have lost all support immediately.

But although Yanzhou got it back, Lu Bu ran away.

Mao Jie knew that after betraying Su Yunqing once, he betrayed Cao Cao again.

He had a chance to plan to capture Lu Bu, but he didn't, he let Lu Bu go on purpose.

Maybe it's because of the familiar face, maybe it's because of the faintly visible shadow of someone in that face.

Mao Jie knew that if Lu Bu was captured, he would die.

How could he do such a thing?

But he couldn't go down and capture Lu Bu, so he had to betray Cao Cao, and as long as Lu Bu was still around, this wouldn't be the last time.

Seeing Cao Cao striding forward with a gloomy face and scolding Cao Ren for what happened to Lu Bu, Mao Jie smiled wryly in his heart.

He is still a traitor.

Also, it still doesn't deserve to be forgiven.

Sure enough, even if he did it all over again, he didn't change anything.

Not even qualified to say sorry.