The president said he wanted to remarry

The carpets in the room hadn't had time to be laid out according to Mi Shiyan's idea, only a layer of soft long-haired carpets was laid under the sofa in the center of the living room and under the swing.

Nian An was originally going downstairs to get a meal, so he never thought that there would be an accident, so until now he has only hooked cotton slippers on his feet.This was given by Ms. Cai when she and her colleagues went to the supermarket to buy things during the Chinese New Year, and they were given by a lottery.

The texture is not very good, and the plastic soles are extremely hard and a bit small. Although Nian An is not the princess of the pea, his feet are not very comfortable after such a journey, so he simply threw off the slippers and walked around the house barefoot.

It's April now, the heating has already stopped, Mi Shiyan turned on the air conditioner, but the floor is still very cold.

Nian An pushed him down on the sofa, turned around and went into the dining room by himself, found the wine cabinet, found a bottle of red wine that Mi Shiyan had just brought over from home, drew a brand new high-heeled glass, and rinsed it under the tap for a while. Fan, wiped it clean again with a cloth, poured himself half a cup, and then walked back slowly.

"Stop crying?" Nian An looked at Mi Shiyan who was silent with his head down, and sat down on the sofa next to him.

Mi Shiyan calmed down, but his eyes were still a little red, he didn't dare to look up at Nian An, he just stood up silently, and walked towards the entrance, Nian An didn't stop him, just sipped his red wine and watched the other person's back as he left .

Not long after, Mi Shiyan came with a pair of unopened indoor slippers, squatted down in front of him, took them apart, pinched his slender ankles with one hand, and put the slippers on his slender feet.

Nian'an wore a pair of black cotton slacks today. The legs of the trousers were a bit wide, and the scar on his leg that hadn't disappeared could be clearly seen with a light lift.Mi Shiyan squatted on the ground with one knee, and remained silent for a long time, until Nian An touched him with his foot, then pinched the other's ankle, raised his head and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Nian An didn't know if he was asking about the injury on his leg or the injury on his neck.

Before he could speak, Mi Shiyan said in a hoarse voice again, "I'm sorry."

Nian An narrowed his eyes and didn't move. He just shook the high-heeled cup in his hand: "It's none of your business if I get hurt?"

Mi Shiyan's face turned pale.

Nian An drank the rest of the red wine in the glass, bowed his waist slightly, his soft black hair fell between his temples, his eyes in the lens were slightly cold, "Did you stab the knife? Or did you stab the knife on my neck?" of?"

Mi Shiyan was startled, and it took him a while to recover. He lowered his eyes and pursed his lips: "...If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have suffered these injuries, would you?"

Nian An was startled, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he still lowered his eyes and remained silent.

Mi Shiyan said again: "I already know, Nian'an, don't lie to me anymore. My grandfather contacted you privately to persecute you, he followed your mother as a threat, and when you were in the hotel What you said here is not what you really want to say, right? I know it all." He swallowed, raised his head, looked at you An'an, and said hoarsely, "You have been lying to me all this time!"

The sun outside the window was bit by bit covered by the thick clouds blown by the wind, Nian An was against the light, his face was covered with layers of shadows, he was silent for a moment, and then moved his lips under Mi Shiyan's gaze: "Yes. .”

Mi Shiyan's eyes turned red again.

"So you think we've joined forces to keep you in the dark, are you wronged?" Nian An slightly raised the corners of his mouth, with a half-smile.

Mi Shiyan swallowed, stared and glared, "Yes."

"Okay," Nian An nodded, put down the cup, kicked the chair under his feet vigorously, pushed the sofa back a little, withdrew the ankle held by Mi Shiyan, and stepped on the floor, "You just said, Hope I don't like you, right?"

Mi Shiyan didn't speak, just stared at him.

Nian An shook off the slippers that had just been put on, and stepped on the cold floor with bare feet again. His toes were so cold that he subconsciously curled up before letting go.He looked at Mi Shiyan condescendingly: "No problem."

Mi Shiyan's blood was cold all over, and his whole body felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, squatting motionless on the ground, almost forgetting how to breathe.

"I won't lie to you this time." Nian An said, walked to the sofa, picked up his coat, didn't put it on, and walked straight to the entrance. When he reached the door, Mi Shiyan finally said: "You Can't you just tell me the truth once!?"

Nian An said indifferently: "That was the truth just now."

Mi Shiyan said hoarsely, "You know I'm not referring to this!"

Nian An paused while holding the doorknob: "Then what truth do you want to hear? I like you? Did I have a purpose in approaching you in the first place? Or did your grandfather threaten me to leave you? Yes, as you know, I I did."

Mi Shiyan stood up and growled, "Then why didn't you tell me?"

Nian An said, "Tell you, then what?"

"You never put me on an equal footing. Even if you are coerced, your first reaction is to keep others, even me, and sacrifice yourself in the end. But what about you? You don't say anything yourself, you Think you're doing the right thing?"

"Otherwise what do you think I should do?"

"How do I know!" Mi Shiyan growled, almost roaring, "You never said anything to me, I was like a fool from the beginning to the end, with a chain tied around my neck, unconsciously Being dragged here and there again, no one has ever asked me what I think, if I want to, if I want to, I thought that when I succeeded, I was dumped by you inexplicably before I could be happy In place!"

Mi Shiyan gritted her back molars, stretched out her hand and wiped her eyes fiercely: "I don't know why I married you out of nowhere in the first place, I don't know why I like you out of nowhere, I don't even know if you've ever liked me! I don't know that you were threatened by my grandfather because of me, I don't know what kind of pressure you are under in secret, how much, is there any threat to your life - just like you said at the beginning, I said I like you, But you don’t even know the size of your fingers. They say they will protect you so that you don’t worry, but in reality? My grandfather is forcing you, my family is forcing you, and even my self-confessed friends are pointing at your fingers Nose, let you not approach you with a purpose, but I don’t know anything, I say I like you in front of you every day, and beg for remarriage—even in the end, you made your wish for me, and almost died directly! I Like what? I'm like Pinocchio, talking endless big talk."

The hand resting on the doorknob couldn't be pressed any longer, Nian An lowered his eyes, hesitated for a while, then turned around, and saw Mi Shiyan standing behind him at some point, with disheveled hair and tears on his face, feeling aggrieved Like a big dog abandoned by the world, crying at a loss and unable to stop.

There was a distance of one meter between the two, and Nian'an's hand was still on the doorknob without the lock. With a single push down, Nian'an would be able to leave here immediately. Once the door was closed again, they would lose sight of each other.

Separation is often a few steps away, separated by a wall, and maybe the next second will be the ends of the earth.

"You don't say anything, and I don't know anything." Mi Shiyan said, "Nian An, do you think I'll be happy if I survive like you?"

Nian An looked directly at him: "It's a million times better to be alive than to be dead."

"Then you live on your own, I don't want you to live in exchange for your life, I don't need this kind of charity." Mi Shiyan's body trembled slightly, "You are being moved by self-sacrifice. What's the difference?"

Mi Shiyan was panting heavily, his heart was beating rapidly, and all the emotions that had been squeezed for the past few days erupted at this moment, which made his whole body emotionally at a critical point.

In fact, one second before the driver called, when the company had just forced Mr. Zhou to vomit all the things that had been concealed, and his mind was blank, he received a call about Nian'an's accident.

For the first time in his life, he hated himself so much.

It was all because of him. If it wasn't for him, how could Nian'an have been coerced and injured, and even nearly lost his life trying to save him.

But what about him?What did he do?He is like a fool, he only knows how to break through the 'family barrier', but he piles up all the remaining problems on Nian'an, and then talks about liking, love, and giving everything to him with his heart. He, what he said was so true, he moved himself so much that he didn't want to.

He even resented himself for being annoying for Nian'an. Why was Nian'an so miserable, but he was liked by a young master who grew up in a honeypot like him, so he couldn't let him go?

If you don't like it, you can still hate it and hate it, if you like it...that's really miserable.

He was so bad, it made Nian An almost die, and he still liked him, it was too miserable.

Nian An always said that he was not worthy of his liking, but Mi Shiyan knew very well in his heart that the person who was not worthy of liking was himself.

He is not good at all, not good anywhere, there are problems all over his body, picky eaters and young masters, childish and ignorant and naive, impulsive, self-impressed, hurting others without knowing it, and arrogant.

In the past, for the sake of divorce, he desperately tried to keep the year safe. He didn't know how to respect, didn't know how to deal with it properly, and felt that he was wronged, but he was the only one who was wronged?

He still has his parents, brother, and friends standing by his side. What does Nian'an have?He doesn't even want to say it, he keeps everything in his heart, no matter how many difficulties are on him, he has to put on a look of ease, as if nothing can overwhelm him, he doesn't need warmth, and he doesn't need care, like A mindless, cold-blooded robot.

But only children who can cry have candy.People who are too sensible tend to become more and more silent.

And he is the former, Nian An is the latter.

Such a simple and easy-to-understand thing, he actually only now understands it.

"You go to rest." Mi Shiyan lowered his head and stopped looking at Nian'an, "I have already recorded your fingerprints when you just entered the door. This is a new house I bought. No one has been here except me. Don't you Someone will find you. Lunch is on the table. It’s still hot. Eat it early. I’ll go to your mother’s place. If you need anything, send me a text message and I’ll send it to you. Don’t go to the company for a few days, too. Dangerous. The car keys are also on the table, newly bought, the secretary just filled up the oil this morning, and it’s full, if you don’t want to drive, I’ll ask Xiao Zhang to come over and be your driver for a few days.”

After explaining, Mi Shiyan walked up to Nian An, wanting to leave, but Nian An stood at the door and didn't give way.

Nian An took off his glasses and looked at Mi Shiyan: "Have you figured it all out?"

Mi Shiyan was silent and did not speak, Nian An said again: "From now on, the two of us will go our separate ways without disturbing each other. You take your Yangguan Road, and I cross my single-plank bridge. When we meet, the most we can do is say hello." ——Although there is a high probability that they will not meet each other. Then in the future, maybe they will have another object again, and then send a wedding invitation to each other's ex..."

"No," Mi Shiyan said, "There won't be any."

Nian An frowned: "Oh?"

Mi Shiyan said in a deep voice: "I only have one heart, and if I give it to someone, I can't take it back."

"Oh." Nian An nodded understandingly, "Then you can only accept the wedding invitation I sent you."

Mi Shiyan's face was pale, and he clenched his hanging hands tightly.

"What, do you think I'm the same as you?" Nian An was leaning halfway on the door, with a hint of teasing in his eyes. He was wearing a white shirt with the top three buttons on the collar unbuttoned. He and his collarbone were exposed in the air. I don't know if it was because of the bandage wrapped around his neck, but his whole body exuded a frail and sickly temperament.

Nian An looked into Mi Shiyan's eyes without hesitation, her eyes sharp as if she wanted to see through him: "Although I don't have a great need for relationships, I don't intend to live alone for the rest of my life. When I meet someone I like, someone who suits my taste , I will also try. The type I like, it is very simple, handsome is the first element, it doesn’t matter if you have a bad temper, as long as you can cook. If you live with a partner, if you have a partner, you will naturally have night activities at night. Work pressure during the day, Relieved at night, we get along harmoniously in this respect, and there shouldn’t be any major conflicts. We usually go to work separately, and have time to travel and relax, cultivate relationships and so on.”

When he said a word, Mi Shiyan's face turned pale. When Nian An finally stopped talking and pretended to think about other things, Mi Shiyan's red eyes were already filled with despair, and he looked pitifully like a man who had just been killed by his master. The abandoned big dog stood motionless, as if it would fall to the ground and pass out in a second.

"Have you finished?" Mi Shiyan recovered, his voice trembling slightly, "I still have a meeting this afternoon."

"Tsk, what are you in a hurry for?" Nian An looked at him casually, "I was thinking, if I have a partner in the future, I will ask you to show me. After all, you see, you said you are so bad, I have to put Treat it as a negative textbook, once you feel that it overlaps with you in any way, tell me, and I will stop it immediately."

Mi Shiyan: "..."

Nian An narrowed his eyes and smiled, "I will leave the happy life of my next marriage to you, ex-husband."

"boom!"

Mi Shiyan couldn't bear it anymore, he directly pressed Nian An on the door, kissed him heavily, wrapped his arms around his waist with one hand, and pressed the back of Nian An's head tightly with the other, he drove straight in, his movements were extremely vicious, he wished he could swallow this person alive It would be better if he couldn't say those words that pierced his heart into a sieve.

I don't know how much time passed before the two were separated panting. Mi Shiyan pressed against Nian An's forehead, his eyes were red, and it seemed that the tears that he had finally stopped were about to fall again in anger, but his black eyes were condensed. layers of despair.

Nian An calmed down and said, "Why, didn't you just tell me not to like you? Now you're going to regret it again?"

Mi Shiyan didn't speak, and the despair in his eyes deepened a bit.

Seeing this, Nian An was silent for a moment, finally heaved a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand, pinched the back of Mi Shiyan's neck, pinched it with his cold fingertips, pulled back a few minutes, and tilted his head back——

"boom!"

"Hiss—" Mi Shiyan was caught off guard by Nian An's smack on his forehead, causing him to gasp in pain. He immediately let Nian An go with a frown, looked at the red spot on his forehead, and said in a hurry, "What are you doing?" !"

Nian'an's expression remained unchanged: "Wake up."

"You scratched your neck, didn't you concussion? Did you forget that you just got out of the hospital with such force?" Mi Shiyan's anxious voice became a little louder. He didn't care about the pain in his head, so he turned around and went to the kitchen to search. An ice pack was applied to Nian An, but as soon as his feet went out, Nian An grabbed his wrist.

"I'm sorry." Nian An said suddenly.

Mi Shiyan was taken aback, and Nian An said, "It's because I haven't considered your feelings, and I haven't thought about how to deal with it from your point of view. Should I tell you?"

Ever since he became sensible, Nian An has only himself in his memory. He has not shared the stress and uncomfortable experience with others, and in reality, no one has ever given him this opportunity.He has long been used to bearing and solving things silently by himself, instead of talking about it and discussing countermeasures with others, even if the matter does not concern him alone.

Thinking about it now, facing Mi Shiyan, he had never really confided in him.why?In the final analysis, it was his problem, he didn't trust Mi Shiyan, so after anything happened, his first reaction was to abandon the car to protect the handsome man, and at this time, Mi Shiyan was often the 'car'.

From this perspective, he is the one who is truly selfish.

He sealed himself in an airtight protective shell, endured everything without saying a word, and then said nothing. In the silence, he took all the charges in a self-moving manner, Then Mi Shiyan was sentenced to death without any chance of redemption.

After all, he is no better than Mi Shiyan, not even as good as Mi Shiyan.

Mi Shiyan turned his head and stared at Nian An in a daze.

Nian An stared at him, her black pupils were extraordinarily beautiful, as if there was a thin layer of light shining straight into Mi Shiyan's heart, sweeping away all the stagnation and self-blame, including the despair that was about to climb.

He only listened to Nian An's word for word, and said very clearly——

"I will not do it again."

A gust of wind blew away the clouds, and the bright sunlight broke through the clouds and mist, and once again passed through the large French windows without hindrance, and sprinkled layers upon layers of gold on the floor.

The spring wind is extraordinarily gentle.