[Comprehensive] Saving Tragedy

I am Cheng Kun, hehe, in all the stories, it seems that I will always be a bad person, well, I am a bad person, this is a fact, I did not expect to become a good person, but am I a bad person from the beginning?I don't remember, maybe I was a good person too.

In my memory, when I was a child, I seemed to be quite stupid. I always liked to follow others. I couldn’t eat anymore. People told me to take me to beg for food, so I went. On the street, someone told me to take me to learn martial arts. Learning martial arts can eat After dinner, I followed suit, and then?The master said, let me follow my junior sister and protect my junior sister, and I agreed again. Although I am an apprentice, I have become a servant and a bodyguard. It seems that my life before I was ten years old was doing what others said, never having my own will, never thinking about why, never thinking about resisting, thinking about refuting, just living my life according to other people's instructions day.

A fool may be the happiest person, at least in my memory, it seems that I was the happiest before the age of ten, no worries, no anger, always satisfied, satisfied with finally being able to eat, satisfied Dedicated to being able to learn martial arts, and content to be able to follow behind the most beautiful and painful junior sister.

From the age of ten to 15, those were the most beautiful, fulfilling, and most memorable years in my life. My younger sister had a husband, but she was lonely and didn’t want to study alone, so I, this follower, this servant became a companion Reading, studying with my junior sister, and learning a lot of things together, although many things are not my favorite, but I still study very happily, very well, very hard, the reason is very simple, I fell in love with that junior sister, so beautiful and gentle Lovely junior sister, like a fairy, the most beautiful and special existence in my thin, lonely life with almost no bright spots.

I was drunk, once, I thought this way, in this small courtyard, in this place, with my junior sister, for the rest of my life, playing the piano, reading, cuddling with each other, as long as there is a junior sister, in my opinion , That is the fairyland, my heart can't accommodate anything else except junior sister.

It's a pity, such a beauty, such a beautiful dream is just a dream after all. When I was 15 years old, I woke up from the dream. My junior sister got engaged. Marriage, that's not the husband she wanted. Junior sister looked at me with tears in her eyes, slowly sad, crying, and affectionate, like a knife, directly piercing my heart.I suddenly felt that I was so useless, why didn't I tell the master earlier, why I couldn't marry my junior sister, why didn't I wait for me.

The man who came to propose marriage was a man nearly 20 years older than her, who could almost be the father of his junior sister. How could he say so, how could he dare to do so?Just because I saw Junior Sister, saw the beauty of Junior Sister, and heard the sound of Junior Sister's piano, so I came to propose marriage directly, what is this?Is it forced to propose marriage without asking our own wishes?

I really want to protect my junior sister, tell my junior sister not to be afraid, not to worry, no one can force her to do anything, no one can disregard her wishes, I will marry her and make her happy, but unfortunately I can't do it, and I can't promise it He made such a promise because he was a strong man, Yang Dingtian, the leader of Mingjiao, and the highest existence in the martial arts world. Even his master and his younger sister's own father would not dare to disobey him.The consequences of rejection are not something they can afford, and they dare not try.

So in the end I lost my junior sister. Even though I watched my junior sister get into the sedan chair with tears in my eyes, I couldn't say no. Even because I was afraid that I would go out and mess up the wedding and cause trouble for the sect, the master locked me up directly. Warn me, don't overestimate yourself.Tell me it's not something I'm a kid to change, let me know who I am.

Yes, overestimate one’s abilities. This is the first time I know what power is and the rules of this world. It has always been the truth that the one with the big fist is the truth. What am I, a servant, a follower, a what People who are neither, aren't they?Maybe in the eyes of these people, I am as inconspicuous as an ant, but I am not reconciled, I am really not reconciled, I cannot always look up to others, I am also a man, and I can do the best.Why can't you give me time, give me a chance, why do I have to bear such humiliation, such heart-pounding pain.

Ambition popped up from the bottom of my heart at that moment. From then on, I felt that I was no longer me. My martial arts were not good enough, so I tried every means to learn secretly, as long as I could learn it, I would never let it go. However, in order to learn secretly, in order to make up for my lack of martial arts, I learned the art of war and strategy theory, trying to make up for other deficiencies with wisdom.

In order to climb up, I betrayed many people in exchange for benefits, some for money, some for martial arts, and some for contacts, as long as I can catch them, I will not let them go.But even so, the gap between me and Yang Dingtian is still obvious, I don't dare to go to the door directly, no matter it is Yang Dingtian or Mingjiao, they are huge monsters to me.

what do I do?Yang Dingtian has become my inner demon. In order to get rid of my inner demon, I started to do whatever it takes. Isn't he the leader of Mingjiao?So in other words, this sect is his reliance, and it is what he values ​​most, isn't it, so let's start with this Mingjiao.

Accepting a disciple, who is still a member of the Ming Cult, for no other reason than to plant nails, such a role will be useful at some point, right?

Committing crimes outside, leaving clues, leading people to think of Mingjiao, ruining their reputation, and even looking for Mingjiao's opponents and giving them help. I will do everything as long as it can cause trouble for Mingjiao. Madness has taken possession of my heart, my whole soul.

Junior sister’s life is very unhappy. Her husband pays more attention to martial arts, and he always retreats and retreats again and again. Not long after she got married, she started to live alone in an empty room. This made me feel more unwilling and painful after a visit. Why?Laugh at my incompetence, despise my powerlessness?

I think I'm going crazy, really, that day I went down the mountain holding my heart, lying in the inn at the bottom of the mountain, for the first time I felt that I wanted to kill so much, yes, kill everyone , But why, when I saw my junior sister looking at me with tears in my eyes, I was so happy?Could it be that I will be happy if my junior sister is not doing well?Maybe, I told myself, that man doesn't know how to cherish, that's why my junior sister won't forget me, and will always think about me, right? As long as my junior sister still thinks about me, then I will actually have a chance, and I can Have junior sisters.

Yes, I have, I guessed it right, because after that, not long after that, I started to have a tryst with my junior sister in the secret way. The junior sister has me in her heart, which is simply the happiest thing in the world, even for that man Being able to tell my junior sister about the secret way shows the trust between husband and wife, which makes me very unhappy, but thinking that this is under his nose, and being able to have my own junior sister, I think that is simply happiness that makes people tremble.I'm a winner too, even if only in the shadows, I'm already a winner, a winner of love.

It's a pity that this kind of beauty is short-lived, as if God wanted to make a joke on me. Every time I feel happy and good, he will give me a bad news, which makes me completely crazy. It was the same once, the junior sister died, ha, ha, she actually died, and she committed suicide, or did she commit suicide because she felt ashamed of her husband, what does this mean?Could it be that I was wrong?How can it be?Did the junior sister forget the time when she got into the sedan chair with tears in her eyes?

No, no, the junior sister is just too kind, yes, it must be like this, she has never killed anyone, and she was scared when she saw a dead person, that's why she reacted like this, everything is the fault of that Yang Dingtian, I am not wrong, and my junior sister is not wrong, it is all Mingjiao's fault.

Coming out of the secret path, I want to kill again, I must kill, I feel that there is such a wave of anger in my heart, a wave of anger towards Mingjiao, towards everyone, it is these people, it is these people who broke up my junior sister and me , It's all them who can only see the power and the people at the top, which made me suffer so much, and made me lose my junior sister. I want revenge, and I must take revenge.

Xie Xun, that's my apprentice, haha, he's the fourth king of Mingjiao, look, I'm actually very powerful, my apprentices can all be fourth kings, do you think I'm very powerful?Just how can he be so happy?How can I be so happy, have a family, a wife, and a son, what about me?Why do I have nothing?Why don't I have what other people have, no.I don't have it, and neither can others, so let's destroy it, starting with Xie Xun.

Humiliation, murdering the whole family, this is the first time I did this, it was such a pleasure, I never knew that doing evil things was such a pleasure, haha, that bastard should not be alive.I don't even have a son, how can you have one, how can you have one.

Go, go get revenge, just like me, kill people, do evil things, and then make Mingjiao's reputation worse, let Mingjiao split, and let everyone suffer as much as me.

Junior sister, have you seen this, this is Mingjiao, this is Mingjiao, I will let the whole Mingjiao be buried with you, it is them, it is they who broke us up, it is they who caused you to leave me, to kill you You died because of you, without you, my life is meaningless, only in this way, only by letting everyone be buried with you, can I feel more comfortable.

It's just that everything is going well.Obviously everything happened as I thought, why did it change later?who is it?Who is hindering my plan? How did this happen? Why did everything go off track after the Dragon Slaying Knife appeared? Isn't everything well arranged?Let people in the martial arts kill each other in exchange for my advancement in the court, and use Shaolin and the beggar gang to bless me and make my revenge more smooth. How come my past has been uncovered all of a sudden?

When did those old bald donkeys in Shaolin become so smart, how could they see through the trap of the Vajra Gate in the Western Regions?And the Beggar Gang, how could Shi Huolong be fine?The most important thing is the Dragon Saber thing, how could it be like that?How could he not know that this saber and sword are actually Guo family keepsakes?

who?He felt as if someone was staring at him, no matter where he was hiding, he was stared at to death, who was it?It's Wudang, he found out, it's Wudang, it all started from Wudang, Dragon Slaying Saber is like this, so is Vajra Gate, damn it, how could it be like this, it ruined my good chess for life.

In the end, even that good apprentice was able to regain his reputation, but he, on the other hand, suddenly became a street mouse that everyone shouted and beaten. How could this be possible?I have carefully arranged for so many years, and unexpectedly, I ended up with such an ending?How can it be, how can it be?

Wudang, I want to take revenge, I must take revenge, but what should I do?This time it seems that there is no chance, everyone is guarding against me, I suddenly changed from a dark place to a bright place, so how do I plan?Why is the wisdom that I have always been proud of so useless?

Thinking of ways to create public opinion?No, let people tear it apart!Make an event?I don't have many hands to use, what can I do?threaten?Many people have a clue in my hands, and they will definitely succeed, but how could this happen? These people have all become victims. It is obvious that they have done wrong things themselves, so why have they all been framed by me?That's right, I get it, they all want to use me to wash themselves clean?

They are all smart people. The most indispensable thing in this world is smart people. Fortunately, I am not a fool. I am not the head of the sect. Aren’t you a good person? Aren’t you a famous person? Others also look at it, I am not the only one who is wicked in this world, if he dares to reject me, he will have to pay a price.

Hahaha, finally I can make others afraid, right? From this point of view, I am actually successful. Look, what Yang Dingtian could do to me back then, I can do to others now. In other words, as long as you give me time, I can stand on a high ground and become an existence that others dare not disobey.Junior sister, have you seen it? You said that if I had the same status and ability at that time, wouldn't I lose you?Shimei.I miss you so much, junior sister, are you looking at me?

It’s just that in this world, only one person can never fight against everyone. I still missed this point. This sudden turmoil finally left me with nowhere to escape, no way to go, alone, alone, I seem to be back again In the past, when I was a child, how could it be like this?

I'm really going crazy, I really have nowhere to go.The Runan Palace wanted to find me. They said that I was an undercover agent from the martial arts and came here for the Dragon Sword. Is it Wu Mu's suicide note?The thing that the Mongols wanted the most was passed on to the Han people in my hands, so I can no longer stay in the court. After so many years of business, I was only able to get the news earlier and escape alive.

Shaolin can't stay anymore, because people know about the old monk Kongjian. They are going to take me and send me to the Discipline Hall. How can this be? The monk temple doesn't really like it. Why be bound by them?

Not to mention the beggars' gang, it was a place that had just been laid out not long ago, and it was not very stable in the first place, and naturally it couldn't be used as a shelter.

From south to north, I'm so tired from walking, there are so many places, why don't I feel safe?There is no one around me, where are all my people?Why didn't you know to come to me?Or am I never anyone?That's right, why is there someone beside me, my master?Betrayed by me long ago, the seniors also dispersed, none of them cared, and several of them were killed by myself, who made them laugh at me, laugh at me for being selfish and still liking junior sisters?I have the ability to naturally kill them first.

Who else?Who should be by my side?Yes, there are also apprentices, just my apprentice?Xie Xun?I pushed it out with my own hands. I killed his whole family and turned him into a half-lunatic. How can he still be by my side? Besides, this person seems to have gone to sea, right?That's right, I went to sea. The reason for going to sea was given by me. That knife is the game played by that knife.

nobody?There is no one left?Relatives, enemies, friends, none, so I am so lonely?That’s right, I’m a bad guy, how could a bad guy have friends, how could he have relatives, I forgot about it myself, it’s too extravagant, as expected I’m still a fool, it’s so obvious that I didn’t see it clearly.

Where else can I go?In the confusion, unconsciously, I seemed to be walking along the right path. This place is so familiar. Did my heart let me come here?Then where does my heart want to go?Go with your heart, you will always know, isn't it said in the book that my home is where my heart is at ease, then I am going home.What's wrong with that?

I finally arrived at a familiar place, so familiar, it seems like I haven't been here for several years, yes, I remember, this is the secret way of Mingjiao, junior sister, is that you?You miss me, don't you?Yes, it must be, why should I go somewhere, the place with you is the place where I should stay most, junior sister, don’t worry, I’m here, I’ll come, I’ll be with you forever, never Separated, Yang Dingtian, down to the ground, we are fighting, this time I want to fight openly, the junior sister is mine, and will always be mine.