[Comprehensive] Saving Tragedy

Carp Spirit grew up in a small pond since she was a child. She doesn't know when she came here, but she has been living here since she had memories, because the rules in her memories told her that as a As a goblin, it is instinct to absorb the essence of heaven and earth, and it is also instinct to stay away from the crowd, but she has a big trouble here, that is, the place where she lives has turned into a house from some time ago, and her cave has been turned into a house. Just like that, I was trapped in the back garden of a house.

She doesn't like those people, she thinks they are weird, they always say things she can't understand, and she doesn't like those people who occupy her cave, so she never thought of getting in touch with them like this, the most important thing is , The carp spirit is also very helpless to herself, it is not good to be a goblin, but it is a carp spirit, who cannot leave the water, let alone be like those other rabbit spirits, who can walk on legs, move, etc., because of her The special system of the original body caused her, who was inspired to be a great fairy, to live with human beings in such a wronged way.

The older and longer he spends alone, the more lonely the carp spirit becomes.She slowly began to pay attention to those human beings that she didn't want to see, always wondering why they can live so happily without eternal life. Could it be that they can actually get a lot without practicing?It's so weird.

Just when the carp spirit became more and more curious, the daughter of the owner of this generation in this house was entertaining guests in the back garden, and it was still right next to her cave. This was so exciting. Can't you take a closer look at it yourself?She is really curious about these children.

Curiosity is actually the beginning of integration. Because of curiosity, after listening to the words of these human girls, the carp spirit had the intention to explore the living standards of human beings for the first time. Taking advantage of the darkness, he used his invisibility ability to temporarily leave the water mansion. .

Li Yujing felt that maybe this was the biggest change in her life, because after taking that step, she knew the wonderfulness of this world.Those girls are really not easy, there are too many things that need to be learned, as well as those marriages, those love affairs, all of which make her dizzy. Turning around suddenly, she suddenly felt that she had been in this water mansion for so many years. Pale is very pitiful.

Following Mudan, becoming Mudan's good sister, and learning how to be an ordinary noble daughter like her, this made her a little novel, and felt that she seemed to have a renewed interest in learning, and went to the streets, listening to those ordinary people. The nagging, listening to a lot of worldly rules and etiquette from these people made her feel that such a life is colorful.

One year, just one year, she seems to be fascinated by the taste of being a human being, and has doubts about the life she once devoted herself to seeking the Tao and wanting to become a great immortal. Such a boring, single life is really what she wants Do you want it?Is it really my only choice?

"Peony, what is it like to be a human? How strange? It seems that many of us goblins like to be human, but many people envy gods. Why is it so strange? Is being a human so enviable?"

"Why is it so strange? The reincarnation of the world is just like this. You envy me and I envy you. To put it bluntly, it's just a human instinct. It's normal to yearn for what you don't have and ignore what you have. As for life? Ordinary people, or high-ranking officials and dignitaries, that’s all. The common people have the common people’s faults, worry about food and clothing, worry about survival, but they are easy to be satisfied and happy. Aristocratic families, food and clothing Don't worry, but there are constant strife, people fight each other, and work is more tiring. In other words, it is physically tired and mentally tired. If you don't believe me, look for yourself, are those people outside like this?"

Peony looked at the carp spirit with a tangled face, and his eyes sparkled again. The carp spirit didn't know why, looking at such a peony, he felt a little uneasy, as if in Peony's eyes, he suddenly became something bad. There are not many times like this. According to Mudan’s explanation, it’s just that she suddenly thought of something, and it’s not aimed at her, but this kind of sporadic, yes, that’s the word. People are uncomfortable.

"Peony, I seem to have the problem you said. I can have a long life and a way of cultivating immortals, but somehow I just want to be a human being. Do you think I am not satisfied?"

Don't be ashamed to ask, the carp spirit is very simple, she thinks that she has nothing to hide about her good friend Mudan, from the very beginning, ever since Mudan accidentally discovered her identity and knew that she is a monster, she never treated her specially, never left in fear , did not find anyone to do religious rituals, and did not treat them differently because of different races. Such an attitude made the carp spirit like Peony very much, and he was willing to be the sister who talked to Peony with everything in the world.More willing to share their feelings.

"Well, it's not surprising to say that. I've heard a lot of stories. It seems that many goblins like you in the stories want to be human. I guess it's Qingxiu or something. It's really boring. You say Isn't it? It's like you, who have been locked up in one place for hundreds of years, no matter how patient you are, it will probably be exhausted, so you came up with such an idea, right."

Well, dear sisters, it really is like this, Carp Jing is a little excited, Peony really knows everything, she just said her thoughts casually, it is really right to discuss with her.

"Yes, yes, Peony, do you think I am a good person?"

"But you have to think clearly about one thing. First, a person's lifespan is limited. When you become a person, your time for sleeping may become a lifetime. Can you bear it? When you become a person, you have to obey the rules of the world. You have learned a lot from me, and you also know how difficult it is to be a person, especially a woman, and how unfree it is. Make a decision on a whim, you should think about it carefully, is it worth it, don't regret it later. "

Mudan tried to persuade her very earnestly, and Li Yujing also cared about it, yes, this is a lifetime thing, if you become a human being, then you will never have the possibility of becoming a fairy again, is it really good to give up like this?

Carp spirit spent a lot of time, thought carefully, and saw a lot of worldly situations, and finally made a decision before Peony was about to get married. She wanted to be a human being. After experiencing what friendship is and what is love Family love, what is it? After cuddling with each other, she seems to never go back. She has become that cold, desireless goblin, so cold that her bones can freeze and continue to practice for hundreds of years in loneliness. .

Mudan is a very good person, and she knows what she says, so after Li Yujing made her decision, within a few days she finally had a human name that belonged to her——Jin Xiaoli, and her identity became that of Prime Minister Jin's distant roommate. Miss, and Mudan became cousins.Although the carp essence required to travel around the world, she could not live a ladylike life like an ordinary girl, and could only appear as a nun who became a nun, but after all, did she become a famous, well-known, and dependable woman? people.This surprised the carp essence.

Although peeling off fish scales is very painful, like tearing apart the bones and pulling out the marrow, but the carp spirit feels that it can bear the pain. In fact, the goblin knows better than humans what is cause and effect, what is what is meant by giving and what is meant, and what is meant by exchange. My pain is exchanged for a human body, and I will never have to be separated from water, and I will never be in a predicament again. This is an exchange.

The days of being a human really made Li Yujing very happy. She saw a world that she had never seen before, mountains, water, seas, grasslands, and things that could only be seen in Peony's books, all of which were displayed. In front of my eyes, every time I saw the scenery of these places, the carp spirit wanted to cry, tears of emotion, tears of excitement.

Although she no longer has the ability to use spells, she was born as a fairy for hundreds of years. She has always been in good health and never got sick. It is precisely because of her good health that she can swim around the world like this.Sometimes she feels that if she spends her life in such a leisurely way, she will not be bored, but will only feel happy. She feels the joy of being a human being, and feels that her efforts are indeed worthwhile.

But not long after, she suddenly felt heartache, and in a blink of an eye, there was a fish scale on her hand. It was her own fish scale, which was given to Peony as a token back then. This time, the fish scale was so dim that it almost lost its color. She felt a wave of death on the scales of the fish.

Fulin Xinzhi, she finally understands that not everything in the world is beautiful, and being a human is not all joyful. There is another emotion in this world called parting from life and death.

"peony..."

Her best, best sister is dead, this is the news that this fish scale brings her, the news that makes her feel distressed and breathless.The sister who taught her how to write stroke by stroke, taught her how to sew, and taught her the rules of the world bit by bit, left this world where she didn't see it.

Amid all the turmoil, the carp spirit seemed to see that girl again, with her petite body, delicate appearance, and that learned and talented look, tears kept streaming down her face, the carp spirit was a little dazed, and reached out to catch the girl. Tears, muttering to himself:

"Is this the feeling of heartache? Sure enough, it's really not easy to be a human being. It hurts a thousand times more than the body. Sure enough, only people who have experienced birth, old age, sickness and death can say that they really know what a human being is."

In a daze, the carp spirit didn't notice that the fish scale in his hand had turned into ashes.The end of a story may also be the beginning of a new one.

The carp spirit in the epiphany suddenly felt that her soul was trembling. In a trance, her whole body began to vacate. In a daze, she arrived at a place surrounded by purple bamboos. In the pond in the middle of the bamboo forest, she saw a familiar body. , that was a golden-red carp, that was herself, yes, it was her, she could feel that she had never left, that she was destined not to wander in the world.

"Fool, after several lifetimes, haven't you understood?"

who is thisWhere is this sound coming from?The carp spirit closed her eyes and searched instinctively. After walking a few steps, the golden-red carp in the pond flew up and merged with her again.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .I am Zhang Zhen. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

In Zhang Zhen's life, the most grateful person is his father-in-law, yes, it is his father-in-law, because his father-in-law changed him from a simple and stupid child who didn't understand anything to what he is now, a five-year-old A scholar-bureaucrat with an official position.Whether it is knowledge, politics, social life, or socializing, every step he takes is carefully taught by his father-in-law. Sometimes he also thinks that if his father-in-law is his own father, he might make him happier.

He admires his father-in-law more than his own father. This is not because he is unfilial, but it is true. His father-in-law is so kind to him, so kind, so good that he feels that if one day he feels sorry for his wife, it will definitely be a mistake. The most unforgivable thing in the world.

Zhang Zhen is a poor child. He has had a harder life than ordinary people since he was a child. It is not that his family is not in a good position. Although the family is not a wealthy family, but the father in the family is a scholar after all, and his ancestors have left some families. He doesn't have to worry about food and clothing. His suffering is that his father and his mother are too affectionate, and his mother is not in good health. As a result, his father almost puts all his attention on his mother. , thus neglecting his son, so Zhang Zhen was a child who lacked love since childhood.

Children who lack love are incomplete, so they are really lacking in human sophistication, and it is really good to be able to guarantee that they will not starve to death.If his father hadn't remembered that his family was still a scholarly family, and knew how to enlighten the child and teach him to read, it is estimated that this child would be neglected and could not even have these things. Look, what a miserable child.

It's so easy to wait and grow up. When I'm ten years old, I can start to look forward to becoming an adult. His mother is dead here. It's over now. I used to be a little bit like a father. I know how to educate my son and know how to say things to me The son listened to his father as if he had become a useless person. Every day he either looked at his mother's remains and shed tears, or just sat in the study blankly for a whole day.I even passed out several times without eating, drinking or sleeping.

It was only half a year like this, and his father tossed himself to death. Fortunately, before he died, he woke up for a while, knowing how difficult it is for a child without his father, so he took out the marriage agreement between him and Prime Minister Jin's daughter. The paperwork was given to the son, telling the son that without his parents, he still had someone to go to and an elder to rely on.

For three years of filial piety, Zhang Zhen followed the book completely, what was said in the book, what about getting married, what about keeping a job and studying, and not even interacting with people. There was no way he really didn't understand these things. Doing it is already the best way for others to be smart enough to come up with their own ideas so as not to make the Zhang family a joke. As for notifying relatives and friends or sending someone a message, I have long forgotten it, and it is precisely because That's why Prime Minister Jin didn't know anything, until Zhang Zhen came to the capital and found out about it.

Because Zhang Zhen was thinking of her father's instructions and asked him to go to her father-in-law, she was very agile. After the filial piety period, she sold a lot of family property. They were all sold, and only then did they get enough travel expenses. He left in a hurry. He was very uneasy, because without his elders, he suddenly didn't know how to go in the future, what to do in the future, so he went to ask for advice. .

It was also on this road that he began to come into contact with all kinds of human beings in a serious manner for the first time, and it was precisely because of this road that he had a lot of worries. The prime minister's father-in-law would deny him. After all, compared with the Jin family, his family is too small, and he is too ordinary.Those storytellers, shopkeepers, shopkeepers on the road, everyone I met, heard too much from them, and understood too much. People say that the ignorant is fearless, and people only know more. Only then did I understand what it means to be afraid.

It's just that this was Zhang Zhen's only choice, and it was also his father's only entrustment before he died. He had to make this trip, and he wanted to give himself an explanation. As if he fulfilled his father's entrustment.As long as he still has a little affection for him, it can be considered that his father has not made this friend in vain.

With such a mood and such apprehension, Zhang Zhen went to Beijing, and it took only two days. Zhang Zhen felt that he wanted to worship her father, because his father's good eyesight in finding friends made people jealous. Or his father has been envied all his life. Although there is nothing commendable in his official career, in his life, love, family affection, and friendship, the three most important things, are all in place.

Father-in-law is very good, really good, very good, he knows how to push himself forward, knows how to ask others to teach him, and even takes him out to meet people, paving the way for himself, taking him like he is taking his own son, which makes him Very touched.

Although this is not unconditional, but thinking about the situation of the Jin family, Zhang Zhen feels that this is the helplessness of his father-in-law, and it is his last resort. The second son inherits the incense of the Jin family. In the final analysis, is it not his son who benefits?Not yourself?You are the one who benefits the most.

He had heard that the young lady of the Jin family was a well-known beauty and talent in the capital, and there were countless people who came to ask for marriage. Such a person could keep his promise and marry him.

Besides, he is a man, and he is also ambitious. He knows very well in his heart that as long as he successfully marries a wife, has such a father-in-law, and has such a wife, as long as he strives for himself, he will not have to worry about it for the rest of his life, whether it is an official career or not. , or the family business, he could foresee that the family would flourish under his hands in the future.

Things really happened as he expected. When he was in his 40s, the Zhang family had already become a well-known official family, and even his sons had achieved fame and official positions one by one, which made him very proud. , the only thing that makes him feel a little regretful is probably that he doesn't have the same love as his father.

His wife is very good, so good that he can't say anything wrong, the golden peony is really perfect like a peony flower, noble and generous, whether it is the head of the family, or going out to socialize, or raising children , Everything is done impeccably, and it also makes him feel at ease.But such a perfect wife, for some reason, he always felt a little unreal, as if he shouldn't have this kind of marriage, and shouldn't have this kind of life.

This feeling lasted until Peony passed away. This sudden blow woke him up suddenly. What happened to him?Is this dissatisfaction?Such a wife is not satisfied?So what else does he want?Think back, the days before, and think about the days now.

Suddenly, there was no hostess in this house, and Zhang Zhen felt very uncomfortable. When he got home, no one was waiting for him at the door, and no one remembered to pour him a cup of tea when he got in the house. The quilt was always cold at night. , No one thinks to cover the heat first before spreading it out.In the study room, no one helped organize his books, and when he was reading late, no one reminded him to go to bed early, and when he was so busy with work, there was no thoughtful supper.

Zhang Zhen sat blankly on the chair in her study room, looking at the sweet-scented osmanthus tree planted by her wife a few years ago, her eyes finally couldn't help showing nostalgia, and tears began to flow out.

I am really an asshole.Such a good wife, why didn't I know how to cherish her when she was here, and didn't know how to treat her better? I just felt that if I didn't take a concubine, that was the best way to show my wife, and I even felt that my wife treated me better. Not good enough, I feel that my husband and wife are not as loving as their parents, but now that I think about it, my wife has done everything she can, and it is because I am not satisfied and because I am ruthless.

Looking around now, around my life, traces of my wife have been integrated into every corner, every place, every detail of life, every habit has the shadow of my wife, what was I dissatisfied with before!She has always been indifferent, maintaining the so-called respect as a guest, but now thinking about it, how she thinks and how hurts others, even Zhang Zhen is annoyed, wondering if there is also her own reason for his wife to leave so early?Because I was still unable to communicate with my wife, which made my wife sad, so I was depressed, so I left so early.

Zhang Zhen's bewildered, bewildered, and even depressed look, in the eyes of those children, they have different ideas. In their view, the parents are absolutely loving. Look, after the mother left, the father It's not right, either I went to bed late, or I couldn't eat, so it's obvious that I haven't recovered from the blow of not having my mother.Such feelings are really enviable!

Well, if Zhang Zhen knows that her child thinks this way, I wonder if she will remember herself back then, as if he saw his parents in the same way, what is going on in fact?

Speaking of the real situation, Zhang Zhen's mother is not in good health, but the place where she is sick is really hidden. It is too embarrassing for people to see it every time she applies the medicine. Therefore, it must be Zhang Zhen who did this. Therefore, in Zhang Zhen's eyes, it was because of her mother's illness that Zhang Zhen's father took care of her all day long.What a tear!

As for Zhang Zhen's father following his mother?It can only be said that the spirit has been relaxed all of a sudden, and finally he doesn't have to do the things that these doctors and girls do. His father suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and happened to be ill, and died gorgeously.So it has nothing to do with martyrdom.After all, people's feelings these days are mostly reserved, so life and death are rare after all!

It can only be said that whether it is Zhang Zhen or Zhang Zhen's children, they have read too many novels and listened to too many operas, so they just think too much.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .I am Prime Minister Kim. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Prime Minister Jin felt that his daughter had changed. Really, he felt it from the first day Liu Liu came here. After all, he was the father who raised the child alone. He was very sensitive to his daughter's emotions and everything else. How could it be possible? Didn't notice it at all?

It's just that no matter what he noticed, in the eyes of Prime Minister Jin, his daughter is the first one, worthy of his all-out protection and love. Thinking of her daughter's problem, he immediately added the reason for this matter. When it came to Zhang Zhen, it was this person who made her daughter feel uncomfortable and made her feel uncomfortable.

He really wanted to vent his anger on his daughter, and even make that brat look good, but a few words from her daughter interrupted his thoughts.

grandson?This word is so beautiful that it makes his heart flutter. His niece doesn’t know about the snot bubbling of beauty. A serious illness, the doctor said at the time that even if I recovered from the illness, it would be a hindrance to my children in the future. I didn't believe it at the time, but after so many years, I really didn't have a child except my precious daughter, so I don't believe it anymore I have to believe it.

Now that there is no son, then the second child that the girl mentioned, no, the second grandson will adopt and become the heir of the Jin family and become a grandson, which is really very attractive.He is also an ordinary man, and he doesn't want no one to die.

Thinking of his daughter's proposal, Prime Minister Jin immediately blamed his daughter's changes here, thinking that it was because of his own daughter's thinking of wronging himself for the sake of the Jin family, and it was precisely this grievance. Only then did he change his temper, as if he had grown up a lot all of a sudden, his heart was so sad, how could his daughter be so sensible and so distressing.

For the sake of his daughter, for his grandson, and for his own future, Prime Minister Kim spent a few days planning in his study, and then began to take Zhang Zhen out for a walk. Now that he has made up his mind, since his daughter has already paid He wants to let all of this go according to his own ideas, according to his daughter's wishes, this kid has to do it if he can't.

Prime Minister Jin is actually a very powerful person, and he must do what he decides. Of course, he is not of such a temperament, and it is impossible to achieve a position like a prime minister, so it is actually very hard for Zhang Zhen to follow suit, but Who made Prime Minister Jin look like I'm doing my best for you, and for a child who lacks love, as long as he comforts him gently, expects a lot, and cares a few words, can he be resurrected with full blood, so in Jin Under the prime minister's arrangement, Zhang Zhen grew up rapidly.

This made Prime Minister Jin very satisfied!No matter how unbearable this kid is, just to make my daughter look good when she gets married, I will help you up first. The son-in-law of the Jin family is looked down upon by others. The face of the family is the face of a daughter.

Thinking about his own daughter, Prime Minister Jin really felt aggrieved!How many people in the capital asked for it? How could I have been so confused back then and made such a marriage for my daughter? The unlucky ones, the ones whose parents have all died, the ones who are cute, the ones who have to be re-educated even about the world.

Prime Minister Jin felt that he wanted to give himself a slap in the face. Really, if the girl and her mother were still alive, she would have kicked her right away. It was too embarrassing.For this, Prime Minister Kim felt blushed every time he saw his daughter, and every time he saw Zhang Zhen's cute study, he felt more guilty.

It is precisely because of Prime Minister Jin's mentality that since then, he has loved his daughter more and more, wishing to hold everything in front of her and repent for his original impulse. So one day, when my daughter said that she wanted a girl of unknown origin to be her distant niece's name, Prime Minister Jin didn't say much, but only wondered if his daughter had some deadly plan for Li Daitao?Let this girl marry instead of her?If this is the case, even if it may ruin his reputation, he thinks it is acceptable, and he will wipe his daughter's ass.

I don't want him to think too much. She is a Taoist nun, not here to marry. After Prime Minister Jin found out, he couldn't help but think a little better about his daughter. I didn't manage it well, so I wanted to help others. I guess it was a girl who suffered a lot and couldn't go home, so she had to become a monk. My daughter helped to arrange an identity for her. I guess she also wanted to let this girl Taoist nuns will not be bullied when they go out.Hey, my daughter is just too kind.

In fact, Jin Mudan also finds it strange, why doesn't this father ask anything when she handles things?It's so weird, but if people don't ask, she won't just gossip about something.

So in the tacit and strange thinking of the two parents, the carp essence has a new identity.Perhaps this is also the blessing of the carp essence.

Waiting for Jin Mudan to get married, in the past only one year, she became pregnant, Prime Minister Jin was worried about giving birth again, his mind was full of grandchildren, even when he was dreaming, and one day he suddenly thought of his son, he was in a dream It seemed as if he heard a young boy's voice telling him that he was his son, and because he was too late to be born, he planned to put his son, his grandson, into his sister's belly and give birth, so he looked forward to it.

This made Prime Minister Jin very excited!Sure enough, my daughter's idea is reliable, and sure enough, the second child must be a boy, and must belong to the Jin family.

For the sake of his grandson, Prime Minister Kim felt that he could go all out. After his girl gave birth to her first child, his first grandson, he immediately went to the imperial hospital with the cheeky face, invited several imperial doctors to consult with her, and even made a decision. He was not afraid of people's jokes when he ordered the medicinal diet prescription to restore his body, so he told the imperial doctor directly, and his daughter agreed, and the second son was adopted by the Jin family. He did it all for his grandson. Confinement, raising one's body, and raising a son can all affect the physical condition of his next grandson, so he must be careful, and he must be careful in everything that can be more careful.

The imperial physicians are all his old colleagues. Even if they didn't have a good relationship in the past, I couldn't help feeling sorry for him when I heard him be so frank, just because of the appearance of his grandson. A man without a son is really pitiful. , They are all men, I feel the same way!

Ever since, Miss Jin Mudan directly spent a year enjoying the treatment of being surrounded by the imperial hospital. The result was that everyone in the palace knew about Jin Mudan, and even the emperor knew about this filial daughter and son-in-law. For the sake of her natal family's incense, she agreed to adopt the second son to the Jin family.

In this era when heirs are as big as the sky, what the couple did can definitely be called a model of filial piety.

Ever since, Prime Minister Jin was very satisfied to see that his daughter had been promoted and given her imperial order, and this son-in-law finally let the emperor and other ministers know his name. This may not seem to be very important, but it is the key point Moment, such as promotion, such as the evaluation, maybe there will be an unexpected surprise.

Therefore, an old fox is an old fox, and he can kill many birds with one stone at any time.

Perhaps the most regrettable thing in Prime Minister Jin's life was that he failed to see the birth of his great-grandson when the child born to Jin Mudan, who adopted him into the Jin family, was ten years old.Prime Minister Jin was really not in good health. Touching this child who was destined to throw pots, fight, and burn incense for himself, he finally closed his eyes in satisfaction. At the last moment of his life, the last sentence he said was :

"Peony, dad is right to live with you, thank you too, dad is very satisfied with having you as a child in his life."

After successfully earning a pot of tears, Prime Minister Jin closed his eyes.