light adaptation

Winter is whizzing by, and Ning Zhanmei has gradually adapted to the bone-drenching cold in the south. He urged Bi Qiannian to wear the same scarf as him every day. Tong Zhi even asked why Bi Qiannian didn't wear the one he gave him so often. After getting the answer, he grabbed the small white pompom at the end of the scarf in disgust, and tore off a few innocent fluff.

The surrounding students have gradually become accustomed to their appearance together, and no longer always pay attention to them.They also met Liu Jingshu once, Bi Qiannian glanced at her and was about to walk over, but the girl turned her head slightly and smiled at him and said, "Bi Qiannian, you are so lucky." There was no coldness or coldness in her eyes. Cold, but shallow and cool.

Ning Zhanmei glanced at her and took Bi Qiannian away, was he lucky?Bi Qiannian thought, probably, he had never associated himself with these two words before, and he had a childhood when he ignorantly accepted the maliciousness of his peers. It was hard for him to get a lonely friend like Xu Yun, and he fell into trouble because of Zhou Jian in junior high school. He glanced at Ning Zhanmei who was wearing a black scarf beside him, he seemed to have grown a little taller.

Perhaps he is indeed very lucky. Ever since he denied fate, Bi Qiannian has felt some emotion because of the word lucky. Just as he cannot decide his own birth, he also cannot know when he will meet the people who warm him in his life. Ning raised his eyebrows when Xu Yun was childish, and Bi Qiannian graciously forgave the word fate, which may not always bring suffering.

From being bullied by it, to resisting it, destroying it, and finally making peace with it flatly.

The Chinese New Year was earlier this year, and the winter vacation of No. [-] Middle School was late. After the end of the term, Ning Zhanmei was about to leave for Zhiqiong City. His grandfather even called his in-laws directly, urging them to leave quickly and have a good New Year together.

Ning Zhanmei wanted to stay with Bi Qiannian for a while, but he could only listen to his elders, complaining to Bi Qiannian about clearing his luggage, and begging for a few unsolicited kisses.Grandpa also knew that he was in a relationship, snorted and wanted to pull his ears and scold him for not learning well at such a young age, but grandma said abruptly that your first love must be thirteen or fourteen years old. He kept silent, fearing that his wife would turn up the old score, Ning Zhanmei would gloat beside him, and then get kicked by grandpa again.

"Leave tomorrow, you can't even celebrate my birthday with me." Ning Zhanmei accompanied Bi Qiannian to Haitian Bookstore to buy teaching aids, and the proprietress greeted them both happily.

Bi Qiannian also responded with a smile, then turned his head to Ning Zhanmei and said, "I have prepared the gift for you, I will bring it to you later."

"Huh?" Ning Zhan raised his eyebrows, a little surprised, "Really, so caring."

Bi Qiannian was actually a little nervous. He bought a book and took Ning Zhanmei to a DIY ceramics shop in the mall. The business was pretty good, and it took up quite a lot of space. Many people were holding mud outside.

Ning Zhanmei had probably guessed it. A young boy with makeup at the counter greeted Bi Qiannian enthusiastically, "Hey! Qian Nian, you are here!"

Bi Qiannian nodded and said hello, "I want to pick up the finished product that was painted a few days ago."

The boy came out of the counter and responded, "I've finished it for you. The finished product is pretty good. The two you made before are nothing. Hey, but they are not bad." He was talking all the way, but he didn't see Bi Qian Nian's face blushed quietly, "In the end, the master did it for you, right? In fact, I think it's good if you make a plate, a pot, a—"

"Fifteen," Bi Qiannian interrupted him, and said embarrassedly, "I, the person I want to send is here, and I have to pack it later, so don't talk about it."

Fifteen let out a long oh, looked at Ning Zhanmei next to him with a smile, and asked in a moderate voice, "You said you were sending off a friend, not a boyfriend, right? You're so handsome."

"It's a boyfriend." Bi Qiannian answered him, holding on to the strap of his schoolbag awkwardly to look at Ning Zhan's eyebrows, "Can you sit on the lounge chair in the store first? I'll make the finished product beautiful in a box."

Ning Zhanmei agreed, and obediently went to the rest area to observe the customers making mud.

Shiwu led him to the cubicle in the store to help him take out the finished product, and asked him gossipingly, "Does this thing have any meaning? How long have you been together?"

"I won't tell you." Bi Qiannian said.He stayed in the pottery shop for a long time, and failed two of them. Fifteen saw that he was good-looking, but also a little stupid, so he took the initiative to teach him a lot, and the two of them were considered friends.Fifteen heard the words and said in a very understanding way, "I know, the secret of the young couple."

Bi Qiannian pursed his lips and smiled but did not respond. He took out the things he had prepared in his schoolbag. Fifteen sighed twice and asked again, "Do you want me to help?"

"It's okay, you go to the front desk." Bi Qiannian said to him again, "Thank you."

Fifteen waved his hand and left the cubicle.

What Bi Qiannian made were two apples, which were placed on a long black-faced plate. The smaller one was about the size of a fist, painted in blue, and the other, which was slightly larger, was glowing red. Put things.

He took the prepared things from his schoolbag and put them in the apples, arranged the apples on a long plate, and put them in the gift box prepared in advance.

After putting it away, he opened the box and took a look. He straightened the two apples, closed the box again and carried them out of the compartment.

Ning Zhanmei sat idly on the rest chair, and smiled naturally when he came out, but Bi Qiannian easily felt nervous.

He handed the box to Ning Zhanmei, and Shiwu whistled at the counter, "Put it away! Bi Qiannian has been working on it for half a month!"

"Half a month?" Ning Zhanmei took over and asked him, they only had a few days of winter vacation.

"He's exaggerating," Bi Qiannian walked out of the store with him, "I just came here for a long time on the weekend before the exam, and I came here again just after the holiday."

"What did you do?" Ning Zhan frowned, "Can I watch it now?"

Bi Qiannian refused, "Go back and see."

"Okay." Ning Zhanmei smiled, and the two went to the theater again, and they parted at night. Ning Zhanmei carefully held the gift box along the way.

He was going back to Zhiqiong City tomorrow, and both of them felt a little bit reluctant.

"Then I'm leaving." Bi Qiannian was waiting for the bus back to the hospital at the intersection, Ning Zhanmei hummed, and leaned down in the shadow of the street sign//He rubbed his lover's red face in the cold wind face, Ning Zhan raised his eyebrows and lowered his eyes to his forehead, "See you next year."

Bi Qiannian was unbearably stared at by this look, because Ning Zhanmei was sprayed on the side of his face and then disappeared in the severe cold, so he felt strong reluctance, as if he was about to disappear in the damp and cold air.Bi Qiannian moved forward and kissed Ning Zhan's eyebrows, his face finally warmed up again, Ning Zhanmei smiled and squeezed his face, "Don't cry."

Bi Qiannian wanted to say that he would never cry, but just when he was about to speak, he realized that his throat was a little choked, so he simply stopped talking. The bus was driving towards them in the cold night, and he quickly left the incomparable area of ​​one cubic meter around Ning Zhanmei. Warm, said goodbye in a hurry, "See you next year." It seemed that he couldn't make up his mind if he was a second late.

The bus spewed a puff of thick smoke onto the road, and left with a car of people and the sweltering air. Ning Zhanmei sighed while holding the paper box, and unconsciously rubbed his chin on the black scarf, worried that the bus would leave the pottery. Broken, stopped the taxi and prepared to go home.

As soon as he entered the door, Ning Zhuo asked him if his luggage was cleared, "Get up early, I will pick up your grandma and grandpa first, and you wait for me downstairs in the community at nine o'clock."

"Remember, Dad." Ning Zhanmei walked towards the bedroom, "When are you coming back?"

"You can go back years ago, your grandfather has emphasized to me for half a month this time." Ning Zhuo saw the gift box in his hand, "This is it?"

Ning Zhan raised his eyebrows, couldn't hide his joy, "Qian Nian gave me a birthday present."

"Oh," Ning Zhuo nodded clearly, "Okay, go to bed early tonight."

After Ning Zhanmei answered, he went into his room and opened the box.

Two apples stood upright inside, and he brought them out with the black-faced long saucer underneath, and took several photos with his mobile phone. In fact, these two apples are really not very good-looking, if there is no handle With leaves on top of the apple, he would have thought it was some kind of mutated sweet pepper.

Ning Zhanmei remembered that the boy in the store said that Bi Qiannian had done a few things badly. He imagined Bi Qiannian wearing an apron and struggling to knead mud in the pottery shop, so he couldn't help but smile slightly.

Apple, why would you think of being an apple?Ning Zhanmei thought, obviously he himself is a delicious red apple waiting to be picked.

He opened the cover of the green apple first, and found that there were still many things inside.

Numbers were marked on each piece of paper folded into a triangle, and Ning Zhanmei arranged them according to size and opened them one by one.

1.

On the picture was a house number, and Ning Zhanmei recognized that it was the door of Xu Yun's house.

Bi Qiannian wrote: "I saw Ning Zhanmei. 』

2.

It was the hospital's medical bill.

"I'm allergic. Ning Zhanmei took me to the hospital. That day I felt that this boy had a weird personality, but I didn't hate it. This summer, he also became weird. 』

3.

It is a cut-out physics problem, and a little rabbit is drawn behind it.

"Ning Zhanmei taught me the first question.There were no suitable photos at the flower and bird market, and Ning Zhanmei seemed a little happy at the end of the day. 』

4.

Bi Qiannian drew a basketball and two stick figures embracing each other, and one of them has tears in his eyes.

"After that day, I became very close friends with Ning Zhanmei. I feel very lucky. This person is very good. 』

5.

It is the four characters of Chongqing Forest, which looks like a screenshot of a movie.

"I watched a movie at Ning Zhanmei's house and talked a lot. Ning Zhanmei said he was going to cry, and then hugged me, but he didn't cry in the end.I hope that Ning Zhanmei who sees this picture will know that there is no shame in crying in front of me. 』

6.

It is a promotional paper for Qingqing Bakery.

"Ning Zhanmei confessed to me, and I seem to like him very much, but I didn't know it well at the time, I only knew that I didn't want to lose him, and I didn't want to give him up to others. 』

7.

It's a boat ticket that says Titanic

"I watched Titanic at Ning Zhanmei's house, and I think I really like him. ’ On the other side it said, ‘Ning Zhanmei, I accept your ticket. 』

8.

It is an ordinary piece of paper.

"Ning Zhanmei, I am a not very firm person, maybe a little cowardly, I am afraid of losing, I know I like you but I dare not make a decision right away, waiting for more time to test your liking for me, this is true Very selfish, right?

Thank you for being willing to wait for me and to give me countless joys slowly.

Later, during the typhoon, the Titanic now seems like a metaphor. Fortunately, I was not washed away by the current, and the typhoon did not blow you away from me.Occasionally, I am afraid, it seems that it is very difficult to finally have you, and I feel that this may be a level with a high level of difficulty, and the corresponding rewards I get are therefore more precious, so if the reward is you, these seem to be worth it .

Let's not talk about this, Ning Zhanmei, the boat ticket is a gift from you, now let me give you this apple.

I like you. 』

Ning Zhanmei read these scattered paper products, stroked the "I like you" written by Bi Qiannian a few times, and then slowly opened the second apple.

Inside were a photo of the stage and a letter. Ning Zhanmei didn't appreciate the photo he read at the school celebration, but carefully read the letter written by Bi Qiannian.

"This is the letter paper that was originally intended to write a love letter to you. Later, some accidents happened, and I didn't think about writing it after we got together. When I thought about it a few days ago, I thought it was just right to use this paper to write a letter to you.

Ning Zhanmei, have you ever thought about how you look in my eyes?

The memory of my childhood always seems to be gray in retrospect. After meeting Xu Yun and Tong Zhi, it gradually brightened up, but it is enough. I hope that life can go on smoothly like this.But you appeared very suddenly, opening a hole in my life very sharply.

I am growing up because of you, which is a bit painful, but it is miraculously healed by you, and I have gradually become complete and tough because of you. Looking back now, I still feel incredible.I feel that I am much better now than before. It seems that you gave me these things, and because of this, I can finally gain the strength to go to you. Ning Zhanmei, you are my light, illuminating my residual sores, and healing for me .

Does destiny exist?I used to always resent it, and because you were so grateful for it.Now I feel that it doesn't matter whether it exists or not. I have reached a kind of reconciliation with it. Why should I complain or thank it?I want to thank you for that.

Ning Zhanmei, it's a great pleasure to meet you.

I wish you a happy birthday in advance, safe and healthy in the new year, and always hold the light. 』