light adaptation

After school started, whether life was slow or fast, Bi Qiannian was learning while falling in love, and his life was quite nourishing.

On Monday, Wenqing took Li Lulu to Class [-] to find Bi Qiannian.

"It's for you." Wen Qing handed over a small bag.

"What's the matter?" Bi Qiannian took it, "Why do you two keep sending things here every day?" Li Lulu bought him an ice pillow during the summer vacation, and he had already put it in the closet.

"You are content." Li Lulu said angrily.

Wen Qing smiled, "My brother really thanked you that time, and the family also felt that we should thank you. Wen Ze was thinking of stopping by the school to meet you during the parent-teacher meeting, so please keep it."

"It's okay." Bi Qiannian scratched his head, a little embarrassed, "Thanks then."

"Don't thank you both." Li Lulu said next to her, and both of them smiled, "Is there any arrangement for the National Day?"

"Yes!" Liu Jingyang came out of nowhere, "You two are here to find Qian Nian and not me?"

He glanced at the bag in Bi Qiannian's hand, "What is this? You also took presents?" He felt a little unbalanced, "Why didn't I."

"Forget it, you," Li Lulu bickered with him, "This is a gift to thank Qian Nian for saving brother Wen Qing in the river. You were playing games at home then."

Liu Jingyang understood, and then continued, "Who said it wasn't? When you said it, I thought of Ning Zhanmei again. He played with me for a few days, and his level was quite good."

Bi Qiannian recalled the conflict between himself and Ning Zhanmei during that time, and he asked, "Is it just for a few days, didn't you fight together before?"

"When we first met," Liu Jingyang thought for a while. "After a while, he said that he had something to do at night and didn't go online very much. He called me to play together again a few days before school started."

Bi Qiannian pursed his lips, knowing that when Ning Zhanmei was not playing with Liu Jingyang, he was probably busy talking on the phone or typing and chatting with himself every night.

"Hey, are there any arrangements for the National Day? You two are far away." Li Lulu brought the topic back from the side.

"You can choose from the script, killing werewolves, singing, internet cafes and ice skating." Liu Jingyang said contrivedly, "It's okay to go eat hot pot together. Tell me what you want to do. I'll organize the game."

Bi Qiannian didn't go to class reunions too much, he suddenly thought of Ning and raised his eyebrows, thinking about where to go for a date on the National Day, a seven-day non-repetition.

"Is Qian Nian coming?" Li Lulu asked him.

"Ah," he recovered, "I promise to be with Ning Zhanmei—"

"Let's call him together," Liu Jingyang said indifferently. In his eyes, Ning Zhanmei is very easy to get along with, and is suitable for dinners and the like. "Why do you keep mentioning him? I'm going to be sad."

Bi Qiannian patted Liu Jingyang's shoulder with a smile, and agreed, "Then I'll tell him, see if he comes, let me know when the time and place are fixed."

Liu Jingyang agreed, and discussed with a few people what to do on National Day. Li Lulu took a look at Bi Qiannian before leaving.

"What are your arrangements for National Day?" Bi Qian brought tomato stewed beef to the table.

It's eleven, Bi Qiannian was thinking that his friends hadn't come to the house for dinner for several summer vacations, so he called Xu Yun Tongzhi and Ning Zhanmei to come to the house, he was in charge of cooking, Bi Qian had just finished school work, and she hadn't had a holiday with her senior year. .

Ning Zhanmei was inevitably still a little nervous in front of Bi Qian, but he didn't expect Bi Qian to accept it so quickly, like a normal person, which made him suspense instead.

"Let's get together with friends," Ning Zhanmei said, "Liu Jingyang has formed a good group."

Bi Qian looked at him with a smile, "Aren't you going on a date with Qian Nian?"

Ning Zhanmei didn't dare to make a mistake, and was a little happy, "...then we have to make an appointment."

Tong Zhi gnawed on the fruit beside him, and those who didn't know thought he was chewing on Ning Zhanmei's bone, so he said dissatisfiedly, "Auntie, you don't care about their puppy love?"

Bi Qian had done psychological work for herself for a long time. When she saw Bi Qiannian being rescued from the water, she was willing to promise him anything, but this was not a simple puppy love, and it was not easy to accept.

After she came back from Yinqiao County, she talked with Bi Qiannian every week, and she became more tolerant than before. Bi Qiannian said to her, "Mom, we both have a proper grade. I can't say clearly, but I...now I am indeed a person who likes the same sex." He slowly talked to Bi Qian.

Bi Qian also understood this, and nodded with a frown, feeling some self-blame again, "Qiannian, you said you like boys now, is it because your father wasn't around when you were young?"

She subconsciously thought that it was her own fault that Bi Qiannian had no father since childhood. Did the family environment affect his preference for the gender of his partner?After Bi Qian overcame the meaningless demands, she immediately fell into the abyss of being sorry for Bi Qiannian. Bi Qiannian knew that she still cried occasionally, but he didn't want to let him know.

"No, Mom, you can't think that way." He shook his mother's hand, "Xue Chengkai has nothing to do with us, and it has nothing to do with him that I became what I am now. He is an irrelevant person in our lives. I like it Ning Zhanmei... because he is a very nice person." He was a little embarrassed, but said it frankly, remembering that Ning Zhanmei had also said this to himself.

He also said, "Mom, we will be happy from now on. You go to work happily and see if there are any single men of the right age you like. Don't look at me like this. It's possible." He gently Smiling, "As for me, I go to school happily, have a small relationship, and make you supper if I have nothing to do. In fact, that's it, I feel very happy."

Bi Qian wanted to shed tears after hearing this, but she didn't want Bi Qiannian to see it. Now she always felt that it was useless and unbearable for her son to comfort her.

But Bi Qiannian didn't let her turn her back, and gently wrapped her arms around her mother, who was slowly learning to love herself, "Have you been crying a lot lately? I know, but you cry behind my back. It makes me uncomfortable to cry in front of me." His voice was very soft, "We are dependent on each other, it's okay, don't think about it, feel sorry for me. You don't depend on me? Who do you depend on? My stepdad hasn't Come on, I've got to make a difference before he comes."

Bi Qian quietly shed tears and nodded her head gently. Although she felt sad and blamed herself, this seemed to be the pain of reliving the inevitable shedding of skin and bones, and felt that this was indeed what Bi Qiannian said , she felt happy.A happiness that is unburdened and even full of hope for the future.

Tong Zhi knew that Bi Qian felt a little complicated after accepting Ning Zhanmei, and felt that this person was so lucky, he got everything, and seemed to be able to solve any difficulties.

"Why do you care about their relationship? I won't talk if I don't care about it?" Bi Qian replied to him, and jokingly mocked Tong Zhi, "Ah Zhi, if your grades are in the top forty of your grade, your mother won't." Take care of your love."

She had seen Ning Zhanmei's admission results, she was ranked fourth in the grade, and Bi Qiannian's grades were in the thirties. According to the enrollment rate of No. [-] Middle School, she could go to a good primary school.

Ning Zhan smiled unkindly, and went to the kitchen to serve dinner, Xu Yun silently served as the background board.

"What are you talking about so happy?" Bi Qiannian shoveled out the last piece of shredded cabbage, seeing Ning's eyebrows widened with joy.

"I'm happy." He held the rice, "My mother, my mother... seems to like me quite a bit."

Bi Qiannian laughed at him shamelessly, but said, "I like you quite a bit too."

Ning Zhanmei felt that he was so happy today, and wished he could rub Bi Qiannian in his arms, and then remembered something, "How is our mother recently? She... Didn't argue with you about this matter? Don't hide it from me."

Knowing Bi Qian's insistence on Bi Qiannian for these years, he was actually a little worried, so he asked this question while taking advantage of the topic.

Bi Qiannian shook his head, "No, my mother looks better now than before, did you notice?"

Ning Zhanmei really didn't notice, "It's as good-looking as before."

He ignored this sentence, "She's smiling a lot now. I heard Brother Tianyu, my mother is the only student, and she said that she is more gentle and less strict in class than before." Bi Qiannian read it Looking at Bi Qian who was relaxing and chatting with Tong Zhi at the dining table, "It feels like she has relaxed a lot and is no longer tense. My mother has really let go, and she has figured out the two of us."

He was a little proud, revealing happiness, "He is trying to figure out how to love me."

Ning Zhanmei was so soured by him, "Poor little boy, have you realized the love, your boyfriend loves you too." After thinking about it again, he suddenly didn't want to talk, "Damn, I don't have my mother's love yet."

Bi Qiannian was amused by him inappropriately, and quickly kissed him, "Then I love you more."

Ning Zhanmei was happy again, and it was quite pleasing to the eyes to go to the dining table with the meal.

During the meal, Bi Qiannian thought of the situation in Liu Jingyang's group. He is a social butterfly who spans classes, grades and even schools. He actually knows everyone at this table. He has already called Ning to raise his eyebrows. Do not go together.

Xu Yun shook his head, "It's too noisy, I'm going to make up time to read comics."

Bi Qian said, "What comics has Xiaoyun read recently? Our office has collected a bunch of new ones after school starts. Come and take a look if you like them."

"Aunt," Tong Zhi was about to cry aggrievedly, "Why do you support Xu Yun so much when he reads comics? My cell phone is still at the dean's place. When can you help me get it back?"

"Wait until you take the first grade."

Childish heart died, Bi Qiannian looked at him pitifully and guessed that he didn't get any benefit from the chat just now, so he intentionally comforted him, "What about you? Come."

Tong Zhi frowned and shook her head, "I'm not going, Liu Jingyang asked me, and Sun Changyu is going."

During this time, he had complained to Bi Qiannian that Sun Changyu was a boy in his dormitory, and his childishness was always targeted by his words.I don't know where the problem was formed. Tong Zhi felt that there was something wrong with this person, and he was only being targeted unilaterally for the time being. He acted like Sun Changyu was stupid and played a one-man show, and there was no conflict.

"Did you know him before?" Xu Yun also heard about it and asked.

"I don't know him. It's the first time I saw him. I really don't know why he is so angry with me." Tong Zhi was very annoyed by this matter, "Stop talking about unhappy things, eat and eat."

Bi Qiannian patted him on the shoulder, "If he goes too far, try to change dormitories."

Bi Qian didn't know what was going on, so he just said, "My roommate hates you? If you want to change, come to me in the third year of high school, and I'll ask the director to approve it for you."

The childishness seemed to come back to life after being cared for, "Thank you, auntie, you are my real aunt." Bi Qian laughed that he was neither old nor young.

Ning Zhanmei unscrewed the imported orange juice brought by Xu Yun, and poured a glass for everyone. The orange liquid in the glass seemed to be talking about happiness.

When he came to Shuiyun City, he only knew Xu Yun, thinking that he would spend a summer vacation with nothing to do, and could only accompany his grandfather fishing every day.He is not very willing to live with Ning Zhuo on the twelfth floor by the Yunjiang River. He will miss his aunt's nagging and his grandfather's preference, so he complains to his father even more.

It has been two or three months since the first arrival, the summer is over, and the autumn is so grand and full.

The buried loss and loneliness seemed to be far away from him.He raised his glass, Bi Qiannian was beside him, the present and the future flowed in his smiling eyes, and his pain seemed to be far away.

"Happy National Day!" Ning Zhanmei said, and several friends laughed and shouted, "Happy National Day!"

Those who didn't know thought they were holding a party meeting.

Tong Zhi said, "In the middle of the semester, I want to enter the top [-] in my grade!"

Bi Qiannian said, "Then I'll be in the top [-] of my grade."

Ning Zhan continued, "I will try to squeeze Xu Yun out."

Bi Qian smiled happily, "What about Xiao Yun?"

Xu Yun said slowly, "I hope the theatrical version of Conan will be introduced this year." He didn't care about the results, as if he didn't pay attention to this group of people.

Everyone lost their eyes from laughing.

The disappointment that Ning Zhanmei had harbored gradually disappeared in the laughter of his lovers and friends, and the sound of his father closing the door was covered by the crisp sound of clinking glasses, becoming an almost inaudible sigh in his heart.He didn't see Ning Zhuo who worked overtime for the whole month, but he seemed to get compensation elsewhere.

Ning Zhanmei feels that he is no longer obsessed with his father's love for him as before. He still has loss and regret, but at this time there are precious emotions waiting for him to experience, why bother to chew on the irreparable shortcoming? ?

He unknowingly forgot that attachment, which doesn't mean it disappeared, but faded, becoming a light scar.But this is enough. Not everyone can forgive regardless of pain, and no heart is without scars, and not all hearts are even complete.

He secretly held Bi Qiannian's hand under the table, as if holding his perfection.