light adaptation

The next morning, Ning Zhanmei sent a greeting message as usual. They chatted every day, and they closed their eyes and went to sleep after saying good night to each other.

Bi Qiannian thought about it for too long last night and suffered from insomnia. It was almost ten o'clock when he saw the news.

Wet the towel with cold water and wiped his face lightly. He still didn't know what kind of emotion liking was. Last night he sorted out his feelings for a long time. He thought that his relationship with Ning Zhanmei was indeed beyond friendship, but it might not have produced a great love.

Bi Qiannian felt that he was a little selfish from nowhere, and he had a lot of exclusive desire for Ning Zhanmei.But is it like it?He frowned, not knowing.

He decided to ask the person who caused him distress.

Bi Qiannian: Ning Zhanmei, what does it feel like to like someone?

Ning Zhanmei was stunned for a moment when he received the news, not knowing why Bi Qiannian asked this.

Ning Zhanmei: Why do you ask this?

Bi Qiannian: curious

Ning Zhanmei: I can’t say it, but no matter what he does, he feels good and likes it very much.

Ning Zhanmei: I also want to stay with him for a longer time, want to get closer, hug, even kiss

Bi Qiannian imagined that Ning Zhan looked at a person tenderly with his eyebrows, hugged him, and kissed him, an indescribably awkward feeling.He got to the point again right away.

Bi Qiannian: Him?

Ning Zhanmei: ...

He called Bi Qiannian.

"...What's wrong with you?" Ning Zhanmei asked him, "Suddenly asked this."

"I said I was curious." Bi Qiannian replied, not realizing that his tone was a bit aggressive.

"Isn't liking just liking?" Ning Zhanmei thought it was funny.

"..." Bi Qiannian was silent for a moment, feeling that it was unfair, he had never liked anyone before, and now he seemed to be liking the person on the other side of the phone, but this person told him yesterday that he had someone he liked.It was difficult for him to describe his complex mood, he was a little irritable, and he was unwilling to admit that trace of inexplicable expectation.

"Then is the person you like a boy or a girl?" He remembered the important point he had just grasped.

"...Boy." Ning Zhanmei replied, guessing whether Bi Qiannian had already felt it, faintly nervous.

Why are you suddenly curious about this?He had the impression that Bi Qiannian was not someone who would gossip about his friends' feelings, and his tone was still so eager, with some annoyance.Did he already guess it?

What do you like?If you have to describe what liking can be, Ning Zhanmei can only say that liking is uncontrollable, a gravitational attraction that is difficult to control.He didn't even know what to say about Bi Qiannian, and suddenly felt sorry for Li Lulu, wooden fish head, why don't you even know what you like?

After being tortured all night, Bi Qiannian couldn't explain his feelings clearly, so he decided to die quickly. If Ning Zhanmei liked a boy, he would take the initiative to stay away from him, so as not to lose control of his always haunting possessive desire.What should I do if the answer is myself?He hasn't figured it out yet.

"Ning Zhanmei, can you tell me who you like?"

His voice trembled when he asked, if the answer was the former, he would take the initiative to lose Ning Zhanmei because of his out-of-bounds feelings.He was very scared, lost Ning Zhanmei, how could this happen?

"Qian Nian, can you tell me why you want to ask this?"

Ning Zhanmei's tone slowed down, and he was also tormented by the unusual gentleness. Why did Bi Qiannian lose control like this? Is it because he guessed that he couldn't accept it?Or did you mess up because maybe you like me too?

"...If you don't want to say it, forget it."

Bi Qiannian's voice was muffled, thinking that Ning Zhanmei's refusal was covering up something, and he didn't want to know.

"No, you can say it, don't worry." Ning Zhan said warmly, he was about to confess, but he felt unexpectedly calm.

"I like you, Qiannian. I like you. I just realized it some time ago. The day you first came to my house to watch a movie, remember? That was the day I realized that I liked you."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, but he didn't hang up. Ning Zhanmei continued, feeling relieved that he had finally landed. It didn't seem to matter whether Bi Qiannian liked him or not. He wanted to tell Bi Qiannian that he liked him. Yep, the like was finally unwrapped by the stupid recipient.

"Later, I actually gave you a hint. You are too stupid. Who would say good night to people every day, send you a message when we get together, and go to the bookstore to find you the next day." Ning Zhanmei smiled helplessly. so stupid?"

"I just don't know!" Bi Qiannian replied with a crying voice, he was irritated, "Ning Zhanmei, I don't know what I like, I am very scared, I am afraid of losing you, and I am afraid now, I don't know what to do."

"Are you at home?" Ning Zhanmei was a little worried about him, "I'll come to see you, okay?"

"No." Bi Qiannian was unwilling to see Ning Zhanmei at this juncture.

"I'm not asking you for an answer, Qian Nian, I'm a little worried about you, don't be afraid." Ning Zhanmei said softly, for fear of alarming him, "Wait for me for 10 minutes, okay? Don't cry."

When Bi Qiannian opened the door for Ning Zhanmei, it was obvious that he had cried, his eyes were red, and Ning Zhan's eyebrows were anxious for a while. The last time he saw Bi Qiannian crying or drunk, he thought he was his father who secretly saw him when he was a child.Why this time?Ning Zhanmei didn't know what Bi Qiannian was thinking, he was a little uneasy, why did I like you make you so sad?

He changed his shoes and entered the room, ready to give Bi Qiannian a hug, but was preempted.

Bi Qiannian caught him off guard and hugged him tightly, like hugging a lost and found treasure.

Ning Zhanmei gently hugged him back, and stroked his back with his hands, "Stop crying." He added, "I'm sorry."

Why should I apologize?Bi Qiannian thought, he hugged quietly for a while, although everything was messed up and he couldn't explain his emotions clearly, but he felt at ease again despicably, there was no one else but himself, Ning Zhanmei was still his own.

"Ning stretches his eyebrows."

"Well, here it is."

"I do not know."

"Do not know what is this?"

"I don't know what liking is." He said, "I don't know whether I like you or not."

Bi Qiannian made a nasal sound after crying, and leaned his head on Ning Zhanmei's shoulder.He couldn't see each other's expressions, and Ning Zhanmei was close to his heart, which made him feel extremely safe.

Bi Qiannian calmed down and spoke as slowly as possible. Xiang Ning raised his eyebrows and explained his out-of-control emotions: "I thought about it for a long time last night. You have someone you like, which makes it hard for me to accept. I... It seems like a little crossed the line, and I'm a little scared."

There is nothing wrong with crossing the line. Bi Qiannian didn't think it was shameful to fall in love with Ning Zhanmei. He calmed down last night and thought, it's okay.What scares him is the fact that Ning Zhanmei already has someone he likes, which makes him feel hopeless.

"But I don't know if it's liking. You said you like me, I'm very happy... and I'm not." Bi Qiannian's voice whispered in Ning Zhanmei's ears, "I'm happy that there is no one else. But I It's so weird not knowing if I like you or not."

This is so strange, he doesn't know if he likes it, he just knows it's a little unusual, like the thunderstorm that hasn't come this summer, why doesn't come, he can't figure it out.

But he didn't leave time for him to figure it out slowly. Bi Qiannian finally noticed it because Ning Zhanmei already had someone he liked.The ambiguous throbbing was watered by Ning Zhanmei, and at the same time strangled to death by him in the cradle.

Ning Zhanmei is so cruel, Bi Qiannian thought about it last night, unintentionally gouging out the palpitations of his unborn teenager.

He rehearsed the loss of Ning Zhanmei thousands of times in his mind, almost suffocated, but was reined in by Ning Zhanmei's words of liking you, and saved him back in a nick of time.

Bi Qiannian suddenly remembered the day when Ning Zhanmei patiently flipped through his photo album at home, the daylight at five o'clock was gentle and bright, and Ning Zhanmei's side face was like an oracle.Yeah, how did he forget?Ning Zhanmei seemed to be sure, and would never hurt him.

Ning Zhanmei smiled slightly after hearing this, then sighed again.

"Honey, you're so cute." Bi Qiannian blushed at his title, Ning Zhanmei continued, "It's okay, I don't know what liking is now, it's okay, it's okay if you don't want me to belong to someone else."

"I said, I'm not in a hurry to ask you for an answer, don't be afraid." He rubbed his face against Bi Qiannian's temples, "I'm yours."

He seemed to sigh or sigh: "I am yours."

"Let's take it slowly. We didn't intend to tell you so early. I missed it yesterday, and I didn't expect you to be able to react." Ning Zhan smiled at him, "It's not stupid, my thousand thoughts just don't know what I like. That's all."

Bi Qiannian remained silent.

"Then I'm clearly chasing you now?" Ning Zhanmei said, without waiting for Bi Qiannian's answer, he let him go, looked at Bi Qiannian's red eyes, and felt that he was hateful. Don't you like it when you make him feel so uncomfortable and feel that he is so stupid?

"May I kiss you, Bi Qiannian?" Ning Zhan looked down at him, but the tone of the question was statement.

Bi Qiannian's eyes widened, "There is no such thing as you chasing people."

"Because you don't seem to dislike me." He resumed his usual shameful and indignant laxity, with playful tenderness in his narrow eyes, and then leaned over and kissed Bi Qiannian's flushed cheek lightly.

Bi Qiannian was stunned, it was really too light and too short a kiss, his hand unconsciously touched the place where Ning Zhan's eyebrows and lips touched, his black eyes showed ignorance.

Ning Zhanmei hated his innocence without knowing it, and pecked his lips involuntarily.

It was only after he backed away that Bi Qiannian came to his senses and pushed him hard.

"What are you doing!" He glared at Ning Zhanmei bitterly, it was so strange that he couldn't bear such an intimate touch.

"No more kisses, no more kisses, I'm sorry." Ning Zhan apologized, knowing that he had indeed crossed the line, and dissatisfied with Bi Qiannian's dodge, he embraced him again.

Gently rubbing his cheek as if flattering, Bi Qiannian blushed, but couldn't refuse Ning Zhanmei's embrace, and let him hold her in silence.

"We are now..." He asked Ning Zhanmei hesitantly, "Are we still friends?"

"Forget it, but I'm chasing you too," Ning Zhanmei replied, "Quasi-couple relationship."

"Really?" Bi Qiannian was a little dizzy, feeling that everything he thought about last night was in vain.

Ning Zhanmei likes him, it turns out that he likes him.

He is happy, although he is a little ignorant, he doesn't know his exact intentions, liking is too profound a word, but he doesn't have to lose Ning Zhanmei, and, maybe——

"Of course, you will like me sooner or later, Bi Qiannian."