light adaptation

Bringing people closer lies not only in the sharing of wealth, status and other advantages, but also in the exposure of weaknesses and fragility.

Bi Qiannian felt that Ning Zhanmei had become a friend comparable to Xu Yun and Tong Zhi in a short period of time, and seemed to be a little more special, and he didn't know exactly what was so special about him.

After crying for a while, his walnut eyes were swollen the next day. When he went to the bookstore, the proprietress cared for him for a while, and he said that he had watched a touching love movie!The female shop assistant next to him asked him, "Do you have a girl you like?"

Bi Qiannian replied with a smile: "No."

Ning Zhanmei entered the bookstore facing these two conversations, and teased: "That can't prevent others from liking you?"

The proprietress also laughed when she heard that, "There must be, Qian Nian is so cute! If Auntie is as old as you, she will definitely chase you."

Bi Qiannian was not embarrassed, it seemed that the whole store was concerned about his life-long affairs, and this was not the first time he made such a joke.He laughed, and whispered to Ning Zhanmei: "If I were a girl, I would definitely chase you." This was to counter Ning Zhanmei's teasing when he entered the store. I froze for a moment.

Ning Zhanmei simply followed the trend: "It's not impossible to chase now."

Bi Qiannian gave him a funny look, and then said quietly, "Hey, I didn't make it clear yesterday, and I don't know whether I like boys or girls." His tone was rather helpless, "You will be rumored to have a crush for a month or two." A boy has to be confused, and he still feels that he is a fan of the authorities. I am going to have a shadow."

Although it was a light sentence of uncertainty about sexual orientation, Ning Zhanmei felt that Bi Qiannian's isolation during that period must have had a shadow, his eyes are so swollen, he must have cried for a long time yesterday, right?He imagined that Bi Qiannian was crying in hiding, but he didn't mention it, he didn't want to poke his sore spot again.

He also felt that it was just a Zhou Jian. The attitude of Bi Qiannian's narration yesterday was already very cold. He also guessed that it was not just the isolation in junior high school. Thinking of the father Bi Qiannian called after drunk, Ning Zhanmei easily got an answer.

"What does it matter?" Ning Zhanmei took Bi Qiannian's words, "Maybe it's still a love affair, and you will know it when you find someone you like."

Bi Qiannian nodded, feeling that he really didn't need to worry about it, and asked him, "Why are you here today? It's still so early." He hung up his work card and began to sort out his books. Ning Zhanmei didn't wear a football uniform today, so he didn't go to the stadium Come by.

"I came to see you," Ning Zhanmei leaned on the bookcase casually, "I exchanged souls yesterday, I'm afraid you will regret it when you wake up today."

Ning Zhanmei didn't speak clearly, but Bi Qiannian understood it immediately. Ning Zhanmei came to see him specially to express his attitude. What he said on the phone was probably for the comfort of maintaining a decent friendship, and he pulled away in a blink of an eye.Ning Zhanmei came this trip to prove that he had indeed accepted Bi Qiannian, a more complete Bi Qiannian.

How can the distance between people be so easy to grasp, some people are shallow and suitable for deep friendship but may not be harmonious, too close is also a danger.

After Ning Zhanmei took away Bi Qiannian's grayness, he came to tell him that you are safe with me.Don't be afraid, and don't have to regret it.

Bi Qiannian didn't know what to say, just stared blankly, he easily believed in a split second that Ning Zhanmei would never hurt him.

Ning Zhanmei took the book and shook it in front of his eyes, his eyelids were thin and sharp when he laughed, piercing into his heart, giving rise to a tingling itch.

"Why are you stunned?" Ning Zhan asked.

"I'm thinking about how to express the excitement in my heart." He replied, thinking of Tongzhi in his mind, every time after a long break, he saw himself hugging and kissing again, and kissing was fine. Much shorter than this man.

Ning Zhanmei was used to being loose, and he was a little confused by this hug.

His cheek and chin touched Bi Qiannian's soft and black hair, and the man's breath hit his neck. He didn't react, his hands were dry, and when he wanted to hug Bi Qiannian back, his arms were empty. Bi Qiannian He had already stood up straight and left, his black pupils were full of smiles, Ning Zhanmei could even see himself clearly inside, the two dimples were still docile and harmless.

"Thank you, Ning Zhanmei." Bi Qiannian said.

Ning Zhanmei was not poor, he just asked what he could do to help in the store, he turned his head away, and wanted to see himself in Bi Qiannian's eyes, but Bi Qiannian didn't look at him when he turned his head He turned around and pointed to the bookcase in the back of the bookstore and arranged for him to move new books.

Ning Zhan raised his eyebrows in response, but was inexplicably depressed and annoyed.

He regretted that he didn't react earlier and hugged Bi Qiannian back and forth, and also regretted that he missed Bi Qiannian's smiling eyes for two seconds at the beginning.

Bi Qiannian's temperature and the fact that he only looked into his own eyes seemed to be too precious and hard to buy, if you miss it, you will never come back again.Ning Zhanmei felt an indescribable loss in two moments of hesitation, and felt a little confused.

The two walked to the cabinet in the back of the bookstore. Bi Qiannian moved the ladder over and climbed up by himself, asking Ning Zhanmei to pick up the books he handed down from below.

The first is a picture album with a dark blue cover.

"...Do you like this artist so much?" Ning Zhanmei remembered that this person bought this book the first time he came to the bookstore, and he also remembered Bi Qiannian's eyes that suddenly lit up when he got it in his hand.

"Yeah," Bi Qiannian dug through the books in the back, "I like it. It's a pity that it's not very popular. This is the second batch that arrived in August. In fact, half of the first batch has not been sold out. I Put it outside to see more people."

He complained again, "The publicity is not very good. Maybe the publisher doesn't pay much attention to it? I don't even have a poster. I can't put up a big-character poster by myself and hang it in front of the bookstore." He thought about it again, "I feel like It's not impossible."

Ning Zhanmei liked to listen to Bi Qiannian's ramblings. It was rare for him to speak so much, and he laughed again, "Okay, I'll give you the pen, and you write."

Bi Qiannian gave him a condescending look, then laughed again, "Hey, you are so interesting from this angle, do you usually see me the same way?"

Ning Zhanmei met those round and smiling eyes, "Isn't it? It's hard to experience life at a high place, doesn't it feel good?"

This was mocking him for being short, Bi Qiannian ignored him, deliberately piled up the books heavily, and did not slow down when handing them down.

Ning Zhanmei shook his arms for a certain distance before he could support them, "Hey, I really hold grudges."

"Who told you to be so poor!"

The two of them worked together to move down the new book from the high place, and when it was done, Bi Qiannian sent Ning Zhanmei to find something to do in the reading corner, chairs and sofas, and he sorted out the books by himself.

Ning Zhanmei obeyed the arrangement and sank into the sofa. Looking up, he saw him whizzing back and forth among the piles of books, holding a bosom full of books. If there were too many books to hold, he would hold the bottom with both hands and hold the book with his arms straight. Clamp from the side, then rest your chin against the top.

This action will make people's head tilt down a little, and the eyes have to be turned up to see the road. Ordinary people look a little stupid, but Bi Qiannian only makes those eyes bigger and rounder.Scurrying around like a little book boy in some fairy place.

He also paid special attention to how Bi Qiannian handled the pile of picture albums with dark blue covers. Sure enough, this little wit quietly placed a pile at the gate of the bookstore, a good place you can see as soon as you enter the door.

The two had lunch together. After the meal, they passed a video store. A theater-like curtain was hung inside, and a live game was projected. Many elementary school boys gathered around to watch.

Bi Qiannian said casually, "This kind of curtain must be very comfortable to hang at home, it's big."

Ning Zhan nodded, "It's almost like a movie theater with a sound system installed."

He turned his head and saw Bi Qiannian's eyes that hadn't completely subsided. He couldn't explain what he was thinking. He spent the whole afternoon in the bookstore and searched for screen projectors and speakers on shopping websites. He went back to finalize the whole set at night and decided to install it in the In his own room, Bi Qiannian's room was a bit small.

When the equipment arrives, invite Bi Qiannian to watch a movie at home, Ning Zhanmei thought before going to bed.

Those eyes are so bewitching, red and swollen to comfort people, making Ning Zhanmei want to agree to his many requests, but he doesn't mention anything and always laughs two dimples.

He also thought of the moment when Bi Qiannian's eyes lit up when he got the dark blue album, it was so beautiful, would this artist stop painting because it didn't sell well?He became anxious, no, no matter what, he had to continue painting, for the momentary light in Bi Qiannian's eyes.

As for the watery eyes that were holding her when she was crying, Ning Zhanmei recalled that it was very beautiful, but she still didn't want it.

He fell asleep in the midst of countless pictures about Bi Qiannian, and his last thought was that he didn't know when he could get Bi Qiannian's next hug, and he would definitely hug him back.

Teenage love is quietly buried, and August is coming, and summer is slowly coming to an end.

Qiu Lei was accumulating turmoil, and immediately felt anxious, annoying and extremely sweet joy.