[Zhongyingmei] The beating heart

Don't...don't! ! !

Alex almost jumped out of bed, he woke up suddenly, and then saw the faint light coming through the curtains, and realized that everything just now was just a dream.Not that it has happened.

Why did you do that... What did the self in the dream do?If destroying the world isn't too scary, I can't understand what I did in the end...why...became like that?That dream was too real.Is this a dream?Could the illusory things that human beings experience almost every day be so real? !

Alex sat up from the bed, looked at Bea who was sleeping soundly beside him, then covered her with the quilt, and walked out of the room.He needs to calm down and think carefully. First of all, it is very abnormal for him to dream.

Something must have happened... No, it must have happened to me, something must have happened.Otherwise, I wouldn't have that kind of dream all of a sudden.That sense of reality, that... tangible feeling, can never be illusory, maybe it has already happened or will happen soon.

"Lord Moser, what happened?" Suddenly, the crimson stare floated up, and he blinked his eyes, "You usually don't take the initiative to come out."

"Ah..." Alex replied absently, and he sat on the sofa.It's deep winter now, and the living room without heating is very cold, but Alex doesn't care about the temperature. "The Space Fleet, have they all left?"

"Yes. Although much earlier than expected, they should have arrived in their time and space safely." Crimson Gaze replied.

"Is that so..." In this case, Kurt and Turing would be gone.It's okay not to be here.This is different from that dream.Alex seemed to be a little relieved, "Crimson stares at you... If I do something wrong in the future, something irreparable... You have to protect Bier. Don't let her get close to me, understand? "

"...I don't understand, Lord Mercer." Crimson stared at why Alex suddenly said this, "Did something happen?"

"Ah, maybe something will happen in the future." Alex didn't know, he hoped it was just an accident, just a dream.However, thinking of himself in the dream, he has no confidence at all, not at all.

"..." Crimson's gaze still didn't quite understand, he paused for a moment, then blinked his eyes, "I see, Lord Moser."

"Ah, thank you." It still doesn't work...I need to find someone who can stop me, someone who can kill me when I do something irreparable.Since Turing is no good, we have to find someone like that in this world.

Dr. Pym, for all his abilities and knowledge, is too kind to make a timely decision.And Tony's situation is similar to Dr. Pym, he may be more inclined to emotional thinking.Clint and Natasha were normal people, and Alex wished they would stay away from him.Hulk himself is a huge problem,

Maybe S.H.I.E.L.D. is the best choice, Nick Fury is the best candidate, but he seems to have disappeared recently, S.H.I.E.L.D. is handed over to Deputy Director Maria Hill to manage, if Fury can’t be found temporarily People, then besides him, who should be the best candidate, the most trustworthy person...?

"Crimson Gaze...Although it's late, can you contact Rogers for me?"

"Of course." Although Crimson Gaze felt a little strange, he agreed, "I will contact him in a way that is unlikely to disturb his rest. What kind of information do I need to send?"

"Tell him I need to see him alone," Alex said. "Please."

"Okay." Crimson stared and flickered a few times before sending the message, "The sending is complete, Lord Moser."

"Ah..." Alex lay on the sofa, letting the cold air around him cool his body, although he was always cold, but...the cold could make him calmer.After a while, the crimson stare that had been slowly dimming suddenly lit up again: "Mr. Mercer, Mr. Rogers has replied."

"Ah, is that so?" Did the captain sleep too?Alex subconsciously glanced at his watch, ah...it's past five o'clock, maybe it's not that he didn't sleep, but he has already woken up, "What did he say?"

"Master Rogers said that if Lord Mercer is convenient now, we will meet at the park near his apartment."

"I see. Tell him I'll be right there." That's fine.Get it over with quickly so you don't have to think about it later.Anyway, talking to the captain might help.Alex made up his mind and stood up, "By the way, don't tell Bea where I'm going, okay?"

"I won't lie to Master Reborn."

"Tsk..." I am relieved that you are so loyal.Alex paused, and he said, "Then as long as she doesn't ask, don't tell me. Is it okay?"

"Acceptable. But, Lord Mercer, did nothing really happen?"

"Ah, it's fine for now. Don't worry."

After Alex finished speaking, when he was about to leave, he heard the door of the bedroom being opened. Beer stood at the door with a sleepy face, still wearing light pajamas, rubbing her eyes: "Alex... ?Do you want to go out?"

"Ah...you're awake." Alex was a little surprised, maybe because his voice was too loud when he was talking to Crimson Gaze just now, he walked over and hugged Bier, "It's okay, I just... go out I'll buy you a freshly baked cake."

"Huh? Really...?"

"Well. The newly opened store, don't you have to line up very early to buy the kind of cake you like." Alex said, hugging Beer tighter and tighter, and he kept thinking about him in his dream. All you do is, "Well, it's cold outside, you go back to sleep, and I'll be back when you wake up."

"Hmm...Alex is coming back soon?"

"Ah. Don't worry." Alex replied, then bowed his head and kissed Bea's hair. He tried his best to let go as naturally as possible, and then left the apartment.He had to talk to someone. Even if the captain didn't accept his proposal, he still needed to talk to someone.

This park is quite big... so early in the morning there are not many people yet.Alex came to the park that Steve mentioned, looked around and saw no one, just said to walk in one direction to look for it, and saw Steve waving to himself on the opposite side of the lake in the park .

"Alex, what's the matter?" Steve said, looking concerned, "You rarely talk to someone alone, do you? If you're having trouble..."

"I had a dream." Alex sat on a park bench, looking at some frozen lakes in the park on a winter morning, and got straight to the point, "A very, very scary dream. Captain. I trust you, That's why I came to you and said, I hope you can promise me one thing."

"Ah... what is it?" Why are you so serious?Surprised, Steve said, "I'll do my best to help you, Alex. Don't worry."

"The dream I had was about me destroying the world. It was true, a dream that plunged the world into the abyss." Alex further explained, "I killed all of you. Kurt, Turing, In the end... even Beer was killed."

"what……?"

"That's it. I turned into a monster and ruined your world." Alex saw Steve's surprised expression, and he continued, "Although this is just a dream, I don't know what human dreams are. What, but for me, this dream is too real...and I can't dream at all."

"You mean... do you think someone made you dream like this?"

"Maybe... there is that possibility."

This is a solid idea.Maybe someone was watching him.But apart from Bier, who else knows about his past?Who else knows that much about DX-1118?Dr. Pym?No... Everyone who knows, has no reason to do that.

"But no matter what, that dream is really possible." Leaving aside why he had the dream, Alex said, "In order to prevent me from doing something irreversible, captain... I hope you, there You could have stopped me before."

"Alex...I...but you didn't do anything, how can I stop you?"

"It's up to you to judge. I trust you and can make the right judgment." Alex said seriously, "I'm sorry to make you do such a troublesome thing, but other than that, I can't think of more trustworthy than you I'm dead. Captain, you must stop me. Before it happens..."

"Alex..." Steve looked at Alex worriedly, but Alex's expression was serious and serious, "Okay...I promise you. But, Alex, you Have you ever thought that maybe the person or thing that makes you dream is actually controlling you?"

"what does that mean?"

"Maybe it was because of that dream that you fell into the abyss." Steve explained, "Maybe it was because you cared too much that you tended to become what you were in the dream. Now you, It's impossible to do something like that anyway, right?"

"That's what I said, but... in that dream, I did that for a reason." Because someone wants to use DX-1118 as a biochemical weapon for research... Wait, who is that person?Alex didn't know, because it wasn't mentioned explicitly in the dream, and he didn't remember how it happened.Is it S.H.I.E.L.D.?Or someone else...?

"Maybe you are dangerous now, Alex." Steve frowned slightly, and he said, "You may be controlled or infiltrated by accident. Don't you never dream? ?”

"Ah... this is also possible..."

"If that's the case, is it really okay for you to be by Bier's side?"

What?Alex looked at Steve in surprise, what does that mean?Do you want to leave by yourself?No, no...can't leave her, can't...but... Steve has a point.He was obviously infiltrated.Otherwise, it is impossible to have that kind of dream inexplicably.Someone is secretly controlling him behind his back, and until that person is dealt with, it is quite dangerous for him to be by Bier's side...

"I, what should I...how do...captain?" Maybe that's why Alex came to Steve, he needed advice.It was a situation he had never had before, and he had never had such companions and friends before.But now he has.He believes whether it's the captain or Tony, Clint... any of them will give him advice, maybe this is why humans need friends.

"I think, let S.H.I.E.L.D. supervise you until we find out the real reason for your dream." Steve made a decision, he said, "This is a safe decision for us, everyone .”

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