Golden Cicada Butterfly

She would continue to question, but she, who had always been slow to respond in this regard, didn't feel that there was anything wrong.

Fortunately, Dr. Emil was not angry, but patiently explained to Xiao Nan: "A lot of things will not develop in the direction you want. Many people can't decide their own direction. You ask me why I am here Working here, I can’t tell. I’m not willing, but I’m not forced to, I just go with the flow and that’s it.”

"Red told me that when some people don't want to explain the reason, they will say things that seem to make sense but are useless. Is it because of this, doctor?"

Emil smiled wryly, "That's right."

"You seem to understand a lot of emotions, so doctor, can you tell me what love is?"

"Love?"

Xiao Nan asked seriously: "There is a person who clearly told me that he likes me, and I seem to like him too. Is this considered love?"

Doctor Emile replied with a smile: "When two people like each other, that's love."

"But why did he kill me? Why did he lock me up here? Would it be like this if it was love?"

Dr. Emil was overwhelmed by the question, and said in a whisper, "Maybe... maybe he has something to hide..."

"Doctor, do you mean that he really likes me, but he treats me like this because of 'unspeakable secrets'?"

"probably……"

Hobbs sat in the office and looked at the surveillance screen in Xiao Nan's cell, and after hearing Xiao Nan's conversation with Xiao Nan, he said to the microphone impatiently: "That doctor stayed too long."

Doctor Amir, who was talking to Xiao Nan, was dragged out by the guard who came in suddenly, and then another guard said to Xiao Nan: "Prisoner 7410, it's time for your release."

Chapter 6

"I thought you weren't the type who likes to chat with people." Hobbs sat in front of the desk looking a little unhappy.

He has been trying to get closer to Xiao Nan during this time, but she seems to have no heart at all, she is always indifferent to his various overtures, no matter how nice she is to her, she doesn't seem to feel it.And the doctor just checked her condition every day and she took the initiative to talk to him so much, which not only made Hobbs suspicious of Xiao Nan's so-called innate lack of emotion, but even thought she was deliberately ignoring him.

"Mice are the ones who eavesdrop on the corners."

"Then the CIA is a rat's nest." Hobbs smiled.

Hobbs spoke again, "Why did you take the initiative to talk to that doctor but dismissed me?"

Xiao Nan didn't answer him directly, but asked instead: "You know that Dr. Amir is not staying here wholeheartedly, why do you want to keep him?"

"It seems that you are very concerned about that doctor's affairs. Of course, I keep him working here because of his good profession."

"You lied, you kept him here to control and change him, you want to watch him lose his conscience and morals, and finally become as ruthless as the people here, just like you want to control and change me Same."

Hobbs looked a little happy, "I thought you wouldn't understand, you look..."

"I'm not a fool! There's nothing wrong with my IQ."

"Of course I know that the data shows that your IQ is much higher than that of ordinary people, but your emotional test is a mess, and even I am a little surprised." Hobbs said something and remembered something, and said inconceivably: " How can someone like you understand liking and love? Or will you believe anyone who says they like you?"

Those memories that Xiao Nan deliberately sealed up were brought up again because of Hobbs' words, and Xiao Nan's mood fluctuated rarely.

"Because my emotions are different from normal people, do you think I don't have feelings? Do you think I won't be sad because I don't write sadness on my face? Because I don't understand your feelings, you think you can do whatever you want Hurt me? Do you think I have no heart?! I understand! I know why you ignore me on purpose, and why you don’t like me, but I know Rhett likes me."

People all over the world regard her as a genius or a monster, but only Rhett will not do that. He will understand her patiently, touch her hard, and tell her very sincerely that she did not make any mistakes, but only in a certain situation. Some aspects are a little different from others, she just doesn't know how to quickly understand and express those feelings that are too complicated for her.

"He almost killed you." Hobbs leaned his upper body forward and approached Xiao Nan and said coaxingly, "He has been lying to you and using you. You don't understand what liking and love are. He lied to you. .”

"No, he didn't lie to me. I've thought about it for a few days. Reid really didn't want to kill me that day. I was too emotional and ignored many details."

The scenes of that day kept replaying in Xiao Nan's mind, and the more she thought about it, the more suspicious she felt. At that time, after Reid stopped her by the side of the road, he handed the document to him without any doubts, and then he said that this The matter needs to be investigated secretly first, and Xiao Nan needs to leave the Intelligence Bureau for a period of time.

Xiao Nan didn't like to leave a familiar place. Reid comforted her that it was for her safety. Just when Xiao Nan wanted to agree, a man came out from the side and pointed a gun at Xiao Nan, asking, "Why are you still here?" Don't kill her?"

Reid protected Xiao Nan behind him as if nothing had happened, and explained to the other party: "Calm down, you disrupted all my plans."

"Plan? I think you're just looking for an excuse to cover her up!"

Reid handed the document in his hand to the other party helplessly, "This document is a copy, the original version is not here at all, I was planning to lock her up first and then ask about the whereabouts of that document, when you suddenly rushed out."

The man glanced at the document in Rhett's hand before believing him.

"What are you going to do now?"

Reid turned around and looked at Xiao Nan who was still in shock, "Sorry, you shouldn't have seen this."

Then she passed out, and when she woke up, she remembered that Rhett had contacted Tomb of the Living People to send her there when she passed out.Xiao Nan accidentally injured her guard and ran out, only to run into Reid outside the door.

Reid didn't seem very surprised, but said to Xiao Nan in a soft voice as usual: "I know you hate me very much now, but only in this way can you live. You obediently go there and stay there. Now I haven't There is a way to protect you, and you will be fine."

Rhett's tone at that time was the same as when Xiao Nan caused trouble and then he said to her, "No problem, everything is up to him", but Xiao Nan only felt that Rhett had been deceiving and using her, so he ran away.

When she jumped into the water, she saw Reid raised the gun in her direction, which caused Xiao Nan to be in a trance for the next few days.But recently she became the Xiao Nan who thinks and does things without any emotion. Only then did she remember that when she jumped into the water that day, there was a third person there, and he was right behind Xiao Nan.

So, Rhett was really trying to save her.

"Naive!" Hobbs stood up a little angrily, and pressed Xiao Nan every step of the way, "He sent you here for the hidden original, just so that his own identity would not be leaked. .”

"He knows!"

Xiao Nan said again affirmatively: "He knows me better than I know myself. He knows all my behavior habits and thoughts, and he knows that I have the habit of destroying important things and keeping them in my mind, because For a long time, I only believed in what I remembered. But I was wrong, and I should have believed him."

After hearing this, Hobbs only felt a little ridiculous, "You are too well protected by him and you are too naive. Greed and cruelty are human nature. Why do you think he is worthy of your trust?"

"I have lived alone since I was 12 years old. I lived in boarding school most of the time before, and I was never alone. I met him when I was 18 years old. I just graduated from college that year. I have known him since then. He has never abandoned me since that day, he is the best person in this world to me, better than everyone else." Speaking of this, Xiao Nan lowered his head and blamed himself, "I shouldn't doubt him, I should Trust him."

Hobbs was very dissatisfied with Xiao Nan's answer, which did not meet his expectations, and all the people here must meet his expectations and follow his ideas.They can have hatred, greed, and even cruelty and dehumanization, but the last thing they should have is the spirit of rebellion and hope, and all hopes must be stifled.

When Hobbs saw Xiao Nan for the first time, he had an irresistible desire to destroy something. She was so beautiful and fragile, like a work of art, like a butterfly.He wanted to see Xiao Nan gradually lose her hopes and dreams, and gradually pull out all her thoughts about herself, without even a trace of resistance.In the end, I can only stay in the glass box beautifully and quietly like those butterflies, forever.

But these days, Xiao Nan's self-awareness has become stronger and stronger, and she even began to have hopes and fantasies, and Rhett is her fantasies.

Hobbs stretched out his hand to stroke Xiao Nan's hair, and said with a smile, "No, your answer just now was not right at all, so you will be punished, and the time for exile is temporarily cancelled, and you cannot leave the cell until you think of the correct answer." step."

Xiao Nan was even more stubborn than Warden Hobbs imagined. For a month, she was locked in a small and closed cell, surrounded by nothing but cold walls.