Unstable

"Hey, why is it so difficult to find someone to talk to?" After finishing speaking, he drank up the wine and said, "Oh, it's so difficult because I dare not say anything, why bother to find excuses for myself?" Just mocking myself.

It's 10pm and it's still early, but the food on the ground is slowly decreasing. It's not okay to have more empty bags than there are. When I call to order takeaway, as long as I can think of it, I almost call it aside. The sound of the doorbell was always noisy for the next hour, and the place was full again. Pizza, steamed buns and roast duck all looked so full, and there was also delivery wine.

After eating a drawer of steamed buns, Xing Ran suddenly stood up and ran to the bathroom. You could hear the sound of vomiting. After vomiting, Xing Ran came back and continued to eat. Don’t feel sick, you can treat this behavior as Xing Ran A way to hate yourself.

When it was almost 12 o'clock, Xi Ran stopped, watching the hands of the clock, and at exactly 12 o'clock, he raised his glass as if to celebrate, did you say that Xi Ran was drunk, I told you no, he came out of the bathroom for the fourth time All of a sudden, it fell to the ground.

I don't know what came to mind, tears were still streaming out of my eyes, so I caught a drop of my own tears with my hands and put them in my mouth, imitating the plot in the TV series, saying "tears are salty" and continued to eat and drink after finishing speaking.

Although there is no reasonable reason for today's self-abuse behavior, it is more like a disease, but why do you feel distressed and sad? There is already a lot of food on the ground, and the only wine left is that bottle of red wine and a bottle of wine. There are still a lot of bottles of liquor and three cans of beer, and I feel a little helpless to see that the time is already 2 o'clock, I feel that it is almost the same, the cartoon on TV has already finished.

Xi Ran took out a big glass again, oh no, she put the bowl down again and replaced it with a big bowl and a straw, she looked at the bowl and poured all the red wine, white wine, and beer into the bowl, and just finished drinking it again. If there is more, it will overflow, and this is the first time for this mixed method.

After rearranging the quilt and pillows, Xing Ran put the straw in the wine and tasted it first, yes, it tasted good, and then lay down on the quilt, Xing Ran's hair was half dry by now, Xing Ran turned over while lying down Looking at the mobile phone, I suddenly had a whim and wanted to shoot something by myself, forget about movies or something, but I can still try a small TV series. Anyway, I don’t know where her idea came from.

Xue Ran can have other thoughts now, which proves that her low mood stage has passed. This is also good news. Yes, Xing Ran fell asleep.

The next day, the sky was just getting bright, and Xing Ran covered her head with her hands and spread it on the quilt, "My head hurts so badly, how can it break?" This is Xing Ran!

Xun Ran struggled for a long time before opening his eyes to look at the time, "Ah, it's only 5 o'clock, what time is it now?" Whispering about what time it is, he still dawdled to get up, and poured the bowl of last night's wine into the sink After bidding farewell to it, Li started to clean up the rubbish that he had created. Finally, he took a hot bath to regain his energy. It was just that his appetite was a little uncomfortable, yes, it was a little bit, can't he be stubborn.

Finally, at around 6:[-], Xing Ran stepped out of the house and walked. Xing Ran didn’t want to drive yesterday’s car to change his mood, but he didn’t expect to drive that one, so he had to walk away in the end, wearing a mask. Beijing’s smog You know.