Let you see the real white lotus [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 127 The Sword Cultivator Marries a Wife 16
On the afternoon before departure, Cheng Xi stood outside the restriction set by Cheng Shaoli, and habitually looked around, but still did not see Cheng Ye.
He knew that Cheng Ye didn't like to go out, but he didn't expect that he had never been out of the ban for so long, so he had no chance at all.
but--
A familiar figure gradually became clear.
Cheng Xi took a closer look.
Since that day, not only Cheng Ye, but even Cheng Shaoli hadn't seen much, especially after being ordered to go out for training, Cheng Shaoli was deliberately avoiding him.
But who else could the figure in front of him be the Second Elder!
Could it be that Cheng Ye had something to say to him, but he didn't want to see him, so he found an intermediary?
Cheng Xi was overjoyed, and hurriedly took a big step, but was slammed back violently by the restraint.
He had no choice but to stand where he was, and raised his voice from a distance and called out: "Second Elder."
In fact, he also wanted to call him second uncle with Cheng Ye, not to curry favor with the Cheng family, but just to call Cheng Ye.
It's a pity that he was afraid that he would be thrown out by Cheng Shaoli before he could yell out.
Instead of throwing out the mountain, he threw it directly out of the Cheng family, and even out of Cheng Ye's line of sight from now on.
Cheng Shaoli frowned slightly, looking a little unhappy.
Of course you will be unhappy, if you snatch it yourself, no, if you want to snatch your relatives with the other party, it will be strange to be happy.
Even if Cheng Shaoli drew his sword and stabbed him now, Cheng Xi would not blink his eyes.
Seeing Cheng Shaoli who walked slowly in front of him without teleportation, Cheng Xi respectfully saluted: "Second Elder, Ye Zi..."
"He doesn't want to see you." Cheng Shaoli was not happy, and he was naturally angry when he spoke.
A look of loneliness flashed across Cheng Xi's face, but he was still not discouraged, and his tone betrayed his anxiety at the moment: "I'm leaving tomorrow, today... can I look at him from a distance, I can be a demon Swear, never let him discover my existence!"
"Nonsense!" Cheng Shaoli almost cursed!
What a joke!
Heart demon swears!
If it really affects the future practice, then Ye Zi followed him, what future is there to speak of.
At that time, even if Ye Zi liked him to death, she would not agree to the two being together—in terms of lifespan, the two were no longer compatible.
He was dead, what would happen to Ye Zi who was left alone!
Why is this kid so hot-headed that he can do anything?
Cheng Shaoli's face clearly showed strong dissatisfaction.
Cheng Xi immediately didn't dare to persist, and lowered her eyebrows to express that she was wrong, and accepted the criticism of "Second Uncle".
"Forget it." Cheng Shaoli didn't say anything, just said, "I'll take you up there. As for whether Cheng Ye wants to see you, that's up to you."
Cheng Xi was suddenly overjoyed, a bit like being hit by a chance that fell from the sky, and he couldn't believe his ears!
"Stupid?" What's the matter with this kid, he looked quite clever before, but why is he so stupid today.
"No, Second Uncle, let's go." Excited, Cheng Xi actually called out what was in his heart.
Cheng Shaoli was stunned the moment he turned around, and almost slapped him: "What did you call me?!"
Cheng Xi suddenly realized something was wrong, recalled that he bowed down tremblingly and saluted: "Second Elder!"
Cheng Shaoli: "..." He has not yet reached the age of deafness or memory loss.
Cheng Xi followed Cheng Shaoli to the door of Cheng Ye's room, her breathing was a little disordered.
Counting the time, he hadn't seen Cheng Ye for a long time except in his dreams, and his hands were shaking a little, so he didn't dare to knock on the door.
He obviously wanted to see Cheng Ye so desperately, but now Cheng Ye and himself were separated by a wall, but he really - didn't dare.
He was afraid that he would be driven away by Cheng Ye as soon as he opened the door, he was afraid that he would be rejected by Cheng Ye as soon as they met, he was not afraid that Cheng Ye didn't like him now, he was afraid that Cheng Ye would not give him the qualification to like him at all.
Cheng Shaoli didn't say a word when he saw his disappointing appearance, turned around and walked away.
What's going on with him intervening in the matter of the two juniors.
Cheng Shaoli still has this self-knowledge.
Cheng Xi's knock on the door was trembling.
"Wait a minute." Cheng Ye likes to sleep when he has nothing to do. He was disturbed by the knock on the door, and he threw off the quilt in a daze. He didn't put on his clothes or shoes, and stepped directly on the long-haired carpet that deliberately covered his feet. He stumbled to open the door.
The moment he heard Cheng Ye's voice, Cheng Xi's breathing became heavier. He took a deep breath, afraid that Cheng Ye would hear his heartbeat like a drum through a door.
"Second Uncle..." Cheng Ye put one hand on the door, and was shocked when he saw Cheng Xi. He rubbed his eyes, "You..." How did you come in! !
Cheng Xi was still uncontrollably worried and afraid, but when he saw Cheng Ye's cute expression in private, he was replaced by great joy.
The corner of the mouth finally opened the first shallow arc after separating from Cheng Ye.
Cheng Ye never defended himself in front of him, and always showed such a cute and charming expression. This person's every move, every frown and smile made him so addicted, making him long to hold people tightly in his arms , even embedded in his chest, completely integrated with himself, and never separated again.
However, Cheng Xi just thought about it, he didn't dare to act rashly, for fear of irritating Cheng Ye.
Cheng Ye hurriedly gathered up his messy clothes and rubbed his face vigorously, only then managed to wake up.
There is no sticky voice when speaking.
Cheng Xi felt a little regretful, but she didn't dare to show it.
He didn't dare to look into Cheng Ye's eyes, so he could only lower his head slightly to hide his cautiousness, but at a glance he saw Cheng Ye's lovely white and tender feet hidden under the long beige hair.
Cheng Xi: "!" Her throat was a little dry, but her tongue involuntarily secreted saliva, and she couldn't help licking her dry lips.
Cheng Ye was completely unaware of Cheng Xi's change, and he was immersed in seeing someone who should appear here in the headquarters.
"How did you get in? Did you force your way? Are you crazy?!" Although Cheng Xi has made rapid progress, Qi Yu dare not challenge Cheng Shaoli, let alone the fledgling Cheng Xi!
Cheng Ye was going to be scared to death!
"How's it going, are you injured?" Cheng Ye said, touching Cheng Xi's arms and legs over and over again, and even resting his fingers on Cheng Xi's pulse too much!
Cheng Xi couldn't stand such a naked touch.
As soon as Cheng Ye approached, Cheng Xi's heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out of his throat.
Cheng Ye lowered his head and was so focused on Cheng Xi's safety that he didn't see Cheng Xi's face at all.
Cheng Xi wanted to avoid it, but she was reluctant to get closer.
It's great that Ye Zi is still so nervous about herself!
"I'm fine..." Cheng Xi lowered his voice and said to Cheng Ye in a low voice, "I promised you that I wouldn't force you. The Second Elder brought me in."
"Fortunately." While Cheng Ye breathed a sigh of relief, he picked up the shock just now, and his EQ was also online. As soon as he heard Cheng Xi's hoarse voice, he knew what was going on with the other party. "you!"
Cheng Xi didn't want to either, but he couldn't control himself, after all, a normal man couldn't stand the one he loved was groping around on him.
"What are you doing here?" Cheng Ye was also a little happy to see Cheng Xi, but he was a thousand-year-old fox after all, how could he show it, he took two steps back, pretending that it wasn't him who was worried about him just now, and squinted coldly he.
Cheng Xi saw the indifference in his eyes, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth dropped a bit, but after all, he was prepared, and even Cheng Ye in his imagination was even more annoyed than now, and he didn't even want to talk to him, so he was already very satisfied.
"I want to see you, I want to see you very much." Cheng Xi honestly expressed the desire in her heart, "I think about it all the time, the days when you are not by my side, I live like years, no, when you are not in front of me, I will never see you again." I feel like my life is gone.”
Cheng Ye: "!" It seems that this period of time is very free, and I still have time to go to the love talk cram school.
Cheng Ye noticed that Cheng Xi's face was more haggard than before, and there were many red bloodshots in his eyes, and there were dark circles under his eyes. Although it could not be ruled out that this was a misfortune, Cheng Ye still felt distressed.
While talking, Cheng Xi suddenly became agitated. He lowered his head and kissed Cheng Ye directly on the face.
Cheng Ye: "!" subconsciously retreated.
Cheng Xi was afraid in his bones that he would leave her, so he wrapped his arms around Cheng Ye's waist with one hand, and pressed the back of his head with the other: "Yezi, don't want me, okay?"
The begging tone was too low, and Cheng Ye's breath hadn't stabilized yet, but he was taken in by his pitifulness, and the tip of his nose was a little sore.
He even raised his hand, wanting to give the other party some response.
But the moment his fingertips touched Cheng Xi's back, Cheng Ye immediately woke up, pushed Cheng Xi away, and took a deep breath: "Don't worry."
But Cheng Xi felt that she was not very relieved.
really--
Cheng Ye immediately said: "You are my younger brother, and you will always be my younger brother. As long as you don't leave, the Cheng family is your home, and I am your family member—your elder brother."
He was full of words and wanted to tell Cheng Ye, but after hearing these words, it was like pouring a basin of cold water from head to toe.
Cheng Xi's fiery desire to express cooled down instantly.
But his love for Cheng Ye is still the same.
Cheng Xi stopped talking, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
At this time, Cheng Ye suddenly turned around.
Cheng Xi followed closely nervously, regretting that she should have said something to ease it just now, for fear that Cheng Ye would think her silence was passive resistance: "You, what are you doing, what are you doing?"
Cheng Ye didn't speak, walked to the edge of the bed, rummaged through it symbolically, and silently came up with a few storage rings in the space: "These are prepared by the second uncle. It's your first time going out, so be careful."
The ones Cheng Shaoli prepared are not just for him alone, each of them who want to travel has already received them and is familiar with them. It is self-evident who these are.
Cheng Xi was very happy, but he didn't dare to get carried away. He took it and followed Cheng Ye's words and said, "Then thank you second uncle for helping me."
Cheng Ye rolled his eyes at him: "That's my second uncle."
Cheng Xi reluctantly nodded, and reluctantly changed his words: "Then you help me thank the second elder, what he gave before is very useful."
Cheng Ye's face was a little hot, and he turned to him sideways: "Second Uncle brought out something good, he really regards you as his nephew." It's not the niece and son-in-law.
Cheng Xi carefully put the storage ring close to her body, and asked tentatively, "Then when will you go back to live?"
In order to take care of Cheng Xi conveniently, he didn't find a separate place for him, and lived with Cheng Ye.
Cheng Ye paused, and replied nonchalantly, "The day after tomorrow."
I don't know when they will leave tomorrow, but Cheng Ye has no plans to send him off.
The loss in Cheng Ye's eyes was obvious, like a spider's web, cocooned, almost enveloping Cheng Ye.
But he can't be softhearted.
Once the heart softens, all previous efforts will be wasted.
This kid is the type who fights snakes and crawls along poles, but if he catches any hope, he may really become a stranger instead of a Taoist couple in the future.
"You go back first." If you don't see it, you don't see it.
"I..." Cheng Xi wanted to say something, but with a wave of Cheng Ye's hand, he disappeared in front of him.
Is this the typical case of not being able to provoke me and still not being able to hide?
After Cheng Ye left, Cheng Xi didn't go back immediately, but blinked, and reached out to touch the place where he disappeared. It was obviously hot, but his fingertips felt unusually cold.
Cheng Xi grinned.
During this period of time, he had been practicing smiling against the bronze mirror, because Cheng Ye had asked him why he couldn't smile before, and he could.
Every time he could only see the corner of Cheng Ye's clothes, he would laugh.
It's just that this smile comes from the heart, so it's in my heart.
But since Cheng Ye wanted to see it, he wanted to laugh and show it to Cheng Ye.
But—he didn't want to read it now.
It's okay, anyway, he doesn't look good when he smiles.
Cheng Xi frowned, and sat down on the edge of the bed after struggling for a while.
As he touched the bed, he seemed to be able to feel Cheng Ye's remaining body temperature with his fingertips. It was warm, just like his whole body, gentle and gentle.
It's just that the current Cheng Ye won't be gentle with him anymore.
Of course Cheng Ye didn't go far, he just entered the space and could still see Cheng Xi.
It was precisely because he saw Cheng Xi's distraught appearance that he couldn't leave anymore.
People just like to abuse themselves sometimes.
Cheng Ye just felt a little sad.
How can a good person be so humble.
How can this make people not be moved?
Cheng Ye has never carefully observed the previous boyfriends in the world. I don't know if they also abandoned themselves in the same way when they loved themselves, and he was the only one who was full of eyes?
Then forgetting their own, is it even less human being set off?
Cheng Ye sniffed and squatted down slowly against the corner of the wall.
He looked around - this room was still furnished by Yang Sheng, especially after seeing the bright red quilt and the delicate embroidery of mandarin ducks on the bed, Cheng Ye's eyes were a little red.
What are you doing?
Cheng Ye supported the wall and stood up, moved to the edge of the bed, and sat down in the same position as Cheng Xi.
It's just that what he touched was not the mattress, his eyes fell on the photo frame on the cabinet.
If it wasn't for this photo, he would have almost forgotten what Yang Sheng looked like.
It's not really heartless, it's just that after passing that world, he consciously wants to forget everything about that world.
including people!
The glass in front of the photo is ice cold, without the slightest feeling of the fiery heat on Yang Sheng's body.
Cheng Ye thought, what kind of mood did Yang Sheng arrange this "marriage room" at that time?
He wondered if he was also like Cheng Xi, with a look of lovelessness.
Cheng Ye didn't know, but because he didn't know, he had more room for imagination.
Even now Cheng Ye has an urge to go out and tell Cheng Xi that he has someone he likes, and he likes it very much, but the person he likes is dead.
They are impossible in this life, and they are impossible in the next life.
Completely die this heart.
But as soon as this idea popped up, Cheng Ye's heart—as if being rubbed wantonly by a big hand, was sore, as if tears would fall in the next second.
Cheng Ye took a deep breath, suppressed the feeling of wanting to cry for a second, pulled the corners of his mouth, and murmured: "It seems that I am really a white lotus."
After his death, he had always been afraid of being hurt, and he had never dared to give his heart, but now he realized...he had been hurting others, hurting the people who were really next to him.
His self-enclosure prevents him from seeing the sadness and loneliness of the other party, let alone the strong love of the other party.
Cheng Ye suddenly raised his right hand and slapped himself with his backhand.
He grinned in pain, but he still couldn't bear the pain.
"Second uncle, I want to go out for a while." Cheng Ye went to find Cheng Shaoli on the third day after Cheng Xi left.
When Cheng Shaoli saw Cheng Ye with a decadent face and red and swollen eyelids, he was dumbfounded: "What's wrong with you? What's the matter? Why have you been there these two days?"
Cheng Ye just shook his head and said nothing.
Cheng Shaoli snorted coldly: "Now that I know I'm worried, I want to catch up? A few days ago? I thought..."
"No, Second Uncle, it's impossible for me and Cheng Xi, don't mention him again." Cheng Ye rubbed his face by mistake and said wearily.
He has stayed in the space until now, thinking about the previous relationships, and also analyzing the current relationship between himself and Cheng Xi.
Cheng Ye wasn't sure if he really liked Cheng Xi.
After all, when he and Yang Sheng were together, he did have feelings for Yang Sheng, but this feeling definitely wasn't as deep as Yang Sheng's feelings for him.
Otherwise, Yang Sheng would not have been quickly forgotten after leaving that world, without a trace of him.
His feelings for Cheng Xi are the same as those for Yang Sheng.
His devotion is not worthy of their love for him.
It's not fair to them!
Cheng Xi deserves better!
It's not a scum like myself who can be with anyone and has lost the ability to love.
Hearing Cheng Ye's almost choked-up tone, although Cheng Shaoli was still worried, he didn't get to the bottom of it anymore. Relationship is not the passion of two people, and needs to be scrupled in all aspects.
He believed that Cheng Ye's decision considered all aspects and was a good consideration for both parties.
"Alright, you've been at home for a long time this time." Cheng Shaoli turned to talk about what he saw and heard in the Artifact Refining Pavilion recently, "It seems that Xuanming Shentie appeared in Sola Continent, you go have a look."
"Yeah." Cheng Ye was not interested, and nodded indiscriminately, "I'll go back and pack my things first."
There wasn't really much to clean up, but he just wanted to be alone right now.
He knew that Cheng Ye didn't like to go out, but he didn't expect that he had never been out of the ban for so long, so he had no chance at all.
but--
A familiar figure gradually became clear.
Cheng Xi took a closer look.
Since that day, not only Cheng Ye, but even Cheng Shaoli hadn't seen much, especially after being ordered to go out for training, Cheng Shaoli was deliberately avoiding him.
But who else could the figure in front of him be the Second Elder!
Could it be that Cheng Ye had something to say to him, but he didn't want to see him, so he found an intermediary?
Cheng Xi was overjoyed, and hurriedly took a big step, but was slammed back violently by the restraint.
He had no choice but to stand where he was, and raised his voice from a distance and called out: "Second Elder."
In fact, he also wanted to call him second uncle with Cheng Ye, not to curry favor with the Cheng family, but just to call Cheng Ye.
It's a pity that he was afraid that he would be thrown out by Cheng Shaoli before he could yell out.
Instead of throwing out the mountain, he threw it directly out of the Cheng family, and even out of Cheng Ye's line of sight from now on.
Cheng Shaoli frowned slightly, looking a little unhappy.
Of course you will be unhappy, if you snatch it yourself, no, if you want to snatch your relatives with the other party, it will be strange to be happy.
Even if Cheng Shaoli drew his sword and stabbed him now, Cheng Xi would not blink his eyes.
Seeing Cheng Shaoli who walked slowly in front of him without teleportation, Cheng Xi respectfully saluted: "Second Elder, Ye Zi..."
"He doesn't want to see you." Cheng Shaoli was not happy, and he was naturally angry when he spoke.
A look of loneliness flashed across Cheng Xi's face, but he was still not discouraged, and his tone betrayed his anxiety at the moment: "I'm leaving tomorrow, today... can I look at him from a distance, I can be a demon Swear, never let him discover my existence!"
"Nonsense!" Cheng Shaoli almost cursed!
What a joke!
Heart demon swears!
If it really affects the future practice, then Ye Zi followed him, what future is there to speak of.
At that time, even if Ye Zi liked him to death, she would not agree to the two being together—in terms of lifespan, the two were no longer compatible.
He was dead, what would happen to Ye Zi who was left alone!
Why is this kid so hot-headed that he can do anything?
Cheng Shaoli's face clearly showed strong dissatisfaction.
Cheng Xi immediately didn't dare to persist, and lowered her eyebrows to express that she was wrong, and accepted the criticism of "Second Uncle".
"Forget it." Cheng Shaoli didn't say anything, just said, "I'll take you up there. As for whether Cheng Ye wants to see you, that's up to you."
Cheng Xi was suddenly overjoyed, a bit like being hit by a chance that fell from the sky, and he couldn't believe his ears!
"Stupid?" What's the matter with this kid, he looked quite clever before, but why is he so stupid today.
"No, Second Uncle, let's go." Excited, Cheng Xi actually called out what was in his heart.
Cheng Shaoli was stunned the moment he turned around, and almost slapped him: "What did you call me?!"
Cheng Xi suddenly realized something was wrong, recalled that he bowed down tremblingly and saluted: "Second Elder!"
Cheng Shaoli: "..." He has not yet reached the age of deafness or memory loss.
Cheng Xi followed Cheng Shaoli to the door of Cheng Ye's room, her breathing was a little disordered.
Counting the time, he hadn't seen Cheng Ye for a long time except in his dreams, and his hands were shaking a little, so he didn't dare to knock on the door.
He obviously wanted to see Cheng Ye so desperately, but now Cheng Ye and himself were separated by a wall, but he really - didn't dare.
He was afraid that he would be driven away by Cheng Ye as soon as he opened the door, he was afraid that he would be rejected by Cheng Ye as soon as they met, he was not afraid that Cheng Ye didn't like him now, he was afraid that Cheng Ye would not give him the qualification to like him at all.
Cheng Shaoli didn't say a word when he saw his disappointing appearance, turned around and walked away.
What's going on with him intervening in the matter of the two juniors.
Cheng Shaoli still has this self-knowledge.
Cheng Xi's knock on the door was trembling.
"Wait a minute." Cheng Ye likes to sleep when he has nothing to do. He was disturbed by the knock on the door, and he threw off the quilt in a daze. He didn't put on his clothes or shoes, and stepped directly on the long-haired carpet that deliberately covered his feet. He stumbled to open the door.
The moment he heard Cheng Ye's voice, Cheng Xi's breathing became heavier. He took a deep breath, afraid that Cheng Ye would hear his heartbeat like a drum through a door.
"Second Uncle..." Cheng Ye put one hand on the door, and was shocked when he saw Cheng Xi. He rubbed his eyes, "You..." How did you come in! !
Cheng Xi was still uncontrollably worried and afraid, but when he saw Cheng Ye's cute expression in private, he was replaced by great joy.
The corner of the mouth finally opened the first shallow arc after separating from Cheng Ye.
Cheng Ye never defended himself in front of him, and always showed such a cute and charming expression. This person's every move, every frown and smile made him so addicted, making him long to hold people tightly in his arms , even embedded in his chest, completely integrated with himself, and never separated again.
However, Cheng Xi just thought about it, he didn't dare to act rashly, for fear of irritating Cheng Ye.
Cheng Ye hurriedly gathered up his messy clothes and rubbed his face vigorously, only then managed to wake up.
There is no sticky voice when speaking.
Cheng Xi felt a little regretful, but she didn't dare to show it.
He didn't dare to look into Cheng Ye's eyes, so he could only lower his head slightly to hide his cautiousness, but at a glance he saw Cheng Ye's lovely white and tender feet hidden under the long beige hair.
Cheng Xi: "!" Her throat was a little dry, but her tongue involuntarily secreted saliva, and she couldn't help licking her dry lips.
Cheng Ye was completely unaware of Cheng Xi's change, and he was immersed in seeing someone who should appear here in the headquarters.
"How did you get in? Did you force your way? Are you crazy?!" Although Cheng Xi has made rapid progress, Qi Yu dare not challenge Cheng Shaoli, let alone the fledgling Cheng Xi!
Cheng Ye was going to be scared to death!
"How's it going, are you injured?" Cheng Ye said, touching Cheng Xi's arms and legs over and over again, and even resting his fingers on Cheng Xi's pulse too much!
Cheng Xi couldn't stand such a naked touch.
As soon as Cheng Ye approached, Cheng Xi's heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out of his throat.
Cheng Ye lowered his head and was so focused on Cheng Xi's safety that he didn't see Cheng Xi's face at all.
Cheng Xi wanted to avoid it, but she was reluctant to get closer.
It's great that Ye Zi is still so nervous about herself!
"I'm fine..." Cheng Xi lowered his voice and said to Cheng Ye in a low voice, "I promised you that I wouldn't force you. The Second Elder brought me in."
"Fortunately." While Cheng Ye breathed a sigh of relief, he picked up the shock just now, and his EQ was also online. As soon as he heard Cheng Xi's hoarse voice, he knew what was going on with the other party. "you!"
Cheng Xi didn't want to either, but he couldn't control himself, after all, a normal man couldn't stand the one he loved was groping around on him.
"What are you doing here?" Cheng Ye was also a little happy to see Cheng Xi, but he was a thousand-year-old fox after all, how could he show it, he took two steps back, pretending that it wasn't him who was worried about him just now, and squinted coldly he.
Cheng Xi saw the indifference in his eyes, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth dropped a bit, but after all, he was prepared, and even Cheng Ye in his imagination was even more annoyed than now, and he didn't even want to talk to him, so he was already very satisfied.
"I want to see you, I want to see you very much." Cheng Xi honestly expressed the desire in her heart, "I think about it all the time, the days when you are not by my side, I live like years, no, when you are not in front of me, I will never see you again." I feel like my life is gone.”
Cheng Ye: "!" It seems that this period of time is very free, and I still have time to go to the love talk cram school.
Cheng Ye noticed that Cheng Xi's face was more haggard than before, and there were many red bloodshots in his eyes, and there were dark circles under his eyes. Although it could not be ruled out that this was a misfortune, Cheng Ye still felt distressed.
While talking, Cheng Xi suddenly became agitated. He lowered his head and kissed Cheng Ye directly on the face.
Cheng Ye: "!" subconsciously retreated.
Cheng Xi was afraid in his bones that he would leave her, so he wrapped his arms around Cheng Ye's waist with one hand, and pressed the back of his head with the other: "Yezi, don't want me, okay?"
The begging tone was too low, and Cheng Ye's breath hadn't stabilized yet, but he was taken in by his pitifulness, and the tip of his nose was a little sore.
He even raised his hand, wanting to give the other party some response.
But the moment his fingertips touched Cheng Xi's back, Cheng Ye immediately woke up, pushed Cheng Xi away, and took a deep breath: "Don't worry."
But Cheng Xi felt that she was not very relieved.
really--
Cheng Ye immediately said: "You are my younger brother, and you will always be my younger brother. As long as you don't leave, the Cheng family is your home, and I am your family member—your elder brother."
He was full of words and wanted to tell Cheng Ye, but after hearing these words, it was like pouring a basin of cold water from head to toe.
Cheng Xi's fiery desire to express cooled down instantly.
But his love for Cheng Ye is still the same.
Cheng Xi stopped talking, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
At this time, Cheng Ye suddenly turned around.
Cheng Xi followed closely nervously, regretting that she should have said something to ease it just now, for fear that Cheng Ye would think her silence was passive resistance: "You, what are you doing, what are you doing?"
Cheng Ye didn't speak, walked to the edge of the bed, rummaged through it symbolically, and silently came up with a few storage rings in the space: "These are prepared by the second uncle. It's your first time going out, so be careful."
The ones Cheng Shaoli prepared are not just for him alone, each of them who want to travel has already received them and is familiar with them. It is self-evident who these are.
Cheng Xi was very happy, but he didn't dare to get carried away. He took it and followed Cheng Ye's words and said, "Then thank you second uncle for helping me."
Cheng Ye rolled his eyes at him: "That's my second uncle."
Cheng Xi reluctantly nodded, and reluctantly changed his words: "Then you help me thank the second elder, what he gave before is very useful."
Cheng Ye's face was a little hot, and he turned to him sideways: "Second Uncle brought out something good, he really regards you as his nephew." It's not the niece and son-in-law.
Cheng Xi carefully put the storage ring close to her body, and asked tentatively, "Then when will you go back to live?"
In order to take care of Cheng Xi conveniently, he didn't find a separate place for him, and lived with Cheng Ye.
Cheng Ye paused, and replied nonchalantly, "The day after tomorrow."
I don't know when they will leave tomorrow, but Cheng Ye has no plans to send him off.
The loss in Cheng Ye's eyes was obvious, like a spider's web, cocooned, almost enveloping Cheng Ye.
But he can't be softhearted.
Once the heart softens, all previous efforts will be wasted.
This kid is the type who fights snakes and crawls along poles, but if he catches any hope, he may really become a stranger instead of a Taoist couple in the future.
"You go back first." If you don't see it, you don't see it.
"I..." Cheng Xi wanted to say something, but with a wave of Cheng Ye's hand, he disappeared in front of him.
Is this the typical case of not being able to provoke me and still not being able to hide?
After Cheng Ye left, Cheng Xi didn't go back immediately, but blinked, and reached out to touch the place where he disappeared. It was obviously hot, but his fingertips felt unusually cold.
Cheng Xi grinned.
During this period of time, he had been practicing smiling against the bronze mirror, because Cheng Ye had asked him why he couldn't smile before, and he could.
Every time he could only see the corner of Cheng Ye's clothes, he would laugh.
It's just that this smile comes from the heart, so it's in my heart.
But since Cheng Ye wanted to see it, he wanted to laugh and show it to Cheng Ye.
But—he didn't want to read it now.
It's okay, anyway, he doesn't look good when he smiles.
Cheng Xi frowned, and sat down on the edge of the bed after struggling for a while.
As he touched the bed, he seemed to be able to feel Cheng Ye's remaining body temperature with his fingertips. It was warm, just like his whole body, gentle and gentle.
It's just that the current Cheng Ye won't be gentle with him anymore.
Of course Cheng Ye didn't go far, he just entered the space and could still see Cheng Xi.
It was precisely because he saw Cheng Xi's distraught appearance that he couldn't leave anymore.
People just like to abuse themselves sometimes.
Cheng Ye just felt a little sad.
How can a good person be so humble.
How can this make people not be moved?
Cheng Ye has never carefully observed the previous boyfriends in the world. I don't know if they also abandoned themselves in the same way when they loved themselves, and he was the only one who was full of eyes?
Then forgetting their own, is it even less human being set off?
Cheng Ye sniffed and squatted down slowly against the corner of the wall.
He looked around - this room was still furnished by Yang Sheng, especially after seeing the bright red quilt and the delicate embroidery of mandarin ducks on the bed, Cheng Ye's eyes were a little red.
What are you doing?
Cheng Ye supported the wall and stood up, moved to the edge of the bed, and sat down in the same position as Cheng Xi.
It's just that what he touched was not the mattress, his eyes fell on the photo frame on the cabinet.
If it wasn't for this photo, he would have almost forgotten what Yang Sheng looked like.
It's not really heartless, it's just that after passing that world, he consciously wants to forget everything about that world.
including people!
The glass in front of the photo is ice cold, without the slightest feeling of the fiery heat on Yang Sheng's body.
Cheng Ye thought, what kind of mood did Yang Sheng arrange this "marriage room" at that time?
He wondered if he was also like Cheng Xi, with a look of lovelessness.
Cheng Ye didn't know, but because he didn't know, he had more room for imagination.
Even now Cheng Ye has an urge to go out and tell Cheng Xi that he has someone he likes, and he likes it very much, but the person he likes is dead.
They are impossible in this life, and they are impossible in the next life.
Completely die this heart.
But as soon as this idea popped up, Cheng Ye's heart—as if being rubbed wantonly by a big hand, was sore, as if tears would fall in the next second.
Cheng Ye took a deep breath, suppressed the feeling of wanting to cry for a second, pulled the corners of his mouth, and murmured: "It seems that I am really a white lotus."
After his death, he had always been afraid of being hurt, and he had never dared to give his heart, but now he realized...he had been hurting others, hurting the people who were really next to him.
His self-enclosure prevents him from seeing the sadness and loneliness of the other party, let alone the strong love of the other party.
Cheng Ye suddenly raised his right hand and slapped himself with his backhand.
He grinned in pain, but he still couldn't bear the pain.
"Second uncle, I want to go out for a while." Cheng Ye went to find Cheng Shaoli on the third day after Cheng Xi left.
When Cheng Shaoli saw Cheng Ye with a decadent face and red and swollen eyelids, he was dumbfounded: "What's wrong with you? What's the matter? Why have you been there these two days?"
Cheng Ye just shook his head and said nothing.
Cheng Shaoli snorted coldly: "Now that I know I'm worried, I want to catch up? A few days ago? I thought..."
"No, Second Uncle, it's impossible for me and Cheng Xi, don't mention him again." Cheng Ye rubbed his face by mistake and said wearily.
He has stayed in the space until now, thinking about the previous relationships, and also analyzing the current relationship between himself and Cheng Xi.
Cheng Ye wasn't sure if he really liked Cheng Xi.
After all, when he and Yang Sheng were together, he did have feelings for Yang Sheng, but this feeling definitely wasn't as deep as Yang Sheng's feelings for him.
Otherwise, Yang Sheng would not have been quickly forgotten after leaving that world, without a trace of him.
His feelings for Cheng Xi are the same as those for Yang Sheng.
His devotion is not worthy of their love for him.
It's not fair to them!
Cheng Xi deserves better!
It's not a scum like myself who can be with anyone and has lost the ability to love.
Hearing Cheng Ye's almost choked-up tone, although Cheng Shaoli was still worried, he didn't get to the bottom of it anymore. Relationship is not the passion of two people, and needs to be scrupled in all aspects.
He believed that Cheng Ye's decision considered all aspects and was a good consideration for both parties.
"Alright, you've been at home for a long time this time." Cheng Shaoli turned to talk about what he saw and heard in the Artifact Refining Pavilion recently, "It seems that Xuanming Shentie appeared in Sola Continent, you go have a look."
"Yeah." Cheng Ye was not interested, and nodded indiscriminately, "I'll go back and pack my things first."
There wasn't really much to clean up, but he just wanted to be alone right now.
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