[Black Flower] Compensation

Xie Yuchen just looked like a normal person.

Although he is not very old, he has seen a lot of things in the world. Getting along with others is an old thing when he was a child. Even if you want to pass by the place once, you will have to go in a different way, and it is impossible to fall straight again.

He has never made such a mistake since he took charge of the family, and the black blind man can be regarded as a lesson to remind him to be vigilant.

People like Heixiazi are definitely not connected with innocence and kindness. People who climb to the top in this industry are all rolled over from the sea of ​​blood and bones.But he has always been creating the purest and simplest illusion in the world for himself.

Xie Yuchen did consider at the beginning, what utilitarian purpose the blind man would find him for; but after a few encounters, his thoughts faded away, and he found that the blind man seemed to be the kind of person who didn't care about anything, as if No paranoid desires, no motivation to do things, just trying to have fun; later he realized that the black blind man might be boring alone, so he asked him to play for fun.

also.

He doesn't dislike Hei Xiazi, and he has quite a lot of fun playing. He even solves some troubles for others in private in order to repay the fun brought to him by Hei Xiazi. : Hei Xiazi treats him well, and he treats Hei Xiazi well.

He likes easy things and easy people.

But the feelings add up, and everything weighs down—his life can't bear any unnecessary extra weight.

He's not mad at the black blind man.He blames himself.

The sense of propriety was not right, the two parties agreed to have fun, and did not owe each other, he shouldn't ask for anything from the blind man, especially the sense of security, he crossed the line too many times.

He calmed down and thought, since the first time the blind man told him that "making friends with him is not for the benefit of status", his doubts have been swept away.The few times I mentioned it later, it was actually because of anxiety, and had nothing to do with doubt itself.

Like a person, indulging in a fantasy, so afraid of losing a person, shattering a fantasy - what he wants gradually exceeds the limit that Lezi can bear.

He knew that the black blind man was very innocent, so he had to bear his dependence for no reason.If the positions of the two were switched, he wouldn't have the patience of Heixiazi to repeatedly promise to appease.

And he took the trouble to help the optical shop over and over again, and he also had this kind of psychological trouble: he could try his best to compensate the other party from other aspects, but it was difficult to stop the hopeless pursuit in his heart.

Hei Xiazi wants Xie Yuchen to trust him, unreservedly and wholeheartedly; Xie Yuchen also wants Hei Xiazi to trust him, not to be swayed by external factors.

However, this thought was vague and vague, and he didn't take the time to think about it carefully. It wasn't until that night when he was sitting in the glasses shop that he was enlightened and realized what an excessive thought it was, and it was not good for both of them.

So he went back home immediately.That is a very good opportunity, an opportunity for them to stop and return to the original point.He felt that the blind man could understand.

So when he returned to the bedroom at 02:30 at night, he didn't understand why the person who "understood" would lean on his bedside.

——Xie Yuchen just looked like a normal person.

Heart, already confused.