[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

I have a little secret, which just came out recently. Although it is a bit difficult to tell, but it is easy to let it come. I decided not to tell this secret to anyone.

In order to explain the ins and outs, I decided to introduce myself first. My name is Kim Namjoon. I was born in 94. I am currently 22 years old. Although I am the fourth oldest in age, I am the captain of BTS.

To be honest, before I was confirmed as the captain, I always thought that the captain should be Yoon Ki hyung or Hoseok, after all they are both older than me, as for Seok Jin hyung...

Ok……

he's a good guy...

But the PD asked me to be the captain, so I will be, and I think I should be able to do it...

It would be great if I was born abroad and received an education on the concept of equality abroad. This is the only thought I have when I have conflicts with Brother Seokjin again.

I envy Star Lord!

From every aspect...

I don't think Yangou is a derogatory term at all. On the contrary, it is an attitude towards beauty that a person with normal aesthetics will have. So when I saw Star Lord wearing cos clothes, I think my reaction fits a The reaction of a person with normal aesthetics.

A bit of a mouthful, but I believe you should understand what I mean.

Star Lord is beautiful!

I don't mean anything demeaning in it, just literally.

Although this kid will become more...

Ok……

Noisy...

Good looks are one thing, talent is another.

As producers, the three of us had the honor to listen to all the finished products, semi-finished products of Star Master, and melody, which may only last a few dozen seconds when the inspiration suddenly strikes.

I have to admit that this brother, who is three years younger than me, is really a child of someone else's family. It seems that I, a child of another family, will abdicate...

And the most enviable thing is his nationality!

rest assured!I'm not envious that he doesn't have to serve in the military. As a Korean man, as long as the country needs it, I will fulfill my duty as a Korean male citizen to perform military service.

I just envy Xingzhu because of this level of identity and nationality, he can have an equal opportunity to talk to his brothers. It may be because it is pre-set in his heart that Xingzhu is a child from a foreign country, and he doesn’t quite understand the etiquette of our country’s orderly elders and children. Concept, plus the fact that the child was young when he came here, it is really not easy to come abroad to realize his ideal at the age of 15.

Except when we are outside, our elder brothers are more strict. In private and in the company, we don't care about Star Master's occasional behavior, big or small.

For example, from time to time, he snatches my cell phone, holds my face, and comforts me seriously and seriously like a little adult.

After staying with him for a long time, I often forget that he is the same age as Jungkook, a child in 97, and sometimes he does not act like a child in 97.

Maybe it's because I grew up abroad?

Unexpectedly precocious, but occasionally with a straight and tender face, saying mature words that don't match his face, it will only make us want to tease him even more.

Ok……

Come on, I'm not a pervert!

Although I am good at English, I am indeed a little Korean boy who has never been abroad before my debut. Now it should be said that I am a young man, and the traditional educational philosophy tells me that I should respect my brothers.

But I am the captain, sometimes it is unavoidable to point out what my brothers are doing wrong or what can be improved. I think I have, really pay attention to the words.

The results are always unsatisfactory. If you say it lightly, the brothers will not take it seriously. If you say it seriously, you will feel that I don't respect them...

what……

It's hard being a leader...

So compared to appearance and talent, I am more envious of the brothers' attitude towards Star Master!

I really want to say, I am also a younger brother!

Can you pamper me too!

But I'm the team leader, so it's a little cheap to say that, and I might lose face in front of my younger brother...

Star Lord seemed to see my anxiety, and would always calmly comfort me, help me, and even understand me.

Even if the words are lame and embarrassing.

He would read those black comments, blushing and brazenly praising me.

He will hold my face, look at me forcefully, and believe in myself that I don't even believe in.

He would sing to me on rainy days, and then just stay by my side quietly without speaking.

He can drive at every turn, like an old driver who is older than us.

Sometimes he also behaves like a younger brother, and pretends to me to carry him, follow my words, and say something unnutritious.

He could always sense my insecurity, my lack of confidence, my occasional fragility.

don't...

Such a younger brother really has to make people want to forget the younger sister who quarrels with me at home...

Although this younger sister asked me about the Star Lord's affairs within a few words after talking to me, and I heard that she is going to be the station sister of the Star Lord, so she wants to get the most first-hand and most accurate information through me?

hum!

Having said so much, I'm really not showing off!

Just expressing how much I love this cute little brother!

don't...

At least he is still a brother...

I'm guilty!

To be honest, I really shouldn’t have accidentally broken the doorknob of the bathroom that night, even if I broke it, at least I shouldn’t have to go to the bathroom because I drank too much water at night. The Lord should wake him up when he falls asleep in the bathtub, and let him go back to his room...

Anyway, it's too late to say anything now...

I might really be a pervert...

Before that night, I really only regarded Xingzhu as my younger brother. How could I know that the scene of that night was so shocking, you can imagine a young man who has begun to show the signs of an adult man, but is still clean and beautiful The picture of the ugly child lying naked in your bathroom?

like a little mermaid...

And it feels good in the hand...

Pooh!

What am I talking about!

After a week of self-doubt and self-rejection, I decided to stay away from the Star Lord, maybe in this way, when I saw him, I could not unconsciously think of the way he lay there and fell asleep peacefully that night, and the touch...

Pooh!

Really!

No!

Remember again...

This hinted at myself, just when I felt that I was gradually getting out of the influence of the star master, and I could talk to the star master normally, and after not thinking of some messy pictures, life directly gave me a huge surprise.

After washing the sheets and underwear indifferently under Jungkook's surprised eyes, I think I may have really fallen...

Of course, I decided not to tell anyone about this secret, nor would I make any abnormal behavior, at most...

At most, it's just teasing the star master!

hey-hey……

I can only think about it bitterly, if something happens to you in life, since you can't resist, then enjoy it...

I don't feel like enjoying it at all!

hateful!

As a result, my determination didn’t last long, and at a very embarrassing moment, I was discovered by brother Shuozhen. I thought I might be killed by brother Shuozhen...

Of course, it’s just an exaggeration. In a society ruled by law, murder is a crime...

I had a long talk with Shuozhen for two hours. After I swear, I almost brought out my ideal and figurines to prove to Brother Shuozhen that I will never take action against Star Lord, let alone he has not yet As an adult, when I didn't want to go to jail, Brother Shuozhen finally let me go with half-belief.

call……

Fortunately, Brother Shuozhen believed me in the end, otherwise I would really swear on my ideals and figurines, and I would still be a little unwilling...

Now, besides Brother Shuozhen and me, this little secret of mine cannot be known to anyone else!

Ah!

Absolutely not!