[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"Moon!"

Moon...

"Hey!"

I took a hard breath and pulled down the blindfold. Sister CODY looked at me worriedly with her hands full of cosmetics.

"Don't look at me like that, Noona, don't worry."

I rubbed my eyes, raised my face, and was about to get off the plane. In order to look good in the photos at the airport, I used this time to touch up my makeup and organize my styling.

"Nuna, is my face swollen?"

"Fortunately, it's not obvious."

Sister CODY said while she was touching up my makeup, I could smell the faint scent of perfume on her body, a breeze suddenly broke into the stuffy cabin, and I was fascinated by it, I opened my eyes and looked at her.

"Nuna, what perfume do you use, it smells so good!"

"Ugh?"

As soon as the brush on her face stopped, Sister CODY's eyes fluttered, and she lowered her head to touch the cosmetics in her hand, which seemed to be concealer or something.

"Nuna, it's unnatural to do too much."

I smiled, and since I was embarrassed to say it, I didn't plan to ask any more.

"what!"

Sister CODY looked at the brush in her hand annoyedly, brushed the back of her hand, and then glared at me.

"Don't look at my sister like this in the future, you know?"

"Hey..."

shy?like me?

"JOLovesMangoThaiLime."

"Ok?"

I was taken aback.

"Perfume, didn't you just ask me?"

"Ah...thank you!"

"Children, wake up and take a plane!"

Brother Haofan was calling the members to get up, I shut my mouth and sat there quietly without disturbing Sister CODY to touch up my makeup. Half an hour later, when I was getting ready to style, Sister CODY checked the makeup for the last time.

"Son, check your stuff, we're getting off the plane."

"Hey..."

Responded feebly.

"Moon, here you are!"

Brother Sejin stretched his arms, walked past Brother Seojin who bent over to pack his backpack, and handed over a document. I took it, flipped through it, and remembered that I was the MC for the next few days.

Regarding the script and the process, there is no way to rest after the rehearsal, because I have to discuss various issues with the on-site staff, and I am nervous and heavy.

"Take it easy, your own concert, you can do it with your normal heart."

The director seemed to see my nervousness, and patted my shoulder. I smiled, indicating that I was fine, but in fact, I didn't even want to maintain a basic smile.

"Hey, I'll go take a look and talk to the members."

"Well, let's go!"

Not having to face strangers made me feel a little more relaxed. I lowered my head and pretended to be looking at the script, walked towards the members, and re-checked with Namjoon for the concert, and confirmed that it was correct.

The concert started, I straightened my ears, and the CODY sister in front of me was doing the final makeup check for me. While recalling the performance sequence and the host speech, I was suddenly slapped on the buttocks, grabbed and flung back.

"what……"

There is no need to look back, Jungkook laughed softly from behind, I closed my eyes, a little annoyed, I turned around and gave me a blank stare, this brat, Jungkook, I don’t know where he learned it, he has to touch people’s buttocks on stage , even Brother Yun Qi, the real power in the team, has suffered poisonous hands on his ass.

At the family meeting, we all protested against this, but Jungkook innocently looked around at his hyungs with his big wet eyes, and then all were defeated.

That brat Jungkook definitely knows what we do with him!

The VCR is already playing, and the screams of the fans in the venue can be heard from here. I shook my head and took a few deep breaths. After the Japanese performance, I may need some professional help. I still underestimate it. The psychological impact of this hidden camera on me.

Dancing, singing, games, love talk, I found out that something was wrong after the concert on the third day, not only psychologically, but also physically.

"Is it okay?"

In the bathroom, Brother Yunqi stood behind me, watching worriedly, I shook my head.

"Maybe I have put a lot of pressure on myself recently, but I can still persist. When the company is on holiday, I can just take a break."

"It just so happened that I was fine for those two days."

I looked at brother Yunqi, obviously he was still on the phone with his brother last night and said he wanted to bring them gifts, didn't he?How can you lie so calmly?

"No, I want to walk alone."

Brother Yunqi looked up at me for a while, and then bent into a crescent moon, which is very beautiful.

"Okay then, stay safe."

"Hey!"

The last day of the concert was finally over, and it was easier to take off the task of being an MC. The company gave three days off. Except for Jimin who wanted to stay in Japan to have a look, the other members basically chose to go home and spend time with their parents.

"What about you, Star Master? Do you want me to book a ticket back to LA for you?"

"No, it's not Chinese New Year now, and there's no one going back."

I shook my head, rejecting Hao Fan's kindness.

"Why don't you come to my house? My parents also want to meet my relatives who are the same age as me."

Jungkook poked his head from the front, still chewing on the plane meal given by the stewardess.

"No, I'm a little nervous to interrupt me rashly, and I already have arrangements, and I plan to go out and have fun."

"Well, if you plan to come to Busan, you can call me!"

"understood!"

Jungkook knew my temperament, so he didn't pester me too much. He was still a little uncomfortable with Korean etiquette, especially when visiting other people's homes. I was afraid of offending my elders.

After seeing off the members in the dormitory, I called John immediately, and then booked a plane ticket to fly to San Diego that night to receive psychological counseling. My current mental state is almost reaching a critical point.

"The phone is here with me now."

An old man with a peaceful face took my mobile phone.

"Can I check my phone?"

"Can……"

Resisting the urge to take back the phone, I reluctantly nodded.

"Restore original settings now!"

"what?!"

I immediately stood up, snatched my mobile phone, and flipped through it in a hurry. Everyone's contact information, all software, and all files were gone...

"Do you know what you're doing?! I'm crazy! I'm looking for you!"

"But you haven't changed now?"

I smiled, approached that old face, and warned myself not to do it.

"I will lose contact with people, family, friends!"

"They will contact you! Those who care about you and love you will still find you, and those who slandered you and insulted you are gone now..."

I was stunned for a moment, and the complicated thoughts faded from my mind like a tide, and I continued to sit back in my seat.

"You mean..."

"Well! Empty yourself once in a while, and you will find that those you love and those who love you will always be there and will not leave. Just empty those useless things."

I love and love my...

"Just three days off, let's have fun in the safest place in America!"

John stood up and patted me on the shoulder.

"Then wait for the person who loves you to find you!"

The one who loves me...

"what……"

In San Diego in the autumn evening, everyone will give others a comfortable distance, no flashing lights, no cheers, no roar of planes, no speakers, no fans, no reporters, no various questions, visions, and scrutiny.

"On this closing melody

I hold on alone

Now tell me..."

Those who love me come to find me...

"elder brother?"

"what are you doing?"

Brother Namjoon's unique black accent, even in Korean, has a little tongue roll.

"me?"

I lay back and listened to the breeze through the leaves.

"Waiting for someone who loves me to come to me!"

"..."

"elder brother!"

I looked at the cloud, and my chest was full of joy and happiness.

"Thank you for finding me!"

Brother Namjoon over there didn't speak, I could hear his breathing through the microphone.

"Brother, I'm in San Diego now, the wind here is very comfortable, the clouds are beautiful, and the people are nice..."

Brother Namjoon over there responded softly.

"Um……"

"but!"

I held out my hand and half-squinted at the sky above, it was fine here but without them.

"I miss you..."

"Then come back!"