[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"I heard from the teacher that your condition is not very stable?"

"Hey, I'm in a bad state recently, and I'll try my best to overcome this problem."

I looked at PD Fang Shihyuk and nodded casually, and my heart skipped a beat. PD Fang Shihyuk closed the file and looked at me seriously.

"Star Lord, it's not that you don't have strength, you have to do well! For idols, status is actually more important than strength. I don't know what happened to affect your strength recently, but this is no longer the case. First time, isn't it?"

"Hey! I will pay more attention in the future."

"Well, Star Master wants to be an idol?"

I opened my mouth, it seems that I shouldn't say those high-sounding reasons on this occasion, but analyzing my heart, I have no way to talk to PD Fang Shihyuk.

"think……"

"But, I can't see, I signed you because of your voice, you recommended it yourself, didn't you?"

I nodded and traveled thousands of miles from the United States to South Korea to inquire about here and recommend myself to the PD. The purpose behind these crazy moves is to be able to enter the BTS.

"I can't see your desire. I don't understand why you come to the company since you don't want to debut?"

"I want to debut!"

"Then let me see! Oh?! Don't you know if you want to be an idol? I can give you time to adjust, but don't make me wait too long."

"Hey..."

I was told to change to the practice room and dormitory. There was no one in the dormitory. I pulled out my suitcase from under the bed and stuffed clothes into it one by one. There were not many, after all, I had lived here for less than a month.

"Going?!"

The door was opened, Brother Yunqi looked at my suitcase coldly.

"Well... PD asked me to go to dormitory 205."

Brother Yun Qi came over with a calm face and contempt in his eyes. I was a little panicked and wanted to take the other's arm, but suddenly remembered that day when Brother Yun Qi had a guarded look, clenched his hands and pulled the corners of his mouth.

"elder brother……"

Brother Yunqi turned cold and looked at me.

"Sure enough, it's because of Jimin that he's out of shape, do you think we're all blind?"

The hand that was packing the luggage stopped, and I looked up at Brother Yunqi, looking down condescendingly, indifferently, suddenly filled with sadness and anger.

So what, at least Brother Jimin treats me sincerely, what is this now, are you kidding me?See me foolishly approaching, foolishly self-righteous?

"Brother is caring about me?"

I raised the corners of my mouth in self-mocking, and looked up at the other party.

"There are so many people coming and going in and out of this dormitory. If I leave, it won't affect my brother, will it?"

Brother Yunqi grinned and sneered.

"Of course! I came to make my debut, and I'm not looking for a brother who can act like a baby?!"

I froze for a moment, as if something had slammed down heavily, breaking away the invisible shackles that were originally imprisoned around me.

"If you just want to find a brother, quit!"

quit?

Brother Yun Qi's face was stern, with indifferent eyes, which overlapped with those faces, teachers, trainees, staff, grandpa, and invisible faces, with all kinds of eyes, laughing, teasing, pity, and scrutinizing.

"Some youngsters like you are flattered by people. Jimin is working hard to make his debut. How about you?"

"We are all here because we want to debut, how about you?"

I opened my mouth, and Brother Yunqi asked me a sentence, so I didn't know how to answer.

think!Why don't you want to!The thought of being dead and alive again, the thought of stepping in even though it felt ashamed, the thought of...

"I won't quit!"

Like a suffocated person finally getting oxygen, open your eyes, even if those eyes make me suffocate, so what!

"SO? What the hell!"

Brother Yun Qi shrugged, returned to the room without concern, and closed the door with a bang.

Want to debut...

I lowered my head and smiled, what do they have for me to care about? People who are determined to debut, do you want me, a loser, to care? The result of caring is being eliminated...

It's because I'm too concerned about their feelings...

Whether it's practice, class, or dormitory life, you always pay attention to them with a sense of guilt, so have you forgotten your original goal?

Strange people, strange dormitories, strange scrutiny, the sound of strange shoes rubbing against the floor, strange mirrors, and a strange self inside.

"Have you heard, Li Xiuxiong went to Kim Namjoon's practice room and moved into 301."

Cui Eunzhen, born in 92, is currently the captain of this practice room, the main rap. When I first came to this practice room, I was often targeted. Foreigners, with a pretty face like a woman.

"That little white face is probably cold, thinking that he is a foreigner and will be treated extra? Tsk..."

Nan He, born in 93, vocal, I don't like it the most. After all, the PD planned to let him enter the 301 dormitory, but he was cut off by me, who just joined the company for a day.

"Squeak..."

The door was opened, and I saw Cui Eunzhen and Nanhe through the mirror, some embarrassment flashed across my face, and even adults could not avoid embarrassment when they were heard talking behind their backs.

"Brother, is it so early?"

I raised a smile, and as expected, I saw that the other party froze for a moment because of my face, and then walked away annoyed, making you spurn and jealous at the same time, envious of the appearance you can't ask for.

I'm such a bad boy...

"Isn't Star Master so early? Be careful not to grow taller."

So DISS my height, looking for a sense of superiority?I raised a smile, with gratitude in my tone.

"Hey, thank you brother for caring, I'm fine!"

"Since you're here, let's buy some water for my brothers, we're going to dance soon."

"Now, I've bought the water, and there it is."

I pointed to the neatly arranged 20 bottles of water in the practice room. Does the same move still want me to be scolded by the teacher for being late?I lowered my head, thinking badly.

The trainees will not treat you preferentially because you are underage. They only know that you took the stepping stone to the debut spot that the other party desires. Now that you are down, they are happy and hope that you will just fall down like this and never turn over. .

Poor pride?

Ah……

Then completely smash your self-esteem, obediently kneel in front of me and don't look up, because you don't even have the qualifications to look up!

"what……"

At 1 o'clock in the morning, in the empty practice room, only one light was turned on behind me, casting a shadow on the mirror. I looked up at myself in the darkness, since I couldn't see me, then forget it, when I grow into a monster , ignore? !

"Star Lord!"

At the vending machine at night, I saw Jimin holding a drink and staring at me blankly.

"Brother! Long time no see!"

I smiled, walked over, put in a coin, pressed it, took out the coffee, opened it, took a sip, saw Jimin hesitating from the corner of the eye, and put down the coffee.

"Brother hasn't gone back yet?"

Jimin nodded and glanced at me.

"Hmm! I still can't dance well."

Because Jimin had been focusing on modern dance before, he suddenly transformed into an idol dance, and he was indeed still in pain. I patted Jimin on the shoulder.

"That's it, that brother has to work hard and practice, at least he has the skills, and he will definitely be able to catch up!"

The atmosphere was a little awkward and awkward.

"Brother, I'm going back to practice first, brother also has to work hard!"

"Star Lord..."

"Ok?"

I looked back at Jimin in confusion.

"I'm sorry, Star Master, I don't know..."

"elder brother!"

I shook my head, everyone has their own pursuits, it is impossible to pay attention to the people around them all the time, not to mention that when the debut list is not down, they are both teammates and opponents.

"You're right, why do you have to apologize! I went in the wrong direction, debut is the most important thing, isn't it? My brother just needs to work hard and make a debut, and maybe we will meet on stage."

I smiled and Jimin stood there looking at me.

"It's good to understand, brother, it's not because of you, I just want to practice more."

"Well! I will cheer for my brother!"

I raised my hand and went back to my practice room. In the empty practice room, only the one in front of the mirror was on. I walked to the light and smiled at me in the mirror.

"Come on!"

In the dark, I can concentrate more and forget the time, as long as I practice.

For a month, I practiced crazily, and I didn't know that the trainee group had already spread the reputation of me and Brother Jimin as practice bugs.