[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

I am special, to Star Lord.

He came a month later than me. The child of 97 followed the head of the room into our practice room. I was attracted by him as soon as we met. What a beautiful child...

Still as old as Ji-hyun.

And he was also looking at me, both surprised and suspicious. I lowered my head in a panic, and grabbed my vest in shame. I knew I couldn't wear clothes, and I was disgusted when I first entered the dormitory.

Although I don't think it's a big deal, I'm here to be a trainee, to make my debut, not for a beauty pageant, I'm a boy, it's fine if I can wear it or not!

But from now on, I hope that the time can go back to the morning. I must listen to Brother Yunqi and choose clothes carefully, or go back a little and go out to buy some clothes with Brother Namjoon!

so stop looking at me...

This child was arranged in my dormitory and shared the practice room with me. I was a little embarrassed, but as an older brother in the same dormitory, my sense of responsibility made me want to take care of this child.

Naturally, Star Lord and I were the first to get acquainted.I will practice dance with him, agree to enter Class A with him, and prepare for the end-of-month evaluation with him.

I also enjoyed him telling me what was in his heart, and enjoying his dependence on me. When I watched him run towards me with tears in his eyes, the momentary sense of satisfaction made me so proud...

look!

He and I are the closest!

My proudest dance was criticized, and Star Lord was praised again, that's great!

A sudden panic surged in my heart. If this continues, if I don't catch up with them as soon as possible, will I be left behind, and then I will watch them make their debut...

I gave up my position as the chief, gave up a better choice, and came here with all my eggs in one basket, not to be left behind, not to watch others stand on the stage!

I rejected him for the first time!

Looking at Star Master's slightly injured eyes, and seeing him withdraw his hand in embarrassment, am I stunned...

no!

I just want to go faster, faster, and faster to catch up with them!

I just don't want to be left behind!

The time was spent in non-stop practice. Knowing that the star master was called away, I felt uneasy. When I ran back secretly for the first time, I heard brother Yunqi scolding the star master loudly before I went in.

I was a little annoyed, the star master was transferred away, he must be very uncomfortable, why did he provoke him at this time, but Brother Yunqi's next sentence nailed me out.

So the Star Lord is because of me...

I didn't know that this dependence would be the reason for his criticism. I was just angry, why I couldn't do better, and why I couldn't improve faster.

The heart that wanted to enter the theory was instantly poured with cold water.

The bed that belonged to the star master soon slept in other people, and I didn't want to go back anymore, so I could only practice desperately. In the empty practice room, I could hear my own breathing and the sound of the soles of my shoes rubbing against the floor.

On an ordinary night, at an ordinary time, I met Star Lord. He stood at the junction of darkness and light, greeted generously, and walked over slowly with a smile in his eyes.

I watched him cleanly toss the coin, press the button, and then took out the coffee, with a 'squeak', raised his head and drank it, a series of smooth and easy movements!

Different!

Such a star master is too different!

I recalled Brother Yunqi's words that day again, and a voice in my heart told me, even if it might be useless, I still have to say it!

I stopped Star Master, expressed my thoughts hesitantly and apologetically, and then saw him smile, still looking so clean.

He said he understood, he said he was wrong, he said it had nothing to do with me...

I know something is different...

I'm in a hurry, but I don't know what I'm in a hurry for...

Star Lord is very powerful and will come back soon. This is the first time I feel that a person can shine even in a place without lights and cheers.

I yearn for...

envy...

chasing...

These looks!

After coming back, Star Lord continued to get close to me as before, and sometimes I could still see brother Yunqi poking at me secretly, and even brother Namjoon and brother Seokjin complained.

I looked at the smiling Star Lord on the phone, and suddenly felt that we were still the same as before. The melodrama between Brother Namjoon and Seokjin interrupted me, and Star Lord was so angry that he was speechless.

I'm not deaf, so I can hear Brother Yunqi and Shuozhen saying something in a strange way, so I am the first to Star Master!

Right!

I looked at myself sweating in the mirror, this face that the star master said was cute.

So work harder!

Only in this way can we debut together and continue to be the number one!

I finally ushered in my debut. Although the process was a bit difficult, I also proved that even if I am not the chief, I can succeed even if I start from scratch.

After debuting, there were more slanders, just because of one sentence, a group photo, or even this face!

Star Lord spent more time in the studio, and I continued to soak in the practice room, and everyone was digesting these sounds in their own way.

So is the star master silently digesting it in his own way?

You'll tell me that before...

So, it's different...

Not my illusion.

I feel a little uncomfortable, but I seem to understand why the star master did this, so since the star master wanted to do this, there must be his own reasons.

I understand him...

Just like before.

So I can also understand that he was stalking and stalking Yunqi brother home, and then I knew that Yunqi brother was also special to him.

So, can I still be number one?

I am a little wronged, a little unwilling, and a little angry.

Obviously it was me first!

It's my first!

During the Odds Games, I intentionally injured myself while playing football, watching the star master look angry and distressed, and watching him carefully apply the medicine to me.

I was a little happy, but I still pretended to be obedient and aggrieved. Sure enough, the star master was not angry anymore, and asked me if it hurts. I nodded, and then I saw him bragging to me.

I'm a little greedy...

During the family meeting, I deliberately said that I was worried that he would leave us, and seeing him eagerly explaining, I actually felt a little satisfied.

But I didn't expect that on the other side of the greatly increased exposure, there are so many slanders against him. He is such a perfect person. He is a college student at a young age. He can play the cello, smart and studious.

Why is it him? It’s me who is obviously not good. I don’t look good and my singing skills are not good.

So stop comforting Taehyung, stop comforting Brother Namjoon, let alone comfort Brother Yunqi, isn’t it good to comfort yourself? !

We are brothers!

Count on us!

I paused in our exclusive practice room, the empty one, just my gasping, and I stared at myself in the mirror.

Laughed silently.

look!

this is you!

There is no way but to hide here and vent!

You can't even help him, even a little bit!

Taehyung can bear the fear and help him cover his eyes, I can only sit on the other side and watch from a distance!

Seokjin can still be left to take care of him, I followed the members to the company, and then listened to the company asking them to pay attention, but in fact it was more for the captain!

I held a sigh of relief in my heart, not to any of them, but to myself.

I am so angry at myself for being so powerless!

And this tone was about to burst out after I saw the painting Star Master gave to Brother Yunqi, and when I saw Taehyung cheating on him, no matter what!

I suddenly felt a panic!

Is there something wrong with me...

What's wrong with me?

Taehyung, what's wrong with me...