[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

My name is Kim Seokjin, born on December 1992, 12, from Gwacheon, Gyeonggi-do, the eldest brother of BTS.

In fact, at home, I was a busy person. When I joined the company, I came in as an actor trainee. Although I became an idol trainee in the end, it didn't affect that I was the biggest among the group.

When I came in, this small group had already formed. Because I was the oldest, they also respected me, but respect is respect, and it will take some time to integrate into it.

Taehyung was the first to accept me, a very cute and lively child, then Jungkook and Jimin.I'm in charge of vocal music, and I can meet everyone except dance class in class, but when it comes to small classes, the one I spend the most time with is Vocalline, I thought I could get along with another maknae too.

Star Lord seems to be a bit against me, which makes me a little confused. Before that, I didn’t seem to have any contact with him. At first, I thought he was shy. After all, it’s normal for foreigners to recognize newborns, but in the end Namjoon and Yun Qi and the others have begun to accept me, and I still feel that Star Lord doesn't like me.

did i do something

a day or two...

I am brother!

Eat five years more than him!So good-looking and talented!

Bad character, arrogant, no matter what you say!

Really...

I still attend my class and do my exercises. I didn't know that Star Lord's birthday was coming until they were discussing something furtively.

Want to give a gift?

send it!Although he is a bit indifferent, I have to admit that this good-looking and powerful guy does have the capital to be so cold...

Although it is only a 16-year-old child who has not yet grown up!

On that day, I looked at the child pointing at me with a confused expression and asked if it was my birthday?I just faintly felt that something was wrong. Looking at the child who should have been cared for, didn't he even know his own birthday?

strange?

Seeing him sitting among a pile of small gifts, his eyes were red and his nose was red. A somewhat absurd idea formed in his mind, didn't this child have a birthday?

Seeing him crying and laughing with a runny nose, I don’t know why, I suddenly felt distressed, maybe he really didn’t have a birthday, I began to wonder about his family, his relatives, his past ten years several years……

However, this kind of curiosity was dispelled by his alienated and polite explanation, Mingming and Jimin could let go of their guards, why did they change their appearance when they came to me!

Such damn politeness!

Fortunately, I still feel sorry for him just now!

And the turning point of the matter was also that night. Although the cause was a bit oolong, after listening to his words...

So I'm afraid that he will not be among the seven people, and I, the last one to come in, will squeeze him out?

Look down on me so much?

I thought about the messy dance that was criticized by Teacher Sun Chengde during the dance practice, so where did he come from so sure that he felt that he couldn't do it?

I couldn't help but ask, 'What about you? '

Seeing the child staring blankly, then laughing until his eyes disappeared, bragging about his beauty there, really deserves a beating. Of course, I have wanted to be beating for a long time.

Taking this as an opportunity, the relationship between Star Lord and I has also become much closer, but compared to Jimin, it is still far behind. After we went to the United States with Jungkook, every time I open a video, within a minute, he They will yell for Jimin hyung!

snort!

No big or small!

I couldn't help but ask, and at the end, even though I was only three months younger, Yun Qi, who was said to be the real power in the previous dormitory, still wanted to obediently call me brother.

No matter what, we can't compare Jimin's status in Star Lord's heart!

so smart? !

I unconsciously set my sights on Jimin who was still practicing dancing in front of the mirror, this short, fat boy, who is not as good-looking as me, what makes Star Master fall in love with him? !

Just thinking about it, another cold snort came from next to her ear, and Yun Qi's voice continued to ring out.

Do you know what is imprinting phenomenon?

what?

I shifted my gaze from Jimin to Yunqi, and looked at him suspiciously, seeing that he wrinkled his nose slightly and raised his mouth slightly, as if he was dissatisfied.

Ok……

Although I am a college student, my major is acting, and I joined the company as an idol trainee...

Also juggling psychology classes?

When the duckling breaks its shell, the first thing it sees is its own mother!

Oh ~

Understood!

I nodded, I understood. I didn't expect that Yun Qi, who usually doesn't talk much but feels a lot, knows a lot!

wrong!

and many more!

Yunqi means...

Star Lord regards Jimin as his mother? !

No no no!

Should not be!

It should be that Star Lord was the first to know Jimin, and then according to Jimin's character, he was also very kind to this younger brother, so he naturally occupied the number one position in Star Lord's heart...

What luck!

After figuring this out, I also understand that the first one is always easy to get what the later people need to pay more to get, just like, the same as the maknae, in fact, I prefer the first sweet Here comes Jungkook who called me 'Brother'.

Anyway, it's not as good as Jimin...

Then honestly be the second echelon!

I stood up and patted my butt, looked at Yun Qi and the precious water bottle beside him, and thought of his sour tone and expression just now.

Ah ~

Got it, is this kid jealous?

It's still my elder brother who is mature, anyway, time is still long, so take your time.

Take your time, take your time, it’s time to debut, I look at the mint in my hand, as an adult, I naturally understand that a candy will not solve my current problems, but does this represent Ji Yunqi’s honey After the water, I also have a mint?

After debuting, the situation was more difficult than expected. The captain is Namjoon and our spokesperson. Naturally, we have endured a lot, and we have been more or less hacked.

I thought I could bear this. After all, I am the eldest brother. Looking at the fearful and uneasy eyes of my younger brothers, I told myself to be a good example, but I didn't expect to be hit.

——What contribution did Kim Seok-jin make to BTS, and how did he get into BTS?

I have thought about this question carefully, what is special about me for BTS, but the result makes me a little discouraged, it seems that there is really nothing special about me.

As the fans said, he is also the oldest, and his singing is not top-notch, and his dancing is still slow. Namjoon, who is also slow in dancing, is the producer Line and the captain.

So, facade?

To be honest, Star Lord and Taehyung opened up, and it could be a facade...

So, where is my contribution?

Thinking of this, I couldn't fall asleep even more, until I heard the sound of the door opening, is the Star Lord back?She is still our youngest member, but she has to digest the tense schedule for the combination.

When I opened the door and went in, I saw a small person sitting there with a lamp on his back, changing his shoes. Tired, right?

I yelled at him, but it startled him. I was a little embarrassed. Even yelling would scare people. What kind of existence am I to them?

I don’t know what’s wrong, I asked him if he was hungry, and after I asked him, I felt disgusted with myself. I ate supper at night. According to the star master’s physique, he would probably be swollen tomorrow. He has a lot of travel recently, so he shouldn’t eat at this time for the sake of the camera effect!

I just wanted to say that I was sleepy, but I didn't expect to be hugged and comforted. This hug reminded me of the feeling my family gave me.

I'm a bit greedy...

I have always told myself to be a big brother, a big brother, to take care of my younger brothers, and to be a good example, but just let me be a cowardly younger brother for a while...

After being let go, I felt a little embarrassed and spurned myself. After all, I was a brother who was five years older, and I wanted my brother to comfort me, but I didn't expect Star Lord to be the first to act coquettishly, shouting that I was hungry, and asked me to make supper.

what……

I pinched his little face, pretending to be helpless, while also covering up my embarrassment.

What a burden...

I don't understand why such a considerate maknae would be hated and attacked, I saw him comforting Taehyung with a pale face, watching him squatting there crying with a pale face, watching his tear-stained face and me joke.

It's all this time, don't you forget to comfort me?

I watched his variety show, and the star master in it was completely different from the star master that night. He was young, with a childish face, but he answered cautiously and cautiously, with a maturity that I had never seen before.

Some distressed, but there is nothing to do.

I recalled that night, the star master sitting there was motionless, maybe he was silently sad, but after hearing my voice, he immediately put everything away and came to comfort me...

And what am I doing?

I am a little rejoicing, a little self-willed, being a younger brother, letting him comfort me a little, absorbing the warmth that may not be warm enough for him from his already sad heart...

Ah……

So, what am I doing? !

I covered my eyes, I am a brother who is five years older...

me……

I have to learn to be an older brother that my younger brothers can rely on!