[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"Star Lord, are you asleep?"

"Not yet, bro!"

"Your brother called you."

I took the mobile phone handed over to Brother Shuozhen by Brother Hao Fan, and just put it to my ear, and just asked, Philo came back with worry and suppressed anger.

"How is it? It's no big deal, right? Where's that man!"

"No, I'm just scared, I'm not hurt, brother don't need to be so nervous."

"Can you not be nervous? When you were in high school..."

Philo paused and fell silent for a while.

"Brother didn't mention it on purpose, I was just afraid that we are not by your side..."

"I'm ok."

I glanced at Brother Shuozhen who was standing there. Brother Shuozhen caught the look, said softly to end the call and hand him the phone, and then went out, leaving me alone in the room.

"I said long ago that the atmosphere in South Korea is not good. You are not well-known yet, and this incident happened, you might as well come back..."

"Philo!"

Heaving a heavy sigh, I was already physically and mentally exhausted from the autograph event, so I'm going to bring it up again.

"I said, I don't need it, and I'm just an adopted son, not my own."

"I... I don't mean anything else, I just don't want you to work too hard!"

Philo on the phone paused for a while, after a short busy tone.

"You obviously have very good family conditions, why don't you take advantage of it? Although you are adopted, don't you know how we have treated you all these years? You have the surname Rockefeller, why are you so estranged from us? ? No one will feel that a good family background is a burden?"

But I am not Yin Xingzhu!That person is not me!not me!There is no way to say these words, I raised my head, gritted my teeth, and suppressed the irritability in my heart.

"Okay, don't mention this matter! I'll hang up if there's nothing to do, and tell my uncle and aunt that I'm fine, goodbye!"

Putting down the phone, thinking for a while, I sighed, and secretly spurned myself for not being able to control my emotions. Obviously Philo is also worried about me. Recently, some unfavorable voices from the outside world, anti fans, and seniors in the circle who praise and criticize are really doubtful I would collapse that day, and my phone vibrated again, and I didn't think much about picking it up to answer it.

"elder brother……"

I'd better apologize...

"Why don't you die!!! The bastard should die!!!"

dead……

A sharp and malicious curse.

dead!

I looked at my trembling hand, which was stiff but couldn't control the strength to clenched it tightly. Reason told me to hang up and don't listen, but my hand just didn't obey.

Hurry up and be obedient!

to die?I have already died once, why should I die? !

Hanging up the call with trembling hands, 'Ding Dong' means new news, unfamiliar number, familiar swearing, new ones came in before I clicked on it.

One after another, the past, the present.

"Ha ha……"

Ding dong ding dong, I closed my eyes, and the suppressed anger and powerlessness surged up, what did I do wrong, and how heinous was it, that so many people wanted me to die...

"go to hell!"

"Snapped!"

The phone hit the wall hard, and then it was thrown into pieces. I covered my ears, closed my eyes, and stopped talking, really stopped talking.

"Star Lord!"

My head was pressed into my arms, and the tip of my nose was instantly filled with a familiar smell. I looked up at Brother Shuozhen, and I opened my mouth, except for a short and rapid breath, as if I couldn't say anything.

"elder brother……"

"I'm sorry, brother should be by your side! I'm sorry, Star Master!"

I tightened my arms holding Brother Shuozhen, buried him in his arms, and shook my head desperately. Brother is worried.

"Star Lord is our most important family member, younger brother, who makes us indispensable. Without BTS, no one is BTS. Therefore, Star Lord needs to be strong. Those who are not our fans, don't you say that love is for those Love you and the people you love? So don't be sad for them..."

I nodded, and my emotions slowly recovered. I rubbed my brother's clothes before poking my head out. I looked at my brother's messy clothes with my tears and snot in embarrassment.

"Brother, let's change clothes! I want to sleep for a while."

"Uh-huh."

Brother Shuozhen looked down at his clothes, but he didn't pay much attention. Instead, he touched my head with a smile, and covered me with the quilt again, with strength and gentleness.

"Have a good rest, my dear brother!"

In the evening, Brother Namjoon informed me at the family meeting that for the sake of personal safety, the itinerary may be reduced during this period, and the regular MC who has signed a contract will also postpone his appearance for a period of time, and he can accept it calmly.

"It's ok?"

"No ah!"

I shook my head and gave my brothers a reassuring smile. I cried in front of Seokjin and let it go. Actually, I’m not really a teenager. Sadness and anger are only temporary, 101’s Sometimes after receiving bad reviews here, you can show love to the camera on the other side, so these are nothing.

"It's just that I can take this time to rest. The demo Fang PD that Yun Qi recorded before has also passed, so I can concentrate on making it. If I don't hand in my work, the PD will probably find me for coffee. gone."

I shook my head pretending to be helpless, and hugged Brother Yun Qi who was always staying up late recently.

"Brothers, I'm not that fragile, really! I'm still alive and well, and I can still sing and dance with my brothers!"

During this period of public opinion, the brothers have endured too much. If they can digest it by themselves, why bother to add pressure to the brother? I looked at Taehyung who is much quieter, because of the rising attention of BTS, even if I just upload a group photo. will be attacked.

Even breathing is wrong!

What else can we do...

"That's good, don't worry about anything, talk to your brothers, we will be together in the future, and we must bear happiness and pain together, so that we can go on better."

Brother Namjoon had dark circles under his eyes, and nodded silently. As the captain, he has grown a lot during this time, and the other members also nodded affirmatively.

"Yeah, pain divided by 8 will become bearable, and happiness multiplied by 8 will become heaven, so brothers, if you have troubles, please tell me."

"Star Lord doesn't look like a maknae at all!"

"We are BTS! How could we be defeated by such a trivial matter!"

Playing songs and radio announcements in twos and threes, without some personal schedules, my time is instantly plentiful, and I continue to go back to school or work.

After losing my mobile phone, I didn’t feel as uncomfortable as I imagined. Although I sometimes thought about it, it was better than before. In addition, my inspiration has increased recently, and I am busy writing songs, so I don’t have time to think about those messy things.