[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"Star Lord, what happened recently?"

When I came back to my senses, the trainees in the class were all staring at me in the mirror with dissatisfaction, apologizing subconsciously, and the teacher shook his head in disappointment.

"I praised you for making great progress in dancing! Are you complacent?"

"sorry!"

"Didn't I ask you 'I'm sorry'! Do you think that God rewards you with a good voice, so you can hold idol's job safely? If so, what are those students who work harder than you!"

I lowered my head in shame, and the trainees around me who were dissatisfied because of the delayed study even secretly laughed, angry, but helpless...

"Star Lord, is there something bothering you?"

"elder brother!"

I twitched the corners of my mouth, Brother Jimin came to practice dancing after school every day and learned to sing, and it was very tiring. I didn’t want to bother him with these small things, but looking around, he was the only one he could confide in. Brother Jimin glanced at him and shook his head, still not wanting to make his brother more tired.

"Hey... Star Master has grown up too, he doesn't chat with his brother anymore, and he has his own little secret."

"No, brother!"

Hearing Brother Jimin's disappointed sigh, I shook my head in panic, grabbed the other person's clothes, and hastily denied it, but didn't know how to speak.

"You're still young, so there's no need to hold back like this. You can discuss something with your brother. Although your brother may not be able to solve it, maybe you can make some suggestions?"

"Brother, don't you think I'm annoying?"

I looked at Jimin carefully.

"No! Such a good-looking brother, it's too late to like him, how could he be annoyed!"

I felt Brother Jimin encouraging me, pursed my lips, mustered up the courage, and spoke out my inner anxiety and confusion, but kept things about Brother Yunqi a secret.

"Brother, should I know the truth?"

To be honest, I am very scared, there is always a voice in my heart telling me that all the past life has passed, and there is no need to entangle, but if I continue to use the identity of Yin Xingzhu in such a daze, I am really afraid that one day I will be shackled in the quagmire of the previous life, Inextricable.

"Um……"

Jimin was troubled for a while, then patted my head.

"Star Lord think about it, is it more reassuring to be kept in the dark all the time, or do you think that even though the truth is painful, living clearly makes people live more frankly, and then you can choose."

"really?"

"Will brother lie to you?"

I shook my head without hesitation, causing Brother Jimin to hug me and press me against his sweaty chest, while vigorously stroking my hair.

"Then that's fine. The most important thing now is the subsequent assessment. You promised me that you will debut with me! You can't miss the appointment!"

"Ah! Bro, your hair is messed up!"

I struggled angrily, why does this brother like to mess with his hair so much.

"Hahaha!"

For the next time, I forced myself to let go of distracting thoughts, and followed Jimin to practice day and night.

After the assessment was over, the company gave them half a day to rest.I stood at an intersection, reached into my pocket and squeezed the sweat-soaked pills.

I can feel the huge "dong dong" sound of the beating heart, my feet are heavy, and my whole body is heavy.

Opposite is a pharmacy, I just have to cross the road and take out the pills, how easy it is.

Amitriptyline, depression, suicide.

The pharmacy came out and threw the pills down the drain.Sometimes the truth is so simple, how can there be so many twists and turns and conspiracies, I have never hated her so much at this moment, hated her for abandoning me so easily.

so cold...

I found a place to sit down, and the vague memory became clear instantly. Sometimes, my mother would yell and cry hysterically in the room, accompanied by the sound of various things falling on the ground, cut into tattered clothes, My favorite bunny's dinner plate was thrown to pieces, messy and dirty room, scattered clothes...

So the mother committed suicide?

I am a little sad and regretful, but not too sad. After all, I am also a person who has experienced death. At the moment of dying in a depressed life, the soul is released from the skin that imprisoned me. That kind of joy, my mother is dying. Not very happy...

"Mom, be happy!"

It doesn't make any sense to pursue the matter now, I am in this time and space remembering the deceased in the previous time and space.What's more, the current self doesn't even have the position to pursue it. Now I am Yin Xingzhu. I am glad that I am Yin Xingzhu, not me in the previous life.

The phone in my pocket vibrated, and I came back to my senses.

"Hey……"

"Star Lord, it's Brother Namjoon, where are you now?"

"Hey, I'm just going out for a walk. Is there anything you can do with me?"

In the sunny afternoon, there was no one on the street, so I stood up and walked towards the subway.

Brother Namjoon’s talent was known in the company’s test on the second day, and the company’s attitude towards Brother Namjoon also showed that he was the first confirmed member of the future BTS, and now I need to seize this only one. With kindness, approach them.

"It's nothing, I just found out that you are not in the company or in the dormitory, so just ask."

"Hey! I'll be right back!"

Putting down my phone, I stopped and went to the side shop to get some bottles of water and snacks.

Looking up, the sky is blue, there are no clouds or birds, and it looks very tall. Unfortunately, only a small piece is left divided by the surrounding tall buildings.

Could he be that eighth man?

"hiss--"

There was an unusual sound of braking. Looking away, it was an accident. The bad-tempered driver stepped down and looked at the people under the car, just to blame and abuse.

Staring at the sky made my vision a little blurry. I blinked. My eyes were even a little dry after wearing colored contact lenses for a long time.

"Brother Yunqi?!"

I ran over, and brother Yunqi had already stood up, bent over and covering his shoulder with his right hand, looking very painful, I wanted to see his condition, but was pushed violently.

"Who are you? Don't you look at the point, don't you look at the road when you ride a bike? You food delivery guys just want money and don't care about your life!"

I stabilized my figure, turned around, and saw a middle-aged man wearing a gray T-shirt, beach pants, and kicking slippers, standing there with a fierce expression, and was almost pushed, plus the truth I just learned.

Really...

"Uncle, you hit my brother, and now you are scolding us instead. If you don't accept it, call the police! Anyway, I remember your license plate number, you can't escape!"

I was very angry. When I fought back loudly like this, the previously suppressed emotions seemed to be relieved through this kind of counterattack.

"Yah! You brat!"

I stared at the opponent and raised his hand, a little scared, but I still kept my head and watched without flinching. I even hoped that the opponent would hit him directly.

"Uncle, you are beating a minor by doing this!"

The imaginary slap did not fall, I turned my head to look at Brother Yun Qi who was speaking, he put down his hand covering his shoulder, and looked at him with a pale face.

"If you pay for the medical expenses, we'll do it privately. Otherwise, there will be monitoring here, so we will know who is responsible."

"elder brother?!"

I didn't understand why I wanted to be private, and I looked at him in disbelief, what if it was serious, but he just smiled and didn't say much, taking the money handed over by the other party amidst the cursing voice of the other party.

The driver got into the car, leaned out of the car window, spat rudely, stared at me, a little scared but still brave enough to yell at me.

"Bah! A monster! How unlucky!"