[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"Sure enough, it is the first idol with different pupils in the Republic of Korea. There are two souls hidden in the first song. Our Moon West is a perfect combination of classical and dark bubbles!"

I'm still not used to the exaggerated introductions of Korean variety show hosts and their more exaggerated facial expressions and body movements. Relatively speaking, I prefer radio announcements...

"Hey! Hello everyone, I am BTS, Moon Imita!"

Although the company negotiated with SBS, apparently SBS did not cut the scene of me singing "I". After I once again sang IU's good life with a female voice in the broadcast program, the host looked at the teleprompter and said I gave the same compliments, and I bowed respectfully to thank you.

"Our Diamond Maknae!"

Brother Namjoon who was on the show with me also smiled and clapped his hands, his words were full of pride.

"Moon knows everything, so he is a diamond maknae in our team!"

"Ah! Brother!"

I covered my face in embarrassment. In fact, I was already a dog in my heart. No matter who was asked to sing girls' songs with female voices over and over again, I would be bored. I would rather sing my own songs.

"Since you're the youngest, you can act like a baby too!"

The host also knows who the company is supporting, so naturally he won't let me go.

"One plus one, cutie, two plus two, cutie, that..."

"Hey!"

I am responsive now, doing whatever I am asked to do, and I stood up again not long after I sat down.

"However, I am preparing another."

"Oh? Is it new?" The host became interested, "I'm looking forward to it!"

"Hey, play Baby Shark, please."

I looked at the production team on the opposite side, and soon the prelude came out. I followed the rhythm and became the popular Shark Daddy for a long time in my previous life.Mama Shark, Daddy Shark, Grandpa Shark action.

"Yeah... big hair!"

This time it was not only the host, but even the other invited artists applauded one after another. I bowed politely and returned to my seat.

It's not hard to see the envy in the eyes of other artists. After all, the weight of the broadcast is so small, and whoever has a bright spot will get it.

"Do the others want to try it too?"

"Hey!"

Naturally, the host will not let go of the outbreak of this new trend. It can not only drive the ratings of the show, but also let other artists share the rain and dew. Why not do it.

"Star Lord! Don't sleep, eat something first!"

I opened my eyes in a daze. The sudden increase in the schedule in the past month, MV shooting and year-end college self-enrollment preparations were really too much for me.

Brother Namjoon looked at me worriedly, pushed the unpacked takeaway in front of me, and handed me a bag of red ginseng juice.

"After eating, drink this too!"

"Okay, brother!"

I patted my head unceremoniously, trying to wake myself up.

Recently, the itinerary has been in a vicious circle. It seems that the response here is good, and the next invitation will come soon. Due to the company's debt problem, all the work that can be arranged has been arranged.

"We're back!"

"I'm back, I just finished cooking."

Seokjin put the kimchi soup in the living room and took off his apron.

"Jungkook, Taehyung, let's eat!"

"Hey!"

After I changed my shoes, I went to the kitchen to help Seokjin hyung get the bowl and chopsticks. When I walked into the living room, I saw Jungkook and Taehyung hyung chattering about something, and I kicked Jungkook’s ass.

"Don't eat and save some food, go wash your hands with Taehyung!"

"understood!"

Putting the dishes and chopsticks away, I dragged a cushion and looked at the simple home-cooked dishes.

"What about the other brothers?"

"In the company."

"Oh, brother, did you save your food?"

"I'll keep it, and I'll drop it off when I go to the company."

Brother Namjoon helped Seokjin brother set the table and chopsticks.

"And Brother Shuozhen doesn't stare, Brother Yunqi will definitely not eat again!"

"Ah ~ brother Yunqi, only brother Shuozhen who is older than him can be shocked!"

For the instrumental version of "NO", I made some changes in some places. After all, there are still differences between pop music and classical music. Fortunately, it is not a major change. The arrangement and composition are very fast, and the practice does not take too much time.

Brother Yunqi stopped and massaged.look at me.

"How are you doing?"

"It should be almost..."

I lost the white tape wrapped around my middle finger and thumb.

"I'm looking for the feel, and I should be able to shoot."

He rubbed his somewhat whitish fingers.

"Suddenly I'm really looking forward to what the fans will think, and I'm really looking forward to the finished product."

Brother Yunqi stretched himself.

"Aren't you still saying that you can't do it when you practice!"

I'm stuck, so I won't admit that I said it!

"When did I say that!"

Namjoon opened the door and came in.

"Be quiet and take a rest. I'm going to practice dancing soon. Are you so energetic?"

"Hey!"

The end of the year is approaching. In order to have a better stage, the company has arranged a smaller itinerary for me, and will let other members take turns to follow more appearances, but judging from the actual broadcast results, I have more weight.

A popularity gap is starting to emerge, which is not a good sign.

Fans of Wei Fan and Tuan Fan, as well as fans of other members, all scolded me on Twitter. Although I told myself not to care, the members would also comfort me.

But this still makes me very uneasy. Whether it was MissA or 4 Minutes in the previous life, these groups whose personal popularity exceeded group popularity were going to disband without exception.

But BTS can't, it can't disband because of me!

disturbed……

"Compared to suddenly receiving attention due to various other reasons, besides being afraid of suddenly falling off that day, I am even more afraid of what my brothers will think of me..."

In the family meeting, I looked at my brothers and expressed my uneasiness. Even if my brothers forbid me to read the black comments on the Internet, I can still guess what they will say. I have already experienced it in 101. up.

"To be honest, I can actually see things like black comments, attacks on appearance, and gender. Anyway, I will never turn ugly and become a girl. And there are fans. I only give love and attention to those who love me and me. The one I love, the others are none of my business!"

"Star Lord!"

After running through the notice, Nam Joon frowned, having experienced a lot of ups and downs in the circle.

"Pay attention to the words you use, and be humble, we are still newcomers!"

"understood!"

I smiled and took Namjoon's hand.

"Anyway, I'm only doing this in front of you, and I'll pay attention when it's broadcast."

"Namjoon, Star Lord has been under a lot of pressure recently, but this isn't really a dirty word, just let him vent it!"

Brother Namjoon frowned, as if he wanted to say something, but finally nodded silently.

"Thank you! Brother Seokjin! And Brother Namjoon, I will be obedient, I'm just talking here."

I smiled at Brother Shuozhen and turned my head slightly.

"I know those things on the Internet, brother! It's not that I don't have eyes, I can see."

I inserted it, but got attention earlier, how to repay it, I acted like a thief.

"But what to do? What to do?"

"Ah... So our Star Lord thinks so. I'm afraid that Star Lord will not want us if he becomes popular!"

I was taken aback, looking at Brother Jimin who was smiling and looking down at me. It turned out that Brother Jimin had really thought about this possibility. I was a little embarrassed, but I don't know the situation in front of me...

How to solve...

"No! I will never leave my brothers."

"Ah! Pull yourself together! You really think you are omnipotent!"

Brother Yunqi walked over and patted my thigh.

"Brothers are just letting you go. If you really show your skills, you may not be able to tell who the child is!"

"Puchi! Brother~"

I raised my little fist, and knew that brother Yunqi said this just to reduce my burden, so I didn't really do anything, raised it and let it go.

The atmosphere is a little stuffy...

"By the way, I'll let you guys listen to "I" that Namjoon and I completed together."

I sat up, took out my phone from my backpack, and played the demo I just recorded tonight.

"Wow! Well done!"

Brother Haoxi also took the next topic very well, and took the lead in applauding.

"The lyrics part is also very good! Did you complete it independently?"

"Brother Namjoon wrote the lyrics, and he also knows that my lyrics are not very good."

I nodded and smiled at Brother Namjoon.

"If this song is given to us, it will definitely become popular, right?"

"cheer up!"

Brother Yunqi looked at Taehyung and patted him on the head.

"We are the black bubble combination!"

"I know, brother, just say it casually!"

The company also quickly discovered this sign, and still won’t turn down the invitation to my itinerary. After all, the company is not Bang Si Hyuk’s PD alone. Producers from JYP may be able to see the current situation of MISSA better than other outsiders. , I can only imply that I will mention the group and members more in private.