[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"Star Lord!"

Brother Namjoon is calling.

"elder brother……"

I stood on the balcony looking at the gray sky, the gray rain, the gray world, the gray me reflected on the glass, expressionless...

"Is it really okay..."

something...

Really...

I opened my mouth and lived in peace for so long, why did you find me during this time, why didn't you let me go earlier, before I accepted all this!

Why are you reclaiming me now...

"Brother! I'm just lazy, just say it casually, I want my brother to care about me!"

"call--"

Brother Namjoon breathed a sigh of relief.

"That's good, I'm almost ready to hire a 24-hour bodyguard for you..."

"Hey!"

I really want to say, I don't want to leave...

But I can’t say, otherwise there will be other variables, what will happen to you, what will happen to Philo, what will happen to the person I care about, what will happen to the person I love...

i can't risk...

"I'm sorry, brother."

I laughed, but I was crying on the glass.

"I'll talk to Brother Jimin and the others later..."

Namjoon nodded.

"They are all here with me, there is no need to tell them."

"Um……"

I looked down and smiled.

So my end is death after all...

But why do you still drag them? Is it my punishment? If so, why do you let me dream about these again, why give me hope, and then continue to torture!

My own painting has not been finished yet, and the one for Jungkook is still in the room. I was thinking of putting together a set of [-] paintings of the same style, so that when the dormitory is replaced with a bigger one, it will look so beautiful!

I was also thinking, when this tour is over, I will take my brothers back home to see my snow shadow, and then see if the pony I left for my brothers has grown up...

I also want to see where we can go and what scenery we can see in the future...

I still want to go down with them...

Is my time only going so far?

So it's time to wake up?

Will someone remember me...

"Brother! I'm sorry!"

Pull yourself up, I'll call Jimin hyung.

"So what's wrong?"

"Just looking at the rain, I don't want to go out..."

I laughed, trying to sound lighthearted and nonchalant.

"what……"

The person over there understood, and then asked a question, seemingly uneasy.

"Then shall we go today?"

"..."

Can't you not go?

I pursed my lips.

"elder brother……"

"Ok?"

"What time is it today?"

"you go?"

Brother Jimin's voice was obviously much happier.

"At 4:[-] p.m., we can have a meal outside after watching the movie and go back. I heard that there is a flower crab restaurant near the movie theater that is very delicious, and it was recommended by Brother Shuozhen!"

"Ah... it's time to eat flower crab~"

I left the balcony, walked through the room, and looked at the clock in the living room. It was 1:50 pm, and there were 2 hours and 10 minutes left.

"So, what a disadvantage if you don't go out today!"

"It's quite a loss!"

I laughed lowly, it's rare that we can get together on a rest day...

It would be a shame not to go...

"How is the recording, brothers?"

"Ah... Now Jungkook is recording, and I just finished..."

There was a short noise in the ears suddenly, and he vaguely heard who Jimin was saying hello to.

"still there?"

"here I am?"

I walked into my room, and Jungkook's painting was well packaged and placed on the table.

"You were a junior trainee just now?"

"Ok!"

Brother Jimin responded lightly, and then continued the topic just now.

"Today's PD is so serious, you can't come because of the thesis, otherwise you can see it, we are all so nervous! The key is that the song "Monsoon" of yours is still recorded today..."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

I picked up the packing box, held the phone by my shoulder, opened the door and walked to Jungkook's room.

"It's good, it's just the pitch, I almost can't hold it anymore."

"what……"

Hearing Brother Jimin's coquettish complaints, I took the phone and chuckled.

"That's really sorry, if I recorded it, you might not be so nervous..."

"Then be more nervous!"

"Jimin—"

I heard Taehyung's voice from far away.

"Brother, let's go!"

"Oh—then you'll be fine at home alone!"

"Hmm~"

A busy tone came from the phone, and I looked at the painting in my hand, one day ahead, let’s go one day ahead, anyway, over the years, we have not been so particular about it, and put the painting on Jungkook’s desk.

That's actually pretty much all together...

Thank you for bringing me sweet dreams all these years...

Thanks for some of the things that have taught me over the years...

Thank you for your tolerance and love all these years...

I went back to the room, cheered up and checked the thesis for the last time and sent it to the professor. It is only right to do things from the beginning to the end!

Then I clicked on our album, started playing the debut song, read the remaining letters that Ami had written, and took the last photo of these envelopes with my mobile phone.

——Thank you for always being by my side, I love you~ #Moon

remember me~

I touched 'Moon' with nostalgia, then lowered my shoulders, took out the innermost USB flash drive from the drawer, put my usual USB flash drive on the table, made the bed, and turned off the music.

"All right……"

The time is 3 o'clock in the afternoon.

I changed my clothes and went out. There was no one downstairs in the dormitory, no bastards, but I was used to wearing a hat and a mask. The rain poured down my head, and I felt chills from the bottom of my heart.

Pedestrians on the road looked at me strangely, I paced slowly, there are always strange people in this world, there are not many more, I walked with my head down.

At 3 o'clock in the afternoon, the rain hit the screen of the mobile phone, it should be 10 minutes indistinctly...

almost……

almost……

If this world really can't tolerate me...

There really is a price to pay...

The phone vibrated, and I stuffed it into my trouser pocket without interest, and continued to walk forward at a brisk pace. It's the last day, please let me be quiet for a while...

I'm thinking about my whole life, my name, my look, the books I've read, the things I've been through, the people I've met, everything I've got.

what……

And there are secrets!

Maybe, I should confess to them that I always knew they could succeed, that I came to the company with my heart in mind.

Then I confessed to Brother Namjoon that I knew it all along, I just didn’t know how to face this love, I was just a little scared, and I couldn’t believe that I was worth it...

"Hmm~"

I chuckled lightly, a little sad...

Let Namjoon know that he has always liked such a timid and cowardly person?

just forget it……

Do yourself a favor...

The cars whizzing past brought up puddles of water and hit me. The mobile phone in my hand was vibrating non-stop. Some belonged to members, but more were strangers.

Strange number, strange tone...

The only constant is all kinds of abuse, cursing, rape, and nausea.

Even at this time, I am still troubled by these harassing messages and phone calls...

Maybe, I really...

It's time to shut down.

Like letting go of something, I closed my eyes and felt the sound of rain, the sound of wind, and the sound of passing cars. When I opened my eyes, the Han River Bridge was in front of me.

time to go……

Over the years I have gained a lot...

Although despicable, please remember me, please don't forget me...

The author has something to say:

From the first update in 520 to the present, thanks to the little cuties who have been following the article, it can be regarded as an open ending that is partial to BE...

Finally, I would like to explain that August is an important node. The stars ushered in a new life in August 8 in the last life. In terms of the laws of the world, history cannot be changed. Before September 17, everything was safe because the stars or BTS have not yet Such a big influence, but the LY series is the starting point for BTS to become a world boy group, then the existence of stars will be discovered.

Why I repeatedly mentioned that August is very important, because after August, the stars are not "heterogeneous" in this time and space, and everything in the future is the future for the stars, and the stars will also disappear into ordinary people (who will not perceive the future ), then the law of the world will not be able to find the star, and there is no way to take him back (it’s okay if you want to continue writing).

This ending is what I thought about at the beginning of the text (the fatalism and causality I mentioned in the explanation), and then I couldn’t bear it anymore, so I continued to write, and then I lost the latter part by such a coincidence... …

Will you continue the story behind? Let’s make an agreement. Once I update it again, I will explain the following content. I already have a general framework and will continue to write...

I am 19 new meters, there are many places that may not be well written, the characters are not accurate, and it is called No.1, the perspective is relatively narrow, and some places are controversial. These are the areas where I need to improve and work hard, everyone. sorry~

Finally, all you little cuties, let’s see you in the rivers and lakes~