[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

During the rest of our stay in Chile, we went out for a while. After all, it was the first time we came to Chile, and it was a pity not to see some scenic spots. Of course, it was my brothers who went out to play.

"Ah... what a pity!"

I sat on the computer and looked at the densely packed words. Outside the door, my brothers were happily and excitedly discussing where to go and what to buy.

"Star Lord!"

There was a shout from Brother Seokjin.

"What are you doing!"

I am revising the thesis while returning it.

"Is there anything I need to buy?"

"No! Just take more photos and show me!"

"Ok!"

After shouting at each other, Jungkook's laughter came.

"Brother! Don't we have mobile phones? Why do we have to shout!"

"Ah! So..."

Brother Suozhen's suddenly enlightened tone came in, followed by the laughter of other members, and I couldn't help but laugh because of my sand sculpture.

"Ah...really..."

It's such a good feeling...

After correcting and posting the problems raised by the professor and the places that can be enriched, I was left alone, and my brothers went out and slept.

The lyrics that I promised Namjoon haven’t formed yet, Namjoon hoped that I could write a sweeter song before, although I feel that it may not be possible recently, but I can start with the lyrics.

I dug out my own lyrics book, and I was going to revise it. I really can’t write any sweet songs without any emotional experience. Once again, I lamented Namjoon’s powerful production ability, and racked my brains to search through the emotional life of the previous life.

Hmm... can't say no...

However, that was just a secret love that ended without a cause, not to mention that I was just a younger brother with strength but no luck to the other party.

"So, I can't write sweet songs..."

Inexplicably caught in my own emotions, I can't write the lyrics directly. After all, according to the current emotions, what I write is probably sad and unrequited feelings, right?

don't...

It's too bad...

It's 2017 and it's time to get some closure for your past self.

After this level has been figured out, it is hard to let go of the entanglements before. People always think too much about suffering, think too weak of themselves, and think things too hard.

The lyrics side suddenly gave up, and the brothers who are still in the hotel also have their own affairs.If I don't play games or follow dramas, I suddenly become a salted fish...

This will not work!

"Everyone~"

Because the live broadcast was going to start, several staff members who were filming the documentary went out after shooting enough material, and now I am the only one in the room.

There will be a one-and-a-half minute delay in the live broadcast. I went to the next door to make a cup of coffee, and as soon as I sat down, I saw the comments in the lower left corner swiping 'Where did people go'.

"Everyone~ Hello~"

I waved my hand at the camera.

"What are you doing now? Ah... revising the thesis. I just sent it to the teacher. It's really difficult..."

I scratch my forehead.

"Now I have no makeup! The state of complete no makeup... ah... the skin is very good, because I have been doing skin care, thank you!"

I stroked my hair, the comments were swiping too fast, and I couldn't see clearly. I took a recent book from the upper shelf and put it in front of me.

"Everyone, what have you been doing recently? What about me..."

I opened the book and showed the part I just read yesterday.

"Recently, in some philosophical books, I will read a few paragraphs for you. How about the content that I think is good?"

I looked at the comment section nervously. After all, apart from Huxi and Yunqi who have a flower market, and Shuozhen who has an EATJIN, the rest of us basically don't know what to do to make the live broadcast interesting.

Not long after, the comments came in, and they were basically supportive. I gradually felt relieved, lowered my head and looked through my book, remembering that I saw several good paragraphs yesterday.

"Everyone, I'll just read a few paragraphs!"

"You have to give yourself time to think about the most important things in life. You have to know what your real goals are and what your values ​​are. In general, you have to think about what your calling is and how you relate to the world. What is the relationship."

After reading a paragraph, I stopped and looked at the camera with a smile.

"Everyone, I hope that I can give myself some time to think alone during the busy time. The goal for this year? Well...to get to know myself better."

I thought about it and explained.

"Hmm... Although it doesn't sound so clear, it is a growth that may have great significance for me, because I don't know what the future will hold, so I can't be sure it will be of great significance..."

I saw the comforting words below, "There will be good results" and "It's a great goal", and I felt comforted in my heart. People always need some external affirmation to live in the world.

"What if you don't have a dream? Well...it doesn't matter!"

I smiled and organized my words.

"It doesn't matter if you don't have a dream, as long as you feel happy! Why... Well, dreams and the process of pursuing dreams should be happy, at least on the spiritual level, but if you are always worried that you don't have dreams, and why If you feel pain at this time, then the 'dream' may be a painful thing at this time."

I took a sip of coffee.

"This is a contradiction. Dreams shouldn't make us suffer! Why do we artificially make ourselves miserable, so it doesn't matter if we don't have dreams, just make ourselves happy and happy!"

The comments were posted a little too quickly, and they were blurry, so I hurried up and took a closer look.

"Oh... very handsome! Thank you~"

I scratched my face, I look good in this row, it's a burden!

"I've been a little short-sighted lately... Everyone, don't look at your phone so closely like me——"

I tried to find some questions to answer from the rows of comments like 'handsome' and 'good-looking'.

"Son? Ani~ You are almost the same as me~ Why do you say I am your son..."

I laughed speechlessly.

"Husband? Arnie! I'm not in love yet!"

I stared at the camera dumbfounded.

"It's not like a cat~ Brother Yunqi is more like a cat! He's really very arrogant..."

"In the Mood for Love is the incarnation of Buster? This... I don't know, our writers know about this problem... Everyone, please stop analyzing the MV, we don't know..."

"It feels like I haven't spoken recently? Ani, I have spoken—"

I quickly waved my hands, I admire these ARMYs so much.

"Nothing special has happened lately, the tour makes me feel very happy!"

Hold your face and continue to look at the question.

"The recent tour actually allowed me to see many ARMYs, and being able to enjoy the same event at the same time and place at the same time is a very happy thing for me, I am not alone!"

I suddenly thought of my members who were making a lot of noise, and I lowered my head and laughed.

"Actually... when the members are together, you won't feel lonely at all, because the members will always let you participate, no matter what you were doing before, participation itself is happiness!"

Because it was a surprise live broadcast, I didn’t stick to it seriously for more than an hour. After chatting with ARMYs about the latest situation and answering some insensitive questions, I watched it for more than 40 minutes before ending this live broadcast.

After the live broadcast ended, my brothers still haven’t come back. I flipped through the webpage, planning to find a movie to watch, maybe it can give me some inspiration for my lyrics.

"I'm really not suitable for watching love movies!"

An hour and a half movie, I was in a daze for half an hour after watching it, what should I do...

"Ok?"

I was lying on the bed and looking through the webpage, and I saw the promotional video of the second season of 101 unexpectedly.

"Master!"

"Oh! Brother!"

I really thought of someone and so called. I checked the time on my phone. It was 10 am, and it should be 8 or 9 pm in South Korea. Practice is over?

"Shouldn't there be a training camp?"

And what the hell is the sudden 'master'?I was shocked, trying to recall what I should be doing at this time, and asked tentatively.

"Are you recording now?"

"Eh? No no no no!"

The eager denial over there made me immediately affirm what I thought in my heart. I guess it was the phone call, but shouldn't I call my family at this time?

"Ah...so how's brother doing recently?"

Since Jiang Daniel doesn't say anything, I just pretend not to know. Since it's broadcast, I have to pay attention to what I say.

"Well...not bad."

Jiang Daniel's mood was a bit wrong, I thought about it, this time should be after the first stage evaluation, the memory is a bit long...