[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"Bang bang bang!"

I opened the door vigorously, staring angrily at brother Hao Xi who hammered the door.

"Brother! If it's not a big deal..."

"Jimin passed out in the practice room!"

"what!"

With a lot of exercise and malnutrition, Jimin finally admitted the fact that he only ate one meal in the past ten days under the pressure of his brothers.

"Brother, open your mouth!"

"I'm stuffed……"

Brother Jimin looked at me sadly, and pushed my hand away.

"Eat that too!"

The doctor has already said that Brother Jimin is a little anorexic now, and it will only get worse if he continues to let it go like this. Looking at Brother Jimin's face of resistance.

"Brother, this is made by Brother Shuozhen. It's not a takeaway from outside. It has less oil, low heat and low sugar. No matter what you say, you have to eat it. We are all concerned about brother's health."

Brother Jimin still didn't intend to continue eating, so I sighed and could only help. After all, Brother Jimin had to take steps to regain his appetite.

"Brother, among the members, we have known each other for the longest time, right?"

I took a sip of the soup.

"My brother and I have known each other for a month longer than the other members. When we first came in, he was the one who accepted me first. Brother will help me, so at that time I thought, I will protect brother like this in the future..."

"However, after debuting, I discovered that the reality is much crueler than imagined."

I put down the spoon.

"After accepting the good and the bad, I found that being myself is the best state. Whenever I want to get closer to the fans' imagination, I feel uncomfortable and I can't do it well. Obviously I Not such a person, why do you have to pretend to be like this, is it only such a person that fans like?"

Thinking back to the difficult time after debut, not only me, but also Yoon Ki and Nam Joon were making compromises of one kind or another, I lowered my head and smiled.

"I was in great pain, until one fansign event in Busan, an ARMY told me that she could see a more real version of us through Twitter, she was very happy, it felt like relatives, not as official as other groups When I asked "I like my real look or the one you guys like", this ARMY said, "Maybe the real look has flaws, but the sincere look makes me like it more", so that I realized right away that my appearance may be what the ARMYs want to know."

"Brother, you look good now. I'm not saying that you don't want to study or improve yourself, but you can't become fat if you eat one bite. If you walk step by step, you will always grow up. I hope you can be healthy. Only when you are healthy can you do it." What I want to do, such as singing better, dancing better..."

I squeezed my brother's hand and lowered my head.

"Brother, I don't want anything to happen..."

In the Philippines, Taehyung’s grandmother passed away, and Taehyung rushed home as soon as he returned to Korea. Although he was worried about Taehyung’s mental state, he felt powerless because he couldn’t take care of so many things.

"I looked at Taehyung hyung like that, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't say 'it's okay', 'look at it', and then hyung had an accident again, I could only stand on the sidelines and watch, I couldn't help much , I think it's so bad, it's useless, obviously brothers are in pain, but I don't know..."

"Um..."

I looked up at Brother Jimin in surprise, but I didn't expect Brother Jimin to cover his face and cry. I was so scared that I stood up quickly and couldn't care about myself.

"Brother! What's wrong! Why are you crying!"

He frantically pulled out a few pieces of paper from the side, looked at Brother Jimin with his head down, and didn't know whether to wipe it for him or me...

"It's okay... I just..."

"elder brother!"

I hugged him, practiced hard to make my debut, to look good in front of the camera, and to lose weight even if I don’t eat, because if I can’t sing well, I’ll be nervous, depressed or even self-denial, it’s not easy.

"Cry..."

I hug Jimin hyung, I don’t need to say anything, let’s cry, then wipe away my tears and continue running.

"I'll always be by my side."

Jimin, who suffers from mild anorexia, will not recover overnight, but our comeback cannot be postponed, Jimin can only practice while receiving treatment.

"elder brother……"

Late at night in the kitchen, when I came back from the company, I saw Brother Shuozhen standing motionless at the cooking counter, and he didn't respond to his shouts, nor did he move.

"elder brother……"

Putting on the indoor slippers, I walked over lightly, leaned over and saw from the side that Brother Shuozhen was asleep with his hands on the cooking table, and something was still cooking in the pot in front of him.

I stared at the pot in a little embarrassment, I am a waste of cooking...

"elder brother……"

After touching brother Shuozhen, brother Shuozhen woke up with a start.

"Ok!"

Brother Shuozhen shuddered, and turned his head to look at me with hazy eyes.

"came back……"

After finishing speaking, he sighed, and grinned twice while pinching his brows.

"The pot seems to be boiling..."

I stared worriedly at Brother Seokjin. In the past few days, Brother Seokjin has to learn new dances and at the same time cook for Jimin. Squeeze sleep time.

Yoon Ki hyung is busy with MIXTAPE and the new album, Ho Seok hyung is in charge of our choreography and practice, the rest of us are not good at cooking, Seok Jin hyung is busy silently.

"Sorry, I fell asleep..."

"I'll come too!"

I went to the sink and washed my hands.

"Two people will be faster!"

In the next few days, I watched Dot appear in the kitchen, and it would be good to be able to help Brother Shuozhen a little bit. Maybe it was because of the pressure inside. I was still a waste of cooking, but I was able to do some simple things.

"Wow - you will be able to become a teacher soon!"

Brother Shuozhen tasted a dish I just finished, put down his chopsticks and looked at me in surprise.

"You are not a waste of cooking! You did a great job!"

"Ah yo!"

I stuck out my tongue, being praised so blatantly.

"Lighter ones like this one don't need any seasoning, I... it's okay!"

Quietly, she nudged Shuozhen's arm with her elbow.

If I can't do that kind of normal cooking, Seokjin is our chef! "

"You've always been so humble!"

Brother Seokjin smiled and patted my shoulder.

"Cooking and so on are all slowly trying to do, and you will feel it after a long time."

"Hmm~"

Through the efforts of Seokjin hyung and me during this period, Jimin hyung's improvement has gradually improved, but for this comeback concept, we still can't overdo it.

"Brother, do you want to eat what I made?"

Don't overdose or anything, is it important to have health!

I opened the bento box, pushed it in front of him, and looked at Jimin hyung expectantly.

"This is the first time I've done it completely, do you want to try it?"

"Really?"

Brother Jimin, who was originally somewhat resistant, looked at me in disbelief.

"did you do it?"

"Oh! Brother Shuozhen tasted it, and the taste is not strange..."

Holding the chopsticks in my hand, I looked at Jimin hyung.

"I haven't eaten at noon. I'm hungry. If you don't eat, I'll eat it all!"

"I eat!"

Hearing this, Brother Jimin immediately snatched the chopsticks from my hand, took a bite with a smile, and then looked at me with bright eyes.

"It tastes good!"

"hey-hey!"

"what is this?"

Namjoon's voice came closer, and he bent down to stare at the bento box in front of Jimin.

"It looks good!"

"I did it!"

I looked up at Brother Namjoon, a little proud, and praised me...

"It's the first time I did it all by myself!"

"what……"

Hearing this, Brother Nan Jun's originally smiling face froze, and then he patted his head.

"Is that so..."

Why?What's going on here?

I feel that what Namjoon just said was a bit forced, I looked at the bento box in Jimin’s hand, isn’t it good...

"what happened?"

Jimin asked worriedly.

"The expression is not very good..."

"No!"

Brother Namjoon straightened up, smiling broadly.

"I just remembered that I still have some parts that I can work on..."

"oh oh!"

I nodded, suppressed some unknowing emotions in my heart, and smiled.

"Then go quickly!"

Look back at this Jimin hyung.

"Brother, eat quickly!"

"correct!"

"Ok?"

He looked at Namjoon who was halfway out.

"Come to my studio later and listen to my new writing."

"Okay!"

"Ok!"

Then I saw Jimin eating with his head down in front of me, and suddenly raised his head.

"Want to try your own cooking?"

Saying that, Brother Jimin handed it to me with a bite in between. I looked at it and shook my head.

"No... I'd better eat it by myself..."

"Didn't you say you haven't eaten at noon?"

Jimin hyung stuffed it into his mouth, and looked at me while chewing.

"Brother Namjoon is probably still busy with things, don't you want to eat a little now?"

"Suddenly I don't feel hungry..."