[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

"how about this?"

I looked back at Namjoon hyung.

"Is this INEEDU?!"

"Hmm! The string version, this is the part I re-edited based on the original arrangement, how about it?"

"Ah... you are a genius!"

There was undisguised approval and pride in Namjoon's eyes.

"Is this for a concert?"

"Hey! How about a surprise for the ARMYs?"

"It's a great idea! We've always shot videos and uploaded them on Twitter. If it's a live version, the ARMYs will probably be very happy!"

"Right! Brother Yunqi and I are going to prepare this!"

"nice!"

Brother Namjoon seemed to really like it, so he opened it again.

"Did you talk to PD?"

"After talking about the idea, the PD asked me to make it for him to see."

"Well, then give me the seat."

"Hey! Brother has a new one?"

"Well, I met a friend yesterday and suddenly had an idea."

I nodded, and after saving the rendering to the USB flash drive, I left the studio to Brother Namjoon.

"Don't be too tired recently, you must protect your throat for the rest of the trip!"

"Hey! Brother is too! Don't be too tired!"

"Uh-huh!"

After making an appointment with the PD, I came to the practice room. The special edition album is getting closer and closer. The new dance and the concert stage must be well prepared.

"You're already here!"

After finishing "fire", I went to the back, took a sip from the water bottle, and looked at Ho Seok.

"Oh! I have fallen a lot lately, so I need to get familiar with it quickly."

"Where's Namjoon?"

"Brother is in the studio, I guess he should come."

I screwed on the bottle, sighed, and sat down on the floor.

"What about the rest?"

"It's behind!"

Ho Seok changed into his practice clothes and walked to the mirror while warming up.

"The dance in the introduction part of tomorrow has been changed, and I will demonstrate it to you now."

"Changed again?"

I quickly stood up and stared at Ho Seok in the mirror.

"Well, not much has changed."

"Oh! It scares me, I'm afraid that just like Dope, after waking up from sleep, the world has changed."

After I learned it once, the members came in one after another, changed into their practice clothes and warmed up, I went to the side and changed into a sweatband.

"Should our butterflies also dance?"

"Hmm! Brother Namjoon is so majestic, he keeps saying, isn't this what Jimin wants to dance? Why do I want to dance too! Why do you torture me..."

"Ah... It seems that I have been lax with Namjoon recently! This is a bit..."

"Hahaha—that's not what we said!"

"Yes, we didn't say anything!"

I laughed a couple of times speechlessly, these brothers are really...

When Brother Namjoon came in, I smiled at Brother Namjoon.

"What's wrong? The atmosphere is a bit strange!"

"No ah!"

"Yeah, there are times when we don't want to talk!"

"Is that so..."

I raised my eyebrows, and Brother Namjoon immediately jumped up.

"It's strange! The star master looked at me wrongly, what did you say?"

"Brother, I will take good care of you today~"

I stood up, walked to the mirror, and stared at Namjoon in the mirror.

"Ah, don't do that!"

The practice time passed quickly. When we finished a round of practice, it was noon. In the afternoon, we had the vocal music class and two hours of free time. We continued to practice in the evening.

"Children, dinner is here!"

"Hey~"

Therefore, the meal is the best when you are extremely tired.

"I wish I could drink a bottle of Coke at this time!"

"Yes! Refreshing..."

"If you go down, you will be surrounded. After the MV preview, there are more and more people outside the company."

"Children, let's not think about going out, let's practice hard!"

After listening to the orchestral version of "INEEDU", PD Bang Shihyuk agreed, but the additional condition was that I also get a butterfly. Although he didn't say how to use it, he knew he was going to make trouble just by looking at his expression.

"Brother! We are finally on the arena!"

"yes……"

Brother Yunqi rarely smiled.

"Will uncle and aunt come?"

"Mo... just give away the tickets."

"Relax, the promise has been fulfilled, hasn't it?"

The day of the concert is getting closer, just when we were full of expectations, the criticism came one step earlier. The lyrics of "Hormonal Wars" were pointed out as insulting women, and there were more and more criticisms in the follow-up, from plagiarism from the concept of the album to the reality Album sales are booming.

"Brother Namjoon hasn't come back yet?"

"..."

After the lyrics plagiarism incident last year, it was pointed out that the lyrics insulted women.

Brother Namjoon was in a mess when he came back. The arena he had dreamed of was right there, and he could grab it right away, but it seemed to be pulled away suddenly.

"Sorry……"

Brother Namjoon lowered his head, his eyes wandering.

"Brother! Don't say such things..."

Brother Jimin clasped his hands and said comforting words, but the expression on his face didn't show much relief.

"Brother has done a good job!"

"We are doing the right thing. These voices have never stopped since our debut. Haven't we come here?"

"What we did wrong, we just need to correct it. You didn't write the lyrics alone, we all wrote them together. Don't be so burdened."

Brother Yunqi's expression was light.

"I know...it's my fault this time as the captain, but what scares me is that I don't know about it, I don't know, and suddenly one day they say... RAPMON, what's wrong with your lyrics, your What happened to the music, what should I do at that time..."

The captain who was supposed to stand in front of us and lead us forward was now facing his inner fear in the cramped studio.

"To be honest, my creations and music... a book, a movie, or even the emotions at a certain moment are what I feel and I want to express. From my own perspective, there is no problem with these, but people don't would think so."

"elder brother!"

I frowned, this kind of self-doubt will bind a creator, an artist.

"Don't be contradictory! Our problem now is the inappropriate part of the lyrics. It's not a question about my creative ideas or anything else. If the lyrics are 'women are angels', the meaning it wants to express is actually no different from 'women are gifts' , can only show that we need to be more cautious in choosing objective things that give emotional color."

Hoseok nodded.

"Yes, there's nothing wrong with being cautious, especially now. But it's not just you who should be cautious, we all should be cautious."

"It's impossible not to make mistakes in life. It's really meaningless to discuss the past here. We found mistakes, and we just need to correct them later. Otherwise...do we have to waste later time to regret it?"

We all nodded at Brother Yunqi's words.

"Yes! When the captain doesn't know how to go, that's the meaning of our existence. We go up together, not just brother..."

The truth is this, but fans are the most exciting and heartbreaking existence.It took me a while to wake up from the darkness before I realized I was in a dormitory, not an empty concert venue.

The room was very quiet, I could even hear Jungkook's breathing, and when I sat up, there was no one on Namjoon's bed.He got out of bed, covered Jungkook who likes to sleep naked, and left the room, the light from the kitchen shone through, making the living room dark.

"Are you drinking?"

Seokjin, who was sitting directly opposite, put down his glass.

"Did it wake you up?"

"no!"

I went to the counter and took a glass.

"Can I have a drink?"

Brother Namjoon turned his head to look at me with rejection in his eyes.

"Why do you want to drink all of a sudden?"

Sitting down opposite Namjoon, I laughed.

"I'm also an adult this year. It should be fine to drink some wine."

Seokjin shook his head at Namjoon, and motioned for me to pour the wine myself.

"One cup!"

I made a face at Seokjin hyung.

"Hey~"