Dear Mr. Mourning [End Times]

The year when Qin Zhan fell in love with Fandu, the country fell into an unprecedented astronomical frenzy. Three astronomical phenomena that occurred once in more than 100 years happened to coincide and formed an extremely rare super blue blood total lunar eclipse.

Even Qin Zheng, who was obsessed with research, would lean against the window and quietly watch the moon that day, as if thinking of someone.

Qin Zhan, on the other hand, is not interested in those unreal things that cannot be touched. He just stays gloomy in his airtight room as usual, thinking about how to survive the torment of tomorrow.

Acupuncture, or electric shock?Or subjected to extreme heat to test activity?

However, on the second day after the lunar eclipse ended, he did not suffer the torture that the child should not have suffered again.There was an extra acquaintance in his family. For the first time, his father didn't let him go to the laboratory, but told him to get along with that little boy.

Qin Zhan knew him. He was his neighbor and the person he admired most.

As a young child, Qin Zhan lived alone in the basement, and there was a small window slightly above the ground in the basement. In order to breathe fresh air, he often opened the window to ventilate, so as not to suffocate himself underground.

The location of the basement is very close to the stadium in the community. As long as you open the window, you will definitely hear the laughter of your peers.

This maddening sound seeped in from the cracks in the window frame bit by bit, always making Qin Zhan walk towards the window uncontrollably and with a bit of self-loathing.

Qin Zhan was very curious about what other peers were doing.

The window was very high from the ground, so he could only put a stool under his feet, and clasped his hands tightly on the window sill. In order to see the scenery outside, his thin arms protruded from the veins, and he almost greedily scanned everything he could see.

And the first time I saw Fan Du was on a rainy day.

His light-colored eyes reflected the dark clouds and the green grass bent by the rain, and his gaze was always fixed on the children of the same age outside. Among them, one of them was the fairest, the cutest, and the most popular.

"Fan Du, pass the ball."

"Fan Du, Fan Du, this way!"

"Fan Du..."

The beautiful boy has a different vitality from Qin Zhan. If Qin Zhan is a mold rotting in the corner, then the boy is the untouchable moon in the sky.

"Fan Du..." Qin Zhan murmured in a voice that only he could hear.

"Fanfan, stop playing, pack up and go home for dinner." A woman's voice sounded, apparently it was Fandu's mother.

"Fanfan still sounds good." Qin Zhan nodded like a grown-up.

This name was deeply engraved in his heart. Every afternoon, he would open the window and listen to Fan Du playing with his friends. This kind of envy and longing was very pure. desire to destroy.

He listened to Fan Du's laughter every day, and wondered why he could live so happily.

It wasn't until the day of the blue blood moon that he didn't hear the other party's voice, and it felt strange that he wasn't used to it.Qin Zhan seemed to have a small piece of emptiness in his heart. He kept the windows open all day long. While he was catching a cold, he also heard some information from other neighbors when they passed by the stadium.

"Is that the kid?"

"That's right, it's him, the kid named Fan Du."

"My parents are gone, it's so pitiful..."

Very good, Fan Du has become like him.

Qin Zhan is very satisfied with this.

After getting the information he wanted, he closed the window and sat in a corner thinking about tomorrow.However, he did not expect to see the child whose "parents are gone" the next day.

Qin Zhan has a few "book collections", which are some popular science books that Qin Zheng once bought for him. His favorite is fairy tales, and in foreign legends, the god of the moon is called Artemis.

This unexpected joy of Fan Du was regarded by Qin Zhan as a gift from Artemis.

Innocent and childish, but cherished enough.

His father told him to get along well with each other, and Qin Zhan's heart was full of joy. He had never met many adults, so he naturally didn't know that he was also very cute, not inferior to Fan Du, and he was a few years older than Fan Du. When such a little brother stood in front of Fan Du, Fan Du's reaction was predictable.

When Fan Du was hungry, Qin Zhan went upstairs to the kitchen to steal food for him; when Fan Du was sleepy, he would never get tired of giving fairy tales as bedtime stories; when Fan Du was tired, he would offer his shoulders for the child to lean on.

Fan Du had never been so cared for in every possible way, even his parents would not be like Qin Zhan. Qin Zhan was often injured because of protecting Fan Du, and the frequency of entering and leaving the laboratory was getting higher and higher.

Fan Du felt that he liked this little brother.

The two got along very well, better than expected.

In fact, as long as Qin Zhan thinks, he can make everyone like him. He seems to be born to please others, except his father.

Fan Du was won over by this caring little brother, and he ran behind Qin Zhan's ass all day long. As long as Qin Zhan appeared and comforted him, the inhuman torture brought by the experiment would not be so unbearable.

Qin Zhan also really likes Fan Du.

The original liking was just a kind of longing and longing, always separated by a layer of mist, but when Fan Du, an untouchable child, became his own kind, he also could no longer feel the love of his parents, and also had to endure pain.

Qin Zhan became more fond of him.

The child who is not ignorant feels that only those who stand in the same position as himself can be his friends.

"Does it hurt?" Qin Zhan held the hand of his only friend, rolled up the other's sleeve, and sure enough, he saw a puncture mark like a flower petal on his arm.

"It hurts..." Fan Du acted coquettishly at his brother with tears in his eyes, "It didn't hurt when the needle was inserted, but it started to hurt afterward."

"In my dad's words, it should be the transformation stage." Qin Zhan blew on the petals a few times: "When my mother was still alive, she often blew on me after I was injured, saying that I could get better soon."

"Oh." Fan Du squatted at the base of the basement wall, curling himself up into a ball: "When will auntie pick me up..."

Qin Zhan frowned delicately: "Pick you up? Will you leave?"

"Of course, this is not my home."

The paranoid Qin Zhan didn't know where the strength came from, he pulled up Fan Du's collar and threw it on the bed. Fan Du had never been treated like this by Qin Zhan. frightened.

"You want to leave, you want to leave?" The cute face was full of distorted scowls: "Aren't you going to be friends with me?"

"I didn't!" Fan Du's tears rolled down in shock: "You will always be my friend?"

Qin Zhan was shocked by these words and returned to his senses. He let go of his hand and sat beside him angrily.

Fortunately, the child has a great forgetfulness, and Fan Du was frightened all night, and then regained the only friendship he had so far.

Qin Zhan treated him better, the young Fan Du didn't know that this was Qin Zhan's retention, this kind of "goodness" was like the feeling that his lost parents brought to him, Fan Du became more and more inseparable from his love. little brother.

Under a kind of extreme panic and uneasiness, Qin Zhan could only try his best to show his affection to the maximum. He didn't even realize that this kind of favor had become a kind of pampering, and the boundaries of friends were getting closer and closer. more blurred.

At the same time, he didn't know that when he was sitting on the bed that day, Fan Du was covering his painful head, and there were still tears in his eyes, but the corners of his mouth were full of complacent smiles.

Fan Du is proud of how important he is to Qin Zhan.

Both of them are extremely extreme people who like to push themselves and each other to a dead end. This can be seen from childhood.

Day by day, Qin Zhan is in elementary school, but in order to complete the experiment, his father asks him for leave every three days.

Fan Du was still at preschool age, and he often pestered Qin Zhan to ask about the kindergarten, but Qin Zhan felt that the children in the kindergarten were a headache and he couldn't talk to them at all. Only Fan Du was considered a normal person in his world.

He inadvertently remembered one thing, once a girl said that she wanted to marry him when she grew up, and he curled his lips in disdain, thinking that she was not as good as Fan Du.

Yes, it would be great if it was Fanfan.

They are each other's only friends, and also the only kind, Qin Zhan wants each other's world to be only him.

"I don't want those girls to marry me, it's almost as good as Fanfan marrying me."

"Okay, I will marry Brother Qin Zhan in the future!"

Qin Zhan hugged each other, thinking that his arms were everything to him.

He still doesn't understand that in front of a child whose parents have both died, everything he does is enough to change the other's future life trajectory. Fan Du was a very normal child before, but it was this experience that made Fan Du's orientation towards love distorted.

The parting came suddenly, and they lived together for a year and a half, so long that Qin Zhan understood how important Fan Du was to him, but the aunt Fan Du was talking about still came.

The already empty basement was half empty again. Fan Du didn't know about Qin Zhan's hysteria from the beginning to his closed self later.

The memories of their getting along no longer exist in each other's minds.

The grown-up Qin Zhan still clearly remembers the day when they met, but he can't remember when his father let go.

Maybe the experiment failed, maybe his father gave up, in short, Qin Zhan lived a relatively normal life.

In the stage of normal life and getting along with others, he learned that many things in the past were wrong, such as fathers should not abuse their children, for example, he should not fall in love with Fandu who is the same gender.

But so what, the error was born from the beginning anyway.

A few years later, the child has grown into a teenager, far surpassing the maturity and temperament of his peers, which made Qin Zhan more enthusiastically welcomed than Fandu at the beginning.

However, Qin Zhan is only normal on the surface. He still feels that he is different from his peers in his heart. No one understands his pain, and no one can share his joy with him. inferior existence.

He is ruthless like a human being, and he refuses to establish a deep emotional connection with anyone. It is still the moonlight that has entered his heart all these years.

Qin Zhan accepted the difference between himself and others, but Fandu lost his unpleasant memories, and he could live a more normal life than himself, so Qin Zhan also gave up the idea of ​​looking for Fandu until he met him in the University City .

With just one look, his hold was broken and he knew he couldn't let go.

It was a gift from the moon to him.

Qin Zhan graduated a long time ago. He can easily obtain some things that ordinary people desperately pursue. Qin Zhan does not need to work hard to study, and his grades are very good. He also has a more thorough understanding of money than others.

He easily became the landlord of Fandu, the owner of the coffee shop he frequented, and even bought the house opposite...

What he did not expect the most was that Fan Du still maintained a high degree of consistency with him, and Fan Du also liked boys.

How can such a person let go?

So he took the initiative to attack, but he didn't expect that he couldn't even maintain this superficial normality, and he became a monster who wanted to swallow people alive.

How ridiculous, some things have lost their qualifications and opportunities before they can be grasped.

Qin Zhan's consciousness was enclosed in a rigid body. When he was desperate, his sweetheart surprised him again.

"It's great to be a zombie."

Fan Du didn't dislike his identity.

"He's my boyfriend."

Fan Du knew his feelings for him long ago.

"Eat them."

Van Dou accepts his thirst for human flesh and blood.

His sweetheart tolerated almost all the things he scrupled about.

"I will always be by your side..."

Perhaps because of the power brought by these words, Qin Zhan abruptly broke through the cage that shackles his mind, and began to compete with the fungus for control of his body, and even absorbed the other party in turn.

In order for Fan Du to become stronger little by little, he made decisions not like himself step by step, all in order to wait for that future.

Qin Zhan loves each other unreservedly, and the other party accepts everything, including Qin Zhan's possessiveness, paranoia, and viciousness.Fan Du even enjoys Qin Zhan's abnormal things.

After the commander-in-chief of Spring City showed great interest in the new species, Qin Zhan began to understand that the two of them were abnormal and a natural pair.

The author has something to say: The two have been different from ordinary people since they were young hhh