The Love Story of HP Narcissa

When she forgets about that person, she can actually get it very easily.Didn't I just chase her back then, wait a minute, she has someone in her heart...

Maybe I can, no, don't say it so harshly.I can ask her to help me.

X. X. 1972

Things went as smoothly as I expected, and to my surprise, Narcissa believed everything I said with little hesitation.I admit it made me feel a little uncomfortable, like, guilty...

We live together, which can be regarded as a kind of compensation.Not long after I graduated, I invited her to live in Malfoy Manor, so she can be regarded as the mistress of Malfoy Manor. You must know that she is the first woman in the history of our family to live here for a long time without getting married.Of course, this has a lot to do with me being the only one left in my generation...

In any case, I feel a lot better in my heart, and I am also very happy to see her happy appearance.We live a simple life. This kind of lifestyle that I used to despise now makes me enjoy it very much.I like staying with Sissy. Her optimistic attitude towards life and trust in family and friends make me feel happy and relaxed together.

In fact, it was originally a lie, and now deciding to make it real according to the design of a lie is not much different from deciding to do so without any deceptive elements in the first place.As long as I don't tell her the truth, I don't think she'll ever know.

X. X. 1972

She knew... I don't understand how she would know, obviously no one but me should know.It's almost like dreaming, if it's a dream, it's too scary.Sissy is my only family, lover, best friend, and it would be terrible if I lost her...

I started drinking a lot. I've never been so drunk in my life.Not even in the darkest of times.I was accompanied by her when my father passed away, and when the business collapsed, I drank alcohol when she was not with me, and when I got drunk, I could continue to pretend that I was accompanied by her...

She refused to contact me, she cut off the Floo network of her house and my house, she smashed our two-way mirror, she tore up the letter I sent her, and she didn't even let me in the house... I think I'm ashamed to see her, I deserve all this, I deserve it...

It's ridiculous. I also said that others are very good. I joked that others can't catch girls.In fact, there is no skill at all in this, when you really love someone, you feel as stupid as a troll.When you look at her, when she looks at you, her eyes will shoot a stack of oblivion spells at you, and then you will forget who you are...

I don't know how to deal with my current relationship with Narcissa. I know she loves me, but I also know that she has given up on me.But no matter what, I know I have to save it, because to me she is the unique and irreplaceable Narcissa in the world...

X. X. 1972

I started to speed up the completion of the work, and I did the account book reconciliation that should have been completed in three days in one day.There should be only one business a day that I need to discuss in person, but I added three a day.I even used a time-turner when I was busy to keep them running at the same time.All of this is just to save me a lot of time with Sissy. She is about to start school, and I need to go to Hogwarts as well.

Malfoy has always been one of the school trustees of Hogwarts. We have donated many Galleons to Hogwarts for thousands of years without asking for anything in return.All of this has been compensated today. In my opinion, the money we donated to Hogwarts has played a role at this moment-that is, even after I graduate, I can freely enter and leave the school as a school trustee.

This means that I can cling to Sissy every day and get more chances to get her forgiveness.I want to make up with her, and after this time I swear no one will be able to separate us again.

Lucius' Diary ([-])

X. X. 1972

Everything has a new beginning. Thinking of Sissy's surprise when she saw me in the school corridor, I feel that the hard work of so many days has not been in vain.She had been indifferent to me before, I mean indifferent as to a stranger.

It's a pity that Merlin always likes to joke with me. After I finally became a little happier, he poured cold water on me again.One Miles left, another Laurie Lance came.Sissy said they were just friends, but I could see that this Lance didn't just want to be friends with Sissy. After all, friendship between opposite sexes?I don't think such a thing exists at all.

And obviously Lance is much smarter than Miles. Although I don't know how he suddenly fell ill and entered the school infirmary, Sissy obviously already thinks that I did it.When have I ever been wronged like this?God knows how much I want to just jinx Lance and send him to hell.It's just a pity that this is Hogwarts, and the old man Dumbledore's territory can't allow me to mess around like this.Speaking of it, it is also because of his relationship that I am often hindered by his subordinates when I do tasks.That old immortal...

Compared with these, the saddest thing is that I am working while thinking about Sissy, otherwise the master, I will never be able to do the job... Protective spell... Protective spell... Wait, I seem to be What an interesting find!

X. X. 1972

Hey... I knew that Sissy would not be so easy to reconcile with me.The Curse of the Same Life~It sounds so beautiful~It's a pity that I don't know if it's still useful now, after all, after so many changes, I don't know if it's still effective, and I can't just die and try it.But having a couple tattoo like Cissy is already a happy thing!I found that besides [beep——], when I miss her very much, that pattern will also appear, although it is very shallow, but thinking that this is a connection between me and Sissy, my heart is warm of……

What worries me most now is that Lance!I can't wait to follow Narcissa closely at all times, so as not to let this villain take advantage of it.Don't think he has a chance if I don't take classes at Hogwarts, no way!

Hey~ By the way, Sissy, Sissy, I'm already doing my best to make it up, to show how much I love you.But why can't you see clearly...

X. X. 1973

This is the second Christmas since my father passed away. Compared with last year, this year is much stronger.Not only did I keep the family property, but I also tended to continue to expand it. If my father knew it, he would be proud of me.The only thing that hasn't progressed is that I was arguing with Sissy last Christmas, and I'm still arguing with Sissy this Christmas...

In short, as soon as the Christmas holiday came, I sneaked into Narcissa's house as usual, thinking about where to take Sissy to play in the rare spare time, and what to do to get her forgiveness... At the same time, what I am most looking forward to is what Sissy will give me What kind of Christmas gift, after all, she will treat me a little bit better during the big festival, right~

Too bad it's all just my imagination.She gave me a small cake that seemed to be out of date as a gift, and to make matters worse she offered to break off my engagement...which is impossible.I would never promise to give her up to someone else!Never possible!

X. X. 1973

It turns out that love really makes people crazy...I swear I will never laugh at those girls who are dying because of broken love...Since Sissy told me that she hates my following, I have to stay away After following her, I didn't dare to let her find out, so I had to watch from afar.

My life schedule has become very chaotic because there are so many things to do and so little time.I spend at least ten hours watching Sissy every day, how can I finish other things well.Other things can be pushed aside, but I can never push away the things the master explained.

I had to sacrifice some time to go to Diagon Alley, but this happened to solve a mystery in my mind-I knew where the money Sissy gave me in the first place came from.She became her jewellery, and all the valuable things she had saved since she was a child, for a lie of mine... In that moment, I was like swallowing a fire snake alive, and the guilt was in my stomach Burning inside gave me the illusion of being burned by fire.

I collected all the parts I could find, knowing it was too late, and what I had done was to fix the situation.But I can't just give up and do nothing because of this.If there's one thing I've learned from those dark days, it's that you persevere no matter how difficult it may seem.Because as long as you work hard, there will be hope, but if you give up, everything is really over...

Then I passed out at the door of Sissy's house, and my physical condition had reached its limit by then.About a few minutes later, the elf at Sissy’s house found me and called Mrs. Black, and I was carried into Sissy’s house, and Mr. Black invited a therapist to treat me...Of course, this diary was added later by me. Up.

X. X. 1973

Fighting illness is hard, and I don't like the feeling of being forced to do something, but with Sissy by my side, I think anything is acceptable.

It seems that Sissy's attitude towards me is much better because of my illness, and I took this opportunity to draw the distance between us closer again.She promised to end the cold war with me, and within minutes I tricked her into kissing her.I guess I'm an inaccurate self-assessment person, I always think I'm patient, but I can always see that my endurance is far from enough.But it's not all a bad thing