[Korean Entertainment] First Love Notes

"Have you ever regretted losing her in exchange for this sea of ​​crowns?"

The tour is temporarily over.

It was four o'clock in the morning when Cui Shengxian returned to his home in the dark, and his only mother who was at home had already gone to sleep. In order not to wake her up, Cui Shengxian had to tiptoe back to his room.

After some tidying up, it was nearly five o'clock, the sky was already bright, and it was faintly dawning.

He was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, obviously very tired but unable to fall asleep for a long time, he kept changing his sleeping position, tossing and turning, as soon as he closed his eyes, he would think of someone's face, the past She and the current her kept appearing in his mind interchangeably, and bursts of irritability surged into his heart.

Suddenly he sat up from the bed, Cui Shengxian opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out a notebook and a pencil, opened the notebook, there were a few photos inside, all of them were of her.

Cui Shengxian looked down at her and them in the photo.There is a sense of powerlessness in my heart that cannot be described in words, and a deep unwillingness. It is obviously a matter between two people, but it seems that he is the only one who has been obsessed with it all the time, and Xu Xiuzhi, she always acts as if nothing had happened. Look, the past of the two of them is just the past to her.

Cui Shengxian lowered his eyes and clenched his hands unconsciously. Under the dim light, he couldn't see the expression on his face at this time.

……

Cui's mother woke up early in the morning and saw the shoes at the entrance, and then realized that Cui Shengxian had already arrived home. When she came to Cui Shengxian's bedroom door, she found that the door was unlocked. She pushed it lightly and went in. Once inside, she sighed. Because it was too messy, especially on his bed, where cell phones, clothes, facebooks and pens were all piled up.

On the other hand, Cui Shengxian curled up and buried himself tightly under the quilt, only his head was exposed. For some reason, his brows were still furrowed in his sleep.

Mother Cui came to the bed and carefully picked up the notebook and pencil next to his pillow. At this time, a few photos slipped out of the notebook and fell right at her feet. She bent down to pick it up and saw that the photos were old, and they were several years ago. Yes, it's a photo of Cui Shengxian and a girl, the two are hugging each other intimately.

Cui's mother frowned, obviously the relationship between these two people was unusual, she glanced at Cui Shengxian with a complicated expression, this should be the girlfriend that was exposed two years ago.

Mother Cui glanced at the photo again. At that time, Cui Shengxian was not as thin as she is now, her face was still fleshy, and the childishness in her eyes had not faded away. Compared to the girl in the photo, she was much more beautiful, with delicate eyebrows and a bright smile. , a pear dimple at the corner of the mouth adds a bit of cuteness.Coupled with the rumors I heard before, Cui's mother probably understood why Cui Shengxian still kept this memory, and couldn't help but feel a little sad. Cui Shengxian was very similar to his father, he was too stubborn on certain things, and it was easy to accept It is a difficult decision to let go of someone or something important to them, even if it is just in the past tense.

With a silent sigh, Cui's mother put away the photos and put them in the notebook. The notebook was densely filled with a person's name, Xu Xiuzhi.

... So that girl's name is Seo Suzy?

Cui Shengxian woke up in a daze, the curtains were tightly locked, the bedroom was in darkness, he fumbled to press the switch of the bedside lamp, the warm light slowly illuminated the whole room, and he barely opened his heavy eyes His eyes turned to the pillow, but he found it was empty, so he quickly sat up from the bed, where are his things?

Lifting off the quilt, there was nothing on the floor, nor on the cabinet, so it must have fallen from the bottom of the bed, right?

Cui Shengxian bent down and looked at the bottom of the bed. It was too dark to see clearly, so he turned on the light in the bedroom again. Some dazzling incandescent lights came on. Cui Shengxian squinted his eyes and still couldn't see clearly. He was about to push the bed to look for the bedroom. There was a sudden knock on the door.

Cui's mother thought that it was getting late, and he should get up and eat. As soon as she approached his bedroom, she heard the sound of pushing something. As soon as the door opened, she saw Cui Shengxian squatting on the floor with her hands leaning on the bed and about to push it away. What are you doing?"

Cui Shengxian saw Cui's mother startled slightly and shook her head, "It's nothing, I'll find something."

What did he want to look for?Shouldn't it be that? "Are you looking for a photo?"

Hearing the word "photo", Cui Shengxian suddenly raised his head and looked at Cui's mother, swallowed nervously, and opened his mouth falteringly to say something, "I..."

Cui's mother raised her eyebrows. It seemed that it was really a photo. She went to the desk and picked up a notebook and handed it to him, "Here it is, I put it away for you."

Cui Shengxian took the notebook silently, lowered his head and slowly opened the page, the photos were stuck inside, his voice became inexplicably hoarse, and it became difficult to speak, "...Mom."

Cui's mother didn't ask him anything, but touched his hair gently, "Although I don't know what happened between you and her, I think she must be a very good child you like."

Cui Shengxian leaned on his mother's shoulder, buried deeply in her arms, his body trembled slightly, and he clenched his hands unconsciously.

Xu Xiuzhi pulled the suitcase and stopped at the gate of Incheon International Airport, "Call me if you remember anything, even if someone is looking for me."

"Yes."

"Then I'll go first."

Xu Xiuzhi needed to go back to the Netherlands because of the art exhibition, so she temporarily put aside her business and hurriedly booked a ticket for the next day.

Drowsy, I don't know how many hours passed. When Xu Xiuzhi got off the plane, he saw a foggy area. It was raining again in Holland today. He pushed the suitcase to the airport exit. Xu Xiuzhi's mother was already waiting there. Xu Xiuzhi smiled and walked forward to say hello, "Good afternoon."

Xu's mother gave her a funny look, "Let's go, your dad has been waiting for you for a long time." Seeing that Xu Xiuzhi's clothes were a little thin, she began to complain endlessly, "Why don't you wear more clothes..."

"I brought it with me, it's in my bag." Xu Xiuzhi could only respond with a smile on his face.

……

The two drove back to their home in Holland. As soon as they opened the door, they saw Dad Xu sitting in a wheelchair with a newspaper in his hand. He looked up at the door and said, "I'm back."

Xu Xiuzhi was talking while dragging the suitcase in. She just heard from Xu's mother that her father has always been lazy and unwilling to go for a checkup recently. "Have you checked your body regularly as we agreed?"

Xu's father glanced at Xu's mother complaining, he didn't go there just once, and he has to sue, "I know, I know, but did you go back to Korea to see your Uncle Kim?"

"Look, I'm in good health. I've been thinking about you. I'll go out for a while."

Mother Xu muttered in a low voice, "Why did you just come back and leave?"

After Xu Xiuzhi packed her things, she went back to her bedroom and changed her clothes. She took an umbrella from the entrance. Xu Xiuzhi was about to go out, but suddenly she turned her head and showed a consoling smile to Xu's mother, "By the way, I'm coming back for dinner, and I'll be back soon."

Cui Shengxian went to the company in the afternoon to discuss the itinerary. When he was resting in the recording studio on the third floor, he saw Quan Zhilong lowered his head and focused on watching the phone open the door. The smile on the corner of his mouth could not be hidden. The sour smell of love came, which made Cui Shengxian, who was already in a bad mood, even more depressed. The more he watched, the more unhappy he became, "I have something I want to ask you."

Quan Zhilong raised his head when he heard the sound and saw Cui Shengxian with a dark face, he was a little confused, did someone mess with him again?

The two went to an empty meeting room, and as soon as they sat down, Cui Shengxian shook hands with a troubled expression on his face, and didn't say anything.

Quan Zhilong stroked his chin and looked at him, this is not quite right, Cui Shengxian is not like this kind of person, there is only one person who can make him so entangled, so he tentatively asked, "...Brother?"

Cui Shengxian's gaze turned to him, and he quickly lowered his head. Suddenly, he didn't know how to speak, "Well, I..."

"Xu Xiuzhi?"

...how would he know?Cui Shengxian was taken aback, "...have you met her?"

Quan Zhilong just asked casually, not expecting that he really had something to do with her, "It's really her, when did you come back?"

Cui Shengxian, "..." Big brother, it's not good for you to do this!

"You guys have already met." Quan Zhilong's words were affirmative rather than interrogative, and he couldn't help arousing curiosity. Judging from Cui Shengxian's expression, they seemed not very happy.

Cui Shengxian did not say a word, obviously acquiescing.

Quan Zhilong continued to ask, "...brother, you haven't let her go yet, have you?"

Cui Shengxian retorted subconsciously, "It's not this."

Quan Zhilong thinks that it is really not easy to intervene in such a feeling, and it can only be done by the person concerned. He patted Cui Shengxian on the shoulder, "It doesn't matter if it is, or it is not, you should think about it carefully."

Cui Shengxian was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head, "I want to talk to her."

His intuition told him to go back to find her. He wanted to know how her life has been in recent years. Is it as he imagined? There is None of it is because of him.

In the evening, Cui Shengxian came to the door of the bar where they met last time. After hesitating for a moment, he opened the door and went in. After searching around but seeing no one, he stopped a bar worker and deliberately lowered his voice, "I want to find Xu Xiuzhi."

The person who was stopped was slightly startled, "Xiuzhi Nuna is not here, may I ask you?"

Cui Shengxian raised his head slightly, but couldn't see his face clearly because he was wearing a mask, "Where did she go?"

Song Chenghao suddenly remembered the person who talked to Xu Xiuzhi at the door last time, who seemed to be the person in front of him, "Come here with me."

Cui Shengxian stood at the door of the bar, holding a note tightly in his hand, and looked down for a long time. There was a string of numbers on it, which was Xu Xiuzhi's mobile phone number.