[Korean Entertainment] First Love Notes

After a week, Cui Shengxian received a message from Quan Zhilong, saying that the president wanted to meet him.

Quan Zhilong also said that the president only said this sentence and didn't say anything else.

Whether it happened or not, no one knows.

With a nervous mood, Cui Shengxian came to YG, a building with low floors and ordinary layout, there were many cars parked outside, next to YG, these were artist cars.

He followed Quan Zhilong to the interior of YG. Photos of some of the company's artists were scattered on the wall. He also saw a photo of Kush. The president's office is on the top floor. He also saw the practice room while walking. Several trainees were practicing. Seeing this, he felt for the first time that this was the entertainment company.

The first feeling was a little awkward, and it was different from the environment he was in before.

It was almost there, Cui Shengxian withdrew his gaze from looking around.

Quan Zhilong stopped in front of a room, "That's it, I won't go in, the president and some seniors are inside, Brother Shengxian, take care of it."

Taking a deep breath, Cui Shengxian knocked on the door and pushed in.

"Hi, I'm Cui Shengxian."

……

Quan Zhilong waited for a while to see him go in before going downstairs, and called Xu Xiuzhi when he got to a quiet place, "Nuna, Brother Shengxian has already gone in."

"Go in? Ah, I see, thank you for your hard work. By the way, I sent you the one you asked for last time."

"Really! Thank you Nuna!" Jun Zhilong smiled when he heard that it had been mailed over. The gift he asked Seo Suzy to find before has arrived. It is a birthday present for Kim Jin Ah, so go back and get it now!

After Quan Zhilong hung up the phone, he was in a good mood and flew up, humming a little song along the way, he was going back to the practice room to practice, just take a package or something, the place where he practiced is not here, but in another place, far away The yg building is not too far away.

Quan Zhilong quickened his pace, Yong Pei had already urged him several times.

……

"Who is it?" Quan Duomei was still fiddling with the software on the computer, only Xu Xiuzhi's voice on the phone was heard in a low voice, and the library spoke very clearly because there was no one there.

"It's nothing, by the way, I don't want to go to the party tonight." Xu Xiuzhi put the phone back in the bag and turned off the computer.

"Again? Okay." Quan Duomei knew that Xu Xiuzhi didn't like to get along with some people in the class, and she usually wouldn't go to such parties.

"Thank you for your hard work~ I love you~" Xu Xiuzhi came over with a bear hug, with a flattering smile on his face, rubbing~

"Understood." Quan Duomei pushed her away with a look of disgust, but there is one more thing, "Also, last time Min Zhien said that he saw you walking with a man outside the school, and said that he called your name and ignored her , that girl has a lot of gossip, is it your little boyfriend?"

"School? Ah, it should be." The last time Cui Shengxian and Cheng Jun came, she seemed to hear someone calling her name.

"Tell me." Quan Duomei put down the mouse, put her hands on Xu Xiuzhi's shoulders, her expression was a little serious, she and Cui Shengxuan talked on the phone, but they had never met face to face, "I have never met your boyfriend, Just say whether you will show it or not!" Don't blame her for being rude if you hide it in your words.

Xu Xiuzhi swallowed, and nodded like a squirrel, give it, give it.

In Xu Xiuzhi's hand, there are a few photos of the two of them together, with various backgrounds, such as in the car, on the road, at the seaside, etc., and there are quite a few of them.

She flipped through the photos on the phone to Quan Duomei one by one, and explained where and when they were taken. She can still clearly remember the recent photos.

Quan Duomei looked at Xu Xiuzhi pointing to the photos on the phone to explain to her, she exuded happiness all over her body, her smile was ridiculously sweet, and she was obviously in love.

Quan Duomei also secretly relieved herself, it seems that she is really doing well now.

Ok, it's over.

Seeing her embarrassing expression, Quan Duomei couldn't help but say to her, Cui Shengxian in the photo is quite tall and strong, "So you like this?"

Xu Xiuzhi didn't care, instead she touched her face and said, "It's safer to be fatter, hehe..."

"Tsk tsk tsk, what about the face control you agreed to?" Quan Duomei teased her.

"The face can't eat, and the man is too good-looking, and there are many people who like it, so I can't catch it~" She used to think about finding a more handsome side for future generations, but now she changed her mind. , can't be too good-looking, too good-looking, too much pressure, of course, you can't be too sorry for the appearance of the city, after all, there are children, if all inherit the shortcomings...

No, absolutely not!

Cui Shengxian's current situation is fine, just right.

Quan Duomei, "...wake up." Brain tonic is a disease!

Xu Xiuzhi, who stopped brainstorming, came back to her senses, packed her things, and was about to leave the library, "How beautiful, do you want to continue?"

"Well, there's still half of it." She still hasn't finished half of her PS homework, but from Xu Xiuzhi's appearance, she should be ready to withdraw after finishing, "Are you leaving?"

"Honey, you understand." Xu Xiuzhi carried her bag on her back, blinking her eyes with an innocent look.

"Go, go, it's an eyesore!" Quan Duomei, out of sight and out of mind, can anyone who is faster than her go away!She has half of it left!

Go back to the dormitory to put down the books and computer, Xu Xiuzhi changed clothes and was ready to go out, aiming at YG company.

……

After Cui Shengxian came out of YG, there was no special expression on his face, neither joy nor loss.

Embarrassing, just embarrassing.

He didn't expect to be rejected for such a reason, because of appearance.

Is it rare that music is not as good as appearance?

He has always been confident in himself, and his dedication to music is his greatest weapon, but he never thought that he would be frustrated by such a superficial appearance.

He has been isolated since he was a child, and it is also because of his appearance that obesity makes him different from ordinary children. Mother Cui sometimes has a headache what to do with his clothes. Although he lost a little weight later, the feeling of being targeted like that is never enough. will forget.

When I was in junior high school, I accidentally went to an underground band. The music accommodated all his shortcomings, and he would not be rejected because of his excessive weight. It was also because of this that he gradually fell in love with music.

And now it seems to be back to that time, the time when I was rejected.

right now,

Should I give up or keep going?

Suddenly a pair of high heels appeared in front of him, and he raised his head, revealing his reddish eye sockets.

When Xu Xiuzhi came to YG, he saw him alone at the door, he was wearing a little thin.

In autumn, it is very windy and drizzles.

Xu Xiuzhi quickly walked to him with an umbrella, and put the umbrella on his head, "Don't you have an umbrella? Why don't you go inside and wait for me..."

Before Xu Xiuzhi finished speaking, he was suddenly hugged into his arms, and his head was buried tightly on her shoulder, which made her shoulder hurt. Xu Xiuzhi felt his body tremble slightly.

Xu Xiuzhi was stunned for a moment, didn't he?

He sighed secretly in his heart, it was all her fault, forget it, let it go if it didn't happen.

Xu Xiuzhi stretched out her hand to hug him back, and comforted him softly, "I'm here, don't be uneasy."

If he wants to continue in the underground band, then she can accompany him, at least let her see it.

"Nuna..."

"So what do you want to do now?" Xu Xiuzhi took Cui Shengxian back to the bar of his uncle's house. In the empty room on the second floor, Xu Xiuzhi wiped his wet hair with a dry towel in his hand.

"I haven't thought about it yet." Cui Shengxian sat obediently, a little confused. He wanted to be a trainee, but now it's not something he can think about.

Xu Xiuzhi covered his head with a towel, patted his shoulder and said, "Think carefully, I will support you in whatever decision you make."

She said she was about to stand up.

"Nuna..." Cui Shengxian didn't take off the towel, and quickly reached out to grab her wrist, "Do you want me to go? Be honest."

Xu Xiuzhi took a deep look at Cui Shengxian, she still remembers Cui Shengxian's eyes just now, it was too deep, filled with unwillingness and embarrassment, in fact, he didn't need to do this, did he, there was no need to live for the eyes of others, he actually enjoyed it In the dark, maybe Xu Xiuzhi shouldn't ask him with the demands of ordinary people.

"No, what I want is not for you to go to YG, but for you to get out of the circle that locked you up."

Cui Shengxian is out of tune with this society. He has built his own utopia. No one in his world will reject him. Everyone he likes or likes him. He locks himself in it firmly, taking every step carefully. Willing to step out.

This kind of him is good or bad.

Not everyone can do what they like, and the people around them are full of friendliness, that's just a dream.

Dreams are beautiful, but people cannot live in them forever. Although the reality is cruel, we still have to learn to face it.

He talked about his friends, and also talked about his past when he was isolated and excluded, and he was still vaguely immersed in it until now, and he couldn't bear all the unknowns of the future like this.

For his own good, Xu Xiuzhi was very reluctant to mention this sentence. Even if it was true, she was unwilling to use such a reason to force him from the bottom of her heart. It would have the same effect as moral kidnapping.

Everyone has their own life, don't intervene easily, because you may not be able to afford the consequences, and this time is her only and last impulse to intervene.

Even if she didn't want to, she had to.

Cui Shengxian didn't speak for a long time, and Xu Xiuzhi didn't expect to hear the answer now, so he broke away from his hand and got up to leave.

Cui Shengxian didn't try to keep him any longer, and sat alone on the second floor for a long time.

Xu Xiuzhi didn't leave. She stood outside the door and watched it for a while before going downstairs.

She doesn't want to force him to make a decision, he is the only one who can let him make his own decision,