Old Cannon's Infatuation

Zhang Xuan felt that she was being watched.

She has felt it since the end of the movie.At first she didn't care, thinking that she was too sensitive.After shopping in the mall for a while, when she was trying on clothes, she saw a dodging boy behind her in the mirror, and she was sure that she didn't feel wrong.

I suddenly felt a little funny, what is going on in this movie-like scene?And that boy, why is Shouer still wearing such a fancy dress?

After considering that she didn't offend anyone and didn't have much money, Zhang Xuan kept an eye out, went shopping and went to the supermarket, got on the bus after going out, and went to crowded places as much as possible.As soon as the bus drove away, she thought she had thrown him off, but the boy followed him in an off-road vehicle with the same clothes as his.

Who is this messing with?Zhang Xuan couldn't figure it out, but she suddenly thought of a place where she could get rid of people.

After reversing several buses, the jeep followed, Zhang Xuan didn't panic, and got off at Houhai Park.The street was bustling with people, and she was not afraid of what that kid would do blatantly.Not far from her home, she vaguely felt that someone was still following her, so she turned around and turned into an alley.

This area of ​​alleys is complicated and intertwined, and she knows where each one leads.After walking for a while, Zhang Xuan casually found a door and sat down, looking around unintentionally, but the man had disappeared.

This matter is really strange, Zhang Xuan really can't figure it out, and also understands that it is not suitable to stay here for a long time.

Along the alley, Zhang Xuan walked out along the direction in memory alone.As she walked, she stopped.

Ahead is a bar with a lighted sign that reads THRILL.

It was past four o'clock in the afternoon, and the bars in this area were not yet open.Zhang Xuan looked up at the store door, as if there was nothing in his mind.How did you come here?She couldn't find the reason, but since they were all here, there happened to be something to do.

In fact, coming here today is really a coincidence.In my impression, Aunt Xia has always been very busy, Zhang Xuan didn't expect to see her smoothly.So, when she opened the door and saw the chatterbox sitting in the hall on the first floor, she seemed to hear a few violent chest vibrations.

"...Xuan'er? You're finally back!"

Huaxiazi never expected that today she would see Zhang Xuan, the daughter of the sixth master's family who was about to be buried in memory.At that moment, she was really excited, and she came over and hugged her.After a while, when the two of them sat down face to face, she still felt emotional and her eyes were red.The girl in front of her has grown taller, she is still so white and thin, she looks mature.That's right, she is 27 years old this year, and she is no longer the little girl who grew up in the alley.

"Xuan'er, where have you been all these years?"

"I studied in Nanjing before, and went to work in Shanghai after graduation." Zhang Xuan had calmed down at this time, and looked at Aunt Xia with a gentle smile.

"Oh, are you married?"

Zhang Xuan pursed her lips and shook her head, "I had a boyfriend before, and we broke up."

"Oh, that's it...it's okay, you're back, Aunt Xia and your uncles can find it for you."

Zhang Xuan smiled and said nothing.

"Xuan'er, why haven't you come back for so many years? How have you been doing these years?"

"Well, it's alright."

Zhang Xuan didn't want to stay here for a long time, and didn't want to talk too much.The past nine years have been too long, and the intimacy between her and Aunt Xia has been blurred.It's not that she can't feel the other party's concern. In detail, she might be able to chat with Aunt Xia for three days and three nights, but she suddenly felt that it was unnecessary.

What's the use of going into more detail?It's in the past.

"Aunt Xia, I came to see you today because I have something to ask you."

"What's the matter?"

Zhang Xuan took out a bank/bank/card from her bag and put it on the table, "I saved this for Xiaobo, and the password is his birthday. I remember he should graduate next year, should he go to work or continue?" I don’t know about studying, but it costs money anyway. Give him this.”

"You save money for Xiaobo?" Hua Xiazi looked at the card on the table, almost speechless in surprise, "You don't have any money yourself, you save it for him? Put it away!"

"This is specially reserved for him, you give it to him."

"Xuan'er, let me tell you, don't worry about Xiaobo's affairs. You are still young and not married. There will be more places to spend money in the future. Besides, whether Xiaobo goes to work or goes to school, your father will take care of money. .How can you take money?"

"My dad's money?" Zhang Xuan avoided the chatterbox and sneered slightly, "Aunt Xia, don't you know my dad? His money is not enough to help his brothers, how can I save it for Xiaobo?" .”

Chatterbox was stunned by the coldness in her words, and couldn't help but speak for Liu Ye: "Xuan'er, how could you say that about your father?"

"..."

"Do you still resent your father for not giving you money to go to college?"

"..."

Looking at her indifferent eyes, Hua Xiazi sighed deeply, "Xuan'er, don't be like this, it's been so many years. Do you know how sad your father was when you left as soon as you said? You never came back after that , although he didn't say anything these years, he still thinks of you in his heart. He knows that you are in contact with Men San'er. He always inquires about you with Men San'er. No matter what he did to you before, it was your kiss Dad, you can actually remember hating him for so many years, I have really convinced you both!"

After talking a lot, Zhang Xuan was very anxious when he saw that Zhang Xuan didn't eat oil and salt.She wished she could coax this girl home in one go today and go to accompany Master Liu.Now that Xiaobo has been detained, the sixth master just went to see the gang of little bastards who kidnapped him, and when he came back, he was so angry that he raised money everywhere.

This day can't be messed up anymore.But the girl in front of me who used to be the most peaceful, why didn't she listen to anyone's persuasion?

"Xuan'er, listen to Aunt Xia, go back today and give your father a soft hand. Then move back here and stay with him in the future. Don't be afraid that he won't want to see you. Aunt Xia is there, it's okay. It's really not easy for your father to have been here for so many years."

Zhang Xuan stared at the teacup in front of him all the time, not speaking, not even showing any expression.Hearing this sentence, he smiled in a trance, and the arc of his lips was extremely ironic.

"Be soft? Aunt Xia, how do you want me to be soft?"

Chatterbox was stopped by her soft words.

Zhang Xuan raised his head and looked directly into Hua Xiazi's eyes. Although his voice was soft, every word was extremely clear.

"Aunt Xia, it's not me who should apologize, and it's not me who should be subdued. Why haven't I entered the house for nine years, have you forgotten? When I was in the college entrance examination, my third uncle got into trouble. My son was sold to raise money for others. At that time, Xiaobo and I both went to school, so why didn’t we need money? He stayed away from home all day long, and Xiaobo and I lived together like orphans. Wait for me Don’t you remember what he said when you applied for volunteering? I was the first in the class, and my grades were so good, but he told me that my family had no money, so I stopped reading and saved the money for my younger brother to read.”

"Oh, your father is such a person, he values ​​friendship..."

"Yes, he is loyal, but he doesn't care about me." Zhang Xuan paused and exhaled, "I didn't listen to him and reported to Nantah University. He was so angry that he wanted to beat me and told me never to come back. Uncle Man Saner sent me to Nanjing. For four years in college, except for the 2000 yuan I brought with me at the beginning of school, he didn’t give me a penny after that. All my basic necessities were paid for by my scholarship and part-time jobs. .”

"..."

"I went to school for four years, and I was thinking about how to save money every day. I did tutoring, handing out leaflets, serving as a waiter, and I did all kinds of odd jobs. It was okay in summer, but the school dormitory was not allowed to live in winter during the Chinese New Year, so I rented the most A cheap short-term rental house. Aunt Xia, if you ask me how I am doing these years, I want to ask you, do you think I am doing well?"

It was probably because of the long-term depression that could not be vented. Zhang Xuan clearly knew that these things should not be said, at least not to Aunt Xia, but she couldn't help it anymore.The stronger the hatred in her heart, the calmer she became.

"In fact, in these years, I called him once, just once, five years ago."

"When did it happen? I don't even know."

"Of course you don't know, I guess my dad doesn't even remember it." Zhang Xuan showed that kind of smile without any warmth.

I don't know why, when Hua Xiazi saw her expression, he was suddenly blessed and sat up straight, "Xuan'er, did something happen to you at that time?"

Zhang Xuan looked at her, was stunned for several seconds, and then said indifferently, "I have been tutoring a boy for four years in college. His parents are both officials, and his family background is very powerful. Five years ago, I In April of the year I graduated, I wanted to quit my job and focus on finding a job after graduation, but the boy refused to let me go, I had a fight with him, and he raped me."

With a crisp "snap", Chatterbox slammed the cup in his hand.Her eyes were round and she stared at Zhang Xuan intently.

Zhang Xuan was very calm, his eyes were fixed somewhere, and his voice was calm, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

"I remember very clearly that day. It was raining, my skirt was broken, and the boy gave me a pair of jeans to wear. I ran away, but I didn't dare to go back to school for fear of being spotted by my classmates. I found a small shop on the side of the road to make a public phone call. I called my dad because I felt that only he could save me at that time."

"……and after?"

later?

Zhang Xuan fell silent suddenly, picked up the cup and took a sip of water, her fingers trembling slightly.

The phone was connected, and Zhang Xuan heard her father Zhang Xuejun's voice, very anxious and noisy.

"Hey! Who?"

"...Dad, it's me, Dad."

"Who is it? I can't hear you, please speak up!"

"Father, I... I am Zhang Xuan..."

"Let me tell you louder! The signal here is not good, please speak clearly!"

Tears kept falling, Zhang Xuan stood in the rain, her body ached, she was wet again, and trembling all over.She cried anxiously to the other end of the phone, saying that she was raped/raped today, that she was really scared and didn't know what to do.But the voice on the other end of the phone became more and more impatient, and her father couldn't hear what she was saying at all.

"Xuan'er, let me tell you, I really can't hear what you are saying, my signal is not good! If you have something important to say, speak louder."

"..."

"Aren't you out of money? I'll get you there. I'm busy now, and the signal is not good, so I can't hear you at all!"

Zhang Xuan didn't want to listen to the next words anymore.The vision was blurred, and the tears kept falling like the rain from the sky.The next second, she hung up the phone and stood there motionless, waiting for her heart to finally freeze into a glacier.

"Nannah."

Zhang Xuan was startled, looked up, and saw the old woman from the commissary poking her head out, "Is something wrong? Do you need to call the police for you?"

Zhang Xuan was stunned for a while, but still shook his head, thanked the old woman softly, turned around and ran into the rain.

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Hou Xiaojie felt that he was really bewitched today. He actually saw Zhang Xuan in the movie theater this afternoon.

In his memory, Zhang Xuan seemed to have disappeared from the world for five years, and suddenly appeared in front of him. Hou Xiaojie was so excited that he followed the new girl without paying attention.

After following in the shopping mall for a long time, I drove off-road to follow the road.Later, when I turned into an alley, I still lost the person.Hou Xiaojie was so depressed that he wanted to slap himself, why didn't he know to call Xiaofei in the first place?

Parking the car on the side of the road, Hou Xiaojie thought in hindsight that he should call Xiao Fei.After dialing the number, the busy beeper sounded six or seven times before being picked up.

"...Hello." The male voice in the receiver was low and hoarse, as if he had just woken up.

"Xiao Fei, are you resting?"

"...Speak quickly if you have something to say."

Sure enough, he had just been woken up, and he was really angry when he woke up.Xiaojie's heart skipped a beat, and he said cautiously, "Xiaofei, do you know who I just saw?"

"Hou Xiaojie, I don't have time to play guessing games with you. If you have something to say, talk and fart quickly."

"Hey, don't be so impatient, you definitely can't think of who I just saw, to be honest, I was shocked when I first saw..."

"Beep—" Tan Xiaofei hung up the phone impatiently.

Such explosive news just died in his mouth like this, Xiaojie's chest was a little stuffy from being blocked.Seeing the sky getting dark, he curled his lips, started the car, and started on the road.Reluctantly, he was catching up with the evening rush hour, and no matter how cool his off-road was, he was blocked on the road.

The time spent doing nothing will always make people think about it.

As one of Tan Xiaofei's few children, Hou Xiaojie is quite familiar with Zhang Xuan, and probably knows Tan Xiaofei's secret feelings for her.Xiaojie's first impression of her was only "Xiao Fei's tutor", when did he discover Xiao Fei's feelings for her?

Probably the New Year's Day party in the third year of high school.

Hou Xiaojie and Tan Xiaofei were in the same class. On that day, the teachers and classmates were all sitting in the classroom performing and having fun.Xiaojie remembers very clearly that day, Tan Xiaofei, who was usually silent and arrogant, sang "Faith" in front of the class.

The background music was played by his mobile phone connected to the speaker, and there was Zhang Xinzhe's voice in it, but what was different from the original singer was the deep and timeless voice that belonged to Tan Xiaofei alone.

"I know the things you shouldn't have said to make you drift away

Wondering if you're homesick after years of floating

If I kissed you and hugged you then, maybe the ending would be hard to tell

I have so many regrets, so many expectations, you know? "

The classroom, which was noisy just now, suddenly became quiet, with dimmed incandescent lamps above the head, and glistening garlands pasted on the windows.In the light and the darkness, he sang sadly and movingly to the screen.

"I love you with such clarity and conviction

I love you, how warm and brave you are

I don't care how hurt my heart is, how flustered my love is, and what others think

Love is a kind of faith, bring me to your side..."

After a song was sung, the people in the room were silent for a long time before remembering to applaud.The teacher said that such an older child knows what to love and not to love.

A few years have passed, Hou Xiaojie thought, Tan Xiaofei at that time should understand.