Old Cannon's Infatuation

When Zhang Xuan woke up, it was still dark.

The room was pitch black, and the outside was very quiet, as if the sound of falling snow could be heard.

She opened her eyes and adjusted for a while, then turned her head to look at the clock on the bedside table.Is it three o'clock or four o'clock?Can't see clearly.Just as she was about to reach out to take the clock closer, the arm around her waist tightened suddenly.

The tactile sensation of the exposed skin brought her consciousness back from a blank state.Zhang Xuan was stunned for a few seconds, then turned her head and looked at Tan Xiaofei who was lying beside her and sleeping peacefully.Even in his sleep, he held her tightly as if consciously.The entanglement of limbs may be too intimate, but staring at his face close at hand, Zhang Xuan suddenly found a long-lost sense of security in this quiet night.

Thinking of this, she lightly touched Tan Xiaofei's face.Touching his eyebrows and bridge of nose with his fingertips, he woke up.

"...Ah Xuan." Opening his eyes from a deep sleep, Tan Xiaofei was still a little confused, his arms subconsciously wrapped around Zhang Xuan, and buried his face in her neck, so intimate that he breathed and heard each other.

Zhang Xuan let him move, remained silent for a while, and suddenly said: "Xiao Fei, you can go back when the sun is up."

The voice was very soft, but it was accurately captured by Tan Xiaofei.He opened his eyes suddenly, as if there was a sharp light in the darkness.

"why?"

"I'm going to school for self-study today, so you can go and do your own business too."

Tan Xiaofei was stunned for a moment, and suddenly burst out laughing.Zhang Xuan turned to look at him in puzzlement.

"why are you laughing?"

"No, I was just scared by you."

Probably able to guess what he was thinking, Zhang Xuan turned over and didn't bother to pay attention to him, and wanted to continue to sleep early, but Tan Xiaofei hugged her from behind her.

"I thought you were angry again and wanted to drive me away again." He whispered in the dark, his voice was close to her ear, with a little grievance and gratitude.

"...No." Zhang Xuan held his hand around her waist.

"Then I'll stay with you. I have nothing to do."

"But I can't take you to self-study."

"Why not? I haven't tried to accompany my girlfriend to study in the library."

"..."

"Axuan, we will never be separated again, really. I can't stand it anymore." He hugged her tightly, wishing he could become one with her at this very moment.

Zhang Xuan didn't speak or move. After a long while, he tilted his head and kissed the corner of his lips.

Tan Xiaofei took advantage of the situation and deepened the kiss.

Amidst the ups and downs of love/desire, Zhang Xuan could still hear his vague denunciation, "Ah Xuan, I have been so kind to you, and you just drove me away, you really have no conscience."

"Well... not in the future."

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Naturally, I got up late the next day.

After packing up the books, Zhang Xuan was sent to the school library by Tan Xiaofei.Zhang Xuan thought he was just talking about the self-study together.But I didn't expect Tan Xiaofei to really follow in.

You need to swipe your student ID card or meal card to enter the library. It just so happened that the two of them came during their lunch break. There was no one in the hall, except for a little girl with her head down playing with her mobile phone at the entrance.After Zhang Xuan swiped his card to enter, he was thinking about how to persuade Tan Xiaofei to go away, but when he turned around, he saw him go directly to the fence on the other side far from the entrance, stepping in with his long legs, and his posture was so unobtrusive that he seemed to be wandering around. No self-consciousness sneaks in.

Zhang Xuan was stunned, and Tan Xiaofei walked slowly in front of her, and lifted her chin lightly, "Why are you standing there, go study."

With that said, he took her hand and walked up the stairs.Looking at his back in front, Zhang Xuan suddenly remembered the scene of tutoring him in the past, and couldn't help laughing.

I found a seat by the window, and the sun was pouring in. Zhang Xuan was reading a professional book, and Tan Xiaofei also found a martial arts novel and sat aside to read it quietly.Apart from the occasional sight of girls looking over here, whispering voices amazed by Tan Xiaofei's appearance, and Tan Xiaofei's restless hand touching, Zhang Xuan felt that this kind of self-study time was also quite beautiful.

But there are also things that are more silent.

Since Christmas Eve, Tan Xiaofei never went back to live in his home.On the day Zhang Xuan went to see the sixth master, he almost moved all his belongings when he went back, filling up her small room and living room.The matter of the fight had long been left behind by him, and the Ferrari Enzo had been left somewhere. He hadn't been to the car modification club for several days, and he looked like he was camping at her house.

You already have a girlfriend, so why bother?Biao what car?What nightclub are you visiting?Brother is different from you, brother is a person who has a girlfriend.

Of course, to the outside world, he is still the cool, domineering and domineering third-ring twelve young master.However, now his heart is not empty at all.Now that he has Zhang Xuan, the outside affairs have nothing to do with him.

And Zhang Xuan's life was also affected.At least the teachers and classmates know that she has a handsome and rich boyfriend who spoils her.

In this regard, Zhang Xuan was also quite helpless.But if she really let Tan Xiaofei leave and return to that kind of life alone, she was reluctant.

I really hope that life can always be like this, even if she can't see the future, she will be happy with it.

She has been looking forward to this.Until one afternoon when she came back from school and opened the door, she saw that Xiao Fei was not waiting for her to come back while reading a book as usual, but was sitting in the living room talking with Uncle Gong.At that moment, Zhang Xuan suddenly had the illusion of falling from a dream to reality.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, both Tan Xiaofei and Gong Shu turned their heads.Uncle Gong blinked, stood up, and distinguished for a long time unexpectedly, "... Zhang Xuan?"

Speaking of which, Uncle Gong hasn't seen Zhang Xuan for more than five years.When she was teaching Xiaofei before, Uncle Gong was Mr. Tan's secretary.He didn't meet Zhang Xuan often, and his impression was always very shallow. He only remembered that he was a college student in a prestigious school, with good grades and a down-to-earth personality, but his family background was not very good.Recently, I found out that Xiao Fei moved out and lived with a girl. Uncle Gong originally wanted to take Xiao Fei away to Canada as planned, but he didn't expect to meet Zhang Xuan.

"Hello, Uncle Gong." Zhang Xuan greeted him with a neither humble nor overbearing attitude.

Uncle Gong and Zhang Xuan didn't know each other very well, so they had a good impression and didn't make things difficult for her.In his eyes, Xiao Fei is still a child, he is uncertain, and Zhang Xuan is not very old.It doesn't matter if two people fall in love, and they won't get married.

"Fei, think about what I just said. Go back after playing for a while. I have arranged for you to go to Canada. It's only a few days. Be obedient."

"Uncle Gong, don't worry about my affairs. I have a sense of when to go back."

Seeing Tan Xiaofei like this, Uncle Gong didn't say much, told him to go back early, and said goodbye to Zhang Xuan.

After seeing off Uncle Gong, Zhang Xuan maintained the posture of opening the door, her mind was repeatedly surrounded by the matter of Xiaofei going to Canada, and she suddenly felt a chill all over her body.

"Ah Xuan, what's the matter?" Tan Xiaofei stepped forward to hold her hand.

Zhang Xuan looked up at him for a while, then said: "...Xiao Fei, you should go back."

"……what?"

"Uncle Gong wants to send you to Canada? Your parents arranged it, right?"

"It's not settled yet."

"It can't go on like this." Zhang Xuan interrupted him, looking straight at his eyes with watery eyes, "Forget it. Xiao Fei, you can go back."

Tan Xiaofei watched her silently, his eyes calm and unwavering.He quickly pulled her into his arms, slammed the door with his backhand, and kissed her forcefully with an angry kiss.

The lingering tossing and turning could not suppress the thoughts in his heart, with a slight lift of his arm, he picked her up, walked into the back room with a few steps, and pressed her on the bed.

The moment swept by this hot and violent desire can easily bring back some painful memories.She could feel Xiao Fei's anger, and her body ached slightly, but Zhang Xuan didn't struggle, nor did she have the expected fear.She even slowly began to respond to his kisses and touches.

Zhang Xuan thought, she probably loves Tan Xiaofei.It has been like this since a long time ago.

Such love is hopeless.In fact, Zhang Xuan has always known that it is difficult for her and Tan Xiaofei to have a beautiful future.But it was like an isolated island, with only him and her on it, trapped and locked together, and they didn't care.

Because there is love.

But this time, I am afraid it will be the last time.

Every second of being kissed, entangled and collided, she felt extraordinarily precious.She hugged his waist tightly, and responded to his enthusiasm gently and firmly, as if immersed in a beautiful dream.

"Ah Xuan, let's get married." She heard him say this when her consciousness was almost hazy.

"……what?"

"I want to marry you. Shall we get married?" He stopped, stood up, stroked her hair with one hand, and looked into her heart.

Zhang Xuan smiled, brushing his fingers across his face.

"Xiao Fei, I am with you now, but we are different. You have parents, a superior family background, and close friends. But I don't."

"..."

"My mother is gone, and my father and brother are no longer in touch. I only have Wen Qian as a friend, but she can't always be with me when she is married."

"So, you marry me. Let me marry you, so you have me."

Unable to explain why, Zhang Xuan suddenly wanted to cry.Stretching out her arms, she wrapped her arms around his neck and said softly, "No, Xiao Fei. Your parents won't agree."

"No need for their consent. They don't care anyway."

In the end, the problem was still settled, but Tan Xiaofei didn't let Zhang Xuan say anything to drive him away.

When it got dark, she lay beside him and fell asleep from exhaustion.Tan Xiaofei didn't sleep, and subconsciously wrapped his fingers around the end of her hair, staring at her sleeping face without taking his eyes off it.

He has thought about this question countless times, why did he fall in love with Zhang Xuan?

She wasn't the prettiest girl he had ever seen.Smart is smart, but so be it.The family is not good, and he is five years older than himself.But why do you love her?When he knew she was going to leave, he wanted to possess her no matter what.For so many years after she left, I didn't know where she was, and I still couldn't forget her.

He couldn't figure it out, and he didn't bother to think about it.After all, this topic is meaningless.Love is something that no one can explain clearly.

He only knew that in the days without Zhang Xuan, he would not be happy at all, even if he squandered time and money arbitrarily, seeking excitement desperately.

There is no hope and no future in sight.

But it's different now.She was by his side and loved him just as much.

So, he discovered that life can have a direction.

Marrying her and being together well, this is the future he most wants to pursue.