[Comprehensive] Miss Xizhi

Sit by the river and dip your hands into the water.The coldness flowing over her fingertips made Wang Xizhi shiver, and even her nails were frozen into a light red color, but she didn't seem to feel it, and she still maintained this posture.

The evening sun seemed warmer than ever, and she knew it would be dark soon.

The children after school laughed and ran across the embankment, leaving a series of hurried and cheerful footsteps in Wang Xizhi's ears.She didn't look up.

There is a footstep coming towards her.

"Hey!" a panting voice said, "I said, how did you get here!"

Hurrying all the way here, Chuya almost died.He didn't bother to criticize or get angry at the moment, he sat down beside Wang Xizhi, took off his windbreaker and threw it to the side, panting hard, wishing he could just lie on the grass.

"You guys found it..." He heard Wang Xizhi murmur in a low voice.

"Of course I can find it. Are you a port mafia for nothing?" He said angrily, "Lu Xun is so worried that he can't wait to call me every 10 minutes. It's really embarrassing..."

"Sorry……"

Her voice was so weak that it was almost drowned out by the sound of running water.Nakaya glanced at her from the corner of his eye, noticed the strange hat on her head, and subconsciously reached out to touch it.

"Where did this come from? Why did you cut your hair?"

He pulled the hat up, and a few strands of curly long hair fell out. He immediately understood the purpose of the hat, stopped his hands quickly, and finally smoothed the uneven wrinkles on the knitted hat with his hands, as if nothing had happened The atmosphere in which it takes place.

"Hey, I said, did something happen to you?"

Casually, Chuya said this sentence lightly, his tone was as flat as asking her what she had for lunch.

Wang Xizhi withdrew her hand, and she seemed to see hot, bright red blood slipping from her fingertips and dripping into the river, where it was immediately diluted.

She shook her head, dazed for a moment, then shook her head again.

"Your answer is very disturbing." It was still in the flat tone just now, "Don't want to say?"

Wang Xizhi was startled and did not move.

"Mr. Chuya, I have become the old me again." Her voice was weak and calm, as if she was stating something completely unrelated to her, but every word she said was touching her nerves, " Do you know what I've been through?"

Zhong also pursed his lips, and told her honestly: "I know something, Lu Xun told me."

But there is quite a large gap in that part of the past, and Zhong also still does not know whether Lu Xun deliberately omitted it, or he himself is not very clear.

When he heard what Wang Xizhi said just now, he suddenly realized that maybe he was about to touch all the blanks.

"The members of the supernatural organization I joined at the beginning were all outcast supernatural beings. Most of them were a few years older than me, and they were the most prosperous—and also the most presumptuous age."

Without any foreshadowing, she directly laid out the past in front of each other, allowing the sharp thorns to pierce into her heart, and she was riddled with holes without noticing.

"They taught me how to control supernatural powers, which my family would not tell me. They said that the reason why supernatural beings are gathered is to pursue peace and to create an era where all supernatural beings can live freely .” Paused for a while, the coolness of the fingertips penetrated into the heart, “Then, they told me that in order to achieve such a goal, there must be sacrifices.”

Those memories seemed to reappear before my eyes.

The "adult" in a dark gray gown patted her on the shoulder lightly, and the gold-rimmed glasses reflected the only light in the dark room.In his hand he held a portrait of a superintendent who would prevent them from achieving their goal.

With a ferocious smile, he stuffed the portrait into the hands of 16-year-old Wang Xizhi.

Everyone in the organization knew very well that Wang Xizhi was different from them.Even if they also have supernatural powers—the ability to transcend ordinary people, the gap is still very obvious.

She has a power beyond their reach.

— This is a necessary sacrifice.With your ability, you can definitely do it.

The man in the dark gray gown said to her.

"When I killed the first person, my hands couldn't stop shaking; when I killed the second person, I felt very scared, but I calmed down quickly; then the third, the fourth and the fifth The sixth one...many, many people..." She was still very calm, only the ending was trembling, "At first they were the real sinners, and finally the innocent people became the targets that must be eliminated. I can't feel anything anymore. As long as They told me who would affect us, who would get in our way, and I would kill him. Simple...isn't it?"

Her eyes were empty, and only memories of the past flashed before her eyes.Chuu also wanted to tell her that there was no need to say any more, but she couldn't stop no matter what - and she couldn't pull away at all.

"Later, my father found out."

Zhongye's heart skipped a beat, he could actually feel despair.

"Xizhi..."

She is still talking.

"When I was young, my father always said that my second uncle who smoked opium was a bastard. When he kicked me out of the house, he said that I was not as good as my second uncle. No one in the whole family kept me, and they all turned their backs. , not even leaving me with the last look.

"Since that day, I really never saw them again..."

Then, it seems that just over a year later, the entire Wang family was razed to the ground by warlords.

During the first period when he was kicked out of his home, Wang Xizhi was full of resentment.She always thought she did nothing wrong.

Because that is a necessary sacrifice.

"It wasn't until later that I realized that my father was doing it for my own good."

In the year when he was expelled from the house, the members of the city government underwent a major change, and the person who climbed to the mayor's throne was a vigorous and stubborn middle-aged man.He issued an unprecedentedly strict order, all the supernatural beings must be arrested and shot, in the euphemistic name, to solve these freaks from the root.

That was the darkest age of supernatural beings.Zhong also never knew that such a thing had happened.

If you continue to stay at home, as long as the police find your home, you will undoubtedly die.Even after being expelled from the house, her father still provided her with some help, otherwise she would never have lived in safety until now.

The air seemed to be a little thinner.Wang Xizhi breathed hard, and the heavy coat made her sweat all over.

"That kind of situation lasted for more than a year. I have been killing people for them. One day, they handed me a letter and asked me to stuff it through the door of the police station. The moment I took the letter, I felt It wasn’t quite right — believe it or not, it was kind of like a hunch — but because they told me to do it, I did it.”

She began to tremble, and the sweat-soaked clothes were stuck to her torso, so thick that she couldn't breathe.The sky was almost completely dark, and the last ray of sunlight fell from the edge of the horizon.

In fact, the sky at dusk and dawn is very similar.

Under a dawn sky similar to today's evening, her home burned to the ground.The letter she stuffed under the door of the police station was a report letter, full of her father's stigma.Said he colluded with the Japanese, said he was a spy.

Every word and every sentence is so true, it is clearly nothing but nonsense, but those people in high positions all believe it.

"I killed my family." Unexpectedly, she still had a calm tone, but tears welled up, "As long as I open the letter and take a look, it will be fine as long as I have a little independent thinking. I There are obviously a hundred ways to prevent this from happening, but I have no choice. It's my fault..."

"No!" Zhongye's answer was so firm that Wang Xizhi was taken aback. "It's not your fault at all. Actually, you know it's the fault of those other supernatural beings, don't you? Now that you know, give me a good time." Firmly hold on to this thought!"

The loud words smashed into Wang Xizhi's heart like a heavy hammer, she stopped sobbing for a while, raised her head, looked at Zhongye in a daze, her lips trembled, and tears fell down.

"Got it?" Chuya asked her loudly.

The loud questioning scared Wang Xizhi a little at first.She bit her lower lip tightly and nodded vigorously without answering.

"It's good if you know." Zhong also felt relieved, took out a handkerchief and stuffed it into her hand, and after her tears stopped, he leaned over to her side and asked in a low voice, "And then? And then what happened? I don't want to say You don't have to say it."

"It's okay..." Wang Xizhi rubbed the corner of the handkerchief, took a few deep breaths, and continued, "I'll ask those people why something happened to my family. They said it was because my father blocked our goal. And It’s good to let me have one less concern. At that moment, I realized that I was used, and I have always been a tool they use to kill. I am so stupid..."

"What a bunch of bastards." Zhong also frowned, his eyes full of resentment, "Then what?"

"Then? Well... Then I questioned them. I seemed to ask a lot, and I don't remember what I said specifically. In short, from their answers, I knew that they never wanted to achieve peace. They just wanted to Use violent means to create a world dominated by supernatural beings, so those who reject supernatural beings must die."

"Why do you feel so self-righteous?"

"Yeah." She twitched the corners of her mouth and smiled mockingly, "At first, all I expected was to be able to live freely. I thought they were the same as I thought, but I was wrong. When I realized that they and I were fundamentally When there were discrepancies, I decided to clear them up, otherwise they would do the same thing."

That's why more people know that she eliminated the distorted supernatural beings, and that's why she has Chengqing, a supernatural organization that really works hard for peace.

But everything is still very difficult.

"I didn't dare to tell anyone about this—in fact, until now, my thinking is still fixed in the killing mode. When I encounter problems, the first solution I think of is to kill them. This is not good, Isn't it?" She laughed helplessly, "I happened to see the short future by accident, and saw so many gunfire, I was desperate. So I ran away and fell into a deep sleep——finally This is what it is now. Today..."

She took a deep breath and told Chuya what happened a few hours ago.During the presentation, she was trembling with nervousness, and even cast fearful or dissatisfied eyes in fear.

She smugly thought she had changed, but she hadn't.Never.She was still that stupid and innocent girl.

"But it's not your fault." Zhong also said nonchalantly, without the expected fear or disgust in his eyes, "They are going to kill people. And this kind of drug addicts are the scum of society, don't count on them It can get better. You know, drugs are something that you can’t quit for a lifetime.”

"Well……"

There are many words that she doesn't understand, but Mr. Nakaya is probably speaking for her.

"There's really no need to blame yourself for this kind of thing. Being used is indeed a stupid thing--thinking about it, it's stupid. I can't imagine that you are the kind of person who can be coaxed by just a few words." Coax the guy. Stupid!" When it was time to scold, Zhong was merciless, "But these things have passed. Anyway, I heard that you did the right thing. Although it is difficult, you will definitely be able to do it in the future. Keep going, don't you?"

Wang Xizhi blushed at first when he was scolded, and then he couldn't help blushing when he heard the words of praise.

As Chuya said, she was easily coaxed this time as well.

"But you did something bad today!" Zhongya sat up, put on his coat, and looked at her with reproachful eyes, "You escaped without saying a word."

The long-lost sense of guilt was awakened, and Wang Xizhi lowered his head, the tip of his nose almost touching his collar.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." She said sullenly, and even the pinnae of her ears turned red at the moment, "I originally wanted to come back at noon, but after that incident, I just...really Sorry to bother you!"

"You know it's okay to apologize." Zhong Ye turned his head away, snorted coldly, and stood up, "I'm not happy to speak nice words for you over there with Lu Xun. Come on, follow me, don't go far gone."

He also grabbed Wang Xizhi's collar.She was still confused, but was picked up by Chuya.

"Okay, go home."

Well... it's home...

Wang Xizhi seemed to be stunned for a moment, then he suddenly came back to his senses, slapped the withered grass off his trouser legs, and ran to Zhongye's side.

"Ok!"

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