Heterogeneous love

Monday night is another elective class.

When I got to class, Jue Chu was already there.

I didn't go there, I picked a seat in the front row and sat down.It was already 09:30 in the evening when class was over, Jue Chu stopped me from walking out, and said in a very bad tone, "Why don't I reply to text messages or answer calls."

I didn't say a word, and then walked outside.

Jue Chu thought that something was wrong, so he didn't pursue it any further, and followed me all the way out.

When I got to the downstairs of the dormitory, I stopped and looked down at the shadow under the tree. The light made the shadow long, and I was parallel to Jue Chu's shadow without intersecting.

"Decided."

"Ok?"

"Don't come to me again."

Jue Chu raised his eyebrows, with a funny look on his face, "You've been dawdling for so long just to tell me this?"

I lowered my head and remained silent.

Jue Chu sensed my seriousness, and restrained the smile on his face, "Why?"

I didn't dare to look at his straight gaze, turned my face away, "No reason."

He took a deep breath and lowered his voice, "He won't let you see me? Don't be stupid, he's always been like this anyway..."

"Decided."

"Ok?"

"I can't be with you. I'm not the right person for you, we can't be. You don't waste any more time. Let it be."

Jue Chu sneered, "Bullshit, I have the final say on whether you're suitable or not. Time is mine, so what if I'm willing to waste it? It doesn't matter what you say, so why should he care? I'll go find him!"

How can I let Juechu go to find my brother? If I go there and stop fighting, I will be damned. I hurriedly grabbed him and screamed, "Lin Juechu! Enough is enough! I have already said that I don't want to see you again , don’t you understand? Brother Guan, why are you looking for him? I just hate you, I just don’t want to see you, so please stop pestering me, don’t you understand!”

Jue Chu suddenly turned around and grabbed my wrist, "Yu Qingyuan! Say it again?!"

My voice quieted down, word by word, "I hate you, I don't want to see you again, don't pester me again."

He stared at me firmly, his eyes were cold, and his tone was the same, "Yu Qingyuan, take back what you said. I just pretend that I didn't hear anything."

I was so out of breath that the man wouldn't listen to anything he said.

"Lin Juechu, how many times do you have to say it before you understand. I hate you. I hate you for a day or two. I have hated you since I was a child. I hate your cold eyes, your slippery tone, and your bullying me. I don't want to play with you now, can you stop bothering me?!"

"seriously?"

"seriously!"

"Yu Qingyuan, you lied to me! You obviously have a crush on me, and you told me that you would be moved if you were flesh and blood! I wouldn't believe your nonsense just now. I wouldn't believe a single word."

"That bastard Yu Changyou asked you to say that, didn't you? What are you? I've done so much that I can't get enough of a word from him. What is this? I worked so hard to read and repeat a year of exams to come here, and I also worked so hard to recite English to follow You went to Hong Kong to get married, but you treated me like this because of his words? Yu Qingyuan, you just rely on me to love you, and he just relies on your heart to care more about him, so what am I? Tell me! What am I? ?”

His eyes gradually dimmed, darkened, darkened, there were many broken bright spots sinking in the darkness, the hand holding my arm turned white from exertion, and his body trembling slightly due to the uncontrollable anger, The voice turned from high to low.

"Yu Qingyuan, you can't do this, you can't treat me like this. I did everything I can, just want to wait quietly for you to turn around. You can't treat me like this, how can you bear it..."

What he said was urgent and fast, and I felt sad when I heard it, but when I thought of my brother lying on the ground clutching his chest, my sore heart became stiff again.

I'm sorry, Jue Chu, I'm really sorry.

However, I have to make a decision. I don't want to experience the panic of losing my brother again, and I don't dare to take that kind of danger again.

After such a break, everyone will be safe in the world and forget about each other, which is good for everyone.

I took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible, "It's not what you think, it's none of my business. It's because I'm too lazy to deal with you. My brother hates you and refuses to face my feelings. If I find If he asks an ordinary boy to be intimate, he will let it go. But he will not be able to bear it if he comes to you. Only in this way can he face up to his feelings. I just used you. Now that I have used you, I I'm too lazy to deal with you anymore. That's all."

"You're good to me, I know. But I don't like you at all. Just pretend I'm begging you, stop pestering me, I'm really bored."

Jue Chu stared at me with red eyes, I gritted my teeth and calmly stared back.

"Yu Qingyuan, you are lying." His hoarse voice was like rough sand, crushing my heart abruptly, but I still laughed, "Don't be stupid, you still don't want to talk about it until now." Believe what I said is true, tsk tsk~, you are really infatuated."

"You're lying!" He leaned on his upper body and kissed me with all his might, as if trying to block those words back. With such quiet anger, I froze for a moment, then pushed him away, and waved my hand Slap, "Are you enough?!"

After getting that slap, Jue Chu stayed there, his previous fierce expression was gone, he looked helpless like a child who couldn't find his way home, his eyes were red and he was at a loss because of aggrieved.

I've never seen him like this before, and I couldn't bear to look at him for a while, so I turned and walked away.

After walking about ten steps, he ran up from behind and hugged me tightly, "Yu Qingyuan, Yuanyuan, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't go. I was wrong, don't go..."

He just repeated this sentence over and over - I was wrong, don't go.

He obviously didn't know where he was wrong, but he hugged me behind him and kept admitting his mistake. My tears rolled in my eyes. I closed my eyes and refused to let them fall. I desperately broke his fingers, but he grabbed It was so dead and so dead that I didn't dare to use any more force, I was afraid that it would be broken...

I gritted my teeth and chuckled, "Lin Juechu, don't make me look down on you."

The embrace behind her became stiff, and she let go of her hand little by little.

I didn't dare to turn my head back, and rushed back to the dormitory like fleeing, tears streaming down my face.

why?

Why do you hurt someone more when you don't want to hurt them more?

Are we too young to know how to deal with feelings?

Or is love just like this, lonely and sad, accompanied by bones?