i like you so much

The best attitude in the face of the piled-up unresolved issues is to resolve them slowly and patiently according to the priority.

Now that he and his uncle have passed the hurdle, Jin Suxi also pays attention to his mother through his younger brother.

If it was before, she thought it would be a waste of energy to communicate with her mother.However, now she began to think, if she fails even if she doesn't even try, when will she be able to truly untie this knot?

But according to what Jin Zhongxian said, after breaking up with her, Jin Mu's face has been bad, as if she has returned to the time when she insisted on taking the path of a cartoonist.

"Anyway, Mom is better, I'll call you again."

In the past few days, Jin Suxi is a person who is forbidden to mention in the family. Whenever Jin Zhongxian wants to ease the relationship between mother and daughter, it will set off the anger of Jin Mu.

"Anyway, I put my words here. If she insists on hanging out with those messy people, don't come back!"

Kim Zhongxian didn't elaborate on how angry his mother was, but Kim Suxi could also imagine it.According to Jin Mu's uncompromising temperament, she must have spoken harshly.

At the beginning, Jin Suxi and Jinmu had a stalemate for more than a month when they didn't choose to become a teacher. How long will it take this time?

Jin Suxi doesn't know what other people's mothers are like, but her own mother's temper makes her children love, hate and fear her.When she is nice to you, it can make you feel guilty, and when she is stubborn, you will feel resentful because of her difficulty in communicating.

In the days when Uncle was away, Kim Su-hee complained about Song Joong-ki's behavior of buying snowballs, which completely shows that he is a scheming man.No, Xueqiu has already started to replace someone, eating with her, writing with her, sleeping with her, and playing with her.

"If you don't come back, I'll just spend the rest of my life with Xueqiu."

Song Zhongji chuckled on the other end of the phone: "Snowball is a female cat."

"Now it's not said that heterosexuality is fruitless, so what's wrong with the mother?"

"It's a cat." Song Joong Ki pointed out the point again.

Jin Suxi sat up straight and sneered: "He is still a cat, but you are still a big bad wolf! My love for it transcends gender and race!"

Song Zhongji raised his eyebrows, and turned back to tease: "Yes, I am a big bad wolf, or a hungry big bad wolf."

Jin Suxi suddenly remembered some occasions when he loved to torment her so much, her face was as red as overripe fruit.She snorted viciously, she was indeed a hungry and perverted wolf.

"I'll be back next week."

Jin Suxi was taken aback when he heard it, and subconsciously looked at the calendar on the desk. Before he knew it, it was the day when he ended his overseas trip.

The long wait and separation overseas seems to be coming to an end.She was happy, but also a little confused for a while.

"Be at home and wait for me to come back."

He didn't have much time to rest, and the two hung up the phone with some reluctance after taking the time to finish their sweet and greasy phone conversation.

Jin Suxi lay lazily on the sofa, the corners of her mouth curled up more and more, until finally she couldn't help but bury her head in the pillow, trying to cover up her joyful laughter.

Early the next morning, Jin Suxi received an unexpected call.

When she came to the old beef bone soup shop not far from Jin's house, Father Jin's favorite, and saw the gray-haired man sitting in the back, she stood there in a daze.

Jin's father is a captain by profession and is away from home all year round.Kim Su-hee has very few memories of her father, except that when she was five years old, her father used his rare vacation to teach her how to swim.

If Mother Jin is as tough as a rock, then Father Jin is as broad-minded as a calm sea.

When she was very young, what Jin Suxi looked forward to most was to hope that her father would come home, but as she grew up, such expectations became less and less, and gradually she began to get used to the absence of her father's shadow in her life.

Now, Jin's father came back from retirement, and she looked at his back, which was beginning to look old, feeling strange and didn't know how to deal with him.

She blinked to let the tears fade away.Jin Suxi approached his father with his bag and sat down opposite him.

Father Jin looked at her with a smile, with the same pampering and indulgent eyes as when he was a child: "Our Suxi has grown so big."

"dad."

She has heard and written this word countless times, but rarely has the chance to say it.The man in front of him was much older than he remembered, but he also had more wisdom in life.

"Dad has retired, and he won't go anywhere in the future." Father Jin's tone was full of apology: "When you and Zhong Xian were young, I couldn't be by your side. It's too late to come back now, but Dad still hopes to make up for it as much as possible."

When she was a child, Kim So Hee was most proud of her father being the captain of the ship.When the father of the children around her is busy with urban construction and national development, and travels around busy cities all day to make a living, she can proudly say that her father is the captain of the ship.

A child's mind is simple, and Kim So-hee thinks that his father in the sea is great.

But later, when it was discovered that her father could not grow up with her because of occupational problems, the pride raised by her father's occupation gradually faded.

The position of the father of the Jin family has always been vacant, and only the mother of Jin lives with her two children.

"It's okay, you're back anyway." Jin Suxi stared at the words on the menu, her throat felt a little jerky.

"I heard from Zhongxian that you had a conflict with your mother, didn't you?" Father Jin's tone was gentle, and he couldn't understand his position.

Originally, Kim Su-hee felt a little embarrassed and uncomfortable in front of the sudden father-daughter conversation, but when he heard the topic related to his mother, his distress and irritability popped up again.

"In fact, there have always been conflicts." Jin Suxi felt that the knot between her and her mother had never been untied, but whenever the two quarreled, Jin's mother would definitely bring up her professional affairs.

In the eyes of Jin Mu, it seems that her daughter's life has completely ended in tragedy after her career choice was inconsistent with what she wanted.

"She doesn't agree with my career, doesn't agree with my boyfriend, and doesn't even respect the friends and colleagues I know. She doesn't agree with me like she has prejudiced eyes. Does she say what she does? Is it the right decision?"

Facing his younger brother, Jin Suxi couldn't tell him his dissatisfaction with his mother.But facing her father is different. She can safely talk about the conflict with her mother, because the father's identity is enough to play a coordinating role between mother and daughter.

Jin's father was not in a hurry to release Jin Suxi, but instead talked about himself and Jin's mother when they were young.

From the time I met Jin Mu until the beginning of their marriage, Jin Dad was just an ordinary crew member.The two have been together less and more apart for a long time, and it is also because Jinmu is more stubborn than other girls, and the two finally entered into marriage.

"Actually, your mother was also gentle and dependable at the beginning. Although she was a bit stubborn, she was far from what she is today."

At that time, both material and human thought were poor.Even after getting married, Jin’s father still seldom came home. The pregnant Jin mother supported the family alone, and she had to face the secret ridicule and sympathy of her neighbors for a woman whose husband was not often at home.

This is far from the end. After the child is born, the child's illness, schooling, growth, and family daily life are all on the shoulders of a woman.

"Your mother also wants someone to help her, but she can only learn to make decisions and face all problems alone."

Speaking of this, Jin's father was full of guilt.Mother Jin never blamed him, she supported his career, and took care of the family wholeheartedly without making him worry, but Father Jin knew that he owed his family too much.

Mother Jin's uncompromising temperament was honed in decades of life. She gradually began to get used to making decisions by herself. When the children grew up and began to have their own ideas, the contradictions between mother and daughter gradually emerged.

"Perhaps she often speaks harshly and excessively, but her kindness for you is genuine."

Jin's father knew Jin's mother very well, which Jin Suxi didn't expect at all.From his father's words, Jin Suxi saw a different golden mother.She has never experienced such a day, and she knows how hard it is.

Jin Suxi still vaguely remembers the days when she was not well-off when she was a child, but she and her younger brother still lived carefree at that time.Now that I think about it, the burden of life is all on Mother Jin alone, so she and her younger brother had a happy childhood.

Father Jin's eyes and the corners of his mouth were full of smiles. Jin Suxi felt that maybe he had experienced too many storms, and he was very wise.A few words made her dissatisfied with Jin Mu, and it quickly disappeared, replaced by forgiveness for Jin Mu.

"You and your mother are like fire and firecrackers. They will never be able to communicate smoothly. If one party becomes water, let's not talk about the result of the communication, at least we can make each other understand each other's meaning, right?"

"She's getting old, she's a bit menopausal, it's impossible to turn into water, but Suxi, you're still young."

Jin Suxi lowered his head and said softly, "I know, I will try."

Father Jin touched her head with a smile, and praised as if facing a young child: "What a good boy, your mother is great, both children are college students, and Suxi still has a job after graduation. a good job."

Jin Suxi rarely had the opportunity to be praised by his father, so he smiled a little embarrassedly.

"Okay, I should be hungry after talking so much. Now it's not like before, Suxi can think of anything."

This beef bone soup restaurant is a dream place for Kim So-hee.

Father Jin didn't make much money at that time, and it was considered a small luxury for the two of them to order a beef bone soup rice here, so once in a while, Father Jin only ordered one for her, and left the rest when the daughter couldn't eat anymore. finished eating.

Now is not that time. The father and daughter ordered the cheapest soup and rice in their childhood memories at the same time. When they looked at each other and smiled, there was a tacit understanding in their eyes.

The father who was absent for a long time made Jin Suxi feel a little strange, just as he remembered, Jin Suxi felt extremely familiar and missed him very much.

Afterwards, Kim So Hee, like a daughter who relies on her father like an ordinary person, told him about her life, friends, and her boyfriend Song Joong Ki.

Of course, the latter occupies a relatively large proportion of what Kim Su-hee said, and it must be mentioned every three sentences.Father Jin looked at his daughter's happy face, and based on what she said about how good he was, he had a good impression of his daughter's boyfriend who hadn't appeared yet.