i like you so much

In the blink of an eye, the new year is coming, and Pu Yahui officially has a holiday on this day, which also means that Jin Suxi does not have to rush to draft.

He and Park Jung-min made an appointment on this day a week ago, and Kim So-hee also brought the comic strip that he specially prepared as a gift to his sister.Park Jung-min, who arrived first, had already ordered Kim So-hee's favorite food, and he showed no impatient expression while waiting.

"The most relaxing time of the year is coming, Dr. Park is in a good mood, right?"

Park Jung Min smiled, if he had become a doctor in the emergency department, he might not have time to rest all year round.

"This is the message board you brought? Can I have a look?" Park Jung-min made a gesture to look through it.Jin Suxi stopped in a hurry, and said solemnly: "No, this is a secret among girls!"

Park Jung-min stopped joking, put away the comics, and turned to ask the waiter to bring the ordered dishes to the table.

On New Year's Eve, whether it's the couple's restaurant or the street where they are, it is very lively.This is the happiest and most relaxing time of the year when the metropolis is busy.

The location of this lovers restaurant is very good, especially at the table where Jin Suxi is, right by the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The restaurant is located on a high terrain, and you can see the riverside scenery through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

By the Han River, young men and women who met to celebrate the New Year's Eve set off fireworks.Naturally, the scale of the fireworks cannot be compared with the Seoul Fireworks Festival, but in this New Year's Eve atmosphere, the joy conveyed by the fireworks is enough.

Jin Suxi looked at the gold splashing and jumping from the fireworks tube, but she unconsciously thought of her earth-shaking life this year.

From breaking up with Shin Hyun-woo to moving into the top floor, the whole plot of a romantic Korean drama is going.

"What are you thinking?"

Noticing her stopping to look out the window, Park Jung Min asked.

Jin Suxi came back to her senses, with a sorry face on her face: "It's nothing. Looking back on this year, I feel that time flies. I remember that I didn't feel this way when I was young, but the older I got, the more time passed."

Park Jung-min agreed very much, saying that he also felt this way.

"When I was young, I was always envious of adults. I secretly wore my mother's dress and high heels, dreaming of becoming an adult one day. But when I really grow up, I get older year by year, and I wish I could stay there forever."

Kim So Hee looked at Park Jung Min and smiled brightly: "Women~ I always want to stay young forever, men may not understand it."

"It's normal for people to pursue beauty. The job of a dentist is to make teeth more tidy, beautiful and healthy, so it's okay."

Jin Suxi lowered her head and continued to cut the steak on the plate. She suddenly felt that Song Joongki's cooking was better last time.

"I'm very happy to be able to spend New Year's Eve with you this year. Thank you for agreeing to date me." Park Jung Min was a little nervous in his heart, and observed the expression of the girl opposite him several times while speaking: "It's been three months since we met.... ..”

Girls are born with a keen sixth sense, and Jin Suxi raised his head, not so much nervous as panic.

She and Park Jung Min have known each other for three months, and they also temporarily lived at Song Joong Ki's house for five months.

"I think you're a nice girl... I know I'm rather stupid, and I don't know how to get along with girls. At this age, I have never been in a formal relationship. We have been getting to know each other for the past three months , if you think I'm good too, can I make a request for a relationship?"

Once the words are out of the mouth, the rest will be much smoother.

Park Jung Min stared at her, she could see the sincerity and seriousness in his eyes.

"I'm serious, and I propose to associate with you on the premise of marriage."

Kim So Hee's first reaction was to flee from the occasion, but she couldn't.In a panic, she looked down at her dinner plate.

Park Jung-min didn't expect to get her reply before coming here today, and after she finished speaking, she felt a little uneasy, she also lowered her head and said: "I know I brought this up suddenly, you need time to think about it, I will give you some time. Next, let's have dinner!"

Jin Suxi hummed, and neither of them spoke for the rest of the time.

She originally wanted to buy fireworks with Park Jung Min and go to the Han River to set them off together.But after going out like this, I have no thoughts.

Fortunately, Park Jung Min is an insensitive person, so he didn't notice her strangeness, and the two went back to their respective homes peacefully in the end.After Jin Suxi got off the car, he waved goodbye to him, turned and entered the apartment door.

The time is getting later and later. At this time, people are either celebrating at home by themselves or making noises outside with friends.She was the only one who took the elevator home.

Jin Suxi looked at himself reflected in the elevator wall, and fell into a daze.

Logically speaking, Park Jung-min's proposal to have a formal relationship with him is the ultimate goal she wants to achieve in getting to know him all the time.But at that time, not only did she not agree, but she felt a little apprehensive.

Now, even she herself doesn't know what she wants.

As soon as she got home and opened the door, Kim So Hee saw Song Joong Ki sitting in the living room watching the live broadcast of the Music Awards. She thought she was hallucinating.

"Why are you at home? Didn't you go out early in the morning?" He was still wearing formal clothes when he went out, and Jin Suxi thought he was going to attend some awards ceremony and would not come back so early at night.

"I just went to participate in an event, and I'll be back in the afternoon." When the person he was waiting for was met, Song Zhongji straightened his sitting posture: "What about you? Why are you only coming back now?"

Kim Su-hee thought of Park Jung-min again, and looked hesitant.

Seeing her expression, Song Zhongji said calmly: "Hurry up and wash up, let's watch the live broadcast together, I've made an appointment."

"Hmm..." Jin Suxi went back to the room with her bag, and after washing, she came out with a mask, ready to watch TV while applying the mask.

"Do you want a slice too?"

Song Zhongji thought for a second, then nodded in agreement.

Kim Su Hee has never had any favorite idols, and usually only listens to some popular songs.After applying the mask, she simply took two slices of cucumber and applied it to her eyes, and lay down to listen to the music awards.

Song Joong Ki had a sheet mask on his face, and his mouth couldn't move much, so his speech was a bit vague: "I went out to eat with my friends at night? I'm going to make you steak, don't you always want to eat it?"

Since the last time she ate, he has been busy with work and never had a chance to do it a second time.

After taking a bath, Kim So-hee felt much calmer, and Song Joong-ki's questions were as casual as chatting.Jin Suxi nodded: "I ate steak outside, but I don't think it's as delicious as yours."

"I'll make it for you tomorrow, why don't you spend New Year's Eve outside with your friends after dinner."

Jin Suxi hesitated to speak, but she couldn't find anyone else at the moment. She really wanted to find someone to talk about her confusion.

"Today, Park Jung Minxi proposed to date me."

Song Zhongji's body was stiff, and he only had two points of attention on the song award, but he immediately withdrew it and focused all on what Kim So-hee said.

"Did you... agree?"

Song Zhongji tapped the sofa fabric unconsciously with his fingers, and pricked up his ears to listen to Jin Suxi's answer.

"No." Jin Suxi couldn't see his expression, immersed in his own emotions: "I also find it very strange that at that moment I actually wanted to escape instead of nervously expecting."

"Really?" Song Zhongji calmed down his beating heart, and followed her words.

"In the past three months, he and I have been getting to know each other. I thought I wanted to associate with him."

At this time, Jin Suxi was also very distressed: "So what should I do?"

Song Zhongji looked at her and asked, "Do you really like him?"

Hearing this, Jin Suxi was taken aback.I like it so much that I can't talk about it, but I just feel comfortable and relaxed with him.She knew it wasn't like it.

The real liking should be when she faces Song Joong Ki, she is very happy to see him and enjoy the time with him.

At this moment, Jin Suxi seemed to have figured it out, and his heart was shocked.The facial mask covered her expression, Song Zhongji continued: "It seems that you don't like him."

"Because of your ex-boyfriend, you chose to date another type of man, and mistakenly thought that you had a crush on him. Such behavior can only be called evasion." Song Zhongji said calmly: "In your heart, the ex-boyfriend It's over, but the shadow he cast on you is still there."

Jin Suxi grabbed the corner of his clothes, on the one hand, he clearly knew that he liked the landlord, and on the other hand, he analyzed himself accurately and cruelly, but fortunately, he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Today doesn't seem to be a good day, she wants to go back to her room and have a good sleep.

However, before she opened her mouth, she heard Song Zhongji continue: "Suxi, you can't deny everything just because of a wrong person."

"What?" Jin Suxi spoke with difficulty, her voice seemed to be squeezed out.

"You are good, and you deserve to be protected and loved by someone you like and likes you. You have to give him a chance instead of excluding him because of the shadow left by someone who has passed."

"I don't know. I thought it would be better for me to choose a simple and straightforward person." However, when she met this kind of person, she couldn't open her mouth to agree to be with him.

Not to mention getting married and starting a family.

"Because you don't like him, you don't need to force yourself."

His voice seemed to be bewitching, and Jin Suxi couldn't help asking for his help.

"so what should I do?"

"Think about what you want, what you like, don't be afraid, give him and yourself a chance."

At this moment, Jin Suxi is like a small animal being cornered, trying to escape but being blocked all the way.She listened to his words, closed her eyes tightly, trying to calm down the frenzy provoked by him.

Song Zhongji admitted that he was anxious, otherwise he would not force her like this.But he couldn't patiently seduce her anymore, time was too tight, and he was even more afraid of hearing the news that she agreed to associate with others.

"Impossible, useless..."

"Why is it impossible, why is it useless?" Song Joong Ki tore off the mask on his face according to other emotions that did not match his calm tone.

"Because...because..." Jin Suxi gritted his teeth, finally unable to withstand his temptation, and finally vented his emotions: "Because it is impossible for him to like me!"

Song Zhongji smiled, even with a smile in his tone: "Who said it? Did he tell you?"

Is that even a question?

Jin Suxi closed her eyes, in addition to being disappointed with herself, there was also a trace of despair in her heart.

However, the next second she heard his voice getting closer to her: "You guessed wrong, he said he likes you very much."

The end of the words disappeared between the lips of the two who touched.Without waiting for her response, he pried open her teeth, causing her inner tension, anticipation and excitement to explode.

At that moment, Jin Suxi felt as if there were fireworks blooming in his ears.