The Historian of the Red Chamber has a daughter

Shi Nai knew that his life was not long, and he just wanted to ask Shi Xiangyun for forgiveness, so that he could go to see the ancestors of the historians, the old lady and the elder brother without worrying about anything else.Ever since I was seriously ill, as soon as I closed my eyes every day, I would dream that when I was with my elder brother when I was a child, my elder brother was always very kind to me and my third brother. If you want, he has nothing to deny.Sometimes it was obvious that I was mischievous and got into trouble, but I only asked to go to my second brother. The second brother always helped me take the blame without saying a word, and was often scolded by my father for this.

At that time, my mother asked my eldest brother why he was so kind to his younger brothers.Shi Nai still remembers the smile on his eldest brother's face when he answered his mother's question, "I am the eldest son. As the eldest son, I have the priority over my younger brothers. Naturally, my younger brother should give way to other things."

At that time, he still didn't understand what the elder brother meant by these words, but as he grew older, he gradually understood the difference between the eldest son and the second son.Obviously they were all born to the same mother, just because he was born a few years earlier than himself, the title belongs to him, and most of the property is also his, and the father is the strictest to the eldest brother, because he is the eldest son who inherits the title!Such a gap made Shi Nai extremely upset.

Under such demons, Shi Nai finally took that step.

When making that decision, Shi Nai didn't regret it, and even for a long time after that, Shi Nai never regretted it.But now, Shi Nai regretted it. He fell into crying and remorse day and night. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw his father, mother and elder brother standing there gloomy and cold, looking at him expressionlessly. .If there was disappointment and anger on that face, Shi Nai might feel better in his heart, but there was no expression at all, as if he was air.

Under such psychological torment, Shi Nai was in so much pain that he didn't want to live, but he didn't dare to die. He didn't ask Yun girl for forgiveness.If Yun girl forgives him, will the eldest brother forgive himself for the sake of Yun girl?

However, looking at Yun girl's eyes that seemed to know everything, Shi Nai knew that she had miscalculated, Yun girl knew everything, but she didn't intend to forgive herself.Yes, if you were yourself, you probably wouldn't forgive easily!However, he was unwilling to die like this!

Before he could get the answer he wanted, the light in Shi Nai's eyes gradually faded away.

Seeing Shi Wang, she covered her mouth with a handkerchief and began to cry silently.Shi Wei frowned, "Girl Yun, your second uncle is like this now, why don't you say a word? Do you have the heart to see your second uncle go on like this? Why don't you let your second uncle go at ease?"

The corner of Shi Xiangyun's mouth raised slightly, "I don't understand what Third Uncle said, and I'm not a doctor, so how do I know how to make Second Uncle go away with peace of mind? What's more, what does Second Uncle's illness have to do with me? Or is there something wrong with it? What is it that I don't know? Third uncle, or what do you want me to say? Let me figure it out!"

Shi Wei was taken aback for a moment, but he couldn't refute.yes!Yun girl doesn't know anything, what exactly is she going to say?Could it be that you want to tell Yun girl the truth?How can that work?Then how will these elders deal with themselves in front of Yun girl in the future?no!Absolutely not!

Shi Wang was also taken aback. If she really told the truth, how would she ask Yun girl for help in the future?Brother Ren's marriage and future, and Xueer, Brother Zhi?But if you don't say it, do you want to watch the master die with hatred?

Shi Ziren looked at the expressions of his mother and third uncle, and knew what they were thinking. He sneered in his heart, and it was true!

Shi Xiangxue looked left and right, not understanding what happened, "Big Sister"

"Okay, Xiangxue, don't say any more. What do you want the eldest sister to say? Just like what the eldest sister said, she doesn't know anything, and she doesn't know what to say." Shi Ziren shouted.

Shi Xiangxue felt a little aggrieved, but she looked at her mother who didn't say a word, so she had to lower her head in aggrieved way. She didn't understand what was going on. It was obviously her mother who said that the reason why her father waited until now was to seek Big sister's forgiveness, she doesn't understand what her father did wrong, I'm sorry big sister, now it seems that big sister doesn't know, so why didn't mother tell big sister?After the eldest sister knew the truth, if she forgave her father, wouldn't her father be at ease?Why didn't mother and third uncle say anything!

And the big brother, he obviously knew about it, but he didn't say anything. Could it be that he just watched his father die with regret?

Shi Xiangyun looked at the various appearances of all beings, and sneered in his heart, not to mention that they dared not tell him, even if they did, he would not easily open his mouth to say forgiveness.Could it be that if you do something wrong, just because you are about to die, everyone should forgive and forgive unconditionally?She doesn't want it!

"Second Uncle is sick and can't bother you, so I won't bother Second Uncle. Second Uncle, take good care of your illness. Second Aunt, although it is important to take care of Second Uncle, you should also pay attention to your body. Third Uncle, if there is nothing wrong, I will I went back first. After driving for so many days, my waist is about to break, and I don’t know if Mammy and the others have cleaned up.”

Shi Wang and Shi Wei could only watch Shi Xiangyun leave helplessly, unable to say a word to persuade him to stay.Then, looking at Shi Ziren's blank expression, Shi Wei said angrily: "Brother Ren, look at what you said, is that all? Do you want to watch your father die without regret?"

Shi Ziren raised his eyes, "Then, third uncle, what should I do? Eldest sister is right, she doesn't know anything, what should she say, since it's hard for you to say it out of face, why should I be big?" My sister said forgive me? Is it because you are elders?"

Shi Wang shouted: "Brother Ren, why are you talking to your third uncle! You still can't keep your mouth shut!"

Shi Xiangxue looked left and right, not knowing what happened, crying and shouting: "Can you stop arguing! What happened? Is there something we should know but don't know, can you please stop arguing?" Don't lie to me?"

Shi Nai had closed his eyes a long time ago, only the teardrops falling from the corners of his eyes revealed his mood.He understands the scruples of his wife and younger brother, the Shi family is about to fall, and Yun girl bestows marriage to Prince An, seeing that it is the best marriage in the Shi family's generation, of course they don't want to show their timidity in front of Yun girl, if If girl Yun found out about this, perhaps she might turn her face on the spot.He doesn't think Yun girl who is like a fish in water in Jia's family without the support of her parents and family is a kind person.Perhaps, Yun Yatou, who was prostituted by the old lady herself, is the most scheming and cleverest one in the Shi family's generation.In the future, Brother Ren and the others may still count on her.

But what should I do?Did he really die unwillingly like this?Under the nine springs, how could he have the face to meet his father, mother, and elder brother!

After Shi Ziren took Shi Xiangxue out, Shi Wang sighed, "Are you really not going to tell Yun girl?"

Shi Wei was silent for a while, then glanced at the second brother who seemed to be in a coma, "I don't know, second sister-in-law, second brother is your husband, you decide!"

Shi Wang was silent, if she knew what to do, she wouldn't be so embarrassed.

In the yard, Shi Xiangxue was still crying, Shi Ziren sighed, "Don't cry, and don't embarrass big sister."

Shi Xiangxue cried and said, "I just don't understand, what's going on? You don't tell me anything, do you think I'm a family?"

Shi Ziren turned to look at her, "It's better that you don't know anything. In short, you remember one sentence, our family is sorry for the eldest sister, you must not make things difficult for the eldest sister, if the mother and third uncle want to say it, you will naturally I will know. Don’t ask any more questions about anything else.”

Shi Xiangxue raised her head stupidly, looked at Shi Ziren, saw the serious expression on Shi Ziren's face, bit her lip, and stopped talking.

On the other side, Shi Xianglan no longer has these scruples. She is taking her two younger brothers to make a fuss in the Lanting Pavilion, "Hey, brother Yi, don't move, don't fall! And brother Li, stop for me, don't let me fall!" Run! Run again, and I'll throw you into the river. Be more honest, or I'll tell you sir, and I'll smack your palms. Come here, let Mammy wipe your hands and go eat some snacks."

Shi Xiangyun looked at the scene in front of him with a smile, "Lan'er looks more and more like a sister, she really has grown up!"

Shi Xianglan watched the mothers take the younger brothers to wash their hands, and said with a smile: "Oh, there is no way to do it, those two boys are too naughty. Big sister, I'm here to have a word with you " Shi Xianglan thought about his words before he said: "Although I don't know what happened, but big sister, I just want to say, don't wrong yourself."

Shi Xiangyun looked at Shi Xianglan's serious expression, and thought of the third aunt who hadn't appeared just now, and smiled. It seems that these historians are not all fools! "Sister Lan, don't worry, I know it well."

Shi Xianglan nodded, "I'm relieved when Big Sister says that. Big Sister, you two brats, stop!" Shi Xianglan stood up abruptly and rushed over. Shi Xiangyun looked over and saw Shi Ziyi and Shi Zili in the hands of two people. Holding a book, a few broken pages fell on the ground, Shi Xianglan held a person's ear in one hand, and said angrily: "How many times have I said, don't harm the book, don't harm the book! What about your ears!"

Shi Ziyi, who was a little older, raised his head and shouted, "Isn't the ear in your hand?"

Seeing that he still dared to talk back, Shi Xianglan became even angrier, "You still dare to talk back! Hurry up, get the hell out of here!"

Shi Zili yelled: "No! Mother told me to tell my sister to watch over us. Wherever you are, I will be there!"